Yess..I'm gone~

Already Gone~

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone
I'm already gone
I'm already gone

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone
Already gone Already gone Already gone, oooo,oh
Already goneAlready goneAlready gone, yeah
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone
I'm already goneI'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already goneAlready gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone...

Yes..I'm already gone....~_~

friends~

FRIENDS~yaa...it is a big word kan??Lately my life full of friends saja..n I do know one thing..yess..I can't live without my friends..kenapa??simple..sbb friends la org yg kita cari when it comes to problems...bila rasa ssh hati..friends la yg kita cari...but I do know..when we have special sum1...of course la...org tuh la yg pertama kan..no doubt...i know that feeling..always want that person be the 1st to know everything...okay2..enuf merepeks fatihah...we are talking about kawan okay..hehe!!
Saya admit...saya ada lots n lots of friends..and it is actually define in certain kelompok...hehe!!mesti org pelik y it is kelompok kan??well..supaya sng saya nk bahagikan masa saya..hehe!!(cewahh..cam busy giler)tapi mmg agak busy gak lately...sbb apart from friends...I do have a family to consider kan..ane boleh spend time ngan kwn jer...hehe!!~
What I mean by kelompok is>>>>

• my uni frens..a.k.a utm friends (my girls)
• my matriculation friends..(gadis2 kmm je majoriti + faiz yg cool)
• kawan2 skola rendah ku...
• kawan2 skola menengah laks...
• kawan2 blog/plurk/facebook (yg nih mmg ramai giler..xterkira..tapi i love the gadis2)
• kawan2 opis..ex-opis...

Banyak kan??huhu~tapi xkesah la..cuz i love them all....i love to make new friends...but lately suka gadis2 jer..(not lesbian okay) but it is lagi best kwn2 wif girls..so we can share lots n lots of stuff..i loike!!~but normally...selalu lepakings pon wif my girls la...plus sumtime my other uni frens...cam bese la..if hang out wif them..masing2..will update kisah masing2..hehe...kwn2 matriculation ku mmg ssh sket nk jupe..cuz sume pon cm jauh2..but currently yg close pon ade sorg tu je la...huu~ kawan skola rendah ku...ooo...love them sgt2...eventho masing2 cam dah almost 12 years xjupe..but kiteorg boleh borak2 n gurau2 sume..as if like selalu meet up...huhu~one thing yg best about us is that...sume pon live nearby..like my schoolmate..majoriti uma dekat2 giler...that's y sekarang I do have this routine dinner after work wif my schoolmates...best okay!!boleh gossiping!!~hehe~

Umm...when it comes to kwn facebook/plurk/blog sume....toksah ckp la...byk giler...I adore them all..since I do share mcm2 ngan dieorang...which is sgt cool..one thing la...it is an advantage for us living in this cyberworld...sume pon da easy skrg...nk berkawan pon xyah ssh2...hee~antara yg I do know thru facebook n kiteorg jadi close giler wud be like chie/nana/sumi/miza/nelia/irish...omg!!~kiteorg mmg sgt close as if like cam dah knl lama giler...we were like sisters...cuz we share lots of stuff cam books,movies,hobbies...wahh..so much to tell when it comes to them...but currently...yg I da jumpa only chie n nana jer...but..no worries..since nanti kiteorg nk tgk new moon same2!!~sgt lah looking forward to meet the others...and for nelia and irish...yess...I am looking forward to receive letter from u girls...xsaba!!~(can't meet them..both live abroad);(

But most of all....I do miss ctot and jiha...(no offends to my girls)hehe...bukan apa...ssh giler nk bertemu ini dua gadis...mostly kiteorg communicate via facebook or ym je la...like jiha..dah almost 2 years kot xjumpa...miss giler ini perempuan...I do have lots of kenangan with her...since she is my best rumate ever...if ada problem dulu..or secret2 jer..mesti story kt jiha dulu...i miss u budak kuat gelak!!~As for ctot...yess...ssh giler nk jumpa ini gadis..pdhl dkt jer...yela..nak buat mcm mane...she always busy...xtahu la busy apa kans...sorry la ctot..I am indeed kecil hati wif u dear..sbb since u dah ada bf...U have completely ignore kiteorg sume...sampai if nk dpt pape update psl awk pon..it is not u yg update urself..but is is ur bf yg always update me stuff about u..but pape pon..I always love u ctot...sbb we were close back in utm...I know..I have to accept..ppl does change kan??it's ok..hopefully time our wedding u dtg okay!!!~

