Am so sorry...
is currently obsessed with this dude....
I LOVE...I LOVE....I LOVE.....
Okay..enough for tonite....muah2 to CASEY ABRAMS~
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Why I like older guys??
I am going to be 26 years old this year....
Wow.....I am getting older....3years ago I thought at this age I am happily married and is expecting my first child kot.....huahuahua~
Unfortunately....things are not always happened according to what we plan/want...kan..kan...???
3years ago...I don't like lelaki tua...by tua means someone 5 years n above older than me....
Yucks....geli hokay.....perlu ke in love with lelaki tua??Sangat lah tidak suka............
But when I'm start working...suddenly...I have a new perspectives when it comes to guys....
You know what....older guys are much more better than the young ones....oopppsie.....no offends lelaki-lelaki muda....LOL~
How come they are much more better??
Lelaki tua are so damn straightforward...
Lelaki tua are not pretentious or tend to make you feel good...
Lelaki tua are much more mature....
Lelaki tua know how to handle women....
Lelaki tua shows love by his actions not words....
I need lelaki tua I think....
What do you think???
Tapi kan..tapi kan...there are no lelaki tua yg single in Malaysia hokay......sangatlah menipu...
Lelaki tua yg single itu ramai kot..maybe mencecah ribuan??atau puluhan ribuan...
But I don't want lah..lelaki tua yg mcm atuk2 tuh....by tua means someone dalam range umur 30-40 an ke kan...I still can accept laaa....
Umm..do I sound a bit memilih??
Memilih itu adalah diharuskan...betul tak??(my left brain said "YES" but my right brain said "NO") Camne??
I use to ask my mum, "Mama...perlu ke kita accept sum1 yg syg kita eventho kita have zero feeling for him?"
And my mama said, " When it comes to hati, kita xbole force our self to like sum1, marriage is about spending your whole life with sum1...jadi choose sum1 yg kita betul2 yakin yg kita bole spend the whole life with...ramai cakap let a man love you more...it is true...but you must love him too..one sided love will never work in marriage.."
Umm...it means...if sum1 really2 love you...please make sure that at least on your part..you do love him too..eventho love itu sedikit...am I right?? (Owhhh....LOVE itu betul2 membuat kn daku semakin takut...)
By the way..thank you mama...I turn to you~ALWAYS......
Okay..berbalik kepada lelaki tua....
Maybe I should not put such a high hopes on being with an older guy.....huahuahua~
Benda yg kita selalu nak..itu lah yg kita tidak akan dapat..am I right??
We never know what future have for us right??
For now...I will wait and see....
- gadis kecil yg semakin tua -
Wisdom thoughts before I go to sleep: I should stop pitying on myself...there are lots of ppl whom are less fortunate than I am...please2...be a grateful person Fatihah....one step at a time...aminnn~
Wow.....I am getting older....3years ago I thought at this age I am happily married and is expecting my first child kot.....huahuahua~
Unfortunately....things are not always happened according to what we plan/want...kan..kan...???
3years ago...I don't like lelaki tua...by tua means someone 5 years n above older than me....
Yucks....geli hokay.....perlu ke in love with lelaki tua??Sangat lah tidak suka............
But when I'm start working...suddenly...I have a new perspectives when it comes to guys....
You know what....older guys are much more better than the young ones....oopppsie.....no offends lelaki-lelaki muda....LOL~
How come they are much more better??
Lelaki tua are so damn straightforward...
Lelaki tua are not pretentious or tend to make you feel good...
Lelaki tua are much more mature....
Lelaki tua know how to handle women....
Lelaki tua shows love by his actions not words....
I need lelaki tua I think....
What do you think???
Tapi kan..tapi kan...there are no lelaki tua yg single in Malaysia hokay......sangatlah menipu...
Lelaki tua yg single itu ramai kot..maybe mencecah ribuan??atau puluhan ribuan...
