She takes the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what she've got, and remember what she had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret.
Monday, August 29, 2011
I keep playing this song in my head...STRESS!!!
Now I know...
Friday, August 26, 2011
On Fat
I believe when it comes to ramadhan (the end of ramadhan dah pun ok) most of us especially women la..we tend to take this opportunity to get skinny kan??
Well, if you ask me...To hell with skinny yooo...I need some extra lemaks please...LOL~
Actually I do know most of my close friends are very2 looking forward to get skinny..hehe~pardon me...I know why...you girls are going to get married in less than a month..for sure la mau look gorgeous and meletups..I am not blaming korang ok...go ahead and get skinny as long as after korang kahwin...kindly enjoy foods okay!!!
The thing is, we did went for iftar the other day, and I was surprised when most of my girls are actually too cautious when it comes to foods....while being me, when it comes to "buka puasa" it means I need lots and lots of foods...huhu~Ya..me love foods..especially those with high carbo baby!!But during our iftar session, they only served so little nasi okay....urgghhh...not enough.......(Ya...I did ask for nasi tambah)
By the way, currently I am in the midst of weight problem...no I am definitely not overweight but I am actually underweight. It is funny you know..since I do eat a lot but still I lost weight. My pants are a bit longgar these days...and my butt looks leper...stress you know~
What am I suppose to do??
At the same time, I was quite worried with my cholestrol level since I heard lots of people said, eventho that you are kurus you might have high cholestrol...I risau okay...high cholestrol means the high chances you nak kena heart attack..bahaya~Owhh...I memang takut mati..sbb tak cukup ilmu lg...jadi sesiapa yg rasa dah mati boleh senang..fikir2 lah yer...if mati dalam iman takpe la...ooppss..sorry I merapu~
What I did now is just keep on eating macam biasa kot..I mean, tak kan I nak reduce foods kot..nanti I jadi mcm cicak man nanti...Owhh...I do drink lots of water and take lots of fruits & vegetables...because by hook by crook...I need to have a good level of cholestrol and need to maintain my sugar level.
I know, mesti ramai piss off kan...dah kurus tuh sudah la...duk diam2 suda....Yer, Saya content...but as a human being, I need to have a healthy figure...I am happy with my figure...tapi maybe I nak tambah sedikit fats la..so I can look healthy instead of other people asyik ckp I ni kurus kan...^_^
p/s: seronok nya berblogging kt office today..sbb boss dah cuti..weeee~
I have faith in HIM
I think in my previous post I did mentioned about a guy whom I fall onto but unfortunately faith does not bring us to be an item or to be together..but I'm cool with it...I mean, I know ALLAH must have a better plan for me..*faith*
Sometimes I do ask myself, what actually went wrong with me and him...I mean, we have this very close & tight relationship and he did treat me nicely..I could say, he is one of the best man I ever knew (well..my dad is the best among them all) but still all of sudden our relationship went from hero to zero (not exactly zero actually)
So, what's the problem??
I have no idea....lately, he did call...I guess he is trying his best to make amends but seriously, I don't see a reason why we should be close anymore...I mean...I am not going to bare my heart & soul to him once again and get rejected by the end of the day...come on la...shame on him if he fools me once, but shame on me if he fools me twice..right??
So happened, yesterday..I came across this amazing blog since she always seems to know what to say when it comes to our feeling as a woman...She told such an inspirational story about her close friend whom actually in such a similar situation as I am...and may god bless her, she did share this amazing DOA..I believe it is such a wonderful DOA...It's inspire me and it's make me cry..Somehow, I do realised that I am not putting much faith on HIM as I thought I should...I know..shame on me right...to actually belittle the power faith and DOA...
To women,
I know, we have lots of confusion in our life....we are complicated but yet a very interesting creature..we think a lot and love too much but that is who we are..I believe things happened for many reasons..we might not know what the reasons is..but HE knows..HE knows what's best for us...For that, we should have faith and DOA.
I stole this DOA from your blog dear~
Ya Allah yang Maha Pemurah.. terima kasih Engkau telah menciptakan dia dan mempertemukan ku dengannya.
Terima kasih untuk saat-saat yang indah yang boleh kami nikmati bersama,
Terima kasih untuk setiap pertemuan yang boleh kami lalui bersama,
Terima kasih untuk setiap saat-saat yang lalu,
Aku datang bersujud di hadapan-Mu,
Sucikan hatiku Ya Allah, sehingga dapat melaksanakan kehendak dan rencana-Mu dalam hidupku.