Okay la..suda pnt jari jemari ku ini...esok2 blogging lagi...just want 2 highlight here..no matter who u are..or where u are...let us be friends okay..perhaps we can learn about each other..itu la yg best!!For those yg already kwn2 saya...I love korangs sume..hope our friendship will kekal sampai bila2...to my girls...thanks for always there for me..I appreciate it sgt2...muahhh2~

- my girls -

- schoolmates -

- both chie n nana -

- officemates -

- ctot n jiha -

shop till you drop!!!~

Okay...last sunday...since gaji dah masuk...as usual..tanpa membuaang masa...terus head to shopping mall!!!wahhh....sgt happy masuk klcc....and knowing that ISETAN sale..ape lagi..my eyes berpinar-pinar okay...huhu!!But 1st thing 1st...plan nk grab kasut kan..so I went to NOSE 1st...dapat la..kasut yg diidam-idam kan..(actually this shoes hurt me badly today!!)tapi xkesah la..it is pain to be beautiful kan??padan la muka!!huhu~

Apart from heels...I did bought my self a shirt..work shirt to be precise...color dia cam candy...cam malu laks nk pakai kt opis...tapi fikir2...peduli ape kan...pakai suda..hehe!!Ooo...lagi satu...I di bought long sleeve tees(belang2)..i loike!!tapi mama ckp cam baju penjara..hehe!!penjara pon penjara la..as long I look kurus wearing it..I dah puas hati!!hehe~

I was thinking to beli perfume jgk..tapi atas nasihat mama...xjd la..sbb this month my budget seriously sgt2 tight okay...mcm2 I have to pay...sakit kepala...lps tuh..thinking that since now,I'm goin to work by bus..I do feel cam rugi jer I pay my duet kete monthly...huu~I do have to talk to my parent about this la....hurmmm~

Btw...I did got my self a gud news!!!since next month is my birthday...so I'm goin to get 30% less if nk beli handbag carlo rino...wahhh..can't wait for NOVEMBER!!!Yes..I love november always....~_~

- shopping outfit -

• pants: moto skinny by topshop
  tops: one piece by topshop
• bag: shoulder bags by topshop

- open toe heels -

birthday Jijah!!~

Last week is my cousin birthday...my cousin yg kuat merengek..yg kuat merajuk..yang kuat semua lah..ye la..kan..she is the youngest kan..tuh yg ngada2 lebeh..huhu!!

tapi xkesah la...she is d adorable one..so lyn kan je la...best la jgk..lyn dak kecik..suka2!!
I did bought her a new pencil case la...n I know she loves it..ye la kan..kanak2 mane yg xsuka color pink n purple??huhu!!~

OOooo..btw...my uncle did brought his digital SLR camera...love his camera...ase cam nk curi ja...boleh tak??hehe!!sempat lah saya take few snaps...pas2 posing2 sket ngan his camera....huu~
pape pon kat sini nk wish my sweet Jijah..happy birthday..u r a big girl already...stop whining dear..love u always!!~

- sempat posing2 -

Dinner date wif en Apis~

wahhh...lame giler xjupe apis....so...finally..after almost a year kot xmeet up..kiteorg pon berjaya mengatur our dinner date semalam...hehe!!!sgt best okay....

One thing apis..ko nampak semakin tinggi..or is it aku yg semakin ketot??haha!!!and yes..you look smart wearing office attire...sumpah ase cam jln ngan model smlm..hik2~

semalam kiteorg janji nk meet up after work...tapi it was agak lambat since apis yg bekerja ngan STANDARD CHARTERED ni..lately sentiasa busy...(well..standard chartered okay!!)Cam biasa la...jumpa2 apis jer...trus jln tnapa arah tuju...n lps tuh br teringat yg we shud find a place to sit, eating and borak2 sampai lebam..huhu~So kiteorg pon decide nk mkn2 kt LITTLE PENANG..nice place tapi siyes...menu dia cam quite bored..since xbyk choices...as if like bile dtg situ cam tak tahu nk mkn apa..huhu~So we end up order otak-otak, pai tee(xtahu btl ke x ejaan dia) and ABC. Sampai je otak-otak...kiteorg agak terkejut since it's look like laen mcm..I mean we use to eat otak2 yg panjang kan..but it turn up..otak2 kt situ..cm bentuk tapai pulut pon ada...hehe!!tapi xkesah la...since it was agak sedap...so...mkn suda...huu~Then sampai pulak..our pai tee...okay..1st time mkn...mmg la sdp...cam ala-ala dim sum tuh..hee~

Cam biasa la..jupe apis kan...gosips2 itu lah yg penting...best giler gossiping xhengat...lps tuh ingat balik our memories back in UTM..wahh..giler miss nk belajar balik....sgt best okay!!