But I don't want lah..lelaki tua yg mcm atuk2 tuh....by tua means someone dalam range umur 30-40 an ke kan...I still can accept laaa....
Umm..do I sound a bit memilih??
Memilih itu adalah diharuskan...betul tak??(my left brain said "YES" but my right brain said "NO") Camne??
I use to ask my mum, "Mama...perlu ke kita accept sum1 yg syg kita eventho kita have zero feeling for him?"
And my mama said, " When it comes to hati, kita xbole force our self to like sum1, marriage is about spending your whole life with sum1...jadi choose sum1 yg kita betul2 yakin yg kita bole spend the whole life with...ramai cakap let a man love you more...it is true...but you must love him too..one sided love will never work in marriage.."
Umm...it means...if sum1 really2 love you...please make sure that at least on your part..you do love him too..eventho love itu sedikit...am I right?? (Owhhh....LOVE itu betul2 membuat kn daku semakin takut...)
By the way..thank you mama...I turn to you~ALWAYS......
Okay..berbalik kepada lelaki tua....
Maybe I should not put such a high hopes on being with an older guy.....huahuahua~
Benda yg kita selalu nak..itu lah yg kita tidak akan dapat..am I right??
We never know what future have for us right??
For now...I will wait and see....
- gadis kecil yg semakin tua -
Wisdom thoughts before I go to sleep: I should stop pitying on myself...there are lots of ppl whom are less fortunate than I am...please2...be a grateful person Fatihah....one step at a time...aminnn~
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Hati tidak okay!!!
Deep down I am not okay…
Seperti ada sesuatu yang tersekat di dalam hati…
Susah hati…
Hati tidak tenang….
Deep down..I feel sad….
Kenapa??Sebab apa??
I can’t really figure it out…..
Tapi saya tahu saya sedih…..
ALWAYS SAYING THAT “I HAD ENOUGH!!”
But hanya tuhan yg tahu…hati ini tak pernah rasa puas…
Sentiasa mahu lebih dan lebih….
I need a rehab…not from drugs/alcohol/whatsoever
I need a rehab from manusia…from dunia….
Soon………….
Seperti ada sesuatu yang tersekat di dalam hati…
Susah hati…
Hati tidak tenang….
Deep down..I feel sad….
Kenapa??Sebab apa??
I can’t really figure it out…..
Tapi saya tahu saya sedih…..
ALWAYS SAYING THAT “I HAD ENOUGH!!”
But hanya tuhan yg tahu…hati ini tak pernah rasa puas…
Sentiasa mahu lebih dan lebih….
I need a rehab…not from drugs/alcohol/whatsoever
I need a rehab from manusia…from dunia….
Soon………….
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Nak mengadu boleh??
Bukan hendak mengata..bukan hendak mengutuk…tapi ini adalah kenyataan………….
Boss saya selalu MC…in a week..mesti ada MC sedangkan..saya tak pernah MC…
Bukan nak memuji diri sendiri, but I do think that as a boss you should show some example to us your staff kot…
You are a good boss in term of work..tetapi boss selalu sgt tidak ada…or lebih tepat lagi..boss selalu sgt MC…sampai sometimes we are serba slh when ppl ask us about your whereabouts.
Maybe it is good for us because it make us independent but at the same time, we are not the boss so we can’t actually make a decision..betul tak??
Tapi kan..bila part pergi outstation, laju jer boss kan…if seminggu pergi outstation, tak pulak boss sakit2…oooppssss~
Okay…saya Cuma hendak meluahkan perasaan shj..whatever pun, you are still the boss…
Saya yang menurut arahan sahaja……….
Okay…sila kembali membuat kerja ya Fatihah~
Boss saya selalu MC…in a week..mesti ada MC sedangkan..saya tak pernah MC…
Bukan nak memuji diri sendiri, but I do think that as a boss you should show some example to us your staff kot…
You are a good boss in term of work..tetapi boss selalu sgt tidak ada…or lebih tepat lagi..boss selalu sgt MC…sampai sometimes we are serba slh when ppl ask us about your whereabouts.
