Tuesday, December 29, 2009

I heart you trench coat!!!!~

What is TRENCH COAT actually??


The trench coat was developed as an alternative to the heavy serge greatcoats worn by British and French soldiers in the First World War. Invention of the trench coat is claimed by both Burberry and Aquascutum, with Aquascutum's claim dating back to the 1850s. Thomas Burberry, the inventor of gabardine fabric, submitted a design for an army officer's raincoat to the United Kingdom War Office in 1901.

The trench coat became an optional item of dress in the British Army, and was obtained by private purchase by officers and Warrant Officers Class I who were under no obligation to own them. No other ranks were permitted to wear them. Another optional item was the British Warm, a wool coat similar to the greatcoat that was shorter in length, also worn by British officers and Warrant Officers Class I as an optional piece.
During the First
World War, the design of the trenchcoat was modified to include shoulder straps and D-rings. The shoulder straps were for the attachment of epaulettes or other rank insignia; There is a popular myth that the D-ring was for the attachment of hand grenades. The ring was originally for map cases and swords or other equipment to the belt. This latter pattern was dubbed "trench coat" by the soldiers in the front line. Many veterans returning to civilian life kept the coats that became fashionable for both men and women.

During the Second World War, officers of the United Kingdom continued to use the trench coat on the battlefield in inclement weather. Other nations also developed trench coat style jackets, notably the United States and Soviet Union, and other armies of continental Europe such as France, Germany, Holland, Poland (and are often seen in war zone photographs in the 1939-40 era, even worn by troops on the attack), although as the war progressed, in the field shorter "field jackets" became more popular, including garments such as the Denison smock used by British commandos, paratroopers, and snipers and the M1941/M1943 field jackets used by the US Army. These garments were shorter and more practical than the trench coat, and as such they allowed the wearer to be more mobile.
A typical trench coat by this period was a ten-buttoned, double-breasted long coat made with tan, khaki, beige, or black fabric. Trench coats often have cuff straps on
the
raglan sleeves, shoulder straps and a belt. The trench coat was typically worn as a windbreaker or as a rain jacket, and not for protection from the cold in winter or snowy conditions.

Okay...it's actually sounds gibberish right??but it is the truth..trench coat is definitely not a fashion piece but now.....goshhh....

Trenches were a big hit at the Fall 2008 shows. The variety of textures, colors, and lengths reinforce the need to purchase more than one for the season.
Celebrity FashionMandy Moore's not the only celebrity sporting trenches this season. Isn't this yellow trench fabulous?!


Classic Trench CoatWhat could be more classic than a Burberry trench? Though it costs about $1,000, this would be one trench that you could utilize for almost any occasion this season. And, its timeless style would last you many more seasons, too!






Affordable Trench Coats$225 at Banana Republic



$148 at Gap



$178 at Nordstrom



$34.80 from Forever 21



$168 from Victoria's Secret (sexyyy......)

Seriously...I am dying to have one!!but the thought of living in Malaysia, I don't think it is practical on having a bURBERRY trench coat...LOL~

Perhaps one day....~

Sunday, December 27, 2009

I hate..........

I hate my hair fringe....(it's frizzy....hate it!!)I wish I could just chop it out...but then I will look like a freak....

I hate my skin complexion...it is not smooth enough..wish I have enough money to go to Dermalogica...sigh~

I hate 'Jehan Miskin'...for no reason...I don't know why...(thinking**)

I hate trans musics...cause I don't know what bloody hell those musics are...(so freaking annoying..)

I hate Tofu...

I hate to keep waiting....

I hate to deal with unfinish business....it is so tiresome~

I hate when ppl ask me to do things when I am so not in the mood to help...(hehe!!sorry..I am sort of lazy sometimes...I like to do things at my own sweet time..)

I hate...............................the list will never end..guess I should stop here....


Suddenly I was thinking of Christian Bale.....gtg...Batman waiting for me...........

Something for you............

Birthday you is few months away...............


But I've already prepared a little *something* for you....

Yes...I know..I am a bit hopeless....I thought I should just mail it to you....but you are here on that particular month..so...we'll see how......

But still..it is for you...I have no desire to give it away to some one else..It shall be yours....

p/s: it is indeed special..cuz u can't find it here in Malaysia.................

I miss having her around me...........

I miss having you around me cik K...If only we can turn back time, how I wish things are the same...how I wish you never walk away from me...
I miss having you as a sister...I miss having those pillow talk before we sleep...I miss wearing your clothes...I miss those days where we always go everywhere or anywhere together...where you will always be there for me as I for you...
Why can't we be friend??only you have the answers cik K...To me..you will always be the best sister ever...


Love u always cik K......................

Kak Farah Solemnization~

Helo Gadis kecil...it's been few days since I last saw you..hehe!!~

I love Weddings!!!~Especially the solemnization part...gila terharu!!!~why??sebab before akad were made..first, imam will explain to the groom of their responsibilities, you know sort of give the groom guidance towards what you should do/act on becoming a hubby...it is not easy okay encik2 lelaki. Kamu semua have lots of responsibilities...it is not about love but spritual also you guys have to guide us gadis2 cantik..wink**

Okay, before I do go melalut further more we should talk about kak farah's big day!!~ kak Farah solemnization were held at Masjid Wilayah, Jalan Duta. It is such a nice/good place to have your pernikahan here. Sebab seriously tempat dia sgt cantik and all the facilities are in a good condition and senang citer mmg worth it la to have your solemnization at Masjid Wilayah. Can you imagine at Masjid Wilayah not only the solemnization took place but we also can have sort of pra-sanding there ok..sebab siap ada pelamin lagi disediakan for akad nikah..how cool is that?? OOo..yes..they also provide this hall for a small jamuan in case after akad nikah nak buat makan2 ke...bukan ke convenient gila??