One thing yg best jumpa apis is...he always have ideas when it comes to borak2..so mmg xbosan la...we sort of borak dr satu topic ke satu topic..dr movies...sampai ke cerita berseries..then about novels...sume pon kite org sembang...mmg best la...sbb tu la..lama giler kiteorg burak ok...huu~

yer...apis skrg ni dah less membaca tuh...sbb asek tgk cite berseries jer asek..mmg confirm tmbah r power spectacles ko...hik2..mmg cam jealous gak sbb dah byk ketinggalan cerita bersiri...mmg dah terlyn dah..;g pon skg lebih baek busy kn diri dgn blog kn..lg best..hehe!!~

Oooo..well dlm 9lbh cm2 kiteorg pon cm nk balik r ...kang terkunci lak kiteorg dlm klcc kan..hehe...

Btw,thanks apis for the nice dinner..and thanks for belanja(smlm lupa nk ckp..)hehe~nanti2 senang2 belanja r aku lagi..ye la..org keje international bank tuh..hehehe~

- ada gempa bumi!! -

- okay dah.. -

~ULIT SPA~

To those yg interested to have your body/face pampered, please don't hesitate to call this number below okay, here I enclose jgk address dia..

Hajah Kamariah bt Abd Aziz (my mum)

012-320 5914

Ulit Spa

No. 6AF, Tingkat 1,

Jalan kosas, Ampang.

(Opposite Kondo's)

Just come and have a visit 1st..byk treatment yg ditawarkan, if to those yg jauh from ampang, you also can go visit my mum's spa yg ada di sunway area or in Ampang Park!!~

Dont miss out!!sgt best okay....;)

Semalam yg best!!~

Pagi2 dah start blogging..hehe!!actually mmg sgt2 xsabar tgu weekend..bukan ada ape2 plan pon..tp tak tahu nape xcited giler...hehe!!~

OOO...ada apa dgn 'CRUSH'??

Yesterday...sgt lah best...sebab tiba2 I were actually terserempak with my all time crush...hahaha!!~

Mmg dah lama dah I had crush on him...We were actually met during kiteorg study kt KMM dulu.Kenapa boleh ada crush on him??senang jer..sbb he look genius and sgt lah cool...I loike...lagi pon..mmg I have weakness on any guy who looks genius..huhu~

Okay lah...his name is Mohd Faiz b. Muhammad.We were actually know each other since same2 enter sport club time kt matrik dulu..time tuh..he is known as mr. Cool...sbb he is indeed sgt2 cool...always full with confident in wut ever he do..mmg suka giler la tgk die..every week pon jadi sgt excited nk gi sport club sbb dpt tgk Faiz..hahaha!!

During matrik mmg sekejap sgt sebab we only have a year jer kt matrik sbb after that sume pon dgn hala tuju masing2...msk uni yg berbeza2...so, technically mmg dah tahu dah..xkn jumpa Faiz dah..since dgr cite die mmg nk sgt msk UTP kan..ye la..die mmg jejaka bijak..pointer da confirm2 nk dkt 4 flat punya...jealousnya!!~

Tapi sgt lah xsangka...tiba2..it turn out..kiteorg msk same uni...hehe!!suddenly terjumpa during orientation..hee~Masa 1st year msk UTM tuh..mmg happy laa..sbb dah satu uni ngan Mr. Cool..sampai mmg suka giler usha Faiz r..especially bile tgk die msk Meranti...hehe!!Well nak kata cam minat giler kt Faiz tu takde la..but there is something about him yg make me suka giler tgk him..lagi pon during kt UTM he did have a gf kan...tapi xkesah pon..sbb mmg suka giler tgk die..kena pulak die drive white honda civic time tuh..mmg lg la suka...semat giler okay!!~

Actually kiteorg xla same course pon..mmg ssh nk nmpk die...tp during my 3rd year xsilap..tiba2 tersama kolej la pulaks...so selalu la nmpk Faiz drive dpn blok..hehe!!~I do think he love cars since die mmg dak automotive pon..sbb kt UTM he use to change his car kan...(wahh..saya mmg selalu observe Faiz!!~)hee~

Eventho saya mmg ada crush on him..but we never really had a converation..masa kt matrik dulu pon..penah la talk to him..but mainly sbb nk wat keje same2 la..what I mean is you know..borak2 kind a stuff la..mmg siyes xpenah..hehe~What funny is...kiteorg keep on selalu boleh cam end up near to each other sbb masa industrial training, kiteorg boleh training kt tempat yg sama!!kelakar kan??hehe!!(konon2 cam ada jodoh la..hik2~)

