Unfaithful

Unfaithful means....

You cheat??You are not being honest??You are not being true to other ppl & to yourself??

Unfaithful??

Always an issue among couple/married/engaged...am I right??

And unfortunately..it is an issue for me......Owhh...am not the one who are actually being unfaithful...hee~

But...I am dealing with a guy who are actually being unfaithful to his fiancee....camane tuh??

I had enough of him since last year...but he kept coming n coming like nobody business and pretend that everything is okay....

How am I suppose to get rid of this unfaithful guy??

Why la I have to deal with you when it come to work??

Dear you,

Yes...I am running away from you....

Yes...I wish I don't have to see you again....

Yes...I wish you stop looking for me.....

And Yes...you are hurting me.....

Farewell Dinner DATE with Bebeh~

Bebeh are going to leave me alone...

Poor me...Maybe after she left, I am going to "Puasa" A LOT...(because I am alone.....)

Starting next week, am going to be a lone ranger...

No more secret sharing with Bebeh.........

Am going to be bored......Haiyooo~

But owhh...we had a great Friday!!

1st, After work we go straight to TGV KLCC to watch Fast & Furious 5........

Review??

It was super awesome!!!! 5 stars!!!!

I'm in love with HAN~

And ohh...I love Vin Diesel too!!His deep voice for sure and....his bods..LOL~

Love the plots...am loving all the actors.....a good movie to watch for those who love actions & adrenaline junkie!!

After movie??

We had dinner at BEN's



The food??

Were good...definitely better than THE APARTMENT...

The Interior/Deco??

Were nice...quite cozy....

Seriously it was very nice....and quite crowded since I guess lots of people are loving it...

Bebeh ordered the Crab Tortilla sumthing2...(Can't remember the whole name)



It was good..love the crab meat..(Bebeh kasi sket...hehe!!)

Mine was The Fisherman Catch...a nice fillet with bun/fries..and some salads


Overall, we did have a nice date...kan BEBEH kan??LOL~

Okay later..........

Isu Kahwin

Ya...it is all about kahwin....dan kahwin...dan kahwin....dan kahwin....

Am I going to get married soon??

Well..ya...I hope so...but 1st, please do find me a groom..will YA??

Tahun Ni....lots..n lots of friends..especially GIRLFRIENDS are going to get married!!

HAPPY??Of course I am happy for them...I love WEDDINGS...I adore WEDDINGS!!

But....I can’t help myself of feeling a bit devastated or frustrated.....and most of all, I can’t help of pitying myself....hohohoho~

Ya...pity me..poor me...am going to be 26 years old by end of this year..But I’m yet to find the ONE to spend my life with...YA...I am sad....

Helo...sape yg tak sedih kans??Takpe...I nanges dalam hati jer...LOL~

Actually, this past few years I got lots of question on “Bila nak Kahwin?” (ulang 10x)

My answer is, I have no idea....since I have no Boyfriend...how am I suppose to get married??

Ya..been dreaming of having sum1 to grow old with...

Been dreaming of having kids....

Been dreaming of having a family of my own....

Ya...been dreaming of all that since I was 20 years old kot....LOL~

Tapi kan...I am okay right now...those questions about “KAHWIN” does not really bother me..

I’m cool...Cuma kadang2 rasa pilu mengenang nasib diri jer...auwwww~

But, the most important thing is...I am thankful that despite not having a boyfriend, I do have a loving family and my beloved friends...Thank you guys~

Ya....despite any disadvantages, we must always believe that LOVE is always there..do not seek LOVE but just be prepare for it to come....I BELIEVE~

May I find happiness in near future...Amin~

I love Fashion!!

Hehs...

It's lunch time!!

And..Owhh..I am not going to have my lunch since I "puasa" today....wink*

I know...such a good girl kan??well..........
(Sedang mengganti puasa to be exact)

Owhh...Actually I just want to share...

Am currently obssesed with this website!!

Totally awesome!!

You can shop and create your own looks...Auuwww~

I like!!!!