Seriously during the solemnization process, I was actually going to cry a bit..hehe!!~serious touching!!Especially when the imam told the groom about his responsibilities, it seems easy to get married but the responsibilities is huge!!not only for the groom but for the bride as well....;)) By the way all the hantaran look so menarik and beautiful indeed!!And yes kak farah does look pretty and she seems slim a bit..hehe!!ye la kan...her wedding kan..of cuz la nk look pretty and slim!!~


Finally after almost two years, I've met Bobby's gf...hehe!!Nadia!!she always look pretty lucky you Bobby!!we did go makan2 after kak farah's solemnization, thanks to En Bobby belanja us Domino!!sgt sedap!!I was thinking to go and grab domino's later..hehe!!Oooo...I did met Ijan also, lama gila tak jumpa Ijan...we use to be so close back in UTM..but after he had a gf, terus cam dah tak boleh rapat...;(

But it's okay..life goes on...Ijan are still the same..full with his idea yang gila2...and I was actually penat ketawa with Ijan on that day..hehe!!~(btw...Ijan were a bit frustrated since kak farah is taken already!!hahaha~)

- Bride's arrival -

- Hantaran -


- with kak farah -


Things to take note:
  • Masjid wilayah is a good place for 'akad nikah'

  • Hantaran for bakal En HUbby does not have to be so formal, it is normal nowadays to give gadgets for hantaran...

  • In term of tudung that you wearing during nikah, probably we should just wear simple tudung so that it is easy when the 'upacara pembatalan air sembahyang' were held. (lesson learnt)

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

One fine Day.........(pray a lot!!)

Okay..I love to 'berangan' especially after read any romantic novels..yes..I am a romantic person, no matter what or no matter how my life turn out to I'm still the exact same person...over romantic...over emotional..that's me...(I was crying mcm org gilak watching 2012)hehe!!~


Seriously.....I wish...one day, I could have a guy like this man below...Ooo..well..I know it is hard to catch his eyes...even a glimpse of him is enough to make me happy~wiwitt..~But how am I suppose to have a guy like him..come on la...berpijak di bumi yang nyata laaa kan...even if a guy can actually have a little bit of his hair or even a hair like van persie will definitely make my heart beat faster than before...haha!!~


- En Ronaldo -

My wish...one day, perhaps sooner..I would love to have such a beautiful wedding cake like this. It does not have to be grand or huge, something simple like this would be just fine...what's important is, yes..I am married...(look at my fourth finger on my left hand~)




3rd wish.....One day, I would love to own this car!!Goshhh....I have already test drive it, seriously it is such a good car!!suitable for women...who need a cooper when I can have a Golf GTI??


Last wish....One day...perhaps in the next 2 years or less...I really want to have babies!!not a baby...but babies!!yes..I love kids...kids make me happy just by looking at them. See all those smiley/laughing faces.....now I do know why PETER PAN does not want to grow up. Being all adult is such a tiresome. Lots to think, lots to care, lots of responsibility but ya...human need to grow up.....

One fine day, with god willings...~aminnnn...~

Monday, December 21, 2009

Net's wedding/hang out~


Yeay!!~wedding....yes..I am in love with weddings...at my age??who don't??betul tak gadis2 cantik ku??It's been almost 2 years since I last saw my SRC's frens...so finally at Net's wedding I kinda met few of them, eventho tak semua but okay la..at least jumpa jugaks few faces yg ku rindui selama ini..chewahhhh~
The wedding it self seems so happening...since Net is the eldest of course lah her parent wat yg super gempaks kan...kena pulak her mum work in RTM, siap pakai MC from RTM okay...gila best....but to bad before wedding start, it was raining heavily...super susah nak parking and it happen I'm wearing a cream cotton kurung with my white wedges...how am I going to redah hujan itu??Luckily...sekejap jer hujan tu lebat..then boleh la both me and En Bobby gerak. Ooo...btw forgot to tell,I'm going to this wedding with En Bobby( Nadia..I borrow ur bf for a day okay..hik2!!)Sampai2 jer....semua pun kami tidak kenal...nak tunggu rakan2 yg lain cam lambat jer and since En Bobby sudah super hungry so we go melantak first.
Finally.....others pun arrive and as usual borak2 kisah2 lama...gossiping sket2...Oooo...cerita gempaks!!!It's been 4 years since I last saw Pesa...akhirnya...we met again!!Pesa as always...still look a lot like before....miss gila kat Pesa!!Just so you know..I use to have a crush on Pesa...during 1st year sahaja..hehe!!!Why??senang jer..sebab Pesa look so baik and he looks genius..currently working with Sony and in process to job hoping...all da best to you Pesa!!(P/s: He have my number and he call me the other day..lalalalala~)Okay...enough happy about Pesa...nanti story lagi about Pesa..hehe!!(malu2...blushing**)


- Pesa yg memakai baju cokelat -
Err..okay sekarang I'm actually dah hilang ingatan on what am I suppose to share...OOO..ok..dah ingat..after all those gossiping and camwhoring at Net's so it's time for us to make our own way since both me and En Bobby dah janji with En Bonet to meet up at Mines. Lama gila tak lepak and gossipping with my two hunky bitch ini...cam biasa everytime lepak with this two bitches I'm going to be the one yang akan dibuli...sadis kan???tapi takpe lah...demi korang daku sanggup hadapi semua...chewahhh...hik2...actually xkesah sgt pon sbb semua perbelanjaan akan ditanggung beres if lepak with them..hehe!!I lap you both bitches!!!~