After almost 4years mengabdikan diri kt UTM, finally now..I'm working already...mmg xtahu la ape jadi ngan Faiz..sbb mmg xpenah pon rasa nk contact2 ngan dia..just love to look at him jer..hehe!!~tup..tup...semalam...sambil tgu my dad pick up...tiba2 I saw sum1 yg look exactly like him ok..mula2 thought..ooo..okay...I'm juz imagining it kot..xkn la Faiz ada kt sini kan...since I was actually asek tgk2 dia jer..confirm la dia pon da perasan kan..yg terkejutnya..dia boleh jalan dtg towards me okay...siyes..cam nk gugur jantung gua...huhu!!Then dia pon tnya, "Ehh..I've seen you sumwhere laa...we were in the same uni kan??"wahhh!!he were actually remember my face tuh..then kiteorg sort of borak2 la sekejap...siyes mmg cm mimpi okay..xsangka sgt semalam he were actually talking to me...hehe!!Tapi xlame la..since my dad dah sampai n he have to go home jgk...Kat sini it seems that, mmg betul pon...dunia ini mmg kecil~sumtime the least expected person pon kite boleh terjumpa..huhu~

To Faiz, thanks for a good conversation yesterday..it is nice to finally borak2 with you..yess..I still like to look at you..sbb you mmg always seems cool n confident..all the best to you Faiz!!~

Lets go to spa bebeh!!~

Tonite cam nk sharing2 wif semua..about pampering our self in SPA..I know..as perempuan..kite sume suka pampered our self kan??me too...suka giler...sometime I do wish nk spend everyday after work at spa...best gilerr!!~

Actually..kat sini nk share about my mum's spa la..hehe..'ULIT SPA'. Kat sini sgt best okay...macam2 boleh bikin..if you rase nk facial..or you want to get body massage/body scrub..or even sauna pon ade...milk bath/salt bath pon ade...sng cite..mcm2 ada...;)

Spa ni dah lama jgk beroperasi..rasa2 nya dah almost 2 years ++...so far alhamdulillah...sambutan is very menggalakkan...dah ramai la regular customer..cam for me..things yg saya suka giler buat kt spa mama wud be massaging n body scrub...pas2 after body scrub buat milk bath...syiok bebeh!!

Pricing for both tak la mhl..cthnya for both massage/body scrub wud dlm rm100 la..okay la kan...

Lagi ape eh...oo..ya...kt ULIT SPA, ade jgk place to gunting rambut and buat pedicure n manicure..sbb tu la spa mama saya mmg best..hehe!!btw...for cutting hair mmg tak expensive since my mum only charge dlm rm 10 + cuci..murah la kan??hehe!!

untuk massage...ada few type of minyak..so we can choose la...if nak lavender ke..or eucalyptus ke..same goes to body scrub la...we can choose from cocoa/papaya dan laen2.xingat la plaks kn..hehe!!

Oooo...before terlupa..since skrg mmg wedding season kan...so kt ULIT SPA, mmg ade package for wedding..whereby..bakal pengantin tu can pampered herself la...you can have a mandi bunga...then milk bath..n mcm2 lagi..semua nya to prepare the bakal pengantin so that she look gorgeous on her wedding day!!so to those yg rase cam dah nk kahwin tuh..sila2 lah dtg ke ULIT SPA..ane tahu saya boleh dpt kan discount ker..hehe..but just to be clear...spa ini for women only ya...;p

CURRENTLY I HATE MY BOSS!!~

kenapa hate??sebab..since 2-3 days dia balik opis...keje sume melambak2...n ada jer die nk revise..bayang kan la...lots of things tak setel lg..die dah suh fokus kt benda lain..tension tak???but mesti semua pon wonder kata byk keje..but y am I blogging kan??senang jer..sbb saya mls!!mls teramat sgt..benggang nk mati...sume pon die nk achieve...I know apa yg dia ckp ada kebaikan nya..but still..boleh tak cam relax2 dulu..I'm new kot...dah la xpsl2 kena wat presentation during management meeting.Sejak bila jd manager pon tak tahu...haihss...tension!!~

Mmg betul la...working in O&G mmg memenatkan...tapi tu la...salary die best!!huhu~currently rasa cam nk pi klcc n tgk movie jer...sumpah takde mood!!~

- MY WORK STATION -

Penantian itu satu penyeksaan....

