Facial Treatment

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My dear friends (ladies only),

Saya nak let you girls know that currently I am available to perform facial treatment to you girls out there. If any of you are interested, kindly PM me or call me for appointment.

For those yg need more information, you can contact me as well. Owhh....we are using SHADIRA products ya. It is a local product yg saya boleh jamin keberkesanannya because I am using it too for 10 years.

By the way, maaf ya..facial ini are meant for women only.

ok Bye~

Feeling

My baby sister said that I ought to be a writer since I am so into writing. I love to write as I love to jot down all my thoughts. You never know when there will be a day where you want to look back and reminiscence all those thoughts and memories. I think that is the purpose of blogging which is to be able to express your feelings and thoughts. Being a blogger does not mean that you want to get famous or be popular with your looks and blog post. I think by having a blog, a person could actually share his/her mind with other people like what I’m doing right now.

A person asked me, “Are you a private person?”. Frankly speaking I am not a private person. If I were one, perhaps I should just go and private my blog. Being me, I love to share my thoughts with other human being. Being a human myself..I have feelings. Lately my feelings are in tatters. I am about to say that it is nothing but deep down I know..it is definitely something.

Feeling is something that we have no control. Same goes with emotion. But people still can fake a feeling or emotion. That is why such manusia penipu does exist. Ya, these days do not be so naïve (like me ) to easily trust other people. Human hiding behind a devil mask ini memang banyak ya. Peringatan untuk diri sendiri juga.

Feeling

I use to be an idiot where I care too much about other people and care less about diri sendiri. I care about people’s thoughts and I don’t bother with my own feeling as long as I can make other people happy. Ya, that is me seorang gadis yg pretty stupid kerana terlalu ingin menjadi gadis yg disukai orang. Well, I have done quite well knowing that I have too many friends sampai it is hard to actually differentiate siapa lah kawan and siapa lah yg berpura-pura menjadi kawan.

It’s okay, that was 2 years ago. Alhamdulillah…this past 2 years I have turn into an observant. Saya lebih suka menjadi pemerhati dan lebih cenderung untuk tunggu dan lihat. But not to worry I am still myself yg sentiasa friendly. Cuma, saya sudah malas untuk terlalu menjaga hati manusia lain dan mengabaikan hati sendiri.Senang cakap,I care less about what other people think as long as I do nothing wrong saya yakin saya mampu untuk terus bernafas di bumi sementara ini.

I am not afraid of being hurt as rasa sakit itu sudah sebati dalam hidup ini. Lagipun, I am very good at mending my own heart and if my feelings got hurt, I can easily mend it. Apa susah, just be happy, make other people laugh and mengadu pada tuhan. That is the best medicine untuk hati saya.

Ya, currently my feeling are in tatters. I know why but I had enough on convince myself that everything are going to be okay. So, I guess the best thing to do is “Senyum tak perlu kata apa-apa”.

Senyum sudah….

p/s: is missing my baby sis...can't wait for u to be home ma petite....

Positive & Hopeful

As a human being, we have our own demon to be settled with. I have one. Mine is actually in me. Ya, I have my own demon to deal with which is me, myself and I. I do not know about other people nor would I care to know about your demon. I mean, come on…mind your own business first before try to pry other people’s business right??Ya, better take care of yourself instead of trying to save the world will ya??

I have a problem. I know most people hate to admit their problem but you know what sooner or later you have to admit. I too was afraid to admit but the more you keep it to yourself the more you suffer inside. I particularly hate to feel those uneasy feeling inside me.

My problem is that I am too positive and I am too hopeful. I know, nothing wrong on being hopeful or positive but when you are so into being that, you will end up being hurt.
Ya, saya seorang yang sangat positif. Eventhough something bad happened pun I can still be positive and hopeful. Bila bf curang pun saya masih hopeful dan positif. And look where it got me into??

And now, despite all things going on in my life…I am still positive and hopeful. Sometimes I wish I have a bit of negative bones in me so I don’t have to be so hopeful. Sekarang saya masih lagi seorang yg hopeful. Mulut says “No” but my heart says “Yes”…Kenapa lah susah sgt nak memiliki hati yg keras??

Sebab itu lah tuhan ajar kita supaya bersederhana kan??Being moderate are not only practical on money but on feeling as well. Sederhana dalam kasih sayang, sederhana dalam merindui orang, sederhana dalam mengharapkan seseorang, yelah…pokok pangkal nya, setiap manusia itu perlu bersederhana dalam semua perkara.

