Teenager Nowadays

Yesterday, I had my first class at a Tuition centre after having a year off without teaching. Ya, being a teacher are my passion but now I guess I pretty much need a part time job just to keep me busy. Hee~ Being busy keeps my mind off from “other” things.

Currently I have to teach form 1 Bahasa Melayu. Frankly speaking, I rather teach students from primary school instead of secondary students. Not that I have anything against them, I just prefer to teach younger student as they are more obedient than students in secondary school. I had a quite difficulty last night on handling my students. Well, I am not prone to be a garang teacher as I want them to have a comfortable learning experience. But knowing kids nowadays, you just have to rise up your voice then eventually they will listen up to you. I guess that is part of the challenge that you have to face in order to become a teacher. Definitely not easy my friend.

I consider myself not too old even though yes, I am old..but hey…yg penting hati ini masih muda. LOL~ I saw several other students last night from different classes and if I am not mistaken, they are those teens yg age around 14 – 16 years old. It is amazing to hear them actually talking in English. They seem so mature than their age. When I was at their age, I guess I still look like a 12 years old kid. By mature what I mean is by the way they talk and the way they act is so beyond their age. I do think what I saw last night is not a teenagers cause they almost seem like near to my age.

Actually, at first I was surprised by the way they talk. Back in those days, when I talk to my friends, I use “saya” or “kita” , “awak” as a kata nama. But these day, teenagers talk like us the adults, no more those innocent kata nama, nowadays..cakap with friends pun use “I” and “you”. I was a bit in awe last night.

But my biggest concern here is the way they act or behave. Seriously, I am no longer surprise with all those cases where teenagers at the age of 15years old got pregnant out of wedlock. Take a good look on how they behave among friends including their male friends. When I was still in secondary school, my relationship with boys are quite distance and to tell you the truth, I start to get close with boys when I was in UTM. Sebab itu I is pelik when I saw how callously they are in being friendly with male friends. I mean, they are too young to actually involve themselves in such things. I think that is why nowadays it is compulsory for all secondary female students to have HPV injections to prevent themselves from having a cervical cancer. By the thought of that, I am simply scared for my sister. I am afraid if she accidently befriend with wrong click.

It is sad to see what have become to our teenagers nowadays, who’s to blame?? Most people put all the blame on technology but if you think carefully, it is us the adult people whom provide them with such info. We can never stop them from using technologies but the best solution is to monitor your kinds/teenagers activity. To me those FB/TWITTER and other social web are not applicable for teenagers because social webs are contagious. They are like viruses that soon become a disease to teenagers nowadays. And more excess to the internet means our teenagers are continuously becoming corrupted.

Perhaps my opinions are a bit harsh. Well, sorry to say…back in my days, even without FB/TWITTER, we turn out to be just fine and I can say we are much more responsible then teenagers nowadays. We learn from Robophone to Iphone and from picit screen to touch screen.

I do hope adults out there do take responsibility on shaping up your children. Having kids is not easy but raising kids are tougher. Sama-samalah kita renungkan dan sama-samalah we try to educate our next generation to become our next leader. Our nation is depends on them.


p/s: My mum said, the best way to raise a child is to educate them with religion knowledge dari kecil, insyaallah anak itu mudah mendengar kata. Ini pesanan untuk diri sendiri juga..^_^

Lunch post: Need a short vacation

I am pretty restless these days. No, I am not stress about work anymore sebab I think I am okay now. Yes, I still have plenty to learn and I am slowly learning about it. At least by today I have the whole general idea of what am I suppose to do here.

But still, I do need to take a break. I do need to stay away as far as I can from KL. KL seems so hectic nowadays until I do not know when and how am I going to rest. Ya, I still have some ample time to rest at home but still I don’t feel rested. But come to think back again, no one can actually feel rested unless they are dead right??LOL~

Takpelah, yg penting…I do need to take a short vacation. It is time to splurge myself on holiday instead of buying myself new bags/clothes/shoes/….not that I’m complaint as I can’t stop myself from buying those stuffs…LOL~

I have told one of close friends Hana about it, and so far we are agreed upon a short vacation to Miri. Seriously, I need to stay away from towns so I choose to be near to nature instead. In Miri, as far as I’m concern it is an oil city. Even my company does have site office over there. But, the reason why we picked Miri is because we want to try a caving activity. Perhaps we want to explore nature and be close to our land. I mean, Sarawak is famous with its culture so I guess it is time for us to learn and experience those culture instead of tengok Discovery channel kan??