- love u both -

Places to cuci mata...@_@

I love to 'cuci mata' and I bet lots of girls out there are loving it too. So, I'm going to share with you girls(especially) few spot for 'cuci mata' yg terbaik okay...This few spots is where I use to hang out with my girls when we need time out from our daily working life!!Yes..we need to clean our eyes badly!!~

  • Rasta (Damansara), nice place to hang out, lots of cute guys, sometime can accidentally spot some celebrities...
  • Hartamas, need I say more??lots of cute/gorgeous guy but do becareful sometime their looks are deceiving...Oo..ya.lots of sexy girls...nice place for guys to 'cuci mata' as well...
  • Seksyen 7 (Shah Alam), cool place...lots of cute guys but mostly are 'anak2 ikan' so we are not really intersted with 'anak2 ikan' except to just 'cuci mata'..hehe!!~
  • Last place...omg!!gadis2 cantik...we shud go hang out at NZ during new year babes!!too many hot guys/cute guys/gorgeous and mcm2 ada ok....I've been there to lepak with my cousins..sumpah best!!hehe....

Don't get us wrong....we love to 'cuci mata' and only 'cuci mata' sahaja...tidak kurang and tidak lebih....it is a good exercise actually!!No doubt for us women..hehe!!nothing wrong with 'cuci mata' right??since guys also been doing lots and lots of 'cuci mata'!!Need I elaborate more on that??hehe!!~Selamat mencuci mata to all girls out there....to guys..all da best to to korang as well..but make sure don't kantoi with ur girlfrens...;))

p/s: women does not 'cuci mata' when she is with her bf/fiancee/hubby sebab at that moment..our eyes are on you encik lelaki......

My mistake................

I'm Sorry........


For not keep in touch with you

For keeping a distance from you

For always think bad about you

The truth is....I miss you macam orang gilak!!~


p/s: it is hard not to think of you when I see you in my sleep.....damn~

Friday, December 18, 2009

Bonet yang cakap.................

I was on the phone with encik Bonet the other day, he was actually kinda mad at me sbb dah lama gila tak calling2 him..hehe!!Sorry encik Bonet..sumpah gua xkan lupakan lu tapi seems lately mmg super busy and mmg jarang sket nak calling2 rakan2 nih..hik2...facebooking suda....hee~

Macam2 kiteorang burak padahal time tuh office hour but since encik Bonet dah call kan..so layan kan je la...xlyn nti..confirm merajuk lak cik abang long ku ini..hik2..dah la tuh..boleh siap kasi warning, "kalo ko rasa cam dah malas nak call aku, gi kat tepon ko tuh pi delete number aku eh.." gila r encik Bonet...garang sungguh!!patut la gf ko pun ckp ko garang...tapi takpe la..ko garang2 pun...aku tahu..ko sayang aku kan bonet???hehe!!

Borak punya borak....sampai lah satu tahap tuh bonet cakap, " semua lelaki tak jujur in relationship..."okay.....I was like....what does it mean by 'tidak jujur'???
Then Bonet pun cakap, "there are no guys yg betul2 purely xpernah tipu his gf/wife/fiancee...kenapa??sebab semua lelaki have to menipu to make sure our relationship run smoothly...." Umm...bila fikir2 ya..it is indeed ada betulnya...sebab apa??sebab we as a women, it is hard for us to handle the truth kan??yes the truth is ugly!!(tak caya gi tgk 'the ugly truth' sebab movie tu btl2 tell us the reality of men)

But bila fikir lama2......kenapa perlu tidak jujur??maybe us women should learn more about truth rather than ditipu hidup2 kan??yes..the truth is ugly but better face it dari run from the truth kan??(well..cakap mmg senang but to face the truth, only ALLAH knows how hard it is and how hurt sum1 could be..kan..kan??)
It's okay..apa2 pun life must goes on..hidup mesti kuat..GANBATTE fatihah!!!~


Keranamu Inai~

Inai ohh...Inai...ya..I love to wear inai..suka gila tgk kuku ni kaler merah nak orange2 gitu..nmpk meriah jer kan??hehe!!Actually, suka jer tgk org pakai pewarna kuku semua tuh..but tahu je lah...as a muslim cane nak pakai pewarna kuku wehh...how to solat??tapi dulu pernah gak r try..time zaman jahiliah dulu r...gatal gila nak pakai..huhu~

Since yang diboleh kan is inai so lyn kan je la..and dah mmg jadi routine kot pemakaian inai ni in my life..hee~suka gila...Oooo..btw bukan sebab nk sgt kahwin cepat yer..mmg takde kena mengena pun..tapi bila fikir2...errr..ya..I do want to kahwin cepat2..xsabar nak pakai baju cantik2..nak make up cantik2...lepas tuh nak duduk atas pelamin cantik2...semua la nak cantik kan..oo..yg paling daku hendaki is I do want a baby!!!wahhh..sgt suka baby!!!Okay..skrg dah melalut citer psl laen sdgkan I was suppose to citer about inai..(shut up Fatihah!!)