Well, bercakap itu mudah but how are we going to be moderate??Jujurnya, I have no idea. Saya dibesarkan di dalam keluarga yg amat mementingkan kasih sayang and we show no mercy when it comes to love. We love we show and there are nothing moderate when it comes to love. So, how a person to actually love someone in moderate kind a way??

*haihs*

Serius saya buntu.

Takpelah…being too positive and too hopeful is not that bad pun, paling-paling cool pun…I will end up getting hurt sahaja..(again)

Book Review: The Choice

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Okay, it has been such a long time since I last made a book review. Ya, I am a book freak and eventhough my house is on fire pun I still can't stop reading unless someone jerit "api!!api!!!"yes..to that extend...gila kan??Ya, I am crazy when it comes to books even abg Ronaldo says "hi" pun I won't even care..*so menipu* LOL

Bercakap tentang books, I am a big fan of too many authors but currently I am so into Nicholas Sparks. I bet to those who watched "A walk to remember" or "The Notebook" , they sure know what kind of books he usually wrote. What I like the most about Nicholas is the way he tells stories through his books. Most typical novelist would actually wrote such a typical fairy tale where everything are eventually end up in happy ending. Where as, when it comes to Nicholas...most of his novels are actually based on true events with a little twist. You know right, we live in a life where not all things end up good, what's matter the most is how you live your life not how you end your life. Everybody are going to end up dead right and nothing so beautiful about death except memories. So, that is how Nicholas wrote his books. To those yg rasa-rasa nak learn about life, you should read his books. And yes, you might cry too...because I did..ya..typical me..HATI KACA.

Okay enough ramblings, let us proceed to the book review.

The Choice is a story about a guy named Travis Baker. Typical guy with a good looks, a nice job, living in a nice house. He is the type of guy who does not believe in marriage. He sees himself as a confirm bachelor where he can't really commit himself or tie himself in a marriage. He does have few girlfriends but he can't commit with them. Most women would say that he is inferior. Until one day...

Then, a new neighbor arrived, her name is Gabby Holland. She is a sweet girl who just try to make a living on her own without being dependent on her parent. She has a steady Boyfriend named Kevin. She has been thinking about marriage with Kevin but unfortunately, it seems that Kevin value his work far more than their relationship. She thinks that they are compatible therefore she is ready to wait for him.

Both of them are not actually start things off good since they did encounter few domestic issues. But somehow they manage to work it out. So they start being friends and start being neighborly especially Travis since he thinks that he is attracted to Gabby. At first he thought that it was just a typical attraction between them. Gabby felt it as well but since she has a boyfriend so she try to be professional about it.

When you are in love there are nothing professional about it. Feelings is something you can't control and that's what happened between Travis and Gabby. They fall in love and Gabby realized that she needs to clear things up with Kevin.

They eventually end up married and have a two beautiful daughters. When you think that everything is okay somehow there will be a turning point in your life where again you are going to face such a difficult moment.

One day, Travis and Gabby encounter an accident which Gabby has been badly injured and turn into coma for more than 6months. By then, Travis again need to make such a difficult choice in order to move on his life and to face such difficulties knowing that he might lost Gabby for the rest of his life.

Okay, to know more about the book, kindly download ebook dia or you can buy it in any nearest bookstores. I bet you are going to cry since I did cried as well..LOL~

I do think that what you will learn from this book is about making choices. Just like my post on "The Choice". In life we will encounter too many choices to be choose. I know, it is hard to make choices when your heart or your life are at stake. Choices are easy to say but hard to be made. Gabby has to choose between Kevin and Travis. She end up choosing Travis since she knows that she are in love with Travis not Kevin. Ya, I bet everybody know, love is complicated. We might think that we are in love with A, but somehow when B came, we end up falling in love with him. WHY??Well, that is love my friend. Define love...that is why people said that love is complicated. One can never know what love is. Personally, I do not have any clue about it, but I do know how it felt.

To manusia yg rasa hendak belajar tentang love, you better read Nicholas Spark's novels. Not that you will be absolutely understand love but at least you get the ideas of love in life. Tahu kan..love itu bukannya datang senang2..one will have to face too many kind of hindrance before he or she find the love of his/her life. Sebab itu kita perlu sabar.

I am learning about sabar lately...;)

Apabila manusia bermulut "PUAKA"

Okay, I bet people might think that I’m in the midst of piss off right??

