Kebusy 'an' + ramblings...

Dear Gadis kecil,



I know I've been abandon you quite some times now..bukan niat ku...tetapi oleh kerana daku terlalu busy lately..don't really have time to pacifier you..I've been missing you sgt2!!



Too many things too update actually..about my so called boring life...my fabulous job..my freaking shopaholic behaviour...wehh..makin teruk wehh....but when I look back...or think back..I think, I deserve it!!Sebab apa...sebab..it is one way to make me happy!!Hahahaha!!Okay..bukan saya tak happy..but sometimes...when I think of....tutt...n tuttt....it actually make me unhappy...so one way to be happy is spending bebeh!!!~Oooo..apart from shopping...I do need my my parent and my lovely girls to make me happy!!Serius...korang are the chocolates of my existance okay....I heart you guys sampai mati..........................



Argghh..tiba2 rasa nk ramblings sampai lebam..pernah tak you guys felt that there are something yg you guys nak express kan..but it is hard to spill out from your mouth???I'll bet most of you guys out there have encounter this kind of feeling...sigh~

Maybe I should just let it out kan..sebab..lama2...jadi beku tak elok..nti sakit hati...bahaya wooo....Currently listening to Beyonce's song 'Broken Hearted Girl'...perghh....lyrics dia..confirm menyentuh perasaan okay...sgt sentaps...huhu!!



Part of the lyrics though....To you laa...To whom lagi....



Something that I feel I need to say

But up to now I’ve always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I want to put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me

And still you’re in my heart

But you’re the only one and yes

There are times when I hate you

But I don’t complain

Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away

Oh but now I don’t hate youI’m happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day.............



I don't want to play the Broken Hearted Girl....................