I need holiday

I am seriously in need of holiday!!


Works are not as hectic as the previous weeks ago where I have lots of things on my plate. Currently masa itu lebih flexible and I manage to focus on one thing at a time. Rasa lebih free…suka2!!

My last holiday was on last year when we went to Vietnam. I really need to get myself a plane ticket out from Malaysia. Yes I love vacationing!! Especially if I get to spent it oversea. Hehe!! But well, vacation outside Malaysia means I will be using lots and lots of money. Maybe I should get myself a vacation somewhere remote in Malaysia but still have internet connection. Boleh?? Chinese New year is coming right up but still I have no plans. My cousin soon shall be leaving to Adelaide, Australia…thought of having a last vacation with him..but macam tak sempat…hurmmm…

Maybe I should check on the next flight to Sarawak?? Tidak tahu kenapa….tahun ni, I have no plan at all on vacation….life is bored…Maybe I need something to spice up my life kot…tapi apa??

Okay google…..

I love my family!! <3>

Before I go home...

I do not know when and why..lately I am not into blogging...I blame it on my age..again...LOL~

Ya, nowadays if I found myself not into those things yg I use to be so keen at..I put the blame on my age. You know...makin tua...makin lazy to do such things like hanging out with friends. Lately I am such a family person. Sorry dear friends..I love you guys and girls so much but my sense of friendliness are quite modest these days. Again...it is age factor!! HAHA

I am so into IG now...Ya, sifat camwhore itu is always there. Thank you Iphone for being such a good bf nowadays.

Talking about Iphone. I love my Iphone to death but one thing about it, sometimes it can go loco as well. Kadang2 bila dtg gila, suddenly it hang...that is the time where rasa nak baling je phone but knowing that it cost me quite a fortune so of course la I won't throw away my phone kan...like a friend said, smartphones is like our second life kot sekarang. Without them, we are literally die by boredom. LOL~
Those yg cakap dia benci smartphones itu please jgn hipokrit yer...I use to say that I can live without phone dulu, ya..those are the days before I get myself a smartphone, but one you have a smartphone...you just can't live without them. Even my mum own a S3 kot..she is now addicted to social networks...HAHA

I am such a twitterholic, bukan setakat gila but I do think I am obsess with it. I think it is good for me cause I am a person who thinks spontaneously so normally I tweet whatever things yg I felt. However, you can't always be honest in twitter. I try to but I fail in vain cause deep down I know...I can't simply say things yg I know that might hurt those people who are close to me. But it is simply annoying when some people simply reply your tweets sarcastically when they don't even have any idea about it...Pelik kan??If you want to say things, please use ur brain wisely. If not, kindly make a general tweets and let those people terasa sendiri..LOL~

I know...I can be a bitch sometimes...bukan apa, to be honest..manusia hipokrit are terlalu ramai in twitter. There are lots of ustaz and ustazah express in twitter. LOL~ If you were to retweet those islamic quotes or ustaz azhar idrus's tweets ke...it should be okay but when you are trying to give such advises in tweets...I found it funny and frankly, rasa nak muntah...pardon my languange. Come on la...nak bagi nasihat itu boleh but please do cermin diri anda terlebih dahulu ya. Sebab itu, I only tweet motivational quotes to boost up my life and to motivate myself. Saya sangat tidak berani to give advise about religion because I know, saya memang tidak layak. Kenapa??Sebab ilmu agama dlm diri pun belum cukup sempurna..how to advise people??

So please manusia twitter...kindly be yourself and tweet things about you instead of trying to be someone yg religious kononnya.Please do grow up!! And yes, if nak bergurau pun, sila la kena pada tempatnya...:)

I wish I could list out names yg I am literally menyampah di twitter...LOL!

Be yourself itu penting...Don't be such an angel just for the sake nak gain followers. Nyampah aku!!

And owhh...if ada yg terasa maaf dipinta ya...I mean no harm..peace!!

It has been quite awhile

Wahhh..times flies us by so quickly nowadays..It is now the 17th days of 2013. Pejam celik..soon it shall be the end of 2013.


Life has been okay not that super marvelous anyway.

It was not a good start of 2013 for me but I am optimist. We can’t always have the good days right?? I take this so called little misery as a test. Ini baru sedikit….they are people out there yg lagi miserable than I am. Maybe I sound a bit too positive but hey…this is how it works I guess, happiness is a choice so I choose to be happy so I have to be positive!!

Hati??My heart so far so good…I think I found something yg enlighten me deep within. Well, to be honest..I am not quite sure how to put it in words but serius..hati lebih tenang lately. I always thought myself as a lonely person until one day, I read a quote..it says, “ Loneliness is when you forget that Allah is with you”. Quote ini serius berkesan dalam hati. Sometimes kita mudah lupa yg people are not going to be around us always but tuhan itu always ada. Remember Fatihah!!

Lately though macam mana susah hati pun, I am done talking to other people about it. Bukan isu tidak percaya, but I think I had enough of telling people about my problems. Most of the people sometimes don’t really even bother pun about our problems because everybody got their own issues and problems. Let’s face it, they either really care or pretend to care. Yes, it sounds harsh but hey…this is what life is..you have to expect the worse in life in order to prepare for worse. Apa susah, if tak tahan sgt rasa hati ini, I do have a mother who is willing to put up with my crappy life. *wink*

Silence itu lebih bagus…I heard lots of talking about this and that, yg ini tidak puas hati with this and that…and guess what?? Suka hati lah nak cakap apa pun, I heard but I am not listening to it….people can talk and thrash whatever you want and I am not going to judge. As long as he/she is being nice to me so I am going to be nice. If you have problems with me on being nice to a person you dislike, then it is your problem..suka hati lah…menjaga hati orang ini is such a tiresome.

Okay…enough for today…will keep on updating life as it is…