See...even my title actually try to persuade each of Malaysian to vote! It is time for us to choose so kindly choose wisely.
Politics??In Malaysia...it might not as dirty as other asian Country. But still, it is filthy dear friends. Political is all about having an agenda. Each parties shall have their own agenda and manifesto. If you ask me on whom I support the most? Well, I shall give my cryptic answers, you know sort of like not directly answering the question but sort of like explaining the question..hehe!!
let me just say...we need a wind of change. I think it is time to change and not afraid of changes.
Yes, changes can be good or it can be bad. However, we won't know the outcomes unless we try. That is why, most people always said, "Belum cuba, belum tahu". But I notice, being Malaysian and malay, most of us are afraid of changes. Malay mmg begini...dari dulu lagi, malay is always the hardest. That is why it is hard for us to compete with other race. I am not here to critic my own race but lets face the fact that we are weak. The close example, let us take a good look of chinese people. They are always known as the hardworking people and if you watch the movie 2012, they even recognize the chinese and said that only China can make things possible. Of course...even nowadays, they can even clone the Iphone and other gadgets. Us malay??hurmmm...even bangsa sendiri pun we are willing to tipu hidup-hidup kan??
Some people might say that I am anti goverment. Well, trust me...I am not actually. I am just sick seeing how people nowadays are simply being fooled by goverment agenda. Our goverment are not entirely corrupted. I know some of them are still good people and try their best to be the best. However, there are plenty of them whom actually does not even care about our country. All they care is to gain more money and be more rich. Yes, money is important...hey..I love money too. But how could someone having more money without even think about other people??Well, that is what happened to most political people nowadays. We are blinded by money to even think about other people kan??
Sebab duit, one of the best person in PETRONAS was been asked to leave. Why??Because he won't allowed the use of PETRONAS money to simply bail out other company and other unnecessary things. Yes, PETRONAS is a GLC (goverment link company) but there are limits on bailing out other company or even to use PETRONAS money for unnecessary cause. We have the advantage on having such person in Malaysia, but yet we push him away. Currently he works as an advisor for Chevron (US company) See....even outsider recognize his talent but us Malaysian??What Malaysia need is someone who can say "YES" always to a leader with no question ask. Poor PETRONAS...I pity you...
I do not know how other people minds work but I clearly know how mine does. That is why, when it comes to politics, I choose to stay silent and not to argue with anyone. I mean, people have their own opinions. I won't blame other people for their belief as I have mine as well. Cuma I pity some people yg bila anda berpolitik, anda tend to attack his/her personal life. Politics is about explaining your manifesto and not to attack his/her personal life. And please bear in mind, things that you accused might not be true. Fitnah itu lebih teruk dari membunuh. State your agenda and do it wisely.
To seorang wanita yg bernama Julia di twitter, I understand your belief in BN. You even stated it very clear that you shall support them always. However, do not simply said things you have no proves of it. By knowing fact does not mean that it is right. Fact always meant to be challenged that is why we have lawyers to do that.
May the best party win and may ALLAH bless us Malaysian always.
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Hana's Big Day!
Alhamdulillah!
My darling Hana got married last week!! I know it have been the toughest two years for you darling Hana…therefore I am truly HAPPY that your big day turns out to be a successful event!! Congratulation to both of you!! Semoga bahagia hingga ke syurga!!
The solemnization took part in the morning session at 10am. Amazingly, Syib’s and family arrived on time if I am not mistaken…sgt on time!! Very good Syib!! Syukur sgt, dengan sekali lafaz, Hana dearie is now officially a wife of Syibli. And, knowing me…I cried always at most wedding especially my close friends wedding. It turn out, I am the one yg sobbing lebih especially after saw Hana cried while hugging her dad. Yes, I am that sensitive!! My dad is my hero and my only soul mate so when it comes to daddy, I shall cry mercifully!! LOL
The solemnization itself was simple and does not consume so much time pun, the best part is as always…to be able to spent time with my lovely gedz!! We miss you darling Sue though!!
After solemnization, we took off to One Utama to do some shopping. I am literally proud of myself for being able not to shop!! Awesome kan? LOL
And yes, the reception took place during the night where it was quite a formal event since Pemangku Sultan Kedah was there as well to celebrate the beloved couple. It was an amazing night where I got to be crazy with the girls!! After reception, instead of going back to sleep...We went to Starbucks to chill until about 2am in the morning. It seems like ages since I had such a long night with them. I miss those days in UTM Skudai where we are so carelessly and free to spent time together. I still remember those nights where we even have to sleep in front of MCD just because of the curfew hours..I sincerely miss those days…..Sobssss
So now, me, Nad & Cy are the ones who are yet to be married….ya..it is us the three stooges..the last three standing…Bila??I have no idea…Only HE knows….:)
Ok pictures time!!
