Good girl gone bad~

You ask for it..

Easy for a good girl to go bad, and once we gone bad..best believe we gone forever...

(I heart this song!!)

My Mama said....

This morning..I had a long talk with my mum...

We are talking about guys..yes..we do talk about our feelings..share knowledge about guys..since I guess my mum know a lot about them than I do kot..I love having this kind of conversation with mama..eventho I am very close with my dad than mama..but still, when it comes to girls talk..I always turn to mama..I am lucky to have you..kan mama??LOVE YOU MAMA~

This morning mama said,

mama: When am I going to get a menantu??your frens mostly da engage...when is ur turn??when r u goin to knl kan mama to that special sum1??

me: Ooo..please not this question again...you keep on asking the same question ok...all I can say..one day mama...(whom am I suppose to knl kan to u mama??Bee??in ur dream...)

mama: What kind a guy yg u r looking for??Don't be too choosy ok...

me: am not choosy...but I do have to choose sum1 yg can take a good care of me kn...marriage is a gamble..so I have to choose right...

mama: Well...no one knows..what future holds..we have to create our own future..when I first met ur baba...I never know that he is the one...but I have to make a decision..Do I really want to spend the rest of my life with him??Alhamdulillah..it turn out to be great for me...eventho I'm not really in love with him when I first met him...but I am proud to say now..I am truly madly deeply in love with him....So you see here...you don't have to be in love with a guy to marry him...but you have to see and to know..whether he has that husband quality or not...love will always be there...it is not that hard to fall in love...(So true...I am easily in love sumtimes...)

me: (terlopong)sdg contemplate all the words...

mama: You see here...there is lots of guys out there...to choose??who the hell are we to choose??just have faith...pray to ALLAH..one day..that special sum1 will come...

me: (dlm hati...ya..I am so tired of suffering...what's done is done..enough...)

See...why am I making things complicated sdgkan..it is easy as ABC...kuatkan hati..have faith...pray a lot...things are going to fall into place...^_^

You are so yesterday~

You are so yesterday??So not true..yes I am mad at you now..but I know..once u call me esok..everything going to be okay...and I'm going to end up lepaking with you just like the other days...betul kan??

Yes..am not that strong to walk away..not just yet..one day okay??just hold on tight...I'm cool..you are cool with it..so..we just wait and see..I know you don't want know..and I don't want to know about it as well..just let us hurt each other n love each other as we always did..

Good luck

Sometimes

Sometimes the least expected person can actually came back into our life kan??

Sometimes we tend to make mistake over n over again....

Sometimes we just won't listen to what people keeps telling us...

Sometimes the world is against us...but still it won't stop us to do things we want...

Sometimes life is unfair...

Sometimes people are so judgemental...

Sometimes I wish I can escape life....

Sometimes it is better this way..

Sometimes forget sounds good..but I can't...

Sometimes I don't like to think..but I did....

And lots of time, LOVE hurts..BIG TIME!!

It makes me wonder..who need LOVE when OXYGEN is much more important??


I know...Sometimes I think too much..more than I should...okay..Brain shut down please.....