No, I am not mad at anyone. I’m good and hati pun cool sahaja today knowing that today is Friday. Friday is a good day to chillax in office where our bosses pun is not really in the mood to work unless tiba2 ada urgent job. Ya, if you were in oil and gas operation you sure are going to have a heart attack on Friday sebab tiba2 semua pun need to be done before 5.30pm. STRESS KAN??Ya..been there…

I am actually pelik…what is up with manusia in MALAYSIA??I mean it is so typical when it comes to malay where we are so famous when it comes to “menjaga tepi kain orang” kan?? You guys don’t have nothing to do in life is it except to mess around with other people’s life eh??

It is sad you know knowing that as a malay myself lots of us have this kind of mind set. Personally I am born and raised by a parent who taught me not to mind or to pry other people business. I mean come on la…before you spread story about other people, kindly check yourself up. Are you that perfect with no flaws to actually condemn other people ke??

Fine, if you want to talk thrash about other people…go ahead…but please don’t try to ruin other people’s life by using your mouth. They said, “Kerana mulut, Badan binasa”. And yes, try to believe in karma will ya…”what goes around, comes around”. Hari ini hari anda, esok lusa siapa yang tahu.

I have encountered this kind of issue when I was back in UTM. Does it hurt??Well, of course..how does it felt when your friend simply left you out??Sakit hati right??Been there..but lucky me, I do have a close friend of mine yang stood behind my back..I will always owe you dear Jiha..

Life is like a wheel, sometimes you are on top, sometimes you are down below. You never know what future hold for us. One should better do some good instead of doing some damage on other people’s life. Mind your own business people. If nak tegur orang for good pun ada caranya but not in a way that hurt other people.

Peace~

Wordy Wednesday

“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

- Steve Jobs -

The Choice

In life, we sure encounter a lot of decision making. Sometimes I do wonder do I make the right choice??

Personally, I have done several bad choices this past few years. How am I actually made a decision myself?? To tell you the truth, I go with what I want. You know…those days, I don’t really think much when it comes to a decision. Once it has been made I will definitely stick with it and eventually end up regretting it. LOL~

But hey, what ever happened we have to keep on going…Regrets??I have tons of it but I know I can do nothing about it except to move on and live.

Sometimes I do feel stressed up knowing that I can’t undo any choices I made or any mistakes I’ve made. It feels so stress knowing that a single action from me can actually rewrite my whole life. But I can only imagine it as no one can undo his or her past.

Every single day, we are facing a decision to be made like should I eat in KLCC or should I just skip lunch? Ya, those kind of decision is not that hard to decide. But what if you are facing a question or any matter that you know that it might change your life or it might be a turning point for you?? It is indeed hard to decide right??Like when someone told you that he/she loves you. What is your reaction??What should you do?Should you just accept it or perhaps should you turn it down??

Things get harder when someone actually told you that he/she loves you and so happen you have someone else in your life but at the same time you know that you are also in love with the other person. See, life gets complicated when you are least expected it. If that kind of situation occurs, what should you do??

I know, some say that nothing will get too complicated but hey one should always remember, no one has a nice, smooth journey in life. Sometimes we have to face those kind of challenge, those kind of road, those kind of misery and those kind of life.

No one wants to get complicated. I too choose to live in such a moderate life. I hate when I have to make such a difficult decision. I even hate when my mum ask me to choose between Matriculation program or TESL. I eventually end up doing matriculation to pursue on my dream of becoming a chemist. Ya..I have a chemistry background but I end up doing Quality Management now. Why??Because being a chemist means I have to wear that lab coat of mine for the rest of my life. But still, I heart chemist till the day I die…chemistry is a very interesting subject. If you want to learn about life and people, you better excel in chemistry cause life is a chemistry itself

Not that I am actually facing some difficult moment where I have to choose. I am indeed okay as I don’t have any major issues in my life that need to be taken care of. Owhh,,perhaps there is one major issue, I am still single at 26. LOL~

When it comes to finding me a husband, frankly speaking I am actually off the market. Not that I have someone in my life. I think I want things to happen when I least expected it. You know, when you are so looking forward for it, sometimes you can end up being frustrated when things does not happen as you wanted it. For now, I shall keep myself busy on being single. Ya, I do have a lot of things line up for me to do. Things that you must do when you are single. *wink*

I do get irritated or I feel lonely knowing that most of my girls are going to get married but hey, I have make a choice to be single right??I made those decision not other people so one should stick with their decision right? Those irritation or lonely is a norm..at least I know, I still love to be love.

I guess, when it comes to choices..sometimes we have to make those bad choices not because we want to but we simply have to made it in order to learn more about life. How am I supposed to learn about hurt if I never feel one right??

It’s okay; our choices made us what we are now. I am me because of my choices.

It’s okay if you feel lost because sometimes we need to be lost in order to find our self again.


p/s: Kindly read book by Nicholas Spark "The Choice".

