Hari ini...saya rasa sungguh weng~
Bukan saya tak happy..ooo..I am happy today, by having those girlfrens of mine in office and by having colleagues yg best dan cool!!Mekaseh semua......@_@
But I do feel a bit weng...entah la...I don't know why..when it comes to a guy..I selalu gilaaa....
Okay it start with a feeling...a feeling yg I think I shud just let it go..perlu ke I let it go??Maybe I do like him..what's not to like??every single day we sort of like have this rigid daily routine...as a women..yes..we are easily fall for sum1 yg always be there for us kan??betul tak??As for me..yes...once that sum1 dah capture my heart mmg confirm..lelaki lain msk line pun..mmg xnmpk..sbb dlm hati dah set org tuh je laaa.....payah okay....
Truthfully...I still thinking that sum1..when I shudnt be...nak wat camne kan??he is the first guy yg btl2 make my eyes open towards a relationship yg serious but a dumb me..akhirnya I found that he is not that serious kot..it's okay...in life we have a lot to learn..terhantuk sekali it does not mean, it is end of the world right??I take it as a positive heart broken..haha~ya..I sounds tabah..but it is not easy okay..after lots of crying and an eating disorder problem..finally...I realize yg life have to goes on...yes..it is painful...only ALLAH knows how hard it is to let go of sum1 so dearly to me..but I do believe..HE knows what's best for me..one day there will be sum1 for me....
Ooo..berbalik to the main issue, yes..currently I do think once again..i fell for sum1...well..it is definitely not like before..this feeling is not that strong...but still..being with that sum1..make me happy...sumpah happy okay...I know...I am supposed to stay happy and just let things happen naturally..but malangnya...I dont think I shud...sbb I think I need to slow down for now kot...Ummm...tapi...tak kan nk let go kan??Oooo..peningnyaa......
At a time like this..I wish I could be heartless!!ya..itu cakap org yg tak mahu face the truth...Umm...I am clueless..and I do think at least for tonite..I'm going to be heartless!!~
Okay...heartless...starts now.............
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