How to 'buang' perasaan sayang itu??

I need to buang perasaan itu!!!

Kenapa perlu??

Jawapannya adalah..."Nak wat cane...orang yg I dok syg sgt tuh...dok suka sgt tuh....actually tade feeling pun kt I..."

Puas hati???

Hati I mmg xpuas......Xpuas sebab tak dapat apa yg I nak....

Regrets??No...when it comes to heart..I have no regrets...none~

Cuma Saya kecewa.....kecewa sebab saya tidak dapat kasih sayang daripada org yg saya syg....

Cuma Saya sedih......sedih sebab saya terpaksa belajar 'melupakan'/'menghapuskan' perasaan syg ini...atau bahasa mudah nya...I need to reformat my brain...clean up both my hard disk C & D...dlm recycle bin pun kena buang jgk~

Cuma Saya rasa sakit......sakit sebab the thought of seeing him in FB/YM is hurting me.....


I have learn to be an ego woman..Saya berjaya!!tapi I am not happy....

How to be happy when deep down..I am suffering kan??


Urghhhh..the urge to be happy and not to think of him sgtlah menebal......

Serius..saya perlu buang perasaan sayang ini.......BAGAIMANA??

Because ALLAH love you

Another 3days to go sebelum saya berangkat.....


Perasaan??

Serius...saya sendiri keliru....

Tipu la if saya tidak happy....I am actually happy....finally...hatiku terpanggil untuk menjawab seruNya...

Tapi..deep down...sumpah...saya betul2 takut...takut if saya tidak melakukan yg terbaek.....takut if saya tersilap langkah.....

SAYA MEMANG SANGAT TAKUT!!!

Ya tuhan...kuatkan lah diri ini ya.......

Aminnn....

Tapi kan..saya betul2 grateful...mmg betul..ALLAH mmg sayang kan saya....

HE save me from melakukan perkara yg jahil.....Ternyata ALLAH itu maha Besar kan??

Itulah...bila dah pasang niat yg tidak baik....ingin melakukan perkara yg jahil.....ALLAH indeed have save me.....

Tapi sampai bila DIA nak selamatkan diriku yg jahat ni kan??

Kenapalah susah ssgt nak sedar??susah sgt nak insaf??susah sgt ke nak jadi baik??


Thank you ALLAH~

Dinner with Brunei's Royalty........

Last2 week...on Sunday...we had a marvelous dinner a.k.a unofficial Doa selamat with Brunei's royalty...

I know..it is unbelievable kan??well..believe it....I pun xcaya...tak pernah terfikir pun yg one day am going to have dinner with kerabat Brunei...huhu~

Nak jadi kn cerita...actually...my uncle were doing business with one of the royalties....
Kalau nak tahu...the brunei's royalty mmg salu turun KL ok...especially bila ada event yg best2...cam FI race ke...mmg confirm depa turun laaa...

Next week pun depa nk turun lagi..sebab apa??Sebab anak2 depa nak pi tengok concert Justin Bieber....tu laaa...bila da byk duet sgt kan....money indeed can buy everything...even a man dignity pun kan??betul x??(tiba2 terselit sindiran sket..heee~)

Okay...cerita psl Brunei's royalty ni...masa mula2 di introduce kan....dlm kepala bila ckp jer kerabat brunei..kite msti da ingt yg they are so mewah...super berlagak....n mmg tak pandang kot kite org Mesia ni kans....

But actually...it is indeed untrue hokay......sumpah...they are just like us...so simple...xsumbung langsung.....tapi mmg they wear branded item la...but still they look simple...(nampak la....handbag pun LV...Gucci kans...)

Suka sgt bergaul wif them...sgt supan...peramah...n tidak lokek...hik2~

Nak tahu tak...I use to terserempak wif them dkt Pavillion tau..lepas tuh siap offer nk byr my brg hokay....ikut kn hati..nk jer kasi..hehe!!silap xmsk Butik Gucci...if not...dpt la satu handbag kn...kerabat brunei belanja....huahuahua~

Owh..ya..nanti I nak gi tgk konsert Bieber with Brunei's Royalty.....jgn jealous.....heeeee~


- Me n baby



- nenek/acik/mama wif bunch of brunei's kerabat..(they look so normal kn??)



- Pengeran yg da lupa nama dia...tp baik...asek amik picture kiteorg...auwwww~



- siap jemput ustaz yg salu msk tv hokay....husband to Ustazah Norbaya...



Kesimpulannya...we had fun yoooo....^_^

2 weekend bercuti sampai lebammmmm

I had 2 good weekend!!


2 weeks ago..I went to visit my daddy in Ipoh....we all travel naik train yooo....
omaigod...am so excited ok naik train...huhu~
(ehem2..bukan jakun..dulu time kecik2 I use to take train from Ipon to KL ya..harap maklum...huu~)

Dalam train, sumpah gua tak leh tido bai....train asek benti...n being me....gua asek fenin...tapi best la...cuma gua ada masalah sket bila naik train or plane..kepala gua salu xbetul...menci mak!!!
Thanks to minyak CK (bukan Calvin Klein tp Cak Kapak) I am ok...through out the journey...and able to watch permandangan dr KL to Ipoh....tiba2 gua rasa proud to be a Malaysian..(tade kena mengena langsung..)