Owhhh...Bola

To those who know me, I guess korang mesti tahu kan..I am an avid fan of football…Ya..I am referring to you guys yg sama-sama lepak with me dekat mamak tgk bola..LOL(Once upon a time ago in UTM)~ Every week I mesti update on EPL and LA LIGA. Ya..I don’t really bother on other league except for champion’s league.

Yesterday, I am very much occupied with football. Mula-mula watched Toyota Cup between Barcelona and Santos. The reason I watched is to make sure that Santos beat Barca. But end up the other way around. Owhh…I simply hate Barca. I know they have such a good team with a wonderful coach but sorry lah..I can’t help it but to hate. Maybe sebab they are so tere or the fact that my Real Madrid can’t even beat them. *stress*

Fine..I admit, Barca is the current best football club in the world. It is so hard to actually beat them. If you were to win over them, it is simply a pure luck or sebab their keeper Valdes itu memang tidak hebat pun. LOL~

I watched Man Utd after that though. Well, QPR certainly not a big club but they played well last night. Unfortunately, luck are on the Man Utd side. Man Utd won with 2 goalS courtesy from Rooney & Carrick. Love the way they played last night. But I do think that Ferdinand shouldn’t be played last night after what happened in Basel. Not that I blame him but the thing is, one should be question on his fitness. Better Vidic than him okay. Tapi tu lah…Vidic is injured and since Man Utd are no longer in the last 16 for Champion’s League, they need to be focus on Europa League. I still can’t believe that they don’t even make it to the last 16. Luckily Real Madrid are still on the run and hopefully they will eventually beat Barca. Sila main bola betul2 ya Abg Ronaldo..LOL~


Okay..enough rambling about football..Schedule Waste tidak siap lagi!!!!

A lot of thing came up accidently. Still have a lot cope with but I manage I guess. In less than 2weeks we are going to celebrate yet a new year to come. Time does envy us kan..It feels like yesterday we just turn into 2011, and now..we are off to start a brand new year again.
Takpe, sila motivated kan diri..we never know what’s future holds for us.

Okay…off topic..

Most of my friends do know that I love to eat and sometimes I do think I live to eat and not eat to live. But hey….I’m still stuck, I just can’t keep growing so I end up becoming short and soon to be fat if I eat macam orang gila…LOL~

My family especially my beloved father does also share the same interest as mine, I guess that is why we are so click. We love to eat and try foods and not to mention that we are not picky when it comes to foods. Barulah Malaysia right??

The truth is, I have always berangan to become a host of “Jalan-jalan Cari Makan”. You know, like I said..I love to eat and I love to try foods that I don’t normally eat. Even my dad said that I can even survive if you send me to Afghanistan cause I am not cerewet when it comes to foods. LOL~

Unfortunately, I don’t have the talent on becoming a host. I think if I were a host, instead of talking about the foods, I end up forgetting about the hosting part and go straight to eat and eat….sebab itu I tak boleh kot…

Yela..since I can’t be a host of “Jalan-jalan Cari Makan” and I can’t eat those foods for free so of course lah I have to earn some money and buat lah jalan-jalan cari makan sendiri.

Lucky me, a beautiful friend of mine pun suka juga makan2 and try foods at different places. So we end up doing this routine monthly dinner where we are going to spend on foods. Basically, we pick those restaurant yang marvelous and have such a great environment. I love fancy restaurant where we felt so cozy and we can eat our heart out and borak-borak dgn lamanya..Ya, we always spent more than 2hours in a restaurant…LOL~ (Let just say, we have a lot of talking to do)

My current favourite restaurant would be Ben’s. I am in love with their deco and their foods as well. Kindly be informed that they have a marvelous dessert!!!Red Velvet mereka are superb!!!

By the way, the other day, me and Nani went to SOULed Out Ampang. Nice deco and nice view as well. (anda akan melihat jalan Ampang yg jam). The food it self is great. Delicious and the price is affordable to me. But I’m afraid that they should improve their menu. Maybe should add some more main dishes that more Malaysian instead of being too western.

Okay, I feel like Gordon Ramsay tiba2 sebab nak critics other people restaurant..So Sorry…But to those yg never been there, you should give it a try to broaden up your views on foods.

Enjoy the pictures naa…







p/s: the last picture is the one taken at Ben's..

Wordless Wednesday : Bon Voyage

Ada orang makan dalam

Chill suda..

May ALLAH give us guidance na....

p/s: Jangan simpan marah dalam hati.

Manja

Some say, I am too manja for my own good.