Ya Allah, jika aku bukan pemilik tulang rusuknya,
Janganlah biarkan aku merindukan kehadirannya,
Janganlah biarkan aku melabuhkan hatiku di hatinya,
Kikislah pesonanya dari pelupuk mataku dan usirlah dia dari relung hatiku,
Gantikan damba kerinduan dan cinta yang bersemayam di dada ini dengan kasih dari dan pada-Mu yang tulus dan murni.
Tolonglah agar aku dapat mengasihinya sebagai sahabat.
Tetapi jika Kau ciptakan dia untukku, Ya Allah..
Tolonglah satukan hati kami,
Bantulah aku untuk mencintai, mengerti dan menerimanya seutuhnya,
Berikanku kesabaran, ketekunan dan kesungguhan untuk memenangi hatinya.
Urapilah dia agar dia juga mencintai, mengerti dan mahu menerimaku dengan segala kelebihan dan kekuranganku sebagaimana aku telah Engkau ciptakan.
Yakinkanlah dia bahawa aku sungguh-sungguh mencintai dan rela membagi suka dan dukaku dengannya.
Ya Allah yang Maha Pengasih, dengarlah doaku ini.
Lepaskanlah aku dari keraguan ini menurut kasih dan kehendak-Mu
Allah yang Maha Kekal, aku tahu Engkau sentiasa memberikan yang terbaik buatku.
Luka dan keraguan yang aku alami pasti ada hikmahnya.
Pergumulan ini mengajar aku untuk hidup makin dekat pada-Mu, untuk lebih peka terhadap suara-Mu yang membimbing aku menuju terang-Mu.
Ajarlah aku untuk tetap setia dan sabar menanti tibanya waktu yang telah Engkau tentukan.
Jadilah kehendak-Mu dan bukan kehendakku yang jadi dalam setiap bagian hidupku, Ya Allah..
Amin..
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
I-pad
- Sering kali jealous apabila melihat org membawa i-pad kemana-mana..
- Cukup stress bila tgk org main i-pad kt airport/star bucks
- almost every nite asek dok termimpi2 kn i-pad
- selalu merayu my dad, suh dia belikan....
- Dtg klcc jer pegi masuk kedai Apple...lepas tuh berangan depan i-pad
After dah beli I-pad:
- Terus ke rumah pakcik ku utk meng 'upload' semua application yg available..
- Sanggup beli cover I-pad yg mahal....
- Terlalu obsess dgn photo booth..10x sekejap asek amik picture yg weird...
- Lepas tuh ketagih main angry bird and tennis (I da hebat okay..byk kali beat Aki Toyama)
- Pantang ada wifi, seharusnya gua online...bukan open FB/Twitter..tapi nk upload application yg ntah hape2....
After more than 2 month ada I-pad:
- Da lama xjenguk I-pad...apa khabar kamu??
- I-pad duk terbiar jer kt dpn tv...
- Salu terfikir cam nk godek2 I-pad..tapi bila alek uma, salu terlupa....
- Sekarang dah bosan tgk I-pad....cam tade perasaan....
Moral of the story is, jgn terlalu mengikut kn nafsu ya...see....lately perasaan teruja untuk bermain I-pad sudah pun hilang....nk ngadap photo booth pun mls...bila tgk org ada I-pad...I was like...tade perasaan....
Actually, I do think it is due to my age, since lately I have no interest to actually play with gadget...kasihan I-pad kan....no worries, I play with you tonite okay...
p sengat s: tiba2 cam nk ada I-phone la....cane??
Monday, August 22, 2011
Forgive & Forget
But, does it really easy to forgive and forget???
Have you heard of "I'm not ready to make nice" by Dixie Chicks??
To those who knows this song you might be so familiar to this clause,
"Forgive sounds good, forget I don't think I could.."
Ya, it is indeed so easy for us to forgive right??but to forget.....I don't think so....
It takes guts to forgive other people but to forget??
If and only if we caught on amnesia or perhaps even worse if we caught Alzheimer disease then..for sure we can forget..LOL~
If you ask me, I am a forgiver. I am not those kind a person who actually hold grudges to anyone but sorry to say, I don't forget~
I believe in karma and I believe in faith. "Buat baik dibalas baik, buat jahat dibalas jahat"
In life, as a human being, we tend to be hurt and to hurt other people right??