Maybe it is good for us because it make us independent but at the same time, we are not the boss so we can’t actually make a decision..betul tak??
Tapi kan..bila part pergi outstation, laju jer boss kan…if seminggu pergi outstation, tak pulak boss sakit2…oooppssss~
Okay…saya Cuma hendak meluahkan perasaan shj..whatever pun, you are still the boss…
Saya yang menurut arahan sahaja……….
Okay…sila kembali membuat kerja ya Fatihah~
Sunday, March 6, 2011
I am a big fan of Casey Abrams!!!!
Have you watched the latest season of American Idol???
Who is your favorite??
Well, I got mine!!!
I am a big fan of Casey Abrams!!!
I know...he looks nerd, Gorky kind a way...but he is cute!!!(fyi, JLO said he is sexy!!)
Kindly listen to his voice will ya....you will definitely be blown away....
superb voice..mad talent at music wise.....
I present you the one and only........
More............
More..more....
Okay enough....please do see him next week in STAR WORLD (to those yg ada Astro okay)
p/s: how I wish I could vote for him........T_T
Who is your favorite??
Well, I got mine!!!
I am a big fan of Casey Abrams!!!
I know...he looks nerd, Gorky kind a way...but he is cute!!!(fyi, JLO said he is sexy!!)
Kindly listen to his voice will ya....you will definitely be blown away....
superb voice..mad talent at music wise.....
I present you the one and only........
More............
More..more....
Okay enough....please do see him next week in STAR WORLD (to those yg ada Astro okay)
p/s: how I wish I could vote for him........T_T
Thursday, March 3, 2011
MakeUp by TOPSHOP
When it come to TOPSHOP, first thing yg terlintas kt dalam kepala saya would be their fabulous clothes…..
Seriously I adore TOPSHOP…especially their Skinny…suka gila!!!
Skinny from TOPSHOP sgt best ya kwn2….and I love their extravagant blouse and yes not to forget their range of bags…SUKANYA!!!!
Yerp…when it comes to TOPSHOP I can go really crazy about them…tapi tidak sekarang..sebab saya perlu berjimat cermat sekarang….T_T
Actually, I just want to share with you girls out there about this new range of makeup line from TOPSHOP!!
Basically you can only found it at TOPSHOP KLCC shj since they baru2 nak test market kt MALAYSIA kn….
I have already saw them and honey, trust me you are going to love it!!
Packaging dia agak simple and seriously it is so marketable for tenagers nowadays. Bukan apa, for us yg sudah agak tua or lebih tepat lg sudah melangkaui alam remaja maybe kita kurang sesuai kot….hehe~
It is due to their range yg more to casual kind of makeup yg most of the product itself byk yg ade shimmer/glitters sket…for those yg very fancy2 maybe suka kot..for me, I prefer something yg more classic…LOL~
Tapi kan..saya kn..jatuh cinta with their eye liner!!!Suka sangat….for your info, they only produce a black eye liner and seriously it is so easy to apply.
Other stuff like blusher, gloss and etc…kinda okay but as I said earlier, for teenagers maybe it suits them kot but for me yg sudah agak tua (tapi comel) agak tidak sesuai kot…or perhaps when it comes to make up, I am not as bold as other women out there…I ni simple orang nya…I don’t really like to overdo when it come to make up..hee~Lebih tepat lagi is saya tidak berani mencuba seperti Dart (pinjam nama u sekejap eh darling..hee~)
Owh…they also produce a line of nail polish yg sgt comel, so to those yg suka color your nail u shud try…
Overall, I can say that their line of makeup is very fresh, fancy, playful and cute…and yes..the price itself sgt berpatutan…seriously ia tidak expensive okay.
(sukanya..........)