Disebabkan suka sgt pakai inai dah jadi kebiasaan,evrytime cuti sekolah my gadis2 kecil always dtg lepak kat rumah and cam biasalah..time tuh ada yg nak make up2 laa...nak paki baju cantik2 la..and cam biasa la..confirm nak pakai inai la..dah cuti sekolah ni, so dilayankan je la gadis2 kecil tuh...alang2 pakai kan budak2 kecik tuh..apa lagi..sendiri pun amik kesempatan la...mmg suka kan pakai inai..hik2~

Nak dijadikan cerita.....the other days..I was actually go to Data centre, nak jumpa head dept sana..since ada things to discuss. As usual la..kata boss kan..confirm r busy bee,so sementara tunggu encik boss available duduk la sambil borak2 wif encik2 surveyor and geophysicist. We were talking about mcm2 la...and suddenly one of the guy sort of like ask me something yg I never ever thought before.....See below.......

Jejaka A: tihah can I ask u sumthing??hope u xkesah la yer...

Me: Okay..tanya je la...

Jejaka A: Actually u dah kahwin ke??

Me: Ehh..bila pulak I kahwin??what make u say that??do I look like org dah kahwin ke??(giler risau if org ingat gua look like dah kahwin!!hak2!!)

Jejaka A: Ooo..unmarried ke??bukan apa..I tgk u penuh berinai ni..mati2 I ingat u dah kahwin...

Me: Laaa....xboleh eh pakai inai??I suka laa...br la nmpk ceria..hehe!!

Jejaka A: Mmg la ceria..menambah seri...tapi kan..seriously you dah make a wrong impression when a guy look at you tau...

Me: Oo..eh??why??

Jejaka A: Sebab, when a guy yg mmg ada hati kt u, and nak ngorat u tiba2 dia nampak u penuh inai camni..1st, msti dia ingat oo..she's taken...sekali rupa2 nya..you are not taken...kan ke rugi tihah...melepas you org nak tackle you..mcm I, since I know u jadi boleh la I terus2 tanya u..if I xknl..xkn la I nak tanya kan??better don't la next time tihah...u make your self unavailable..as a woman, u kena look available.....

Me: ooo..ok...(actually mmg tak terkata speechless...hak2!!)

So here moral of the story is, to anak2 gadis yg still available or senang ckp still not taken la...jgn la pakai inai meriah2 mcm akak nih...kan dah takde org approach(ptt r lately cam takde org ngorat..menyesal gua......hehe!!)

Tapi xkesah la kan....nak wat cane..if org nk ngorat, rasanya peduli apa kan..dah kahwin ke belum ke..guys nowadays..semua pun layan kan aje..hik2..no offends encik2 lelaki..hik2!!

Ooo...well...I don't really care kot..but thanks encik surveyor for ur advise but actually, ini malam..I'm going to pekat kan my inai..ia sudah pudar...nampak tak cantik la pulaks..hahaha!!!~

Thursday, December 17, 2009

This is my heart talking to you.........................

I'll always be beside you until the very end, wiping all your tears away, being your best friend. I'll smile when you smile and feel all the pain you do, and if you cry a single tear, I promise I'll cry too.



To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart; a heart that's aching to see you smile again.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Tensionnya gua!!!~

Tak suka gila!!~kenapa sekarang my face cam tak smooth??tension wooo.....pelik nak mati...sebab it use to be okay. Nak kata alergic??alergic apa nya...foods??what food??Tension wehhh....tadi bob baru tegur...dia pun cakap,'asal muka ko tiba2 cani weh?'xsuka nya.....camne nih??salah pakai product ke??rasanya okay...sbb I don't really have any problem before.

Perhaps sebab tukar foundation ke??But I do like LOREAL punya foundation sbb it make my skin look smooth and less oily...tapi lately cam dah in love with SKIN FOOD punya BB Cream..it seems cool and I do heard BB cream is a much2 better foundation than others...sedang berfikir....shud I change my foundation??tapi kang takut jadi semakin x smooth kulitku....

What happen ni wehh??pressure2.....maybe sebab dah lama gila tak pegi facial kot....yaa..I do think so..tapi malas...xsuka facial..prefer lagi massage2...huhu~

Serius rindu gila nak massage with Kak Mai.....sgt best!!omg!!weekend ni nak spend satu hari dkt SPA....heaven nyaa...............................................

- Do I need it?? -

C.I.N.T.A

Cinta....Kadangkala datangnya sekelip mata....
Cinta....Kerap kali hadirnya mengambil masa....
Ketika hati merasa CINTA tidak ada sudi yang menerima....
Ketika hati tertutup pada CINTA....Ia hadir sehingga menyeksakan.....
Benarlah kata orang...CINTA bukan sahaja membuat hati gembira tetapi manusia boleh mati kerana CINTA.....
Quote from Norhayati Berahim~

Happy for En Bobby!!

Okay..finally..after almost 2 years..yes..you finally found sum1 new...saya sgt2 happy for you bob!!hehe...anythings/anyone yg make my abang-abang happy sgt lah dialu2 kan..hik2~
I love your new girlfriend since dah kenal time kt uni dulu..she seems so nice and yes,she is indeed pretty..lucky you bro!!~
To Nadia: take a good care of my abang!!He is sgt2 cool,open minded,you can talk almost anything to him...he is sgt chill but yet he is a bit tempered when he is unwell or when his kepala is serabut..hik2~
To Bob: Hey you...jaga anak dara org baik2...she is a nice person,sgt beautiful,lucky you mista!!perangai tuh ubah2 la sket..(I know you know which perangai kan en Bob??)hak2...
Serius...nak sgt jumpa gf Bonet...bila ni En Bonet??~

It is so hard.......................