However, this is still part of our initial plan. We haven’t come to any conclusion yet and still wonder where are we supposed to take a short vacation. If we have any interesting or awesome place yg much more cheaper in Semenanjung, perhaps we better go there instead of flying to Sarawak. We’ll see, but deep down I am dying to be adventurous in Miri. hee~

I have been in Sarawak before, but most of the time me & my family spent time in Kuching and we do not have that much time to go and explore other district in Sarawak. They said, it is a long trip by land if you were to go to other main district like Miri.

My main concern right now is, Am I able to be adventurous?? It has been such a long time since I last done some adventure myself. Ask my girls, they sure know that I am not keen to participate in any outdoor activities. Bukan tidak suka, but I have lost interest actually. The last time I went for any adventure activity was in 2005 where I went mountain climb with UTM recreational club. That was ages ago, I am pretty much sure that I am not fit and my coordination is zero. LOL~

Tapi takpe, they said…if you put your mind & soul into it, the chances or probability for you to succeed is increase.

Okay lah..lunch time is over..ok kerja..few hours to go…Fighting!!!

I Quote

I am currently addicted to this application...huhu~Am not good with words but I try to express my thoughts onto this application called "Tweegram". This is the reason why I am so addicted to Twitter as well as twitter allow us to simply say what we want to say at the moment. Facebook is so last year...LOL~

Why we must stop LYNAS

First of all, let me just say, I am not into politics nor I support any act in regards of politics.
I am merely a normal citizen who has concern over the action of her own government by letting a radioactive refinement facility in her country. I mean, come on….are the government that stupid to actually allow our nation to be poisoned by radioactive?? Obviously they are not stupid but they are just normal people whom are being blind by money instead of our nation health.

If you actually read their company profile, LYNAS actually shows a tremendous track record. They are clearly stated that, there is nothing dangerous about their nature of business. I believe to those whom actually excel in chemistry or if you are a chemistry student yourself, it is a basic knowledge for us where radioactive chemicals are extremely dangerous no matter how little you have been exposed to.

Personally, I am a chemistry student myself. Being exposed to chemical is a normal thing for us chemistry student. We play with all types of element every single week. Back then, I always thought that I am eventually going to end up being a chemist but luckily I am not. Frankly speaking, being a chemist may shorten up my life spend. Why??Kindly be inform that if you were being expose to chemical elements especially inorganic substances like the Halogens group (Cl/Io/Fl), in near future you might encounter a speech problem. I have seen the effects on my lecturer. Halogens are not radioactive element but it is dangerous. Once, when I was in UTM I have been exposing myself with too many sulphur. So, eventually I end up getting sick, coughing nonstop. When I went to see doctor, she told me to start wearing mask while I’m operating with chemicals. However, being me particularly during those days, I don’t even bother with safety precaution as what is matter the most is to ensure that I complete my lab. Just so you know, I use to eat using my hands with Argentum (silver) on it. So, kindly think what happen if such element like thorium were to be in Kuantan??

Thorium is a radioactive element with 14.05 billion years half life. Based on my reading on regards of this element, if someone is to be exposed by this element, it is possibly can lead to increased risk of cancers of the lung, pancreas, and blood, as lungs and other internal organs can be penetrated by alpha radiation. Exposure to thorium internally leads to increased risk of liver diseases. So, what is our government action in order to overcome such disease to occur??

In my opinion, our government should take a look back on what happened in Bukit Merah, Ipoh 1985 where a Japanese company is being sued and it has been requested to shut down its operation due to few people end up sick and died. It has marked the first time ever in Malaysia where all of us fight to claim our right as a Malaysian and fight for our future generation. Are we going to let our next generation born with physical or mentally deficiency??

