Yesterday...

Yesterday kan....I rasa sungguh serabut....


Yesterday I do think I look serabai..My hair cam xsikat jer pi keja....

Yesterday I rasa kain baju kurung yg I pakai cam nak terlondeh jer...maybe saya sudah kurus?? ye kot...sebab saya sekarang dah back to the old Fatihah which is I skip dinner almost every night...bukan sebab diet..tapi malas..yes!!saya mmg tak senonoh...how am I going to have a sexy butt if saya tak makan kan??ishh2....I need a sexy back!!!

Yesterday..akhirnya saya dapat jugak membeli buku yg diidam-idamkan...happy!!balik rumah trus layan novel sampai tertidur..huu~

Yesterday jejaka PCSB dtg office...serius...saya rasa malu gila..hearing his voice while he was talking to my GM and I was so menggelabah..macam mamat tuh ajak pi dating laks..hahaha!!

Yesterday semata-mata tak nak bertembung dgn jejaka PCSB saya sanggup thn nak pi toilet...sbb if nk pi toilet I do have to lalu in front of him..malu wehh...ini semua En amir punya pasal...u owe me En amir!!!

Yesterday saya jalan balik going to car park ngan suami org (bukan skandal) and it is good to hear when a husband so happily talking about his family, and cerita to me how it is good to have a family on your own. He also taught me how not to be selfish and it is indeed open my eyes that when you have to share ur life with sum1, you do have to learn how to compromise and to tolerate with every single things in life and I am proud of you abg A to see how you adore ur wife so much eventho yes sometime you look so blur and clueless but once you start talking about your wife, I can see that you are so happily married...bestnya....Tiba-tiba rasa gatal nak kahwin...haha!!

And today...I was thinking..if I really2 want to get married, why don't I try to get to know 'Tuuttt' tapi bila fikir2 balik...mcm tak baik if I force myself to like sum1 when obviously I am not into him...hurmm...few friends ask me to try to get know jejaka PCSB, bukan tak mahu....tapi saya rasa saya patut relax dulu..betul tak????