It has been quite awhile

Wahhh..times flies us by so quickly nowadays..It is now the 17th days of 2013. Pejam celik..soon it shall be the end of 2013.


Life has been okay not that super marvelous anyway.

It was not a good start of 2013 for me but I am optimist. We can’t always have the good days right?? I take this so called little misery as a test. Ini baru sedikit….they are people out there yg lagi miserable than I am. Maybe I sound a bit too positive but hey…this is how it works I guess, happiness is a choice so I choose to be happy so I have to be positive!!

Hati??My heart so far so good…I think I found something yg enlighten me deep within. Well, to be honest..I am not quite sure how to put it in words but serius..hati lebih tenang lately. I always thought myself as a lonely person until one day, I read a quote..it says, “ Loneliness is when you forget that Allah is with you”. Quote ini serius berkesan dalam hati. Sometimes kita mudah lupa yg people are not going to be around us always but tuhan itu always ada. Remember Fatihah!!

Lately though macam mana susah hati pun, I am done talking to other people about it. Bukan isu tidak percaya, but I think I had enough of telling people about my problems. Most of the people sometimes don’t really even bother pun about our problems because everybody got their own issues and problems. Let’s face it, they either really care or pretend to care. Yes, it sounds harsh but hey…this is what life is..you have to expect the worse in life in order to prepare for worse. Apa susah, if tak tahan sgt rasa hati ini, I do have a mother who is willing to put up with my crappy life. *wink*

Silence itu lebih bagus…I heard lots of talking about this and that, yg ini tidak puas hati with this and that…and guess what?? Suka hati lah nak cakap apa pun, I heard but I am not listening to it….people can talk and thrash whatever you want and I am not going to judge. As long as he/she is being nice to me so I am going to be nice. If you have problems with me on being nice to a person you dislike, then it is your problem..suka hati lah…menjaga hati orang ini is such a tiresome.

Okay…enough for today…will keep on updating life as it is…