Update

It is near to 8pm and I am still in the office to blog. It has been quite sometimes since I last blog kan. Many things happened but most of it I prefer to kept it to myself. They say, we shall have no regrets, perhaps it is true..what ever happened it is actually a lesson learnt to us right? Perhaps, tuhan mengajar saya to learn the hardships first before HE grant me things that I want. As a muslim, we can only pray.


There are things yes, we have to work hard for it. However, there are things we can only pray and have faith with HIM. Cause we know we can’t do anything about it except to pray. I set myself a target eventually. I pray and pray that I can meet the so called target. Though it seems hard to do so, but orang cakap, “Belum cuba, belum tahu”. We will see, insyaallah if panjang umur and murah rezeki target itu shall be met. One thing I learnt from life actually, “change yourself first before you change your life”. Nothing comes easy in this world, if you want something there are thousand ways of it but you have to take a good look at yourself first then you can change your path. It is not easy my friend.

I take myself for example, I want to be good and I want to do good deeds. To do good deeds is easy but only HIM knows your heart within, are you actually sincere about it or you simply wanted to look good by doing it. I sincerely said, my heart belum cukup baik. Bukan senang to have such a good and pure heart like our prophet. It is my hardest hurdles indeed to have a good heart okay. That is why I am always ramblings in my twitter about “Penyakit hati”. Susah kan nak jadi baik…

Slow and steady I would say, hopefully I can change and be a better person. Ya, I keep on talking about to be a better person, hopefully I don’t make anyone of you who read this annoyed by it.

My mum said, to be good you have to keep telling yourself “be good!!”. Let us be good shall we?

Okay jum pulang!!

  p/s: is currently addicted to this guy above...awak sangat comel Oezil!