Crush ke LOVE?

Crush??




Base on thesaurus punya dictionary, crush is temporary feeling yg tiba2 kita rasa kita suka org tuh..betul tak??If u ask me, I would say..Yes, it is absolutely right veveh!!




Love??




Love itu is a deep feeling. It is sgt subjective. People define love in their own ways. Some says, Love is not about words or how you wrote a poem to ur love ones or even confess ur love..I mean, it is as easy as a pie to say “I love you” but are you actually meant it??or is it just a word semata-mata??




Ya..LOVE it complicated. Senang citer, there is no right or wrong on how other people confess their love. Maybe ada segelintir manusia yg terlalu obsess with it sehingga membawa maut and jgn lupa LOVE itu can make other people go crazy. Well..baru la cinta mati kan??




Okay..let us talk about love 1st, I define love as a very subjective matter. It is a feeling that gave u butterflies in ur stomach whenever u see the person, u heard his/her name mentioned, u even dream of him/her during day & nite and when my heart keep beating faster than normally...Yes, that is love for me. Our malay came up with a proverb that “bila mandi xbsh, mkn xlalu, tidur xlena” means seseorang itu is in love right?? Well, I believe it is true tho…different people reacts differently when they are in love right?? Ya, my definition of love sounds simple kan?? Trust me, when u are in love you know how it feel.




Crush??




I have been there way too many times. It all started when I was just 10 years old I guess. I mean that is the very 1st time that I have the urge of actually liking seorang manusia yg bernama lelaki. How does crush works?? Well, for me..crush is a simple feeling. Like I said earlier..it is a temporary feeling. They said, it took a minute to like sum1, 5 minutes to have a crush on sum1, and a lifetime to love sum1. I believe it is true. I mean it sure didn’t take me much time to have a crush on sum1. …and for me, normally the crush thingy will only occur when I see that particular person…if I xnmpak or no one did mention his name, serius..wa mmg langsung xingat kot…Cuma bila nmpk en crush itu, tiba2 senyuman daku menjadi sgt lebar dan mula lah nk buat muka comel..sekian~




Love??




I have been in love..ONCE. Ya…baru sekali rupanya daku in love…tsskkk~ If u ask me, to be in love is surely not an easy process. It is easy for me to like a guy but to be in love??Up till now there is only one guy jer yg berjaya mengetuk pintu hati ini. Lelaki itu mmg hebat. He is the most amazing guy I ever met. Ya..he totally excel in all my criteria. Tapi tuhan itu ada plan lain untuk I kn..unfortunately lelaki itu bukan untuk ku. Regrets??No…never regret…it is such a bless to have meet such a guy. Never thought in a millions years I could actually met a guy who meets all my expectation. But hey…sila berpijak di bumi yg nyata kn..no one is bloody perfect..Obviously, he is definitely not the perfect one for me. Maksudnya, there is a someone out there yg akan complete me….haha~Ya..I am optimis!!




Currently, I am in a state of cannot differentiate my own feeling. I do think this guy is a crush but my guts told me that this is love. What my heart say??Well…currently I am not talking with my heart..I rather talk with my brain instead of heart.




Mr brain said, it is definitely a crush..and I should move on with life and who knows I might find myself someone else yg can complete me..Yerp…brain ckp, kita perlu optimis..and believe that kumbang itu bukan seekor…




But my guts said, babe…u shud holding on to him..who knows he might be the one??u just have to be more patient and insyaallah one day he will be yours…




And I said, I’m with you Mr. Brain…because seriously…I won’t waste my time on sum1 or uncertainty. MASA ITU EMAS…why must I waste it on sum1 yg not worth it, I might as well as move on and I believe pintu rezeki/jodoh itu terletak di Tangan NYA. Obviously, HE the ALMIGHTY ONE has a great plan for me..why must I wait for uncertainty??




Conclusion is, I definitely moving on..It has been 2 months already…and I doing good myself. I just deleted him from my FB. Some says, I won’t have to do that..but I do think that I shud do it..bukan apa..it is for the best..for the sake of us both~I believe, a woman shud protect her own heart 1st before you hand it over to sum1 else.




p/s: I still believe in LOVE and I never stop giving LOVE.




Okay bye~