Time envy us

Wow…2012 are about to come to an end. Time did flies so fast nowadays. When I first watch the 2012 movie, I was so scared to even enter 2012..Ya, I am one of those people whom actually believe on such things. That movie is surreal and I can’t even imagine myself to actually face 2012. But, I am grateful to Allah S.W.T to been given a chance to live in this world and to be able to breathe and face the world. Life has not been easy but hey no one suppose to have an easy life. I guess, I am indeed blessed to be able to face all the consequences. Pain teaches us that life is indeed meaningful. No one can actually experience life without pain. Trust me on this.


I face a lot this year, I am even a different person this year. To be honest, I think I am a boring person this year. Seriously, the word ‘fun’ means nothing lately. I am no longer this person who likes to spent time with her friends. Ya, I have turn into this secluded person whom prefer to spent time with her parent rather than her friends. Blame it on my age. Owh..perhaps it is not my age but I truly feel old this year.

However, throughout this year I am happy indeed with the birth of our junior gedz!! I love babies..I always pray that one day I could at least have one. But yes, I have to be married first. To whom??That is the biggest question mark ever. To say that I don’t even think about marriage is truly lie because I have to think about it almost everyday. Ya, what to do..I have a very persistent parent whom would love to see me walk down the aisle. For now, I guess I leave it to qada’ & qadar. Yes, I may look like I have it all but guess what, love and me, we always have issues. Big issues to be precise!!

Owhh…I was supposed to share few pictures of us with baby Aariq since we did visit eika’s family last Sunday. Pictures….

  I miss you baby Riq!!Till next time okay!!