I know...so lame right??this website dah lama pun wujud...and I just joined it...

It's okay....as long as I'm happy....

My first Look...refer to this below pictorial...

What I like to wear to Office by namasayatihah featuring aldo shoes

I know.....sume expensive stuffs!!

But I can afford the bag/the bangles/the scarft/the wide leg pants...

In fact, I am goin to buy it now via online...LOL~

Okay...I am officially satisfied!!!

p/s: is going to create other looks as well....theheheheee~

My weekend Look

My weekend Look by namasayatihah featuring red patent leather shoes

To have a Scar free skin

Ehem2....

I know..it is actually during office hour, and I am blogging...I know..this is wrong...but I can’t help it...I need to share this with you women out there...wink**

I admit..I do have skin problems...nothing serious..but it still manage to make me suffer or feeling a bit conscious of my appearance..well...typical right..we women always conscious on our looks~

Previously, I have already shared about the importance of taking care of our inner beauty right??

Trust me...collagen do works..but you have to take it constantly..and yes..it cost us dearly....haiyoooo....

Owhh..kindly be inform that I do have a partner in crime ya...Both of us are critically obsess on being pretty and stay young always...LOL~

Until one day, one of our colleagues told us that currently she has been taking VITAMIN E.
She told us that it really does improve her skin whereby it reduce her pimples as well as minimizing her scars....

At first, both of us are still in doubt..especially me...you know...I was afraid that it might not work with me..I mean different person, they have different body system right??

But being us...without wasting any time, during lunch break both of us went to Guardian KLCC to buy the Vitamin E.

According to our colleague, she has been using BLACKMORES Vitamin E...and we were actually thinking to buy the exact same brand that she used.

But, once we consult with the person in charge...finally we have decided on buying KORDELL’s Vitamin E.

Amazingly, it work miraculously...I was super happy with the outcomes...

Currently, my skin were doing fine...no more hideous pimples..my face were clean except that I still have this oily skin...(unhappy face....)

For those out there with pimples or scars problems...you should try it!!

But please do consult your doctor 1st on the dose of Vitamin E that your body can take...
I am happy to share!!!

A sacred Journey.........

Wow....title..."sacred journey"??

Well..yerp...it is actually a very sacred journey or lebih tepat lg....Perjalanan Penyucian diri baik dr segi mentally & physically....auuwwww~

The journey started on 24th April 2011 whereby we all departed from KL to Bahrain...

The journey it self to BAHRAIN took us about 8hours!!!

Perasaan??OMG!!!!my pinggang sakit nyah!!!!Seriously...all the way to BAHRAIN I was actually faking a sleep...but Thanks to Allah...I am okay!!I feel fresh despite not having a sleep..maybe sebab hati saya sgt gemuruh...huuu~

Arrived in BAHRAIN time tuh da malam....and we all terus dibawa check in to our hotel....

Since dah arrived to Bahrain, 1st thing to do..trus mandi and solat n when I look at the katil...trus saya tido tak sedar kan diri..huahuahua~

For your info, subuh di BAHRAIN dlm kul 4++ am ...and when we actually woke up...masing2 dah kelam kabut...sbb kt lua cam da nak terang...masing2 ingat dah terlepas subuh....tp rupanya2..kami sume bgn awl.....hasilnya...we all puns pergi jln2 around BAHRAIN...which actually happened to be a very expensive country!!!

You know what...air mineral botol besar cost us RM10 hokay!!!!

But...just so u know..BAHRAIN is definitely a beautiful place to visit!!!

Sila la dtg okay...dgn menaiki GULF AIR!! (ehem2...tiba2 I jadi duta Gulf Air...)

Okay..back to our sacred journey, actually we all have to take an afternoon flights to MADINAH..therefore after we had our breakfast and a bit of jalan2....we all terus head on to airport and sgt2 tak sabar nak menjejakkan kaki ke KOTA MADINAH yg merupakan kota yg sgt disayangi oleh Rasulullah SAW.

