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Time envy us

Wow…2012 are about to come to an end. Time did flies so fast nowadays. When I first watch the 2012 movie, I was so scared to even enter 2012..Ya, I am one of those people whom actually believe on such things. That movie is surreal and I can’t even imagine myself to actually face 2012. But, I am grateful to Allah S.W.T to been given a chance to live in this world and to be able to breathe and face the world. Life has not been easy but hey no one suppose to have an easy life. I guess, I am indeed blessed to be able to face all the consequences. Pain teaches us that life is indeed meaningful. No one can actually experience life without pain. Trust me on this.


I face a lot this year, I am even a different person this year. To be honest, I think I am a boring person this year. Seriously, the word ‘fun’ means nothing lately. I am no longer this person who likes to spent time with her friends. Ya, I have turn into this secluded person whom prefer to spent time with her parent rather than her friends. Blame it on my age. Owh..perhaps it is not my age but I truly feel old this year.

However, throughout this year I am happy indeed with the birth of our junior gedz!! I love babies..I always pray that one day I could at least have one. But yes, I have to be married first. To whom??That is the biggest question mark ever. To say that I don’t even think about marriage is truly lie because I have to think about it almost everyday. Ya, what to do..I have a very persistent parent whom would love to see me walk down the aisle. For now, I guess I leave it to qada’ & qadar. Yes, I may look like I have it all but guess what, love and me, we always have issues. Big issues to be precise!!

Owhh…I was supposed to share few pictures of us with baby Aariq since we did visit eika’s family last Sunday. Pictures….

  I miss you baby Riq!!Till next time okay!!

Doodles

Owhhh..I pity you my blog. I have been abandoning you lately kan….


Bukan malas but memang malas pun to update anything about life. Thanks to Instagram whom made my life perfect lately. *hee*

Truth is, I have lots of pictures but am too lazy to share in blog due to not enough time to endure myself in front of the pc. Ini pun, I am blogging in the office due to kemalasan membuat kerja. Currently my mind is not at work. Sangat looking forward to go on a holiday next week. *Tak sabar*

Current life status is happy. Though yes, I have a lots of things to be sad of but hey..life does not promise us to have a good life. I am still not okay in certain aspect of my life. I am still not a patience person. Susahnya nak jadi orang sabar kan??Honestly, I am literally mencarut every single day while I was driving you know!! I try not to curse but I end up cursing a lot later. Haihhhhsss…

Yes, I do curse…people normally saw me as a person yg lemah lembut but sorry to disappoint all of you. I am practically not a soft spoken person though I do speak softly. *hehe* Sebab itulah, “don’t judge book by its cover”. What you see with your eyes can be deceitful. Ya, I may look as a very demure and a polite person, Well, I can be demure and polite BUT it depends on who am I dealing with. If a person is being nice to me, then I am being nice to her or him. But if you are being mean, then I am being mean as well. I know, some people tend to be hypocrite about their life. I think it is all up to you. You should define yourself and your life. If you are happy living a double life, so be it. But you best remember that, one should not simply lose his or her true identity just for the sake of pleasing the world. We can’t always please them all honey. *wink*

Talking about pleasing other people, hurrrmmm….been there but I end up being the one who hurt the most. Therefore, lesson learnt..”Don’t try to please anyone in life except your family”. Yes, people….ada ramai manusia out there yg lebih suka untuk take advantage of your goodness. Moral of the story, stop being nice just be yourself.

Okay enough ramblings, I should head home now and sleep or probably I should watch my dear Mesut Oezil..

Okay bye!!

Me and my baby girl Izzah during her birhtday present hunting!!

Love you baby!!

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It has been almost a month since I last update anything in blog. I am not only too lazy to update but my current work load and life does not allow me too much freedom.


Yes, currently we are using Unifi at home and I am proud to say our internet surfing progressed a lot!! Everything are super laju these days. Watching Youtube with no buffering okay!! I am indeed in seventh heaven with such internet connection. LOL~

And yes, not to forget…my beloved gedz Eika darling just got a bouncing baby boy!!Yeayyyyy!! We are now proud to present our new gedz family addition!!

Seeing my darling eika with her baby boy really brought tears into my eyes. Life does changing a lot with a newborn baby. Seronoknya hanya tuhan sahaja yg tahu. I wish I cud have that feeling too one day insyaallah.

Well, am not going to talk anything about my life. Life have been good to me lately. But I am yet to become the person I want to be the most. Maybe belum cukup kuat I think. Perlu perbanyakkan usaha to be a person I want to be!! Amin Insyaallah.

Owhh…some pictures of our darling boy Aariq Iman!! ( some of my pictures with hana & aunty too)