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Selamat Berpuasa to all muslimin dan muslimat yg menyambut ramadhan. Semoga ramadhan kali ini akan penuh denagn barakah..Insyaallah~

Puasa so far is okay with me. Alhamdulillah…my blood level is stable. Sgt bersyukur sebab tekanan darah is normal since I always had this problem when it comes to my blood level during fasting month. Yes, I am so unhealthy…badan ini sgt lemah and can simply sakit.

Teringin sangat nak puasa penuh but knowing us women, it is imposible for me to puasa penuh unless if I am pregnant. LOL~ Insyaallah satu hari saya dapat menrasakan nikmat pregnant jika diizinkan NYA.

Life has been hectic for me especially these past few weeks. Semuanya kerana my current project yg sgt fast track. That is why I have been tweeting a lot saying that 8 hours of work is simply not enough due to my workload yg agak massive. But I love being busy because it makes me feel alive…LOL~

Owhh…yes, being me…most of the time when I’m blog, I tend to blog about someone. This time around I am going to blog about someone. Someone I just knew recently during our project team building. He is a client by the way.

During our project team building, as per what I remember, we don’t actually talk to each other. But apparently, when he stationed here in my company we got the opportunity to talk. Basically we talk about our work. Not even once we try to have any normal conversation about our personal life. But, he did ask for my number and deep down I know, basically he needs my number because of kerja since sometimes I am not at my work place. Never once he actually text me or call me to ask anything on personal matter. When we talk, we talk about work and work and work.

The thing is, he is that good looking guy. Serius tak tipu….And being me, I always said that I don’t like a good looking guy but apparently I do like good looking guy. LOL~ Even my senior engineers keep calling him “Leng Chai” or handsome boy in Chinese because he is handsome. He maybe not as gorgeous as Cristiano Ronaldo but he has a look to die for.

Frankly, I am having a crush on him. WHY??Because he is handsome ma…When I had a crush on someone, normally what I did was I like looking at that person. Just looking okay nothing more sebab it is merely a crush but I do admit that when he ask for my number, my heart was actually doing a backflip..LOL~ Eventhough I do know he needs my number sebab kerja not because he wants to socializing with me kan…but still, hati rasa gembira..*hee*

However, the only thing I hate when I’m having a crush at someone is when that person were actually being too nice to me like being overly sweet and treat me like he needs me. At first I thought it was only my imagination but days to days he tends to prolong our conversation though we have nothing else to discuss.

Just today, we were actually emailing something about work and on his last email I was just joking by saying that I will belanja him for berbuka puasa today. Alas, we end up emailing for fun tho it was just a short email. Hurrmmm…this is my biggest fear. Why??Because I am afraid I might falling for him for real. Macam mana??It is not that I am afraid to love but I am afraid to feel the pain again. Rasa sakit itu hanya tuhan saja yg tahu.

I try to keep myself distance but how am I suppose to do that??Currently we are working on this project together and I see him every single week. Yesterday pun I try my best not to look at him but of course my efforts dies in vain because I did look at him when my boss were talking to him. I try to keep it cool for now. I pray and hope that hati ini kuat untuk meniti hari2 yg seterusnya..*omg!! Ayat mmg tak boleh blah* But hey…it is true you know…my biggest failure is expectation. I tend to expect more when there is nothing to expect that is why I don’t like when a guy being too extra nice. You can be nice when you have to be nice but not always too nice. You faham??Takpe…yg penting saya faham.

Anyway, I got this buka puasa thing to deal with today. Hopefully semuanya berjalan dgn lancar and I hope hati ini tidak berdetak dgn lebih kencang. Amin~

ehem2..cantik kn kwn saya..hee~

Sa-Tur-Day

Finally..I can enjoy my weekend!!!

Nothing much on today except that I go where ever my mum goes.

Unfortunately, as usual..I manage to get myself a new spectacles frame which is quite awesome sebab design dia cool and plus I got it at cheaper price. Sometimes, I try not to shop but I always failed in vain because my weekend were usually spent in a shopping mall. Haruslah mak shopping kan nyah!!

Only today my day was a bit tainted by someone. How I wish I could reveal that particular someone. How I wish I could hurt him but luckily someone asked me not to dwell in my thoughts and my energy to someone yg not even worth it. So, I guess You are lucky indeed. Yelakan...ikut hati boleh mati.

But a word of wisdom to that particular someone. Kindly use your remarkable brain before you tweet. Words are sharper than a sword you know. Careful with words before things might get ugly.

Okay..as usual..pictures time only today pictures are not that many due to sakit hati kot..hee~

Ok bye..may we have a good sunday aheads!!

Tentang Cinta

I found few amazing quotes from "Ketika Cinta Bertasbih" movie.

Am not a fan of Indonesia Movie but this particular movie moves me...I cried my heart out while watching this movie. I guess this movie pretty much give such impact to me. Kenapa??Sebab this movie adalah tentang jodoh. Jodoh pertemuan, ajal dan maut emuanya di tangan tuhan. Kita hanya mampu merancang tapi yg tentukan adalah DIA.

Kindly enjoy this below quotes yg begitu menyentuh hati saya....

How I wish....

