Wow.....I am getting older....3years ago I thought at this age I am happily married and is expecting my first child kot.....huahuahua~
Unfortunately....things are not always happened according to what we plan/want...kan..kan...???
3years ago...I don't like lelaki tua...by tua means someone 5 years n above older than me....
Yucks....geli hokay.....perlu ke in love with lelaki tua??Sangat lah tidak suka............
But when I'm start working...suddenly...I have a new perspectives when it comes to guys....
You know what....older guys are much more better than the young ones....oopppsie.....no offends lelaki-lelaki muda....LOL~
How come they are much more better??
Lelaki tua are so damn straightforward...
Lelaki tua are not pretentious or tend to make you feel good...
Lelaki tua are much more mature....
Lelaki tua know how to handle women....
Lelaki tua shows love by his actions not words....
I need lelaki tua I think....
What do you think???
Tapi kan..tapi kan...there are no lelaki tua yg single in Malaysia hokay......sangatlah menipu...
Lelaki tua yg single itu ramai kot..maybe mencecah ribuan??atau puluhan ribuan...
But I don't want lah..lelaki tua yg mcm atuk2 tuh....by tua means someone dalam range umur 30-40 an ke kan...I still can accept laaa....
Umm..do I sound a bit memilih??
Memilih itu adalah diharuskan...betul tak??(my left brain said "YES" but my right brain said "NO") Camne??
I use to ask my mum, "Mama...perlu ke kita accept sum1 yg syg kita eventho kita have zero feeling for him?"
And my mama said, " When it comes to hati, kita xbole force our self to like sum1, marriage is about spending your whole life with sum1...jadi choose sum1 yg kita betul2 yakin yg kita bole spend the whole life with...ramai cakap let a man love you more...it is true...but you must love him too..one sided love will never work in marriage.."
Umm...it means...if sum1 really2 love you...please make sure that at least on your part..you do love him too..eventho love itu sedikit...am I right?? (Owhhh....LOVE itu betul2 membuat kn daku semakin takut...)
By the way..thank you mama...I turn to you~ALWAYS......
Okay..berbalik kepada lelaki tua....
Maybe I should not put such a high hopes on being with an older guy.....huahuahua~
Benda yg kita selalu nak..itu lah yg kita tidak akan dapat..am I right??
We never know what future have for us right??
For now...I will wait and see....
- gadis kecil yg semakin tua -
Wisdom thoughts before I go to sleep: I should stop pitying on myself...there are lots of ppl whom are less fortunate than I am...please2...be a grateful person Fatihah....one step at a time...aminnn~
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