If I were to be hurt, it is quite easy for me to actually mend my own cuts...or frankly speaking, I am good at mending my broken/scratch heart..LOL~
When it comes to forget, I try too..but I can't...I guess, as a person we should just embrace it and let bygone be gone...let just keep those hurt memories intact in our brain~
I was actually inspired to talk about this due to a question by someone,
He asked me, "How come you actualy always being nice/good to me eventhough I keep hurting you and never once you complaint..."
I answered him by telling him:
"Because I love you and I care for you, but I never forget...maybe I am actually building up all those hurt feelings and one day, who knows...I will definitely hate you for good."
Ya, deep down..I will always forgive him because like I said, I love him...but I don't forget all those hurt feelings.....to me,once I love someone..the love will always remain back in my heart..ya..it will never change...come on la...why should we delete all those feeling??past love is always in memories....
betul tak??
Since we are near to the month of Syawal, let us forgive.....maybe not forget...
Dear ALL,
If I were to hurt anyone, from the bottom of my heart..I seek your forgiveness. Sorry for any wrong doings..kindly halalkan makan dan minum ya~Owhh...If I do owe anyone's money, kindly let me know..am not going to ask you guys to halalkan..LOL~
Happy Monday!!
Thursday, August 18, 2011
BOLA
I love football...I know..when a woman love football, people out there would be so judgemental.....yela..typical what..women love football sebab ramai player football yg handsome, lg gorgeous, plus they have a good bods (come on women, admit it...we adore guys with six pex right??)LOL~
Yes, I am one of them....that is why, I am in love with Cristiano Ronaldo....not solely due to his abs..but due to his amazing legs...I can't take my eyes of his legs when he played football..haihs~
But please, am not just into football because of all those players..I just love football eventhough yes, I am a kaki bangku but that don't stop me to be a football fan!!!Please ya....I do walk the talk...am not like other women yg pura2 minat bola because of their bf...hee~
My passion towards football started when I was just 13 years old...My dad is my biggest influence when it comes to football...He always taught me on how the game works....lucky me, I have my 2 brothers whom actually love football, so basically...they taught me everything about BOLA...
Ya, I am proud to say that I can even identify all kesebelasan utama for any top teams...you name it, Man utd??Ars??Liverpool??Real Madrid??Barcelona??Ya..to that extend ok...am not going to brag or what but I just love football...that is why I keep it in the look~
If you ask me, what is my favourite past time apart from reading, I would say...watching football...
I guess, what's make things interesting when it comes to football is when you actually understand the game. That is why, I am so against those women who simply like football baecause of their bf...come on la...why must you pretend to like something you don't like??Don't be a fake person please~I've been there...and it is such a waste of time....you end up sakit hati ok~
Football is an interesting game when you actually really know how to play..but being me, I am all about playing football tapi my mum is so against it okay!!She said, "Kindly be a proper woman instead of lari2 tendang bola...so jantans~"LOL~
Ya, my mum want me to be very the gadis2 you know...huhu~Luckily she does not mind me watching football..so..I was okay la...as long as I got to watch my favourite team yooo...
Owh...my fav would be REAL MADRID...why I love them??To start with, I love Jose Maurinho...he is the mad genius when it come to coaching...he does not even played ok..but he takes a coaching course and now, he is "THE SPECIAL ONE"...but I do hate his style of play when it comes to BARCELONA...bukan benci but I sakit hati okay!!
Owh...I am in love with Ronaldo and Ozil...*cair*
Actually, when I start to talk about bola, I can't stop talking about it ok...mcm tiba2 nak jadi football commentator pulak...huu~
Ok bye~
Monday, August 15, 2011
Sexy
Base on Thesaurus, SEXY means - marked by or tending to arouse sexual desire or interest; "feeling sexy"; "sexy clothes"; "sexy poses"; "a sexy book"; "sexy jokes"
When it comes to sexy, I would say...people would surely imagine a naked woman/man, sexy is when someone is topless (euuwww), sexy is when a person wear a "kain xcukup" clothes..Ya, it is true..that is definitely sexy...BUT..those things I mentioned are basically a physically sexy. I am all about for physically sexy but I do define it in much more subjective kind a way~
I do think all of us do have our own definition when it comes to sexy. Ya, male definition of sexy is way more complicated than women I guess...because they tend to see sexy in much more creative kind a way..betul x??
