In office..during lunch hour...feeling hurt...but not that hurt...hurt when I know..what had happen during the weekend...thanks to you..you didn't tell me anything..but I did know some how...and yes..it's hurt...when I have to swallow everything painfully....but I'm cool..as I promise to be cool no matter what..and I won't show how hurt I am in front of you..damn~
Call me stupid...yes..I am so stupid for letting you do this to me...but, what am I suppose to do bee??when I left you...you came to me...when I'm invisible...you keep searching for me??why me??what do you want from me??Yes...I can give you love...I can hug you when you sad..I can be your listener...but...what I am for you??
I wish I cud pity her..but I'm not...because..I do think she deserve it..I mean, she should know you better than me right??But it happen, I know you better...I know how bad are you..I know what kind a guy are you..Or perhaps..maybe you are a good actor..maybe you fake all your move with her..but why??You once said...'I haven't found sum1 who I can actually commit with..'wtf??then why are you still with her??Guess...at the end of the days...she's going to get hurt more deep than I do...since I know you...
Seriously, I happy to say...I'm going with the flow with you..but am not going to be with you always....one day I'm gone....
I'm heartless.....
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