I am surprised indeed when our government has simply allowed them to open a facility here in Malaysia. To tell you the truth, Malaysia is contaminated enough. Pasir gudang and Shah Alam is ranking high on our list of contaminated city. Why must we add up Kuantan in that list??

Being rich and famous is nothing. Our life worth more than anything. Money has no value once you die right??Therefore, stop arguing about who’s the best, who’s more qualified, who’s have the integrity??Just stop and focus to make Malaysia a peace and harmony country. Apparently if we were to have LYNAS on our ground, we will never have peace.

p/s: I would love to ramblings about work but apparently someone else working in the same company as me is going to view my blog…LOL~

Today

Today. I am pretty exhausted. Not physically exhausted as I am not doing any hard labour. But, I am mentally exhausted since today I have to make use of my whole brain in order to process all the information and knowledge given today.

Sumpah, I am glad that I stick by my decision on not taking an engineering course for my degree. If not, I am not surprise if my head is bald by now due to too much of hair falls sebab ambil engineering course. Ambil chemistry pun saya sudah sakit kepala okay.

Kindly imagine, I never even care to actually have the initiative to learn on technical part when I was working with OWS. Ya, I admit..I am too lazy to care kot since I am too occupied on doing my work. But here in MMC, by hook or by crook..I have to learn it all. It is tough indeed for me since I am not familiar with all the engineering terms. What I did is, I jot down all the unfamiliar terms and nak tak nak…dengan muka tebal, I ask my colleagues. I have too, perasaan malu or rasa rendah diri tu, I have to put it aside. What’s important is, I have to capture everything and to be able to understand how the process works.

Today, I am happy to be able to learn the overview of a platform design. Perhaps I am a bit lost on certain aspect but at least I did gain something today. It makes me realize, everyday is a learning process. I learn a lot each day. Takpe lah kan..pelan2 kayuh…like my boss said, “No one can be excellent overnight, take your time to learn and understand.”

After 3^rd time tukar kerja, now I only know what it felt to be pressure by work. LOL~ Lately I have to motivate myself to work. Not that I am less motivated but I need to compose myself to make sure that I will stay positive. I read a good quote today. It says, “ You have to has a desire to do something in order to enjoy the things that you do.” Oleh itu, yes…no matter what happen, we must enjoy our work so we don’t have a reason to be unhappy about it. And not to forget, keep on senyum..^_~

Errr..okay, this is me in my new green palazzo….hee~

p/s: picture ini tiada motif okies..

Kerja Baru, Tempat baru

Okay, I have been working in tempat baru for 2days. Alhamdulillah, I feel okay I guess thanks to bebeh sebab ada. If I were to be alone, I memang confirm akan jadi lone ranger. Tapi tak kisah lah kan, it is a challenge if you were to work in a new place right??

My first day is not that great sebab, pagi2 datang office dah kena hon by an Audi yg dibawa oleh seorang makcik yg perasan dirinya muda. It was not a good start okay. Pagi2 dah rasa nervous satu badan as I do not know what to expect. Once I have been given proper induction by HR, lepas tu I went straight to my department and wait for my next instruction. My boss nampak macam garang, but he turns out to be seorang yg sangat approachable. First time okay, I get a boss yg awal2 sudah prepare my job scope on my first day. He did my orientation himself and explained to me on how our department work. Owhh, I was seated next to my new colleague…nama dia Amir. Such a senyap person. First day tu..he didn’t even say a single word to me. I thought he is sombong but according to bebeh, rupa-rupanya dia memang seorang yg pemalu. But it’s okay sebab the next day, tiba2 kami jadi banyak cakap and since he sat next to me, so he has to teach me macam2…hee~ Obviously, he is not that pemalu. LOL~