Maybe I am being pampered too much by my parent. Err..my dad to be precise. Ya, my mum agak garang but still she is the best mum in the world. I can’t imagine a life without her but hey..one must remember setiap yg lahir, pasti akan pergi jua one day. I can’t really imagine myself what am I going to do when the time is come..Hanya tuhan sahaja yg tahu hati ini…*haihs*

Ya, saya memang anak bapak. My dad is my hero and he does pampering me too much sometimes sebab itu bila kena marah with him, I am going to be super sentap.I know…dah tua bangka pun macam ni kan??What to do??Being manja is in my nature I guess.

Personally, I am manja with those I am close with. At home, of course lah manja with parent right, if in office, since I am the youngest in my department..selalunya…they treat me like kanak-kanak ribena. LOL~But I’m cool…I mean..biasalah..being one of the unmarried lady…saya selalu menjadi bahan usikan. Among my girlfriends pula…I can’t be the manja one eventho I am the youngest sebab ada seorang gadis itu dia lagi super manja than me..tapi takpe…I love her and I don’t mind being a sister to her eventho she is older than me…LOL~

By the way, back in UTM..I am close with this group of lelaki. They are lelaki yg a bit older than me. The thing is, I never thought in a million years I could actually close with them. Kenapa?? Sebab mereka agak ganas orang nya dan suka menggunakan bahasa yang kurang sopan. LOL~Bila fikir balik, I guess we were accidently becoming close sbb I use to date one of them and what funny is the person yg I use to date, turn out to be my best buddy and we are still close sampai sekarang eventhough he has a girlfriend already. I do remember, they use to say that, “tihah, no matter what kau akan selalu menjadi adik kiteorang sebab kau perempuan paling manja yg kiteorang pernah jumpa..” See….so sweet kan dieorang, ya..nampak jer ganas with their cigarettes tapi rupa2 nya mereka sangat sweet. That is why they called me “budak kecik” sampai sekarang. Sumpah rindu sama mereka. Nowadays..few of them are married, tapi they always treat me macam dulu2 and suka sangat main kepala saya..yelakan..orang ketot memang selalu dibuli…T_T

How am I going to rid my sikap manja eh??It is not that I hate being manja, but sometimes when you are being too manja, people don’t really take you seriously. Like those clients of mine…I hate being treated like kanak-kanak. I am 26 years old for god sake, so please treat me like one and I am mature enough to figure things out without your interference.

I try to be tegas actually, but it turn out I am being funny instead. Not that I don’t know how to scold people, I do but the way I do things is more subtle. Ya, bila saya marah, I tend to be sarcastic instead of yelling to other people. Saya tidak suka marah orang macam orang gila.

Okay cool…I will try my best on being hard..sila buang sikap manja!!

p/s: Manja dengan diri sendiri takpe kan??

Quotes 2

I need to be motivated

"Never regret. If it’s good, it’s wonderful. If it’s bad, it’s experience."- Victoria Holt

· “They say that there is a smile waiting on the other side of sadness..”
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"Never regret a day in your life, “good day gives you joy while bad day gives you experience”. Both are important for a successful life."

Mama said,

"Jika ALLAH turunkan ujian dan dugaan untuk kita, it means ALLAH itu sayang kita sebab DIA ingat kita. Dugaan itu mendekatkan kita dengan ALLAH."

Wahai Lelaki

Sometimes I do envy those people who don’t have to struggle their self to have or to find the love of their life. The fact is, I don’t even know what the love of my life is or perhaps who is the love of my life. I have been in love but apparently he is not the love of my life. He is just a passerby in my journey of life.

But it makes me sad to see or acknowledge how men nowadays so callously play the game of love. Sometimes I do think they don’t even bother on what love is. Men nowadays are super selfish.

I have been approached by bf org, tunang org, suami org…and for what?? For me to actually be there for them when they are bored with their partners??Is that why those unavailable men seek happiness? In the arm of other women??waa….bagus kan..lelaki are indeed lucky, you guys don’t have to do much to have a woman lay on your feet. It is not that hard pun to make a woman fall for you….sweet talk…and sweet talk some more and a bit of sweet talk lagi…and then surely that woman will die for you.

Ya, women are easy conquest. Man does not have to be as gorgeous as Aaron Aziz to get a woman. It is true you know...Because women nowadays don’t really bother with looks when you have other things to offer. Other thing does not mean money even though it is true that some women do married sebab duit. But one should realize that money is not everything that a woman need, woman need security, faithfulness, responsibility, and the most important one is LOVE which most of men are lack of. I think men are confused when it comes to LOVE or LUST.