Stolen from Hiddy...
It's so hard to say 'I love you' and not draw back in tears,
It's so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears,
It's so hard to know the phone's at reach, but I cannot hear your voice,
It's so hard to know that this time breaking up was not my choice,
It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside,
It's so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide,
It's so hard to live without you, when I need you more than words,
To want to scream how much I love you but hold back and not be heard,
It's so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you,
It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new,
It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favourite song,
It's so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?
It's so hard to live without you, if I only would have known,
I will never love another, I would rather be alone.


(Well..I don't really want to be alone exactly..just need sum1 yg will always love me as who I am!!~)

Sunday, December 13, 2009

four in the morning??

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot & all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me downIt's not fair how you areI can't be complete, can you give me more?& all I know is
You got to give me everything& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I amI'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have& all I know is
You got to give me everything& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I amI'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true loveDon't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
(Give you everything)(Give you all of me)

Saturday, December 12, 2009

TQ Mama!!~

Thank you very much mama...you do know I am craving for a new parfum and since you also know yg anak dara mu ini sudah broke kan..mmg sgt lah xmampu nak beli parfum..hehe!!mekaseh byk2..'my love for you is infinity'..(and mama will answer, "dan2 ckp syg mama eh??")weee...~




- My versace -

And now..all I need is a present from En Manaf...baba...when to give me present??(Padahal baru tadi mintak new handbag kt baba..hik2!!) Hopefully esok we are goin to buy a new bag eh baba..hehe!!~

novel melayu untuk dijual~


Kawan2...here I do have a malay novel for sale...sesiapa yg berminat please do let me know.

Tajuk: Tiada yang Kedua

Harga: Rm12.00

Sinopsis:

About two person yg have to be married on family arrangement. Both simply tak agree with the marriage but as a malay, we are actually terikat with adat dan rasa hormat towards our parent..jadi perkahwinan itu diteruskan even without love.

Perkahwinan itu sendiri nampak mudah dan bahagia dari luaran tetapi hakikatnya ada hati yang menderita...

Bahagiakah perkahwinan yg dibina tanpa love??Untuk lebih lanjut..sila beli yer...

Seriously,in my opinion it is such a good book..learning about a perkahwinan it self. Sangat sesuai to those yang dah nak berkahwin.hik2~

BIg Bags!!~

Okay...I am crazy when it comes to bags...super crazy kot..Especially when it come to big bags!!~gila suka!!What is so special about big bags??sgt banyak ok...one of them wud be I can put lots and lots of stuff..hahaha!!

What kind of stuff??well let me list it out:
  • My valueable purse (sgt value eventho always broke and have no credit card..Damn!!~)
  • My red sony Ericson (dah huduh..need a new phone..next year!!~)
  • My face blotter (I need it badly!!)
  • My hand lotion (This is a compulsory to have)
  • My make up kit (sekarang sudah suka make up lyn kan je la..hehe!!~)
  • My spectacle (Ini mmg wajib since I'm not really into lense)
  • Shawl
  • A book
  • My thumbdrive!! (I have four of them!!hehe~)
Actually ada lg barang2 kecil but don't think I should mention it here..rahsia2!!~
Currently I do think I need a new bag since I'm quite bored with the current one..huhu!!~Tapi nga super broke nowadays..xtahu kenapa..padahal dah byk expenses I don't have to pay..peliknya!!!Okay enough rambling about money..coz it's not going to be enough...tension!!

Tadi jalan2 saw lots of big bags...OMG!!~mahu sgt2!!En manaf...I need new bag...please....huhu~



Thursday, December 10, 2009

me + sedih + thinking + faith + berserah~

Yup...just finished read '5 tahun 5 bulan' karya from HLOVATE...nice one~Sebab apa??sebab, it makes me think deep..too deep perhaps....
2009 tinggal few weeks jer lagi...sekejap sgt kan??time really envy us..'time always play it part' - sape yg cakap ni??ya..it's you...you yg pernah ckp kan??Don't know why..toleh sana,toleh sini...everything seems to remind me of you...gila penat okay??Yes...I do try my damndest hard to forget you..tapi still xboleh...I hate my self for that...
Sedih??Ooo...I am way more than sedih kot...heartbroken??I don't think it's broken...but my heart is numb...yes..it is..sebab..mmg takde feeling langsung dah lately...sbb itu saya leave it all to faith..Well..technicaly..I do have lots of love to gives..but my love terhad to female je kot lately..and perhaps to few of my 'hunky bitch' (means kwn2 jejaka ku) no offends you guys..I heart korang till the day I die...muahh2~
I'm strong on the surface only..but inside..god..I'm souless baby!!~I don't know to whom I should turn into..well, I do have you girls..I know...babes..You girls are the bomb!!but sometime..it is hard for me to really pour my heart out to korang...all of us have issues right??me too!!~
I've read this book..it said, bila kita terlampau syg sgt dkt orang..terlampau kasih sgt..the love not just going to beautiful..but it's going to be painful..And now I know..thank you very much dear LOVE~
Mama cakap...bila rasa sakit sgt hati tuh..bila keep on crying non stop..satu jer kita kena ingat..ingat dkt ALLAH S.W.T...doa byk2 dekat DIA..sebab only HIM can help us. Sebab mama cakap...manusia selalu ada bila kita senang,bila kita susah..tak semua akan berada di sisi kita..but I know you will always be by my side kan mama??For now..I leave it all to HIM yg di atas sana..HE knows what's best for me..Dunia ibarat bola..sometimes kita di atas, sometimes kita dibawah..things happen for a reason..anggap ini semua challenges in life..Thanks mama~