Second day, finally…my PC sudah okay. Now I can use my PC to view my email, all my working hard drive. Owhh..kindly be inform, I like the way my new company operates. They are so systematic. Everything are online even all our internal documents are transparent. So, there is no such thing that you can’t get your job done. One thing yg saya sangat-sangat risau is, I have to be more independent. My boss allowed us to do our work accordingly and he won’t kacau us unless if we need his help. That is why, I am so susah hati right now, because seriously..I have a lot of catch up to do. I have to be involved in projects as well as I have to prepare the Project Execution Quality Plan (PEQP). I am a Science student okay, and engineering is not my forte and now..I have to learn it all. So, kindly imagine betapa susahnya hati ini and currently I am doing a bit of research on our next project where I have to work closely with our project team. Ya, baru dua hari masuk kerja, and I dah rasa nak menangis during project team discussion. LOL~ (Sebab I am so lost since banyak betul term I tidak tahu okay!!)

But…no matter what, I take this as a challenge. I have too. No pain no gain right??This is the time, I have to perform well. Takpelah..bersusah dahulu, bersenang kemudian kan??

Pray for me ya.

Sayonara Offhore Works

My last day. Nothing much to do except to touch up semua kerja before I leave OWS for good. Most of the time, I spent time with most OWS colleagues. I spent time to camwhore with them. Berinstagram and bergambar sakan especially with manusia level 3 since I spent more than a year on level 3. *miss*

I am glad, I don't even shed any tears. LOL~

Banyak kenangan with OWS. I face all sorts of emotions while I was working in OWS. Overall, I am happy indeed to be able to work with such colleagues.

Thank you OWS.

p/s: Office baru is not that far kot, so I can always see them anytime I want. hee~

On the verge of leaving OFFSHORE

Yes, it is official..tomorrow will be my last day in Offshore Works. After this I will be working in another Oil & Gas Company. Alhamdulillah, it seems that my rezeki in this industry is bright indeed. Never thought in million years I would be working in such industry but hey..here I am still working my ass off in this industry. I am blessed indeed.

During my 2years here in OWS, I learn a lot. Not just those kinds a thing yg related to my work but I do learn about friendship, loyalty, honesty, and responsibility as well. Terima kasih yg tidak terhingga to my former boss for actually believing in me and hire me on the first place. I guess I wouldn’t be here if it is not because of you boss. It is true you know, sometimes people ought to be given chances in order for them to prove themselves. Betul tak??

2 years in OWS. I never thought that I would last that long…hee..tapi itulah…pejam celik…it has been more than 2years. I have enjoyed every minutes of it.

Tipu lah if I never felt down while I’m working here kan…I do, but I cherished it all. Every works have their ups and downs. But as an employee, we have to accept it and move on. Sakit hati itu is normal when you are working right??No one in this world could actually be thoroughly happy with their works kan??Ya..sila be rational okay..those yg cakap dia sentiasa happy dengan kerja beliau adalah seorang yg hipokrit. LOL~

What I’m going to miss the most I guess is the view of my office itself. LOL~ Why??Because my current company is opposite KLCC ma…and yes, it is true..I went to KLCC almost every day. I’m going to miss ISETAN *Sobs* (Money itu adalah seperti air when you work near to shopping mall)

Okay tipu*

I am going to miss manusia di OWS. Ya, perhaps our offices are not that far from each other but still I am not going to see them as much as I use too. Lepas ni, I am no longer be pengungjung KLCC yg setia. Sudah tidak boleh membeli air jus yg awesome dengan Johnny. I bet kakak-kakak dekat café LGM are going to miss me since I am no longer their loyal customer.

Owhh…banyak nya yg saya akan miss. I hope and pray that I won’t cry esok because knowing me, I am such a cry baby.

Too much to tell and here I am too afraid to moving on. New place shall prepare me with lots of new challenge which I am yet to know. Hopefully I will be able to work up to their expectation and insyaallah perhaps more than what they expect me to do so. Do pray for me ya.


Okay sad…

Instagram #2

Ya..me, myself & baby girl ber"instagram" lagi. But this time we use another amazing application yg nama dia is "Pudding Cam" if I'm not mistaken lah..but seriously, I forgot it's name sebab my baby girl begitu arif with all the application. ME??I only know how to use and pose...LOL~

Okay..kindly view pictures below..err...you will see lots of duck faces below tau...hee~