Raya not so Awesome

Talking about raya, mine is not great due to the absence of my parent & baby sis so mine can consider okay but not great or awesome.


Looking at other people blog post, everyone seems to have a wonderful raya except me. A bit sad but considering other people, at least makan pakai sendiri pun semuanya cukup so why should I complaint about my raya right??Yes,sometimes as a normal human being I tend to forget that there are lots of people out there yg lebih suffer during raya. Manusia kan mudah lupa….

I thought I can actually feel raya celebration in Kampung but unlucky me, my dear father had some work to do oversea. Hurmmm….I miss the feeling of raya in kampung. Barulah rasa raya. Not that raya in KL is bored. I am loving it but when it comes to raya, it is significantly about spending time with family far away from city life. One thing awesome about raya in KL is that we got lots and lots of money. *hee* Yes, at my age, my uncles & aunties still be giving me duit raya. Cool kan??

I do have quite a few of raya photos to share but unfortunately I am too lazy to share it. Most of them are in my instagram. Yes, Instagram play quite a big role in my life nowadays apart from twitter. Can’t wait to get my hands on the new Iphone5.

I am literally lost of words now, nothing much to say except that I am going to enjoy myself this upcoming weekends. It is time to eat and eat and eat and eat until you can’t eat. *hehe*

Happy Holiday People!!

Selamat Hari Merdeka!!

Towards Raya & Salam Aidilfitri

So...it is  a couple days towards raya and am quite excited for raya to wear my new kurung but a part of me is still sad and I simply do not know on how to face takbir raya and pagi raya due to the absence of my parent and little sis.

Today kerja pun I am semi productive. I manage to get my work done but still sumpah rasa malas todayyyy...

Today also I manage to get my self a new lipstick and for the first time I manage to get a lip prime to have a moist lip (kononnya).

Currently, am at my uncle's house having a java chips frapuccino sambil blogging. Hurrmmm...Starbucks remind me of my baby girl...Rindunya baby...dah lama tak gaduh with baby. Tapi dah lama jugak tak kiss baby...

Serius, am so looking forward for raya ke-4.

May Allah bless them always di kota Madinah...Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar. I miss mama, baba & baby!!

Newayyy.....

Salam Aidilfitri to all Muslims, May we have a bless raya. Amin~

Iftaringssss

Alhamdulillah…towards the end of puasa. dapat juga I spent some quality time with my lovely ladies and yes plus Rico since he can’t left his wife alone with us. LOL~


Plan ni dah lama, but unfortunately only few of us sahaja yg can make it. It is okay because we surely are going to make time for each other right after raya. Life nowadays has been hectic for us. Like me for example, this past few weeks has been horrendous due to lots of new projects coming in plus my boss does keep me busy by handing out quite a number of new task to be done.

However, am so glad that towards raya ni…work loads are getting slower. Being me, rasa mala situ mula menguasai diri and how I wish I could fast forward time to raya ke-4 where both my parent and little sister shall be back from their umrah journey. Sungguh tidak sabar!!!

Owhh…not to forget, syukur sgt..tahun ini rezeki agak murah sebab I got quite a few invitation of majlis berbuka puasa. Hopefully, tahun hadapan rezeki akan lebih murah and hopefully rezeki jodoh itu lebih murah yer…hee~

These are few of the pictures of yesterday iftaring session with my PERMAS project team.

Tidak sabar untuk cuti, tidak sabar tunggu mama pulang, tidak sabar nak spend time with family...I miss my parent more every single day!!

*okay nanges*

Majlis Berbuka at Makan Kitchen

Makan free??Siapa tidak suka??

Eating is one of my favourite past time. Apart from shopping, surfing, instagramming, twittering and reading. *hee*

So, the other day on Thursday we got the opportunity to berbuka di Makan Kitchen. It was such a nice place. Sgt cozy and the choices of foods pun sgt variety. However, due to too ramai orang so we miss lots of foods. Especially dim sum. Sgt looking forward to eat dim sum tp puas hati coz I got to eat sushi!!

Rasa lebih puas hati compare to berbuka di Hotel Istana sebab foods here in Makan Kitchen mmg sedap compare to Hotel Istana. *oPPPSS*

Am probably going to ajak my family to eat here after raya. Lucky my family suka jalan2 cari makan. 

Some pictures to share,

me & bebeh

noodle soup!!

