Susah??

Sometimes I do wonder why lah it is always seems susah for me but yet it seems so easy for other people....

I ask mama, She said, "The best things is always the hardest to get". Okay maybe betul. Tapi tapi tapi...I can't help but to envy.

Fine....sifat envy itu is not good kan...But I guess it is okay to envy and maybe by being envy it can actually motivate yourself to be better kot??Hurrmm...am I change into a better person??I try to be one, though cakap itu mudah.Bukan senang hendak jadi baik...setiap hari pun perlu strive to be better than yesterday.

Kenapalah susah sgt?Kenapa perlu bersusah payah?Kenapalah perlu begitu bekerja keras?

Hati is very sedih and air mata has been a good friend of mine for quite a while. **sigh

Heard a very good news last week, yes I was happy but deep down I was pitying myself even more.

Maybe saya judge book by its cover cause sometimes apa yg kita nampak tidak semestinya betul. To know something is to learn about it not to simply judge it. Tuhan kan maha adil, He gives you this but He takes something from you. Life are never fair kot but it is balance.Let us sama-sama accept that we can't have it all.

:)

p/s: Sungguh active saya update blog today, well I was simply not busy and sedang malas.