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

-You make me smile-

You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed sing like a bird Dizzy in my head spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh you make me smile

Best buddies+best abangS+best boyfrens+BFF male version.daym!!I miss korang!!.~

Bonet & Bobby!!~Okay...saya really2 miss encik dua orang ini...It seems ages since we last lepaks kan korg??Bila lagi nak ketemu??Padahal..semua pun working in Kl..tp ssh giler nk jumpa kan??huhu!!~

What is so special about them??what make them my male version of BFF??senang jer..sbb they know me inside out...OOoopps..it does sounds like kami tinggal serumah la pulaks..hehe!!what I mean is dgn dieorang mmg I have no secrets...I have no boundaries..and I can't even lie..Damn!!~confirm kantoi ok if nk tipu dieorang..but I do actually berjaya menipu mereka pd suatu masa dahulu..hahaha!!~All of us started to know each other back in UTM...time awal2 knl..basically..I'm not close with them instantly..just simply say hi and bye2 everytime we met...I do think it all started when almost everyday we've met during lunch..dinner la..lama2 dari say hi2 and bye2..dah terlepak sekali..;))


Ooo...actually I do know bobby 1st since kiteorg join this kelab rekreasi..salu la buat activity sama2...and we start to close since sama2 naik gunung rabong...mmg best..satu group wif bobby..kena msk for our group..sumpah xreti msk ok...tp nsb la en bobby ni lyn kan je la...hehe!! And thru Bobby..then I've met Bonet...1st time knl Bonet..time tu kiteorg nk tgk movie sama2..dah la xknl..mmg syp je la..siap malu2 ag..hak2...mmg xleh blah~But once kiteorg dah close...mmg close abes la..sbb we share lots of stories/gosips/problems/issues..~


One thing with them..I don't really have this rasa malu..yg I've always felt whenever berkwn with any guys...I means when it comes to berkwn wif guys..as a girl,we always had this sort of gap la kan..tak kan kita citer semua rite??but ngan Bobby & Bonet..mmg saya transparent habis ok...mmg uncut giler...tapi best..sbb I do learn a lot from them..I learn about guys..I learn about life itself...and from them I do know..life is cruel..haha!!~I use to be this naive giler..semua bnda pun tak tahu..sampai salu kna marah ngan dieorang..but with them,yes..I learn a lot..still have a lot to learn I guess..hehe!!~


As the eldest of four..ya..I don't have any sister or brother to share things...as for sister..I dont really need one..since I do have my girls who always be my sisters..as for brothers...ya..they are my brothers actually...one is abg long..one is abg ngah..they even treat me like a sister..and always call me 'budak kecik'..hehe!!Some time they do act as my boyfriends as well..hee~sebab apa??sbb mereka mmg begini..saja2...tapi best...sebab both abang saya dah bekerja..jadi if lepaks wif dieorg skrg...semesti nya I don't have to pay...baik kan abg2 saya??I know...love them...hee~


Oooo..we do have like this perjanjian la...if they have gf, their gf have to accept the fact that they are close with me and don't question them about me...same goes to me...means..takmo la ada pihak yg berkecil hati..hehe..so far gf2 mereka mmg okay with me..tp xtahu la if actually tak suka saya la pulaks kan...hik2~(Actually they don't really like kot if I am too close with their gf..sbb seriously..I do keep a lot of their secret!!)hahaha...no worries korg...kata blood brothers kan??hehe!!~


Apa lg yg best psl korg eh??byk kot..tapi if nk tulis semua..mmg 3hari 3 mlm xsiap kot..huu~


- rindu -

Sampaiku Menutup Mata..........

Embun di pagi buta

Menebarkan bau asa

Detik demi detik ku hitung

Inikah saat ku pergi

Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia

Berikanlah aku hidup

Takkan ku sakiti dia

Hukum aku bila terjadi

Reff: aku tak mudah untuk mencintai

Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta

Aku tak mudah mengatakan Aku jatuh cinta

Senandungku hanya untuk cinta

Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau

Tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta

Sampai ku menutup mata

Cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia

Berikanlah aku hidup

Takkan ku sakiti dia

Hukum aku bila terjadi

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Me~

LOVE. HATE. MISS. HEART. FAITH. STRONG.
I'm missing you.............you know I'm such a fool for you~


makan-makan yg best!!~

I am so lucky!!~WHY??sebab my family especially En Manaf..He is so cool!!when it comes to makan2..baba xpernah memilih..He loves to eat..like me as well..'I got it from my baba'!!!hahaha!!~Kenapa saya suka makan??Jawapan yg poyo would be, manusia perlukan makanan untuk hidup bagi melengkapi kehidupan kita sebagai manusia..poyo dak??hehe!!~

But actually for me, when it comes to why I love foods...I would say..I have no idea..haha!!~Serious wehh...I just love to eat..I love to try foods..eventho makanan itu nmpk weird..or even if it smell bad pun..I just love to try...I heart foods to the max okay!!But I don't eat tofu...sorry...I hate tofu..except for japanese tofu..(memilih gak r..)