I am having a major piss off with those guys yg rasa diri mereka lelaki terhangat di pasaran. You know those type a guy yg already have someone else in their life, someone else yg willing to die for them but yet you guys keep on looking for other women. APAKAH??

Kindly tell me, what is wrong with your partners that make you think that you should have the liberty to fooling around with other women? Which part of “not single” yg you guys don’t understand?? Why do you guys have to flirt around even knowing that you are not available?? Kenapa perlu tamak??

Okay fine, am not going argue on what our AL QURAN taught us. A man can have more than a wife in Islam. Personally, I am not against “bermadu” concept. I agree, nowadays there are lots of women compare to men so one should be able to share their husband. To tell you the truth, if I were to be married with a married man, I would sincerely accept it…kenapa??I believe in jodoh pertemuan dan ajal. If tuhan dah tentukan I have to share a husband, so be it. Perhaps I am pasrah not redha, but hey…life goes on…one should accept his or her destiny. Tapi kalau boleh saya pun tidak mahu berkongsi suami..bukan tamak but I am not willing to hurt other woman feeling by marrying her husband. I have feeling too, I know how it felt to feel threaten and to be jealous. Like I said before, penyakit jealous ini boleh membawa maut. I do pray I won’t have to hurt other woman feeling….Amin~

To men out there, if you are in a relationship, are engaged, and married…kindly think more than twice before you guys go flirt around/approach other women. Our heart is too fragile, a simple gesture from men can always be misinterpreted by us woman. We are simply like that. When a man says “Hi”, our brain think that you are into us even though you only meant it for a simple “Hi”. Kindly clarify things to a woman, don’t be nice to her if you don’t want to marry her. Kindly stay away from us. Don’t play with a woman heart. I am begging you wahai lelaki out there…

p/s: Orang tamak selalu rugi.


Yang Benar,
Gadis marah

Word Wednesday : Spa Mama

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My mum is a beautician. She loves being pretty and she loves to be pretty as well. Sebab itu she owns a boutique and several spa.

Me??

Of course I love being pretty, that is the whole point of being a woman okay. To look pretty, be pretty and jaga suami elok2 (One day) LOL~

My mum is an entrepreneur. She loves making money on her own instead of working with other people. That is why, she did encourage me to take lots of courses to sharpen up my knowledge on becoming a business woman like her. The truth is, I am not going to work in Offshore for the rest of my life. I have set my own limit when it comes to work. Currently I do help her in certain aspect of her business. I would love to be a businesswoman but you know la...when you have a day job like me, it is hard to actually have a “me time” except when I sleep.

Sebab itu, I am always busy during weekend since I have to be with my mum and helping her up with her business. I love doing it but sadly to say, I don’t really have any spare time to spend with my girls and friends except after work.

Sorry dear friends, bukan tidak mahu hang outs but 24 hours is definitely not enough for me. Lately, my act of spontaneous are dead because I can’t afford being spontaneous when I have to stick with my schedule. I know, I sound like a busy woman kan??I am busy sebab at home I have to be a “bibik” as well. Tapi takpe, practice for future to come kan…LOL~

By the way, my mum just opened a new spa in PERTAMA COMPLEX. Those who lived in KL I think memang tahu lah kewujudan this shopping complex right??It is next to SOGO. Actually, Pertama Complex is not as awesome as other shopping complex la..since it is an old shopping centre. But the good thing about Pertama Complex is, it’s already established and has its own pengungjung. Just like Sungai Wang or BB Plaza la…

Alhamdulillah, we were just open it on 1st December and so far my mum do have her regular customer. Luckily that Pertama Complex is in the heart of KL, so most of the customers are those who work in KL area.

Unfortunately, for a time being my mum does not have a staff to work there. Therefore, my mum has to be there every single day. Poor mama…and I can only teman her during weekend jer…

My mum actually is the KL & SELANGOR stokis for SHADIRA beauty skin care.
Basically, both me and mama are using this product. Mama actually does not have any problems with her skin except for a few freckles on her cheek. So far, she is indeed in love with this skin care since her freckles pun dah hilang. Of course la mama suka product ni kan..if not, she won’t be a stokis la..

If you ask me, well…personally…saya memang suka sebab I have a quite severe acne problem before this. Dulu, during school time, I have lots of pimples..Pimples itu sering naik dekat pipi yg bulat ini..Those days, I have a low self esteem because I don’t like when people are staring at my pimples. I think I look hideous those days. Nak tengok cermin pun I am afraid…sedih ok..