My darling Hana got married last week!! I know it have been the toughest two years for you darling Hana…therefore I am truly HAPPY that your big day turns out to be a successful event!! Congratulation to both of you!! Semoga bahagia hingga ke syurga!!
The solemnization took part in the morning session at 10am. Amazingly, Syib’s and family arrived on time if I am not mistaken…sgt on time!! Very good Syib!! Syukur sgt, dengan sekali lafaz, Hana dearie is now officially a wife of Syibli. And, knowing me…I cried always at most wedding especially my close friends wedding. It turn out, I am the one yg sobbing lebih especially after saw Hana cried while hugging her dad. Yes, I am that sensitive!! My dad is my hero and my only soul mate so when it comes to daddy, I shall cry mercifully!! LOL
The solemnization itself was simple and does not consume so much time pun, the best part is as always…to be able to spent time with my lovely gedz!! We miss you darling Sue though!!
After solemnization, we took off to One Utama to do some shopping. I am literally proud of myself for being able not to shop!! Awesome kan? LOL
And yes, the reception took place during the night where it was quite a formal event since Pemangku Sultan Kedah was there as well to celebrate the beloved couple. It was an amazing night where I got to be crazy with the girls!! After reception, instead of going back to sleep...We went to Starbucks to chill until about 2am in the morning. It seems like ages since I had such a long night with them. I miss those days in UTM Skudai where we are so carelessly and free to spent time together. I still remember those nights where we even have to sleep in front of MCD just because of the curfew hours..I sincerely miss those days…..Sobssss
So now, me, Nad & Cy are the ones who are yet to be married….ya..it is us the three stooges..the last three standing…Bila??I have no idea…Only HE knows….:)
Ok pictures time!!
with Darling Ctot!
My Gedz!!!!!
with lovely Hana!!!!
with The Couple!
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Update
It is near to 8pm and I am still in the office to blog. It has been quite sometimes since I last blog kan. Many things happened but most of it I prefer to kept it to myself. They say, we shall have no regrets, perhaps it is true..what ever happened it is actually a lesson learnt to us right? Perhaps, tuhan mengajar saya to learn the hardships first before HE grant me things that I want. As a muslim, we can only pray.
There are things yes, we have to work hard for it. However, there are things we can only pray and have faith with HIM. Cause we know we can’t do anything about it except to pray. I set myself a target eventually. I pray and pray that I can meet the so called target. Though it seems hard to do so, but orang cakap, “Belum cuba, belum tahu”. We will see, insyaallah if panjang umur and murah rezeki target itu shall be met. One thing I learnt from life actually, “change yourself first before you change your life”. Nothing comes easy in this world, if you want something there are thousand ways of it but you have to take a good look at yourself first then you can change your path. It is not easy my friend.
I take myself for example, I want to be good and I want to do good deeds. To do good deeds is easy but only HIM knows your heart within, are you actually sincere about it or you simply wanted to look good by doing it. I sincerely said, my heart belum cukup baik. Bukan senang to have such a good and pure heart like our prophet. It is my hardest hurdles indeed to have a good heart okay. That is why I am always ramblings in my twitter about “Penyakit hati”. Susah kan nak jadi baik…
Slow and steady I would say, hopefully I can change and be a better person. Ya, I keep on talking about to be a better person, hopefully I don’t make anyone of you who read this annoyed by it.
My mum said, to be good you have to keep telling yourself “be good!!”. Let us be good shall we?
Okay jum pulang!!
p/s: is currently addicted to this guy above...awak sangat comel Oezil!
There are things yes, we have to work hard for it. However, there are things we can only pray and have faith with HIM. Cause we know we can’t do anything about it except to pray. I set myself a target eventually. I pray and pray that I can meet the so called target. Though it seems hard to do so, but orang cakap, “Belum cuba, belum tahu”. We will see, insyaallah if panjang umur and murah rezeki target itu shall be met. One thing I learnt from life actually, “change yourself first before you change your life”. Nothing comes easy in this world, if you want something there are thousand ways of it but you have to take a good look at yourself first then you can change your path. It is not easy my friend.
