~Atuk~

It's been a year++ since last atuk ada...n sampai sekarang...I still miss atuk..eventho atuk mmg sgt garang...(sgt digeruni especially oleh cucu2 lelaki die)..atuk mmg garang...since he is actually a policeman..so he practically..live by a code...tu yg make him sgt berdisiplin...sampai nk mkn pn ada tatacara okay..cthnya:

• makan xboleh bunyi2...


• if kunyah..kna tutup mulut..


• no talking during makan..


• semua wajib makan ikan(I use to hate ikan mase kecik2)
  

Talking about nenek plak, nenek seems relax sgt time atuk meninggal..she seems cool je..takde lah tak menangis..she did cried..but cm less crying than me la...siyes...my eyes mmg sumpah lebam xhengat on that day...huhu~(well..I tend to easily cry actually..tp dpn org salu cm cover2 sket..malu woo..)

Actually..tiba2 teringat nk story psl atuk sbb br yesterday gi melawat atuk's grave..dah lama gk xgi tgk his grave..I do felt a bit guilty..ye lah...antara sume cucu die..only me n izzati je xpenah kna marah wif him..since kiteorg quite close wif him...so..for me not being able to selalu melawat his grave..deep down..saya ni jahat jgk la kn...huhu~while reciting yassin semalam...mmg sedeh sgt..time tuh la teringat..atuk la yg always send me to school..atuk lah yg selalu bwk gi makan2 kt mamak...seriously...i miss d old days..if I had given a chance..I do want to cherish every moment with him...

This is our 2nd raya without him...I do really miss u atuk...Semoga roh mu dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan para soleh & solehah...