Journey to MADINAH took us about 2hours++ and guess what I had the most amazing air turbulence...sumpah..this is my 1st ever experience a bad air turbulence...tiba2 cam rasa naik bus yg asek nak langgar lobang....betul I xtipu okay!!!

Hasilnya...my beloved brother trus muntah once we are safe landing in MADINAH...while me and mama..we are safe!!!CAM TAK CAYA YG ME AND MAMA TAK MUNTAH!!!LOL~

Upon arrival in MADINAH, OMG!!their imigration are super lama....I think I have actually beratur more than an hour okay...but it's ok...alhamdulillah...things went well...I am in MADINAH yoooo!!!!

After exiting the airport, kiteorang trus head on to TANAH HARAM MADINAH...kindly be inform ya...tanah haram means it is strictly forbidden for non muslim and please beware that ALLAH also ada HIS own imigration...SAPE??MALAIKAT...so barangsiapa yg ada niat jahat...insyallah..MALAIKAT ada untuk memantau...^_^

On our way to MADINAH, our mutawwif did told us several stories on MADINAH..which is happen to be the beloved city of our prophet.

Sebaik shj ternampak MASJID NABAWI.....terus terang saya cakap...hati saya terus jadi sayu..and air mata tuh...cam murah sgt...huhu~Alhamdullilah...ALLAH itu maha besar....DIA beri peluang kepada saya utk menjejakkan kaki ke MADINAH...(tiba2 cam nak menangis lagi.....)
LOL~

In MADINAH, we stayed in DURRAT AL FAYROZ which actually located near to masjid Nabawi!!!Saya suka.....serius...u have no reason for not to berjemaah in masjid when u are actually live so near to Masjid Nabawi!!

Setiba di hotel...our 1st dugaan bermula.....nak tahu apa??
Well, it so happened that the room that we r supposed to stay were a total mess!!!
Tapi kan...itu la...kuasa ALLAH....kami semua sgt calm...and sorang pun tak merungut...huhu~
bukan nak memuji diri sendiri n my family..but serius okay...kami semua stay calm...gi amik wudhu' n terus heading to Masjid Nabawi..^_~
(huhu...I am proud of myself for kerana dapat bersabar...LOL~)

Tiba di Masjid Nabawi....I was mesmerized...Perasaan??I was speechless.....and terus terang....You have to go there to feel it your self...sbb perasaan itu tidak terkata...^_^

My 1st time solat in masjid Nabawi is Solat zuhur..and masyaallah....manusia sgt ramai!!!
and 2nd Dugaan dtg menguji diri saya...APA??

Well, disebabkan oleh kerana terlalu ramai manusia yg dtg solat...jadi seperti biasa..seorang tidak akan lepas dari bersifat selfish...can u imagine when u are actually performing ur solat and then sum1 actually langkah kepala anda ketika anda sdg sujud or when u sedang solat, suddenly ppl langgar you...Apa perasaan anda??

Perasaan saya??To be frank...I was beyond piss...marahnya...hanya ALLAH shj yg tahu....
tapi alhamdullillah...saya ingat pesan mama..what ever happen....please be patient...byk kan BERistighfar...and alhamdulillah...it help...Thank you ALLAH~

Tapi itu la...sebagai seorang manusia, kita xkan terlepas dari terdetik perasaan atau ingin melakukan perkara yg bukan2...itu la yg paling saya takut...tp syukur sgt2...saya cepat sedar..and ALLAH sentiasa ada untuk ingat kan saya...^_^

The best thing of MASJID NABAWI??
Well disitu la terletaknya..makam Rasulullah SAW & para sahabat...and for your info, bagi kaum lelaki..you can always go there to visit our prophet's makam but for kaum hawa...ada waktu yg tertentu...same goes for RAUDHAH...I bet people mesti wondering kan...kenapa ada certain time for women right??