Kalipun cinta telah kuuraikan dan kujelaskan panjang lebar

namun jika cinta kudatangi
aku jadi malu pada keteranganku sendiri
Meskipun lidahku telah mampu menguraikan
namun tanpa lidah cinta ternyata lebih terang
sementara pena begitu tergesa-gesa menuliskannya
kata-kata pecah berkeping-keping begitu sampai kepada cinta
dalam menguraikan cinta akal terbaring tak berdaya
bagaikan keledai terbaring dalam lumpur
cinta sendirilah yang menerangkan cinta dan tercinta

- Habiburrahman El Shirazy- Ketika Cinta Bertasbih


“Menurutku,


cinta adalah kekuatan
yang mampu
mengubah duri jadi mawar,
mengubah cuka jadi anggur,
mengubah malang jadi untung,
mengubah sedih jadi riang,
mengubah setan jadi nabi,
mengubah iblis jadi malaikat,
mengubah sakit jadi sehat,
mengubah kikir jadi dermawan,
mengubah kandang jadi taman,
mengubah penjara jadi istana,
mengubah amarah jadi ramah,
mengubah musibah jadi muhibah,
itulah cinta !”

Ayatul Husna,

Relieved

Finally, I can breathe a bit…It has been a whirlwind life for me for these past few weeks. Semuanya kerana ANGSI CEOR. I feel a bit relaxed now at least for another few days before client come back with comments then I will be busy again.


July definitely a busy busy busy month for me. I do have another 2 audits to attend. Stress??So far I feel blessed, everything pun seems to run smoothly despite my health condition yg agak kurang elok. Ya, I am suffering cold and nonstop coughing. It is sangat annoying but I manage to live with it semuanya kerana ANGSI CEOR!! Ya, I have too!!

Today work happens to be at my own pace sebab itulah I can simply blog.

Personal life??

HUrmm…obviously, nothing is new about my life except that I am enjoying life as it is. I tend to not to think too much lately sebab by thinking too much I tend to hurt myself. Yes, no one can actually hurt me except me. *hehe*

Lately I am learning to be content with life. I am a type of person who always wants more in life. Ya, kadangkala as a human kita selalu lupa nak bersyukur with what we have and rather craving on what we don’t have. Betul tak?? Ya, I am so like that…I always find myself not to be content with what life give me. Sometimes life does test my patience by sending all the wrong person/things in my life. I always question myself, am I actually only worth with that kind a person/things??I asked my mum once, and she said…what ever life gives you..itu semua adalah ujian tuhan. Untuk dapat yg terbaik memang susah. Perhaps tuhan makes it harder untuk berikan yg terbaik Insyaallah. Okay sedih…

Lately bila mengenangkan nasib diri, I tend to be sad. I always question life..tapi itulah…typical manusia, when life treats you good, you won’t question it but when life turn out to be bad there you go…we asked life why are we deserving such fate??Bukan senang nak jadi manusia yg content dan bersyukur. Kenapa??Because life do provide lots of diversion untuk always melalaikan kita semua.

But its okay, it is never too late to start a life kan?? Am not saying that I am starting over but I am merely picking out those little pieces to make a puzzle of my life. Life is a puzzle; every single day we are putting a piece by piece to complete our life.

Hope life treats me good and hopefully saya dapat menjadi lebih grateful and content.

Bukan senang nak jadi baik….

p/s: saya gila The Poplook

Angsi CEOR Team Building

So here is my weekend...which is this weekend. For the first time in my life, I can't actually enjoy my weekend because I have to work. Well, by having this team building I was suppose to enjoy myself but eventually I am not because me and few of my girls are the one who have to organize things.

I am a bit nervous actually because this is my very first team building with my current company. Furthermore, I don't really know them that well. From what I heard, most of the Leadds are senior engineers and they were quite garang. Being me, I am quite afraid but alhmadulillah, they were sgt okay and I can get along very well with them. Eventhough it is such a tiresome weekend and I eventually lost my voice, at least I am happy to be able to carry out such event. The best part is, to be able to get to know other new people in MMC and our client (PCSB).

Our schedule for this past 3days were quite packed. We have several outdoor activities which is good since I don't really do any exercise for these past few years kot. Even if I went for a jog with my dad pun, I would rather walking than jogging..LOL~

Owhh..one of the most anticipating event I guess is the durian fest which is actually were being sponsored by our third party, Water Standard. But most of us were quite unsatisfied due to durian quality is not that good. I only had 2 ulas of durian that night since I can't simply eat much due to my health condition. Yes, I am currently suffered a flu attack along with non stop coughing which is sgt irritating. And I am yet to have my voice back. Therefore, you guys yg have to deal with me esok need to bear with my sexy seraksss voice. *sedih*

Okay now is pictures time....

Thistle Hotel & Resort

The Organizer

Ice Breaking Session

Durian Hunting!!

Balcony View

Schedule Planning

Dinner

With Nadia

With *Preggy* Kak Y

Durian Fest

Ready to be home!!

Errr..eventually got a pair of a new heels

There goes my interactive weekend. I had fun despite my whole body is aching and seriously I need holidayssssss

Ok Bye!!

Green Weekend

Fuhhhh..finally..I have time to update....Life is freaking crazy these days since I start taking over a new project. Ini pun I just got back from a team building for our new project. Currently I am not in a good shape. Seriously sgtlah tidak sihat...sobbsss~

So, what is up with Green weekend??Let just say, for the first time in my life, I opt to wear green during weekends. Ya, green is definitely my 2012 color. Red is so last year for me but hey..being me, means you will definitely see colors and colors. Ya, saya seorang color freak!!!

So let the pictures do the talking....

Jimmy Boyotsss

There goes my Green Weekend..ok next!!