Tapi Alhamdulillah, since I start using SHADIRA my face turn to be super fine. Senang cakap, I am happy with the outcomes. Now, I am a proud user of SHADIRA. I have been using it for 10 years and insyallah I will keep on using it.

To those yg with any skins problems, you girls should try it too!!Don’t be too skeptical with our local products. Cuba dulu baru tahu!!

If anyone out there has any questions on regards this skin care, kindly drop your email to tihah85@gmail.com. I will be happy to answer and to share my experiences.

And owh…if you and you and you as well have any free time, kindly drop by to my mum new spa in Pertama Complex ya. Nak tahu exact location, you can email or PM me. By the way, spa ini hanya untuk wanita only. No men are allowed except to buy skin care products.

Menangis

I have always wonder, why do actually people crying??I suppose, we do cry because we are sad but people do cry when they are happy as well right?? Is there something to do with hormones??I think yes, especially when it comes to women. You know, women are indeed special right??We are different than men and I am proud to say that we do show emotion and feelings unlike men who tend to disguise their emotion. Well, men and their ego are too complicated.

I am proud to announce that I am a cry baby. Not that I love to cry but my tears actually are not too precious since it can easily came out.

I cry when I watched movies, when I read books, when my dad raises his voice, when I saw other people crying, and etc.

I am not immune when it comes to sad movies. I tend to be moved when I saw sad scenes. Especially if I were to watched Hindi movies like Kabhie Kushi Kabhie Gham, Mohabattein, kuch kuch hota hai, dil hai tun hara, and etc. Every time Shah Rukh cry, I did cry as well. I guess my heart was made by glass kot, because my heart tends to give away every time I saw actors or actress crying in the movies. The other day, I watched a movie by Bruce Willis “Tears of the sun”. It is a war story located somewhere in Nigeria. While watching the movie, I was actually preparing myself a box of tissue next to me because I was so move by that movie and I cried my heart out. I have been crying for the past 2hours of that movie and my brother thinks I’m crazy because I menangis macam orang gila..LOL~

When it comes to books, ya…hati ini memang kaca. I even cried while reading an ebook okay. Not to mention, books by Nicholas Spark & Cecilia Ahern. I am a book maniac as I can spent hours and hours not to eat once I dapat a good book.

Owhh…I am anak bapak actually. I am very close with my dad. My dad is my best friend. We can actually talk about everything (well almost everything laaa…). Being my dad, he is not the type of bapak yg tend to scold or bising2 or membebel la...He leaves it to my mum untuk membebel or scolding us. But you know la…no one is perfect, eventhough my dad is my idea of a perfect father, but sometimes he can be angry as well. And when he does, he tends to raise his voice. Once he raises his voice to me, saya mesti sentap and I end up crying. I know, people might think that I am anak manja, well I am when it comes to my dad. Hati ini mudah terasa bila my dad marah but bila mama marah, I tend to be deaf pula…Sorry mama~

Kadang-kadang, I feel so tired of crying. I sincerely hope that I have a strong heart so I don’t have to waste my tears. Somehow, I can’t help it. Air mata itu seems so murah. They said, tears itu sgt valuable and one should best keep their tears and not to waste it. I try my best not to cry you know but the more I try, the more I cry.

Perhaps I should just let it flow. Maybe one day I have no more tears left and hati itu sudah keras. LOL~

But, if hati sudah keras I would not be able to feel love and to give love. HOW?
Owh..lupa, if hati itu sudah keras..it means I am dead already.


Peace~


p/s: lately kuat sangat menangis...T_T

Happy 26th

Ya...26...quite a big number kan??yes..I am past quarter of my life. I am blessed to be alive and to be able menghirup udara KL.

Time wait for no man. Tak sangka...now I am already 26 and I have been working for the past 3years. Life feels so short lately.

Alhamdulillah, I am 26 already last week. I ought to be a mother already kan??LOL~

It's okay, 1 day insyaallah...the time will come. For now I would love to be a baby sitter. To those parent yg rasa nak pergi dating with your partner, kindly send your babies to me okay. hee~

Okay 26,

Bebeh...

I wish Bebeh are still with Offshore



I am happy pun without Bebeh..tapi if Bebeh ada lg best so I can share all my misery with her...


Ya, life have indeed change since Bebeh moved to MMC.


My lunch partner dah gone, luckily I have Kak Laili around...Thanks Kak for actually willing to layan my kerenah and me.


Tadi baru dapat lunch with Bebeh..but 2 hours is not enough for us since we have a lot of catching up to do. But I'm content...at least dapat jumpa Bebeh kan....