Chewahh..tgk title jer...cm mmg terseksa giler r...huhu!!~

tapi mmg sedang terseksa pon...jiwa dan raga bebeh!!!terseksa giler menanti tarikh 25hb October 2009 bersamaan dgn ari ahad....why??sbb my gaji msk on that day!!!sumpah xsaba giler....

sekarang ni once msk shopping mall jer...mata cm dah super rambang...tgk handbag nk beli..tgk heels nk beli..tgk clothes nk beli..sume nk la pendek kata!!!tapi......malangnya....saya sdg miskin hina...dlm purse ade sket je duet...n dlm bank ag...tgl cukup2 mkn.....sadis kan???Jadi sape2 yg rase kasihan kt saya tuh...sila2 la derma eh....hehe~

but ape2 pon...esok xkira jgk..I'm going to buy that zara shirt yg saya tgk last friday..sgt lawa ok...sbb it make me look kurus when i'm wearing it..suka!!!~others stuff...saya dah usha2...for example...next week..mmg confirm..saya akan grab satu NOSE heels,lg mmg nk cari work pants..n benda yg wajib dibeli is perfume..saya punya suda mahu abes...kali nih..every month hav to buy

satu..so that if satu abes..I've always hav back up..huhu~Been missing u Mr money!!!!~

- Ini jer yg tinggal -

Why ppl like to blog shopping???

Okay..this question..I shud ask myself instead of other ppl actually..hehehe!!kenapa saya suka??well easy..sebab mmg best okay blog shopping...n I do think..mainly sbb it is due to my nafsu shopping yg always membuak2...serius..mmg dah xleh kawal sehh..hik2~bile fikir2 balik..nak kata pengaruh rakan??confirm la tak kan...sbb I am the one yg pengaruh org kot..huhu!!So to those yg selalu dipengaruhi oleh daku..fhm2 sendiri la okay!!hee~

yes...mmg ade high risk if u blog shopping...antaranya perhaps...you sedap2 meng order n dah pay sume..sekali brg tak dpt...n the biggest problem wud b about sizes...yg ni mmg problem bsr r...sbb usually..if kite pi beli clothes kt kedai..we can try on..but in blog shopping..no trying2 okay..but so far alhamdullillah...I am satisfied with all my purchases..sume pon okay...thanks korang..;p

Hasilnya..mmg everyday...takde keje laen...keje dok melawat blog yg jual2 brg je la..sume pon saya suka!!~tak tahu la kenapa...mmg pantang betul nmpk cute2 clothes mmg tanpa segan silunya...mmg kuar la duet pi bank in..hik2~

To mereka yg baru nk berjinak2 dgn blog shopping..jgn segan2...beli lah dgn berhemah..sesungguhnya..mmg best giler blog shopping!!

(I know I am supposed to menasihati..tp maaf lah..daku xmampu n xlayak menasihati kot...dgn itu kita enjoy!!!~)

1st time pi outstation~

Lame xberblogging..padahal br few days je kot..hehe!!xkesah la..yg penting..yes..i miss u gadiskecil....

Last week dgn bangga nya..1st time woo..dpt pi outstation...wahhh...serius...agak excited!!mula2 masa dpt tau i'm goin to Labuan..mmg super duper excited r...tapi...at last tiba2...dpt tahu..I'm the only girl jer yg dpt pi...trus cam..okay...mmg tade mood...busannn okay!!!ye laa...bukan setakat busan jer..dah la tuh..I'm goin outstation ngan suami2 org lak tuh...lg lah cam segan nk mati..huhu~

Tapi nk wat cane..demi kerja ku yg baru ini...pegi je la...nk wat cane...urusan kerja kan...n alhamdulillah..all things end well..rase cam agak berpuas hati eventho I'm the only girl..;(

1st time dpt nek vessel..mmg looking forward pon..tp agak scared since I do know my self yg always mabuk laut nih...but it happen..on that day..saya tak mabuk langsung ok!!(bangga2!!)sgt lah fun learning about what they actually do on the vessel...learning about the daily activities...fun2!!

the funny part is..since I'm d only girl on board so sgt la kelakar..bile saya ckp ngan boss yg i need to use the bathroom, 1st thing yg boss ckp is,"ghazee..awk pegi tmn fatihah gi toilet n tolong jg pintu tuk die okay."hahahaha!!~1st time dlm sejarah hidup saya a guy hav to jg pintu when i'm in a toilet..huhu~bukan apa...since saya ni satu2 nya gadis kn...so kna la be careful....thanks to abg Ghazee cuz jaga pintu bilik air..hee~

One thing about Labuan yg best is the foods....seriously...3days 2 nite in Labuan..I cant stop eating okay..the foods r superb...especially time mkn atas vessel...xsangka chef vessel msk sgt sdp...I loike!!~pas2 boss bwk mkn seafood yg sdp..sgt la best..time tuh mmg tade cover2 r mkn...(nk cover ngan sape kn..sume pon laki org..hak2!!)