My definition of sexy is more than just physically sexy. Physically sexy can be subject to "menggelikan" sometimes...I tak tipu...because I believe physically sexy is too over rated and makes other people rasa nak puke~hee..mind my language will ya~
Sexy to me is more to the way he/she acts. It can be subtle or it can be alluring. Actions means like, the way he/she talks can be define as sexy, eyes can make he/she looks sexy, the way he/she moves his/her body can look sexy, etc....
To me, those simple action that you make, that is SEXY~
Sebab itulah org cakap, sexy itu subjectives....we never know how other people actually define you. You may think yourself as a plain kind a person but others might find you hot...*wink*
Like Thesaurus said, sexy is marked as a sexual desire yg arouse...*ehem* Seriously, I know how it felt....can you imagined when you actually sedang window shopping and suddenly you saw a sexy handbag...how am I going to react??Yes, the sexual desire towards the sexy handbag is definitely aroused....*sumpah I tak tipu*(same things occured when I saw clothes/shoes/foods/etc) *sigh*
What else about sexy??
Kindly define it your self okay...I know sexy when I see one...what about you??
Friday, August 12, 2011
Branded??
If someone ask me, Am I a brand Concious??
I would say, YES & NO.
WHY??
Well, I do think when it comes to shop...women are more perceptive than men.
Men, they bought expensive stuff to show people out there on how manly they are...I mean they definitely want people out there to recgonize them by the way they look. (it's my opinion..feel free to argue ya)
while, we women...we tend to buy things for many reasons...
Let me list it out,
- To look beautiful/gorgeous/hotness/pretty
- To make other ppl look at them (typical..I also love when ppl actually looking at my bag/my clothes/etc...it's true...am not going to deny it)
- To make other ppl actually recgonize them
- etc
Actually there are too many things to be list out but I guess I shall put a stop before other women come to murder me..LOL~(am not going to tell the world our women little secrets)sikit2 suda~
In my point of view, if you have all the luxuries in the world...please..go ahead and buy all the ridiculously expensive stuff!!WHY??if you can afford it...why the hell not??betul tak??
I take myself for example, I love branded items...serius..tak tipu..but I love cheap stuffs as well...I mean if you see something nice and it is cheap..why not??beli suda....
I am not saying that I care less about branded stuffs..NO...like I said, if I can afford it, I buy it...no regrets!!(Kindly ask my close girlfriends...they do know that I love to shop & I don't care if it cost me dearly) but......I have change lately...I still buy those expensive stuffs but I am more prone to save my money and buy those cheap stuffs..hohoho~
What make me change??
To tell you the truth, I do think it is due to my age kot...*hurmmm*
That is why, I don't really like when other ppl actually judging others by looking at what kind of brand he/she wear/has..you know...those manusia yg rasa they are much better than others....
To me, one cannot define a person by brand.....
Talking about branded, I am going to actually say things that might make other ppl terasa...but I guess it is my opinions right??So...please don't feel offended ok~
In my opinion, if someone want to buy a branded stuff...they should buy those original branded stuffs...I know....some of us can't afford to have the original items...therefore, you don't have to have them..I mean, what's the point of having a branded item yg fake??I tahu....some say, it look just the same....why not buy the fake one yg much more cheaper right??
Betul.....but, I do think...we are not being fair to the owner of the brand...come on laa....they spent a fortune to get to where they are now...and tiba2 we as a buyer...instead of supporting them...we actually turn to manusia yg jual fake items...Kasihan mereka tau....
Macam I, if I can afford the brand..I buy, if I can't then I don't have to have it...If I want to buy a cheap bag for example, I go and buy those no brand bag...Senang jer kn??Same goes to clothes/shoes/etc....My life is simple...I don't have to pretend to have a branded stuffs when it is fake...I am not being honest to myself kot...better no brand daripada fake items..KAN SENANG??
I know, what ever it is...it is you who decide right??So, pardon me if I hurt anyone's feeling....I ni mmg quite straight forward orang nya...SORRY NA~
P pukul S: Each person have their own taste, feel free to indulge yourself on your preference...Don't let other ppl let you down, feel free to be yourself...*wink*
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Kuah Kacang for PECAL
I know, lately my post were basically about food. PARDON me, blame it on me. It is ramadhan, and I do think most people (including me) will be actually thinking of food & food & food & food......Yes, people..we love food..ehh...I mean, I love food, therefore please don't judge me by size okay...me love to eat!!