I take myself for example, I want to be good and I want to do good deeds. To do good deeds is easy but only HIM knows your heart within, are you actually sincere about it or you simply wanted to look good by doing it. I sincerely said, my heart belum cukup baik. Bukan senang to have such a good and pure heart like our prophet. It is my hardest hurdles indeed to have a good heart okay. That is why I am always ramblings in my twitter about “Penyakit hati”. Susah kan nak jadi baik…
Slow and steady I would say, hopefully I can change and be a better person. Ya, I keep on talking about to be a better person, hopefully I don’t make anyone of you who read this annoyed by it.
My mum said, to be good you have to keep telling yourself “be good!!”. Let us be good shall we?
Okay jum pulang!!
Friday, February 8, 2013
Thursday, February 7, 2013
On Kerja & Life
When I thought things are going to be better….eventually all hope seems to die in vain. Maybe I was hoping too much. They say expectation lead to disappointment. It is true I think, but how can I not to put such hope because I do think at the end of the day, it is hope that keep us driven and strong. Yes, hope do give us such faith kan?
They say, to be happy is to be content. I am and I do feel content. However, I do not have anyone or to be exact a love partner to share my happiness with. Yes, I do have family and friends but deep down I do need someone to actually complete me. Not that I am incomplete or feeling inadequate or something, I just need someone to share everything about life is. It is funny that I am actually talking about this in writing rather than to talk about it like a normal human being with anyone. LOL~
Funny is, I don’t really think I can share such thoughts about love with anyone now. It is too painful for me to even talk about love nowadays. I am being sensitive lately. A close friend of mine once told me that I should let myself out more if I want to meet a right person. To be honest, I don’t think that by going out frequently would actually make me find this so called guy. Entah lah…Frankly, I am tired of being all positive about this love thing. Sometimes, I do wonder…why lah am I so worried about this love or marriage business??I do question myself sometimes…The only thing that I can come up with now is due to lots of my girlfriend are getting married, married, getting baby and getting lots of babies are actually the reasons why I am so obsessed of getting myself a husband too kot and perhaps due to persuasion by family yg so anxious to see me walking down the aisle. Seriously mama, I pray and pray every day that one day HE will grant me a husband. Masa itu belum tiba lagi…bersabar ya fatihah. Sibuk sangat nak share life with someone kan…but sharing a life with someone itu bukan senang ya fatihah. Hurmmm…ya…I have a lot to improve actually…with my kind of attitudes, I bet I am not an easy person to live with. Yes, I have lots of issues but apparently so does other people too. Pitch can be perfect but no one can be perfect.
On work itself…I am so ready to be busy since I have just received a new project by MURPHY. Can’t wait to get started. I love being busy at least it keep me on my toes and I do not have waste my time on thinking things that I am not suppose to think. Well, typical me…I am a woman..I think a lot and usually I think too much of those things yg ridiculous. That is one of the reasons why I like to keep myself busy like yesterday.
Owhh…I did go to an interview though last week. Am not really into that company actually but I just give myself a try. Tak salah kan if mahu mencuba. So far, I am happy here, I truly learn so much here and I like to work with those people especially my favourite project manager. He is truly a garang person and super strict but I like working with him. He is a very good project manager and he teaches me a lot. With him, kerja memang banyak but he knows how to make things easy for his projects. I have received lots of bad feedback about him though, yes..he is not an easy person to work with and yes he yells a lot if you don’t do things right but trust me, if you know how to work with him..you sure will get lots of benefits from it.
Keep on learning ya Fatihah…about love, I leave it to yg MAHA ESA. HE knows best. Hanya tuhan sahaja yg tahu what I want the most.
Peace.
They say, to be happy is to be content. I am and I do feel content. However, I do not have anyone or to be exact a love partner to share my happiness with. Yes, I do have family and friends but deep down I do need someone to actually complete me. Not that I am incomplete or feeling inadequate or something, I just need someone to share everything about life is. It is funny that I am actually talking about this in writing rather than to talk about it like a normal human being with anyone. LOL~
Funny is, I don’t really think I can share such thoughts about love with anyone now. It is too painful for me to even talk about love nowadays. I am being sensitive lately. A close friend of mine once told me that I should let myself out more if I want to meet a right person. To be honest, I don’t think that by going out frequently would actually make me find this so called guy. Entah lah…Frankly, I am tired of being all positive about this love thing. Sometimes, I do wonder…why lah am I so worried about this love or marriage business??I do question myself sometimes…The only thing that I can come up with now is due to lots of my girlfriend are getting married, married, getting baby and getting lots of babies are actually the reasons why I am so obsessed of getting myself a husband too kot and perhaps due to persuasion by family yg so anxious to see me walking down the aisle. Seriously mama, I pray and pray every day that one day HE will grant me a husband. Masa itu belum tiba lagi…bersabar ya fatihah. Sibuk sangat nak share life with someone kan…but sharing a life with someone itu bukan senang ya fatihah. Hurmmm…ya…I have a lot to improve actually…with my kind of attitudes, I bet I am not an easy person to live with. Yes, I have lots of issues but apparently so does other people too. Pitch can be perfect but no one can be perfect.