Actually...now I do know..yg byk oil n gas company mmg ltk their vessel kt Labuan since Labuan is the Asian Supply Base..ptt la nmpk rmi dak2 schlumberger/halliburton/dan laen2 lg kt sane...confirm gaji dieorg masyuk giler!!bestnya!!~

Ingat cm pi Labuan nk la shopping2 sket kt tmpat org kan..but bile saya pegi jer shopping mall die..OMG!!!xtahu nk beli ape...sbb brg2 die sgt lah outdated...giler bosann...but to those drinker/smoker mmg Labuan is a heaven r...since liquor n cigarrettes sgt la cheap...but I did bought some chocolates la...sgt best..sbb very murah....suka2!!~

Thanks jgk to my two bosses yg rjn gak bwk daku berjln2..hehe!!~dpt la camwhoring sket2..hik2~

so hasilnya..adalah sket pictures nk share ngan org Ampang...;p

- They make me laugh xhengat dunia -

rindu~

saya rindu sgt kt blog saya..saya nk berblogging..tp siyes xsempat..okAy..esok pagi2 dtg opis...confirm wajib blogging...suda mlm...baju xgosok ag...esok nk pakai pants cantek..hehe!!

gud nite DUNIA~

p/s: nti sy tunjuk pants cantik sy..;p

busy bee~^_~

Okay...saya mahu blogging sampai lebam actually...tapi since dah start keje baru..ssh giler nk berblogging..alek umah...dah penat thp dewa!!I do think sbb nek bus..makes me more penat kot..tapi serius gua malas mahu drive..hehehe!!~

KERJA di ofis...wahhh....byk nk mati....serabut giler...can u imagine??satu keje xsiap ag..n tiba2 boss ckp..'okay fatihah..you buat yg ni dulu..scan yg ni kejap..cud u please email me this..n that..n bla..blaaa...'haihsss~take a deep breath fatihah...relax...jgn pening2...tapi sumpah saya dah pening..pusing..huhu!!esok kena ngadap lg kerjaan di ofis...bila fikir2 ttg pressure kt ofis baru ni..seriously..I do miss my old company...I miss endo san!!!hehehe~rase cam nk pi Tylon n hug him..muahahahaha~

ooo...it's late...I shud sleep...esok pg dtg opis awal..nk berblogging dulu...oyasumi nasai~lots of hugs n kisses to all!!~

Kisah semalam!!~

Semalam...xtahu la nk diklasifikasikan hari yg malang ke apa..but if it is malang day pon..seriously..it is malang day yg best kot..hak2~

kenapa eh??jeng3~

Okay..as usual lah..semenjak kena pi keje nek bus ni..tiba2 I'm always be among da 1st to came opis(bangga la jgk!!)So before masuk opis..singgah dulu kt gerai bwh..beli breakfast dulu(skrg mkn breakfast tuh)hik2~after da beli2 sume..nk pi nek atas la..but what strange is sampai jer kt building opis..ramai giler manusia kt bwh..rupa2 nya whole building black out..wahh!!siyes mls gile kot nk nek tangga..dah la dgn heels n baju kurung(i look super ayu okay semalam) tp terpaksa gk nek tangga..yela kan..tingkat 3 je kot. OMG!!!tingkat 3??tapi ase cm mendaki tangga nek tingkat 10 okay..tangga die berpusing2 xhengat..sampai opis ase cam dah nk kna heart attack jer..tp memandangkan perut lapa..so kite 'meshi' la dulu..tup2..sampai dah start opis hour pn still takde elektik..n suddenly alarm bell pn berbunyi..then our fire marshall suh sume pon turun...as usual lah..eventho pape happen pn..1st thing 1st..we all grab handbag dulu..hehe!!