Sampai Ipoh....my dearest daddy dah tgu we ols.....from train station trus Baba bwk we ols pegi makan...mula2 cam tamau mkn....tp tiba2 nmpk ulam jantung pisang...trus nafsu mkn gua membuak2....

Satu ari smpi ipoh we ols pegi jln2 jer...omaigod...life is indeed a bless....best woooo jln2......kn bgs kalu gua xkerja....sobs..sobs.....~

In Ipoh...thanks to my parent...I keep on eating mcm org gila....gua mmg suda jatuh cinta pada foods...xtahu nape...sekarang perut ni asek nk mkn sajer.....pipi gua da mcm ikan buntal ok!!!

Berat badan gua??usah ditanya...mayb da cecah 45kg!!!!!!!

Okay..kt bwh gua nk share sket pengalaman nek tren....saksikan la video klip yg ntah hapa2 ni....cam poyo gila.....




Okay..last week punya cite laks......after balik keje....tiba2..mama ckp...tomoro we ols go to Kuantan n straight gi K. Terengganu....I was like..." What The...."

Actually..cam baru nk happy2...sbb mama n baba nk gi kuantan....dgn itu...bole la gua berjimba during weekend kn.....tapi tu la....sbb da psg niat yg tidak baik....tak psl2....kna folo mama....huahuahua~

But....it's ok....because...I had so much fun yooooo.....gila besh....last weekend...gua jd anak tunggal sementara since I am d only one yg folo baba n mama....happy gilaaaaa nyah.......

Cam bese....gua mkn dgt byk tak hengat dunia....u name it...dr nasi dagang...smpi ikan patin..sume gua balun.....sedapnyaaa.....

Yg paling best is....gua mkn durian dgn sgt byk....nasib baik tak demam....

Pas2 we ols bwk balik durian dgn byknya....smpi satu kereta bau durian..pening kepala mak....tp takpe...demi durian...gua sanggup!!!!

Btw...just nk gitau....semalam gua buat serawa durian...1st time...sedap hokay...anyone want 2 marry me??hik2~

Picture to share??ummm..tade picture....

Owhh...nak gitau jugak...sape2 nk pi K. Terengganu...sila la lalu kt area PAKA time mlm2....omaigod....sgt cantik..tiba2 rase mcm berada di negara yg sgt maju....huu~

Okay...sampai sini dulu...gua nk tuka topic len pulak......



p/s: maaf jika bahasa sy agak kasar....tiba2 rase cam nk jd gangster....hee~

INEEDADOCTOR

Just so you know....

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life


Anyone??be my doctor??

I know...no one.....................

I am Elton John's Fan~

I know..he is GAY...but he makes good music honey......Cane??

Actually, I was watching American Idol Cycle 11 the other night, and all the contestants have to sing Elton John's piece...and guess what...my Casey Abrams nails it with "Your Song"

Omangai!!!!!I am loving it....since I love Sir Elton John....mueheheheh~

Therefore, please do enjoy a few clips from Sir Elton John....^_^

P/s: He is amazingly talented..love the way he played his piano...nyesal dulu x belajar piano betul2!!!!









Okay..lg satu jer naa..please.....




Okay done~

Jom layan Elton John sampai muntah okies............

How to wear hijab with style~

I am so obsessed with the ways ppl wear their hijab...so cute...so beautiful...

Now..no one can say that u r not pretty while wearing hijab kan??

This are few hijab tutorial yg I did follow...

I loike~










Ada byk lagi...tp I post sket dulu naa....for any further info, pi la bukak youtube and tengok sendiri naaa.......

Sedang salin kulit mcm ular..............erkkk~

Currently sedang menghadapi masalah kulit yg tidak lah kronik...

no that serious pun...

Tapi kan..my kulit sedang actively menggelupas ok....

Semua org cakap sebab I am actively using chemical on my face...but the truth is...I AM NOT okay....

Everyday cuci muka macam biasa...wear my make up cam biasa....

Sedih tau..muka menggelupas....semua org keep asking..keep looking at me....

Tiba2 level of self confidence dah reduce...muahahah~


So untrue.....my level of confidence are still the same...chewahhh...I know..super berlagak kan???


Actually..I do kesah..but lama2 cam takde perasaan.....

Ya...my face look like ular yg sedang salin kulit..but who cares???as long as I came to work..do my job...that's all that matter right??

(Eventhough my boss kept asking me the same question everyday....Takpe...Saya Tak kesah bos...lg pun muka saya dah okay!!!)


Yerp..my face is okay...now I have this big smile on my face....

Okay Senyum..^_~


Sila lah tengok picture di bwh, di mana my face cam ular tengah salin kulit...mueheheheh~




Si ular Fatihah sedang salin kulit