On work itself…I am so ready to be busy since I have just received a new project by MURPHY. Can’t wait to get started. I love being busy at least it keep me on my toes and I do not have waste my time on thinking things that I am not suppose to think. Well, typical me…I am a woman..I think a lot and usually I think too much of those things yg ridiculous. That is one of the reasons why I like to keep myself busy like yesterday.
Owhh…I did go to an interview though last week. Am not really into that company actually but I just give myself a try. Tak salah kan if mahu mencuba. So far, I am happy here, I truly learn so much here and I like to work with those people especially my favourite project manager. He is truly a garang person and super strict but I like working with him. He is a very good project manager and he teaches me a lot. With him, kerja memang banyak but he knows how to make things easy for his projects. I have received lots of bad feedback about him though, yes..he is not an easy person to work with and yes he yells a lot if you don’t do things right but trust me, if you know how to work with him..you sure will get lots of benefits from it.
Keep on learning ya Fatihah…about love, I leave it to yg MAHA ESA. HE knows best. Hanya tuhan sahaja yg tahu what I want the most.
Peace.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
I need holiday
I am seriously in need of holiday!!
Works are not as hectic as the previous weeks ago where I have lots of things on my plate. Currently masa itu lebih flexible and I manage to focus on one thing at a time. Rasa lebih free…suka2!!
My last holiday was on last year when we went to Vietnam. I really need to get myself a plane ticket out from Malaysia. Yes I love vacationing!! Especially if I get to spent it oversea. Hehe!! But well, vacation outside Malaysia means I will be using lots and lots of money. Maybe I should get myself a vacation somewhere remote in Malaysia but still have internet connection. Boleh?? Chinese New year is coming right up but still I have no plans. My cousin soon shall be leaving to Adelaide, Australia…thought of having a last vacation with him..but macam tak sempat…hurmmm…
Maybe I should check on the next flight to Sarawak?? Tidak tahu kenapa….tahun ni, I have no plan at all on vacation….life is bored…Maybe I need something to spice up my life kot…tapi apa??
Okay google…..
I love my family!! <3>
Works are not as hectic as the previous weeks ago where I have lots of things on my plate. Currently masa itu lebih flexible and I manage to focus on one thing at a time. Rasa lebih free…suka2!!
My last holiday was on last year when we went to Vietnam. I really need to get myself a plane ticket out from Malaysia. Yes I love vacationing!! Especially if I get to spent it oversea. Hehe!! But well, vacation outside Malaysia means I will be using lots and lots of money. Maybe I should get myself a vacation somewhere remote in Malaysia but still have internet connection. Boleh?? Chinese New year is coming right up but still I have no plans. My cousin soon shall be leaving to Adelaide, Australia…thought of having a last vacation with him..but macam tak sempat…hurmmm…
Maybe I should check on the next flight to Sarawak?? Tidak tahu kenapa….tahun ni, I have no plan at all on vacation….life is bored…Maybe I need something to spice up my life kot…tapi apa??
Okay google…..
Friday, January 25, 2013
Before I go home...
I do not know when and why..lately I am not into blogging...I blame it on my age..again...LOL~
Ya, nowadays if I found myself not into those things yg I use to be so keen at..I put the blame on my age. You know...makin tua...makin lazy to do such things like hanging out with friends. Lately I am such a family person. Sorry dear friends..I love you guys and girls so much but my sense of friendliness are quite modest these days. Again...it is age factor!! HAHA
I am so into IG now...Ya, sifat camwhore itu is always there. Thank you Iphone for being such a good bf nowadays.