Well, it is for our own good jugak sebab seriously kaum hawa ni sgt aggressive okay....
Bayangkan la....kaum lelaki elok jer masing2 melawat makam Nabi and masuk Raudhah..Tapi bg kaum Hawa ni...semua sanggup bertolak2 untuk masuk okay...especially wanita2 di timur tengah yg berbadan besar ni...memang ganas...Saya tak tipu.....hee~

Pengalaman saya??Well, alhamdulillah...1st time saya nak masuk Raudhah...ALLAH bagi saya peluang untuk solat di hadapan makam Nabi...Perasaan?? I was literally speechless dan menangis tak berhenti sambil berdoa...huhu~Syukur sgt2...

Saya managed masuk ke dalam Raudhah despite being push by other makcik yg berbadan besar hokay....and Thank you Allah...I managed to perform solat sunat without being pijak...syukurnyaaa.....

Owh...btw, I dapat masuk Raudhah dua kali YOOOO!!2nd time dapat masuk Raudhah...I am actually thankful to my mum for actually sanggup jadi minah guard and tolun kepung saya time saya sdg solat..bukan apa...if mama x tolun kepung, I might dipijak okay....THANK YOU MAMA...hanya ALLAH dapat membalas jasa mu MAMA~

Okay lupa pulak.....in MADINAH...we did go for sight seeing at few places...cam Masjid Quba', Masjid Qiblaitaini, ladang kurma and pasar kurma...actually byk tempat nak pi...but time constraint kan...sebab we all nak kejar zuhur kt Masjid Nabawi...^_^

What else in MADINAH??owh..I did some shopping...but nothing much..sebab ingat cam nk spend dekat MAKKAH..hehe~Owhh..tapi kan...saya beli byk PASHMINA...huhu~
OMG!!PASHMINA sgt mura.....huu~

Finally..the day to leave MADINAH suda tiba...perasaan??SEDIH.....tapi excited nak pi MAKKAH...Owhh..before we left, kami semua dah siap2 pakai pakaian ihram....tapi belum niat ihram lagi...tapi kan..tapi kan...saya suka la MADINAH....CAN I STAY IN MADINAH PLEASE????I nak solat dekat Masjid NABAWI everyday...huu~

Kindly refer to this below pictures....I MISS MADINAH............


- This was taken right after solat Isya'



- Me at Masjid Quba'



- Ehh...sedikit shopping....LOL~




- This is the entrance yg selalu I masuk Usman Bin Affan Door...

Okay...Later, I will continue on my journey to MAKKAH okay.....

Nighto........

No Time............

Pressure....penat....Tension............

Once da start working.....I am super duper busy!!!

I have no time to blog!!!

I wonder how other ppl who actually work like me, dividing their time to blog!!

I have lots of stories to share..lots of thoughts to share...but I can't find myself an ample time to blog about it....

Now,I am blogging since I came early today...but trust me..by 8.30am...I am fully occupied!!!

With WHAT??

With work loads...with phone calls.....(kerja jd kuli jugak..am not a boss yo!!)

Adusss....DUNIA...OH...DUNIA.....it will never stop!!

Maybe nanti during office hour I nak curik2 blogging laaa......

Boleh kan???

Please2...hopefully I can blog during office hour..LOL~

Saya sudah pulang........

Fuhh...fuhh...fuhh....berabuk sungguh blog daku ini.....

sorry ya gadis kecil...mummy been away for 2 weeks...hee~

Btw, saya suda pulang...pulang dengan senyuman yg lebar...pulang dengan muka yg berseri-seri...(omg...so menipu...my face is so gelap...I am so sedih...n sumpah xnak pegi keje esok....sobss...sobss..)

Tapi takpe....eventho kulit ku sedikit gelap...tapi diriku masih tetap menawan....huahuahua~
(it's ok...mak mmg suka puji diri sendiri ye nyah....hee~)

My journey??

It was great..amazing...and sng ckp...no words can describe it okay.....^_^


Banyak nak citer actually...but if i nak citer skrg...I need to be 100% focus..hehe!!

LOts of stories..n sedikit iktibar for us as a muslim to share.....

Tapi terus terang saya cakap ye...di sana....semua ALLAH bayar cash....

Okay jum tido~