Sampai kt bawah..we r still clueless...nk suh kiteorg balik ke stay ke hape??dan tiba2 dtg la idea bernas dr bos ku yg handsome tuh..'jum kite pi mamak'...umm..dah boss ckp cm2..jln suda..muahahaha~kiteorg pn lepaking di mamak..burak2..gosip2..bese la opis ramai pompuan..confirm full of gossips kan..hehe!!after da mkn2 sume..still kiteorg xleh naek opis lg..then our bossess suggest us pi tumpang our opis yg satu lg kt Selangor Dredging..kami gadis2 yg istimewa ni..of cuz la tamo kan..yela..pi sana pn..xleh wat ape2..juz lepak2 n bisingkan opis org..huhu~then we all decide nk pi window2 shopping kt klcc laa..dpn mata kan..haha!!~

Once dah sampai klcc..si gadis cantik Ida..dgn best nya ckp,'weh..jum kite pi naek bridge ??free okay..'kiteorg ni sume yg xpenah nek..mmg xcited giler laa..malangnya...bridge were closed on monday..damn!!Since xleh nek bridge..so kiteorg pon pi la jln2..pusing2..kt dlm klcc..dlm nk dkt kul 11..br la kak fish call...'korg2..boss pgl alek opis..'..hasilnya..sempat la gak daku membeli 2 piece of shirts..muahahaha~

Okay..sampai opis..sume pon busy2..kna wat keje masing2 la...as usual..dgr cici bebel psl dak2 surveyor(new Jessy)..lyn kehendak boss yg suh buat tu..buat ni..bla..blaa...dah tiba lunch hour..n I'm still hungry...so me, kak zu n kak yan..pon pi la trn bwh...nk gi cafe..after beli membeli..otw nk nek atas alek..tiba2..lift boleh terberhenti n black out!!!kiteorg cam agak terkejut..but what funny is..no one is panic..cm sume pakat senyap jer..dlm ati ni..tuhan je la yg tahu..dah siap mengucap kot...alhamdulillah...xsampai 5min...lampu ada balik n lift bergerak sampai tingkat 6 n we all hav to turun alek tangga to level 3..(nsb turun!!)bila fikir2 balik kejadian ter'stuck' in elevator..cam dlm movie lak asenya..hehehe!!

Then..the rest of the day..ends as usual...tade story yg best2 dah..tapi satu la..since nek bus ni..always sampai uma pn cm nk dkt kul 8...super tired actually...but okay la..work seems okay..friends pon okay..I'm goin to be okay jgk I guess...^_~

make-up gedix tutorial~hik2!!

Konon2 nya esok cm nk make up2 la pi opis..ingat nk ber'blusher n ber'eye shadow sume la..so tadi saya pon mula lah..praktis2 make up 4 esok...hasilnya..I look okay..tapi bile dah tepek2 sume kt my face ase cm very serabut la pulak..ye r..I mean almost half of the day wearing make up..pas2 sat ni time nk solat kena make up balik...waahhh...cm mls nya..tommorow I'm goin to wear pink kurung..so td siap dah try la..matching ngan eyeshadow sume..wahh..comel2!!(puji diri sendiri..xleh blah...)hahaha!!!but after tunjuk2 kt my mum..she said.."ya..u look okay..tapi..beter juz wear simple2..like wear celak sket n lipstick..nk pakai eye shadow sume nti ssh nk solat.."ummm...so..I guess..esok no eye shadow la..mayb on friday leh wear eye shadow since lunch break 2 hours..hehe!!!

Okaylah...nk tido dah..enuf gediks before tido...huhu!!~

- Gadis jepun ku -

Semalam I use to miss seseorang sgt2..tapi hari ni dah xmiss dah!!!kenapa??sebab Hana ckp, "babe..x worth okay u nk miss org mcm tuh"..hehe!!thanks hana...no worries..u girls r top in da list..I will always miss korg kot..huhu~

Tapi today I do really miss 'SATOMI KUMORI' my darling japanese girl..miss u sgt2 dear!!I was so happy semalam...cuz Satomi sggp tuh call all da way from Osaka to borak2..hehe!!You shud juz text me dear..then we skyping laa...hehe~but ape2 pon..thanks a lot..it means a lot to me..;p

Semalam puas borak2...talking about her new work..then talking about her new house..poor her..rental kt Osaka super expensive..then knowing that she's cycling to work..wahh..so cool!!I cant imagine my self cycling to work..hehehe!!

When lah dapat meet u lagi??nak pi japan??wahhh....saving xcukup kot..(ade ke duet saving??hik2~)

bilalah dpt go shopping2 with u lagi??umm...1 day perhaps kan....>.<~

Been missing u Satomi~

makan2 @ mamak

Satomi wearing my kurung~

Miss you~

It's been few days dah...I've been missing you..bila lah I'm goin to stop missing u eh??tired sgt2!!kenapa I have to miss you??Soalan ni..dah byk kali kot tanya diri sendiri..tapi still I hav no answer..or perhaps..I did have the answer..but I am on denial!!~y nk deny??sbb I am too afraid to face the truth!!

