It is such a wonderful journey and if someone ask me, I would say...it is beyond my imagination..some say, only the selected people are invited to HIS holy land..and I say, I am extremely honored to be there and to be HIS guest~
Throughout the journey, I believe I have met quite a numbers of wonderful people...Ya, who thought I could actually making friends over there.
There is a girl actually whom I really adore. At first, I am not that attached with her. I mean, we talked but it was just those few moment where we just being civilized towards each other you know. Her mother is quite friendly though since there were few occasion that she actually talked with my mum and my grandmother. The thing is, I am always with my family..never once I do things alone not even when I perform my 'tawaf' or 'sa'ie'...I will always be either with my dad or with my mum..well..most of the time, I am always with my mum...So does Nadia, owhh,her name is Nadia...such a beautiful name right??
Like I said, we were not close during our UMRAH journey...since both of us do attached with our own family and everytime I saw her, I will always smile at her since we were in the same group and she seems nice so I should be nice to her right??LOL~
Until the very last day, when we were actually waiting for our flight to Malaysia..there she comes approached me and we start to talked. Well, being me...I love to make a new friend and I adore sweet girls...LOL~
As I mentioned earlier, her name is Nadia...she just finished her SPM and guess what her SPM result is mind blowing yoo...she got straight A1's...say WHAT???
Hurmm.....well, am not that surprise...WHY??Well, let just say..she walk the talk...she definitely not like other girl at her age. Very matured. With such a good result, apparently she is so down to earth person.
Up to now, she always keep me connected with her...Sometimes we do text each other and being her, she always keep on turn to me for advises. Seriously??am not such a good person to turn to when it comes to advises...since I am not perfect...I have many flaws...and kindly bear in mind, I am the one who need to take other people advises...LOL~Knowing that she has a sister, I asked her, " why did you always asking me for advises, you have a sister..you can ask her.." Then she said, " Because you are a good person with a good soul and you make me feel good.." And I was like.......*speechless*
First, I don't consider myself as a good person, but knowing that someone like her is look up on me...it really do make me think...am I actually capable to give other people advises??Like I said, I am far from perfect...I need guidance...so, what make she thinks that I am good??
I definitely have no answer for that...I am still searching for answers though....as I really2 want to be a good person with a good soul...and I need to seek HIS guidance for me to do so.
Late this evening, Nadia send me a 'Hari Raya' wish...she claims that it is a late wish, but hey..who cares...at least she did remember to wish it....unlike me..whom actually too lazy to wish her friends...LOL~ Well, one of her text really get into me...and it's really make my day..
Her last text said, "Love you kakak because of ALLAH, may your life have HIS bless and love."
Such a sweet and nice person kan??never thought that someone could actually said that to me..... "Love me because of ALLAH"WOW...you really blew me away Nadia...you make me realized that when it comes to LOVE, you have to love because of ALLAH...what is LOVE without ALLAH??as a human, I tend to forget that we live because of HIM, therefore we shall love because of HIM too right??
The truth is, my believe in love is in tatters lately...am not saying that I don't believe in love, I do..but sometimes love make human goes blind and love tend to make us human to forget..and I feel lost in love....which is definitely not good.
Therefore, for now..I tend to love because of ALLAH, what ever happen in near future, I leave it in god's hand. HE who knows everything.
I thank you Nadia...because of you...
Salam~
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