Talking about Iphone. I love my Iphone to death but one thing about it, sometimes it can go loco as well. Kadang2 bila dtg gila, suddenly it hang...that is the time where rasa nak baling je phone but knowing that it cost me quite a fortune so of course la I won't throw away my phone kan...like a friend said, smartphones is like our second life kot sekarang. Without them, we are literally die by boredom. LOL~
Those yg cakap dia benci smartphones itu please jgn hipokrit yer...I use to say that I can live without phone dulu, ya..those are the days before I get myself a smartphone, but one you have a smartphone...you just can't live without them. Even my mum own a S3 kot..she is now addicted to social networks...HAHA
I am such a twitterholic, bukan setakat gila but I do think I am obsess with it. I think it is good for me cause I am a person who thinks spontaneously so normally I tweet whatever things yg I felt. However, you can't always be honest in twitter. I try to but I fail in vain cause deep down I know...I can't simply say things yg I know that might hurt those people who are close to me. But it is simply annoying when some people simply reply your tweets sarcastically when they don't even have any idea about it...Pelik kan??If you want to say things, please use ur brain wisely. If not, kindly make a general tweets and let those people terasa sendiri..LOL~
I know...I can be a bitch sometimes...bukan apa, to be honest..manusia hipokrit are terlalu ramai in twitter. There are lots of ustaz and ustazah express in twitter. LOL~ If you were to retweet those islamic quotes or ustaz azhar idrus's tweets ke...it should be okay but when you are trying to give such advises in tweets...I found it funny and frankly, rasa nak muntah...pardon my languange. Come on la...nak bagi nasihat itu boleh but please do cermin diri anda terlebih dahulu ya. Sebab itu, I only tweet motivational quotes to boost up my life and to motivate myself. Saya sangat tidak berani to give advise about religion because I know, saya memang tidak layak. Kenapa??Sebab ilmu agama dlm diri pun belum cukup sempurna..how to advise people??
So please manusia twitter...kindly be yourself and tweet things about you instead of trying to be someone yg religious kononnya.Please do grow up!! And yes, if nak bergurau pun, sila la kena pada tempatnya...:)
I wish I could list out names yg I am literally menyampah di twitter...LOL!
Be yourself itu penting...Don't be such an angel just for the sake nak gain followers. Nyampah aku!!
And owhh...if ada yg terasa maaf dipinta ya...I mean no harm..peace!!
Ya, nowadays if I found myself not into those things yg I use to be so keen at..I put the blame on my age. You know...makin tua...makin lazy to do such things like hanging out with friends. Lately I am such a family person. Sorry dear friends..I love you guys and girls so much but my sense of friendliness are quite modest these days. Again...it is age factor!! HAHA
I am so into IG now...Ya, sifat camwhore itu is always there. Thank you Iphone for being such a good bf nowadays.
Talking about Iphone. I love my Iphone to death but one thing about it, sometimes it can go loco as well. Kadang2 bila dtg gila, suddenly it hang...that is the time where rasa nak baling je phone but knowing that it cost me quite a fortune so of course la I won't throw away my phone kan...like a friend said, smartphones is like our second life kot sekarang. Without them, we are literally die by boredom. LOL~
Those yg cakap dia benci smartphones itu please jgn hipokrit yer...I use to say that I can live without phone dulu, ya..those are the days before I get myself a smartphone, but one you have a smartphone...you just can't live without them. Even my mum own a S3 kot..she is now addicted to social networks...HAHA
I am such a twitterholic, bukan setakat gila but I do think I am obsess with it. I think it is good for me cause I am a person who thinks spontaneously so normally I tweet whatever things yg I felt. However, you can't always be honest in twitter. I try to but I fail in vain cause deep down I know...I can't simply say things yg I know that might hurt those people who are close to me. But it is simply annoying when some people simply reply your tweets sarcastically when they don't even have any idea about it...Pelik kan??If you want to say things, please use ur brain wisely. If not, kindly make a general tweets and let those people terasa sendiri..LOL~
I know...I can be a bitch sometimes...bukan apa, to be honest..manusia hipokrit are terlalu ramai in twitter. There are lots of ustaz and ustazah express in twitter. LOL~ If you were to retweet those islamic quotes or ustaz azhar idrus's tweets ke...it should be okay but when you are trying to give such advises in tweets...I found it funny and frankly, rasa nak muntah...pardon my languange. Come on la...nak bagi nasihat itu boleh but please do cermin diri anda terlebih dahulu ya. Sebab itu, I only tweet motivational quotes to boost up my life and to motivate myself. Saya sangat tidak berani to give advise about religion because I know, saya memang tidak layak. Kenapa??Sebab ilmu agama dlm diri pun belum cukup sempurna..how to advise people??
So please manusia twitter...kindly be yourself and tweet things about you instead of trying to be someone yg religious kononnya.Please do grow up!! And yes, if nak bergurau pun, sila la kena pada tempatnya...:)
I wish I could list out names yg I am literally menyampah di twitter...LOL!
Be yourself itu penting...Don't be such an angel just for the sake nak gain followers. Nyampah aku!!
And owhh...if ada yg terasa maaf dipinta ya...I mean no harm..peace!!
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