Seriously in my whole life I never felt this kind of feeling..n if I know how hurt is missing sum1 is..perhaps it wud be better if we never knew each other kan??Saya penat menangis sbb awak..penat berfikir tentang awk..penat n penat..kenapa saya mcm ni ha??bila saya nk berubah jadi sum1 yg tabah??Lately I do notice I fake all my emotion..I tend to be happy, I tend to laugh out loud..tapi..deep down..saya suffering sgt2!!

waaa..saya mahu betul2 jadi happy laa...hidupku sgt lah xkeruan..but I do know one thing..I am lucky...sbb I do hav a family yg always support me..n I do hav lots..n lots of friends pon yg selalu giving me a shoulder to cry on..thanks kwn2..(especially my girls)~

To awk...yess..I do miss you..kenapa??awak figure it out sendiri okay...but just so u know..I will never ever admit it in front of you..why??because you are you..;p

I want/need an I-pod

Actually..I am not into gadget..mmg serius blurr kot when it come to gadget..sbb using computer pon saya cam sengal2 kan...Tapi xtahu la..semenjak 2 menjak nih cam dah fall in love with this 'APPLE I-POD TOUCH'~kenapa??I dont have the answers..saya nak la...but check on9..price die...wahhh!!!expensive nya!!RM 799 okay!!!bila fikir2 balik cam x worth it jer spend sebanyak tuh juz for an i-pod...huhu~bukan apa...tahu tak y I dun really like gadget??sbb I do think..fashion are much2 more important than gadget..of cuz gadget are part of fashion..but in my understanding of fashion..gadget is defintely not 1 of them!!Think back...with almost rm 800..I can get myself lots n lots of shirt, blouse, bags, shoes and accecories okay..hehe!!

Tapi itu la...I still do want and need an i-pod...macam mana nih..shud I go n ask it for my birthday present??tapi...I was thinking to get my self a watch for my birthday..ummm...buntunya!!!

- i-pod yg gorgeous -

- new work, new place, new friends, new boss -

Okay..it's my 2nd day in Offshore Geo-survey..so far..things seems okay..tapi seriously..sgt byk keje!!then things r quite different than what am I familiar with..but still new work..new challenge la kan!!

Working environment are sgt best..since semua pon seems peramah, friendly and one thing I did notice..I am not the same Fatihah yg masa awal2 dulu baru masuk kerja..always seems takut2..but the truth is I become more selamba..hehe!!Maybe sbb dah dewasa I guess..so rasa malu2 tuh dgn sendirinya hilang..huhu!!Apa lagi yg best eh??ooo..ya...my office ada lots of gadis cantik woo..huhu!!

Most of the staff is perempuan..which is sgt2 cool..since my office are always meriah n bising..kaum ADAM adalah beberapa kerat jer since most of them ada kat ofis yg satu lagi kan..most of the guys yg ada kt office pn yg boss2 je la..since anak2 buah kna pi offshore kan..tapi tadi I did go to their office la..and seriously rasa cam kaum terbuang je..sbb kt situ terlalu ramai manusia yg bergelar lelaki okay...tiba2 rase cam malu jer..hahahaha!!(please lahh...)

Sekarang let us talk about gadis2 cantik la...mmg in my office...sumpah ramai giler gadis cantik okay..tp xsempat la pulak nk amik their picture kan..huhu!!What I did notice la..most of the gadis cantik is actually boss secretary la...umm..kat sini dah nmpak..guys..kt opis jer...nk tgk gadis cantik jer!!!huhu~tapi takpe la...saya pon suka tgk gadis cantik jgk!!muahahahaha~

Now we are talking about boss pulak la kan...basically..my boss wud b En Faizal Derani. He is okay..tapi dia suka kasi saya keje..pnt wehh...kejap2 jer..anta email..suh buat itu..suh revised ini...byk okay!!sampai saya ssh nk berfacebook dan plurking..hak2!!!~

Walaubagaimanapun..eventho dia suka kasi sy keje..tapi satu la..boss saya handsome okay!!!muahahaha~(wink2)tapi saya xminat dia la..only want to state here yg dia handsome....lg pon dia dah kawen okay~

Ummm..ape lagi saya nk share eh....nothing I guess....once ade cite baru saya sharing2 lagi..hope I can cope with all the work given..aminnn~all da best FATIHAH!!~

- 1st day Outfit -