Tapi kan...rindunya nak breakfast with Bebeh dkt pantry everyday.....




Hope to see you soon bebeh...maybe you kena teman I shopping new heels ok??

p rindu s: Rindu bebeh yg kecil & comel!!Btw,picture were taken on April 2011 before I start wearing hijab ya..TQ

First Love

Who is your first love??Ya, itu adalah soalan cepu emas where I bet most of us are too lazy to answer. Or perhaps we are too lazy to mengimbau kembali kenangan silam. But hey, there are lucky people whom actually end up with their first love right?? Tahniah to those people, you guys are indeed lucky sebab you guys do not have to endure the first cut. Ya, been there..the first cut is always the deepest right..SAKIT??Well…once you hurt, of course lah sakit but I live. Luka di hati, siapa yang tahu??Only me, myself and I jer yg tahu. Tapi luka itu sudah lama sembuh, what’s left is only a scar.

I have taste of my first love when I was 23 years old. Ya, agak lambat but its okay…at last I do know what is love kan?? I always thought that, when I first in love, I would eventually end up with him. But I am not…akhir nya our love dies in vain. Am I still in love with him?? Personally, I am not in love with him but deep down, saya tahu…saya akan always sayang dia sampai mati. WHY?? Because he is the first guy yg mengetuk pintu hati ini. But my percentage of sayang to him is not like the old days la…maybe sayang itu tak sampai 3% kot..LOL~You know…as you grow older, what you love the most is not the person itself but it is all about the memories and history yg you once had with a person.

I am actually inspired to talk about first love due to cerita yg sedang hangat di TV3, “Tentang Dhia”. Nora Danish is one of my favourite actress sebab dia comel dan cantik. Tapi sebenarnya, I am very keen to watch tentang dhia sebab ada Adi Putra. LOL~ Ya, saya sangat suka Adi Putra sebagaimana saya tergila-gilakan Aaron Aziz..hee~But takdelah sampai obsess nak mati la…it is a norm right to like an actor yg menepati ciri-ciri, “tall,dark & handsome” they are so typical manusia handsome. Saya suka…suka tengok mereka.

Actually, saya masih kurang faham. How come someone can actually be too attached with their first love?? I mean, I do understand the love feeling but susah sangat ke to let go your past love??

I always believe and keep telling myself that life goes on and never wait on you. Saya juga percaya dengan setiap yg berlaku dalam hidup kita, pasti ada hikmahnya. I take myself for example, Ya..saya gagal in my first love but that does not stop me to actually giving out my love to the next person to come. Saya always believe, maybe tuhan dah tetapkan yg dia bukan untuk saya, who am I to actually fight with fate?? Perhaps akan ada manusia di luar sana untuk saya kan??By the way, ada orang cakap saya perlu positif, so currently I am being positive on myself..LOL~

If I were Dhia, I won’t simply think twice on deciding whom am I going to spend my life with. Of course lah saya akan pilih Zikir. No, am not talking about kekacakan Zikir, or his ability to afford Dhia. I believe when it comes to marriage one should think beyond love. Maaflah, when it comes to love I am a bit liberal myself. Saya percaya, dalam perkahwinan love sahaja is not enough. To be able to work a marriage we need a lot more than just love. Sebab perlu diingatkan bahawa, love tidak boleh membeli rumah ya anak-anak. Frankly speaking, I do think I can actually enter a marriage without love sebab saya percaya love itu boleh dipupuk. Look at my grandmother, she married my arwah atuk with no love at all. But eventually, they did fall in love and their marriage turn out to be fine as they do complete each other. Such love stories do exist kan…Best nya….hee~

Saya rasa kan, as a woman myself, it is not that hard pun to actually to be in love with an unknown man. Perempuan ini memang complicated but when it comes to heart matter, we are indeed simple. Kami memang easy to fall in love. Hati perempuan ini sangat fragile macam kaca. Kami mudah sayang, mudah benci, dan mudah kasihan. Sebab itu wanita mudah menangis macam saya. Ya, saya seorang yg crybaby!! But don’t get me wrong, hati wanita itu boleh menjadi keras bila ia sering disakiti. Therefore kindly treat us well. Don’t play with our heart yg comel ini. It is hard to mend a broken heart tau sebab you have to collect all the pieces in order to have hati yg comel semula.

The thing is, am not a pro when it comes to heart matter. Sebab itu saya tidak faham apabila seseorang itu can’t let go his/her first love. Pelik tau…sebab it seems easy though for me to actually relinquish him from my heart.

Susah ke nak let go first love?


*saya tidak faham*