Oleh itu, come and visit TOPSHOP KLCC for your further action okay!!And if sape2 yg dtg KLCC tuh..let me know….maybe korg boleh belanja me mkn2 ker since my office is just opposite KLCC..hee~
p/s: Nak muntah dah ni….tiap2 ari ngadap KLCC…..haiyooo~
Seriously I adore TOPSHOP…especially their Skinny…suka gila!!!
Skinny from TOPSHOP sgt best ya kwn2….and I love their extravagant blouse and yes not to forget their range of bags…SUKANYA!!!!
Yerp…when it comes to TOPSHOP I can go really crazy about them…tapi tidak sekarang..sebab saya perlu berjimat cermat sekarang….T_T
Actually, I just want to share with you girls out there about this new range of makeup line from TOPSHOP!!
Basically you can only found it at TOPSHOP KLCC shj since they baru2 nak test market kt MALAYSIA kn….
I have already saw them and honey, trust me you are going to love it!!
Packaging dia agak simple and seriously it is so marketable for tenagers nowadays. Bukan apa, for us yg sudah agak tua or lebih tepat lg sudah melangkaui alam remaja maybe kita kurang sesuai kot….hehe~
It is due to their range yg more to casual kind of makeup yg most of the product itself byk yg ade shimmer/glitters sket…for those yg very fancy2 maybe suka kot..for me, I prefer something yg more classic…LOL~
Tapi kan..saya kn..jatuh cinta with their eye liner!!!Suka sangat….for your info, they only produce a black eye liner and seriously it is so easy to apply.
Other stuff like blusher, gloss and etc…kinda okay but as I said earlier, for teenagers maybe it suits them kot but for me yg sudah agak tua (tapi comel) agak tidak sesuai kot…or perhaps when it comes to make up, I am not as bold as other women out there…I ni simple orang nya…I don’t really like to overdo when it come to make up..hee~Lebih tepat lagi is saya tidak berani mencuba seperti Dart (pinjam nama u sekejap eh darling..hee~)
Owh…they also produce a line of nail polish yg sgt comel, so to those yg suka color your nail u shud try…
Overall, I can say that their line of makeup is very fresh, fancy, playful and cute…and yes..the price itself sgt berpatutan…seriously ia tidak expensive okay.
(sukanya..........)Oleh itu, come and visit TOPSHOP KLCC for your further action okay!!And if sape2 yg dtg KLCC tuh..let me know….maybe korg boleh belanja me mkn2 ker since my office is just opposite KLCC..hee~
p/s: Nak muntah dah ni….tiap2 ari ngadap KLCC…..haiyooo~
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
MARCH
It is March already.............
I have another 9months to go......
What am I suppose to do in March??
- Need to sambung belajar make up..brush up my skills wif manusia yang suda hebat dalam art of make up....
- Kena byk muhasabah diri...lately semakin improve...alhamdulillah......wee~puji diri sendiri...LOL~
- Perlu start my part time tution class.....I need the extra money!!for what??JENG..JENG...
- Perlu start belajar masak dengan consistent with nenek...semalam saya masak sayur bendi goreng okay...huahuahua..~
- Perlu menghabiskan buku yg baru dibeli last weekend....I LOVE MY BOOKS MORE THAN MY LOVE TOWARDS LELAKI...chewahhh~sgt lah menipu......LOL~
- Need to start focusing on my mum's boutique....sbb xlama lagi saya nak berhenti kerja and focus on business.....
Okay..cukuplah 6perkara...byk2 karang tak tercapai akalku pun....
YOU need to change okay FATIHAH.....ada orang tanya, kenapa perlu berubah??
My answer is, saya perlu berubah untuk diri saya...I have too!!
Yes....saya sudah tidak memikirkan tentang ITU...cukup suda...if IA datang, then I will accept it with my open heart...if not, I rather be me....
Maybe xlama lagi ppl are going to see a new me....Jangan terkejut hokay~
(saya suka rambut dia......tiba-tiba..auwwww..I cut my hair short because of her..hehehe~)
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