Thanks to baba..he always sort of layankan jer anak dara dia ni kan..dari xpernah2 telan sushi..disebabkan oleh anak dara dia suka sgt..so dia lyn kan je la..same goes to korean foods..Ooo...I just love japanese & korean foods!!~sgt sedap okay...I do think I should learn how to make sushi or kimchi..sbb suka sgt makan..hehe!!~Ooo...baba pernah ckp kt mama,"Syg I do think anak dara u nih...even if kita hantar dia pi Afghanistan pun dia boleh hidup gak nih.."hak2!!Ini semua disebabkan oleh sikap saya yg langsung xmemilih when it comes to foods...I just keep on digging when it comes to foods..hehe!!~

Currently..I've been missing mee kolok..tapi saya takmo mee kolok yg kt KL ni...xsesedap yang di Sarawak ok...Sarawak definitely have the best mee kolok ever...huhu~when it comes to Indonesia...I miss bakso so much!!sgt different ok dari bakso kt KL...mmg bakso Jakarta is the best laaa..huhu~

By the way...during lunch today we did ate such a great foods..sangat sedap!!Knowing my family...mama actually seldom cook since she runs a business so technically..she didn't really cook a llot..but when she did..masakan mama mmg the best lah kan..and furthermore, currently I live wif nenek so everyday pun nenek masak..jadi xperlu lah mama msk..hehe!!Yes..my family always eat outside...sbb itu kiteorg cam always having this difficulty when it comes to choose tempat mkn...hee~Today actually kiteorang dah lama giler xmkn dkt Restauren Wan Solo...so today all f us had our lunch ther..sgt best okay!!apa yg special kt sini would be their 'Ayam Penyet' mmg the best!!It is originally own and cook dia semua from Indonesia..sbb itu lah sgt best okay...

Mmg today kiteorang makan sgt byk during lunch..and I do think in short time I'm goin to be a fatty2 bum2...hahaha!!OMG!!!this past few days...I was eating like a horse ok..non stop mkn...lepas tu dah 5days berturut-turut asyik mkn nasi jer...sedihnya!!!I was thinking not to eat rice tonite..tapi rasa cam nak mkn jgk..lps tu esok pun kena mkn nasi jgk since kt office ada buat makan2..and the menu would be masakan kampung..wahhh...I love masakan kampung!!!~

I do think I have to start balik my routine..keep my eating schedule back to normal..and jgn lupa..sit up 30 kali every nite...sigh~hehe!!If only I can stop eating..but I doubt it...;))

Selamat makan kwn2...let us eat and eat...


- @ Wan Solo -

- The best ayam penyet in town!!~ -

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Are we ready???

Since I've start working..nothing else yg selalu dok difikir2 kan..pasal apa??pasal kahwin..dan kahwin..dan kahwin...kenapa nak sgt kahwin eh??Ummm..I've always ask myself..what is so special about being married??dulu my answer is 'supaya ada org boleh jaga,boleh support kita,can always be there for us,lagi boleh sayang kita sampai mati'...I do think it is what all of us want right??siapa tak nak kan??everyone craving for happy ending..craving for happiness..kalau boleh..kita semua takmo pun ada sebarang cacat cela in perkahwinan kan..me too always think..like,'Oo..ok..once dah kahwin,things going to be okay..nothing to worry cuz you r goin to be happily ever after' Is it???

Seriously.....'BULLSHIT OK'!!!hahahaha...there are no such thing as happily ever after...tolong lah...this is reality of life ok..life is indeed colourful..tapi warna die tak selalu putih/pink/blue...kadang2 kaler hitam itu datang jugak..kan2??

Nowadays pun if asking kwn2 ku semua pun dah xsabar2 nak kahwin..btl tak??I know me too..but different wif korg..you girls do have calon kan while me??Yaa..I use to have one..but now..let faith tentukan segalanya..saya berserah..dan redha~hehe!!~
When it comes to kahwin..semua pun ckp..'Ooo..nak kahwin..but duet still xcukup..mcm2 nk beli..nk wat majlis lg..things da mhl skrg and so on..and on...' Ya...saya setuju..things are indeed expensive nowadays..bukan sng nk kahwin..it doesn't mean today u ckp nk kahwin and the next day u can get married right??But in my opinion..when it comes to kahwin..money/things/stuff dah jatuh No. 2....why??Sebab when it comes to perkahwinan...apa yg penting is what's in ur heart??what's in ur mind??are u mentally prepared??are u emotionally prepared??So...kwn2..are we well prepared now??

Saya tahu when it comes to physically..yes..all of us dah bersedia kot..dah ready nk jadi sum1 wife tapi in term of emotionally or mentally..are we ready girls??Ooo..sum1 use to said to me when u found sum1 yg you btl2 syg..yg btl2 nampak the husband quality..means yes..you are ready towards becoming a wife...but I do think it is more than just love or a guy quality...Bukan saya nk argue,but I do think..before and after marriage is a different things..before you berkahwin..all we do is just jumpa sekali sekala..or texting..or ym..or skyping..but after marriage my dear fren..we are goin to spent almost 24/7 with the same person, sleep on a same bed,bgn pagi tgk his face..before tido tgk his face...time tuh kita perlu sesuaikan diri with everything..with his habits/attitude semua sekali...if tak suka??boleh ke kita clash mcm biasa??cannot right...sbb I do believe as a women..bila kita nk berkahwin,we do married for life right??sape nk kahwin then divorced kan??Are we ready for that??