Hurrmmm...lately I don't really use camera...bukan xsuka but simply malas and lagipun nowadays phone pun dah ada camera so I am getting use of using my phone to snap pictures. Btw, am so looking forward to change my phone. *xlama lagi*

Anyway, emosi semakin stabil though am not really looking forward for raya. Kenapa??Because both my parent are not here. Lagu raya nowadays are simply makes me sad and depressed. Dengar lagu raya jer, air mata mula laju nak mengalir. Tengok iklan raya saja mula nak touching. And guess what, last night I was crying my heart out while watching iklan raya Bernas. Sumpah, I can't stop crying sampai my brother risau. LOL~

HUrmm....semua ini faktor usia and hormon. Obviously I am emotionally unstable.But, it is okay..alhamdulillah..I am not alone in this. I have my brothers to share my beban di hati. Am so glad that one of my brother willing to accompany me to jaga butik and went out shopping with me. Although I end up not to shop and he is the one yg end up to shop. I am surprised of myself acually, sebab macam tak percaya pulak yg I don't even shop. LOL~

Dear Hati, 

Please kuat, though I don't know how am I going to face pagi raya but I do hope that I won't cry macam orang gila. And please don't be too selfish and think of other people too. Try to be more responsible, considerate and independent.

p/s: bukan senang nak jadi baik.....

Random Boleh??

Suka is a feeling too but it is not as strong as love.


People can simply like but love will take us to a different level. In my opinion, like is merely an infatuation that you felt towards someone. Yes, like can lead into love if you act on that feeling.

Feeling?? Is something that you have no control. Just like love, it just happens. When you like someone, of course you must have a reason behind it. But when you love someone, you just have no reason to actually feeling love because love can’t be described. It is a feeling only the one in love would know. Frankly, I use to know what is love but currently am not in love.

The other day, a friend told me that she is afraid that she might like someone else husband. Hurmmm…to tell you the truth, I see no harm if she likes him. Why??Because no law on earth says that it is wrong to like someone’s husband but it is indeed wrong if you actually act on that feeling. For me, as long as you don’t act on it I see nothing wrong to simply like married men. Heart can’t be control but please do have some common sense.

Yes, love is blind but we are not blind. If you have the heart to hurt other people’s life, be prepare to be hurt in near future. Hidup ini umpama roda, sometimes kita di atas sometimes kita di bawah. Hari ini harai kita, esok lusa hanya tuhan yg tahu.

Currently am not so looking forward for Raya due to the absence of my parent and little sister who went for Umrah yesterday. Seriously, listening to raya song actually makes me sad. Every time I heard raya song, my eyes become watery. Haihsss…never in my life I thought of celebrating raya without my parent. Obviously, I can live without other people but not my parent. Right now, I can’t even imagine my raya morning without my parent. I do hope hati ini kuat and not to spill anymore tears. *doa byk2*

Lately, penyakit kecil hati semakin menjadi-jadi. I am so penat of feeling this way. I wish my heart is made of stone so I don’t have to feel anything except love..Boleh??

Life is seriously dull without both of you mama & baba.

I miss you both….

Okay...pictures the other day...

  brother & me

 baby & me

Recipe: Ayam Kicap Pedas

Memasak is not my forte but sometimes I do enjoy cooking especially during fasting month. *hehe*

If you ask me to cook those difficult dishes like gulai lemak, kari or asam pedas...serius I can't because I do not know how to cook them. I am only "terror" when it comes to sambal tumis. *hee*

Ayam Kicap Pedas is one of my favourite dishes to cook. It was pretty easy actually and does not involved so much ingredients nor method. I love simple dish so don't ask me to cook rendang because I do not know how but I will learn it before kahwin Insyaallah. (Tapi nak kahwin with whom??) *HAHA*

Ingredients:
Cili merah (cili hijau also acceptable)
cili padi
cili blend (cili kering blend)
kicap (manis or masin)
bawang besar
bawang putih
lada hitam
ayam (siap dipotong)
asam jawa
garam
gula

Method:

Serius, I do not know how to explain the method so if you are interested to cook it, kindly let me know accordingly then I ajar ya..Maaf!!

Yes, I use lots of chilies

is cooking

 Taraaaa...tp comot...

Majlis Berbuka MMC

So, finally I can blog despite my hectic schedule at work. Lately I can’t blog at home due to some problems with my internet connection. Wifi okay but land line is “kaput”. Since it is bulan puasa I do not want to stress myself with such matter but I guess sooner or later am going to be piss jugak..haihs~


Now, I am blogging at work and try to curi2 masa a bit though my workload is pretty much lately. I love being busy but sometimes my head won’t cooperate with me. Today I am not feeling well due to headache g tiba2 pounding. My sahor turn to be actifast instead of nasi. *sedih*

Okay, enough ramblings.

Last Friday, our mother company MMC BERHAD held a majlis berbuka puasa at Istana Hotel. Since it was free, of course lah yours sincerely pergi. *hee*

The foods itself is variety but sadly to say, it was not delicious as it look like. But luckily lauk pauk for nasi and rojak buah is marvelous.

I think the best part of the event is that all of us got the opportunity to mingle around with each other and we had a good night of laughing our ass off. Dari belum berbuka sampai lah berbuka, we can’t stop laughing. And my face literally aches due to too much of smiling and laughing. We had fun taking pictures with each other.

Cut the story short; I shall let all the pictures tell the stories.

 *bulat* pipi

 - Suzanna -

  Hanan & me

Bebeh & me (tembam)

  sheera & me

  Kak Sha & me

  me & Afif (spastik)

 PERMAS