Okay enough...I just want to share a bit of recipe today. Last Sunday, me and mama we did PECAL. I love PECAL since I am a veggie LOVER (eventhough I despise cucumber).
Making pecal is not that hard but I guess. the most important element of PECAL is.......*drumroll* kuah kacang for PECAL.
Kindly refer this below recipe ya....
Ingredient:
Kacang tanah
ikan bilis
cili kering (dried chili)
bawang besar
bawang putih
belacan (OOhh..man..this one important you~)
cili padi (if you love spicy)
How:
- 1st and foremost, the usual....panaskan kuali, tuang minyak and let it hot for a few minutes.
- Then, kindly put in all the kacang tanah and stir it until it betul2 masak. (you agak2 je la yer)
- Once kacang dah msk, put in your ikan bilis pulak..just fried it until it turn crispy veveh~(use the same minyak ok..sila jgn membazir)
- Then, you masukkan pulak cili kering..just make sure dia masak jer....lepas tu, u masuk pulak bawang besar & bawang putih ok...you don't have to goreng sampai garing but just make sure bau dia naik and color dia nampak garing2 sikit jer..
- Last but not least, silalah fry your belacan...it does not have to be so rentung...but you just agak2 la...ok?
- After that, it is time to grind...mula2..you have to grind all the kacang dulu. Make sure you jgn lah grind sampai halus sangat ok.
- Then, you can just mix other ingredient yg telah digoreng tadi and grind it.(time ni sape nak pedas, just add in cili padi ok.)
- Bila semua dah siap grind, kindly mix it accordingly.
- Lastly, sila ambil hot water and pour it into our mix kacang+cili+ikan bilis+belacan itu tadi. Stir it sampai you tgk dia dah macam sebati with the hot water. And then siap!!!
- Ape lagi..makan laa...ehh..blum lg..tunggu berbuka ok~
p sayang s: this one is kuah kacang for pecal tau, yg kuah kacang satay or kuah kacang ketupat tuh lain okay~
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Spagetti Goreng"melayu version"
- 1st of all, kindly prepare all the stuff for tumisan like red onion,garlic, chillies and black pepper.
- Then, kindly use your grinder machine to grind all the tumisan stuff. Since I ni org melayu, I only use lesung batu jer...tumbuk jer bahan2 di atas sampai semua bahan dah mix up.
- Sambil2 tu, prepare la rencah apa yg patut, mcm saya...I'm using a bit of prawn and daging. Sila potong both daging and prawn kecil2 but if takmo potong pun tkpe..but saya ni nk jimat daging and prawn kan...(layan kn aje)
- Now, we are preparing to masak, 1st...put a 2 table spoon of olive oil dalam kuali yg dah tersedia panas. (tak nak use olive oil pun takpe..tp olive oil ni kn elok untuk kesihatan)
- Lepas itu, masukkan segala bahan tumisan yg telah siap ditumbuk termasuk lah dried chily(cili kering).
- Masak bahan tersebut selama 3-4 min then kemudian sila masuk daging dan udang yg telah disediakan. Lepas tu, you can also campak your vegetables tau.
- If you nampak tumisan you a bit kering just pour a bit of water inside ok...
- For a time being kita biar bahan tumisan kita masak sekejap and bila kita tgk dia cam dah agak2 ada color sket tu, silalah masukkan spagetti yg telah siap direbus.
- Okay..time ni, sambil2 anda menggaul sapgetti tersebut, put a bit of oregano/salt & pepper. (if nak pedas lagi put some chili powder/black pepper lg)
- For now, you just have to keep on gaul the spagetti sampai everything dah sebati. Senang citer, you gaul lah dalam 2-3 minutes top then sila lah hidang!!
- For any extra hiasan ke, itu you pandai2 lah sendiri. Cam saya, tak yah hiasan nya derr..benda tu msk perut kot...huu~
Okay, dah siap Spagetti goreng melayu....
1st time....
Thursday, August 4, 2011
I am having a SALE!!!

Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Wordless Wednesday : Lemonade
Ingredients
1 cup white sugar, or to taste
4 lemons, juiced
4 limes, juiced
4 oranges, juiced
3 quarts cold water
1 lime, sliced into rounds (optional)
12 cups ice cubes
Directions
1.Pour the sugar, lemon juice, lime juice, and orange juice into a gallon-sized container; stir until the sugar has dissolved. Serve over ice with a slice of lime if desired.
p/s: this is for buka puasa okay!!!
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Luahan hati seorang pemandu kereta