Sumpah..when I look back the things happen around me..tiba2..rasa takut nak kahwin..yes..I do afraid of the responsibility..I do afraid if one day the guy I'm married into think I'm a mistake?? Takut kan??Takut tak mampu nk hadapi alam perkahwinan itu sendiri....takut tiba2 husband tak syg kita ke..Umm..ya..perhaps I'm thinking too much..tapi tak salah kan??I do think women like to think too much..hehe!!
Well,in my opinion(pendapat saya ok..if x agree you can say so..hehe~)before berkahwin..do think deep..don't just think about 'duet nak kawen cukup ke tak'..seriously..duet itu tak kan pernah cukup..yg penting if niat kita itu betul insyaallah things r goin to be okay..don't rush when it comes to kahwin..slow2 but steady okay..I am not an expert when it comes to kahwin..but things does happen a lot around me nowadays..it make me think...are we ready towards that commitment??

But apa2 pon...I do wish yang terbaik to all my frens who are goin to get married..best wishes to all of you...semoga perkahwinan kita semua mendapat keberkatan dari ALLAH S.W.T.~
Banyak2 bersabar in facing semua dugaan yg hadir..jgn cepat membuat keputusan..think before you act..

To encik2 lelaki out there, yes..perempuan do think too much but please do understand us well..eventho kami marah..eventho kami merajuk..eventho kami senyap..eventho kami melenting...eventho kami sedih...satu je anda semua perlu tahu..once we love you..we love you for life, for eternity...or senang citer..our love is infinity..so please do defend our love okay..it is easy to fall in love but is is hard to fall out of love..~

Officially????

Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart are living together

The Twilight co-starswho play lovers in the vampire thriller and are rumoured to be dating in real life are reportedly sharing a penthouse hotel suite while theyfilm the third instalment of the film franchise in Vancouver, Canada.
The pair are believed to have rented out the entire 34th floor of the Sheraton Wall Centre Hotel at a cost of $850 a suite each night.A source told Britain's More magazine: "They have two rooms joinedby a door. They use a third suite on the floor to listen to music orwatch Blu-ray movies on a large, flat screen, when they stay in after aday's shooting or on weekends."Each lavish suite boasts two bedrooms, two bathrooms, a kitchen, a dining room and a large living room.The source added: "They're great. Every room has floor-to-ceilingwindows and large, flat screen TVs and chandeliers. The baths double asJacuzzis. And, best of all, that floor has its own butler and security.
Robert and Kristen are transported to and from the set by accessing aprivate elevator system in the hotel that leads to a gated and guardedgarage."While the two stars enjoy luxury surroundings in the securebuilding, the rest of the cast are reportedly staying in rented apartments nearby.
Depa yg dok couple...saya lak yg sibuk2 kan??hik2..seriously..sgt suka both of them!!they look so compatible...nice!!~

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Jadi kurus macam saya???

Okay..almost everyday ppl keep asking or telling me...'tihah,awat ang kurus sgt nih??'/'omg!!tihah..kecik nya..'/'tihah..u mkn la byk sket..'sigh~

Serius my dear frens...bukan ku pinta jadi kecil sebegini..huhu!!Actually..I do eat a lot..like today for example...morning..I ate n.lemak ikan bilis ok..(super sedap!!)then lunch hour...saya mkn MCD ok..Spicy Chicken Mcdeluxe lg you...malam??Ooo...since dah balik duduk with family...sy dah xreti nk skip dinner kot..huhu~Love foods sgt2...


Then how to kurus??Senang saja kwn2....
  • keep eating syg2 ku sekalian..don't stop..just becareful with carbohydrates..take less rice/bread...

  • Ooo...to have a flat tummy..drink water before and after u eat..time mkn..elakkan minum air..

  • Please don't be pemalas dear frens...byk kan berjln...or naik tangga..

  • Lg satu try to work out a bit..buat sit up at least..perhaps before u sleep buat dlm 30 sit up??joging pon okay jgk...

  • In term of eating...my habit is that once satu hari tu cam dah mkn mcm org gila..so the next day...I will skip rice..take bread instead...

  • I do know...when it comes to diet..tak semua org mampu rite..especially if da terbiasa mkn byk2..n always nk mkn dan mkn je kan..so my advice is...don't take rice..take soup instead..it can be soup sayur/mee soup/mushroom soup pn ok..as long it'll make us kenyang!!~

Saya pon takut jd fat ok...serius..mmg sgt concern when it comes to berat badan ni...dulu disebabkan oleh tak mau jd fat, what did I do??

  • Saya skip dinner always....

  • eat lots n lots of makanan berkuah...jarang mkn nasi..only eat rice during weekends jer..

  • selalu sgt sit up..every nite ok...
Hasilnya...yes..saya kurus..sgt sekeping..I don't even hav a butt...pakai jeans mmg xlawa langsung...giler mcm papan..huhu!!sgt xcantik ok...sampai mama ckp..'ingat cantik ke kurus??' Bila fikir balik..yaa...alangkah bgsnya if I am a bit fluffy2...baru best..best nak hugs..hehe!! In my case...if nak tahu yg saya dah betul2 kurus..sng jer...sbb when my chest hurt like hell..means..Ooo..yes..I'm thin..hahahaha!!


Tapi sekarang saya sudah tidak diet2 lagi...why??sbb I was admitted to hospital ok..sbb nk kurus...hehe!!~So please la kwn2 ku yg disayangi..if u want 2 diet...please proceed..but do make it betul2..jgn sampai xmkn langsung...drink lots n lots of water...if tak mau langsung take any carbo..please do take lots of protein like chicken...Oooo..ya..before terlupa..elakkan red meat!!take white meat okay...hehe!!

Enough dulu kot...if there is other tips I can share to be kurus then I will let u all know...~


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