Haihsss...
Lately I am too lazy to write though I have a lot of thing going on inside my head. I wish I could simply write using my phone but unfortunately, I can't...my mum would literally kill me if she saw me ogling infront of my phone too long. Currently she is not happy that I am having a relationship with my phone instead of having a relationship with a real man...LOL~
Currently hati makin sentap since I start to be active in facebook again. Why??Because I found out that most of my friends are either getting married, happily married, having babies and producing more babies. All of sudden I felt such a loser. Yes, obviously I am happy for them and I always pray for their happiness. However, by seeing their happiness, it makes me wonder....Am I going to have such happiness like them??To be honest, deep down...I do envy..not in bad kind a way but you know...the feeling when you think that you wish you could feel it too.
Talking about love??Sumpah....I am tired of feeling in love. Not that I am against love..I always believe in the power of love but somehow it seems that it is hard for me though to actually have that particular honest love from someone. Seriously by talking this, instead of feeling better I tend to pity myself more. Goshhh...rasa loser nya life ini!!
I always told myself not to worry but frankly...I am sgt2 risau that by the end of the day I will end up alone. Sedih okayyyy....I never quite understand love actually. Ya, love was never meant to be understood but how I wish I could. To understand man??I will never ever try to understand the male species. I would rather done a research on aliens instead of men. If men thought that women is complicated, I would say the same about them too.
What am I suppose to do to ensure that I won't be thinking about love and men?? Hurrmmmm....I can't even avoid myself by being asking such question like " Bila nak kahwin?" nowadays...
Makin banyak ditanya...makin stress kepala ini....I try not to think much about it but truth is, that question does hurt my feeling...bukan nk being dramatical but if you were me then you will understand.
Okay bye...nak enjoy weekend!!
Have a good weekend dear bloggers!!
5 comments:
the time will come. one day your prince charming will appear in front of you and hand in a marriage...
but still, you need to find love, but need not to be desperately find it because our jodoh has been written in luh mahfuz, and all you need to do is having faith in HIM..
insyaallah, if god's will :)
sgt2 fahammm dgn apa yg awk rasakan..
seakan2 mcm nak menitis je airmata baca entry ni.. neway, all i wanna say is...juz enjoy ur life and chill!
thank you dear erine...I wish it is that simple..perhaps mayb hati ini is not strong enud to simply wait for it..hee~
And yes, I leave it to god..HE knows best..;)
Desperate..is not in my vocabulary..hehe!!I am desperate when it come to works but not men insyaallah...;)
ema: Thank you dear...not all ppl understand it, Some wont have to struggle when it comes to love where as for me..it is a struggle..but hey...apa2 pun hanya tuhan yg tahu..tq again..;)
xoxo
doa dgn hati yg ikhlas supaya jodoh dipermudahkan tihah..huhu
heyyy...very long time not visit here..how r u tihah? sure a lot of entry i missed..weeee =]
Ohh..thanks Rafi..insyallah...;)
I am good...ok will be visiting ur page then..hee~
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