Will be on Hiatus

Finally, I have finished those amazing question from 10days challenge. Now, it is time to get serious and be serious in life. LOL~

Not that I make jokes when it comes to life. In fact, I do think I tend to be too serious when it comes to life. Ya, I believe everyone has a purpose in life. No, am not going to share my purpose of life as it is way too personal to share. A girl got to have a secret or two.

Being friendly and talkative does not mean that you are not serious but perhaps other people might not take you seriously. They will definitely think you as just another girl trying to be smart. Maybe I am not as smart as other woman but I know I can do things most woman can’t do. Being a woman myself, am not trying to prove myself or anything but seriously dude, sometimes being recognized is the best feeling ever rather than being ignored.

I don’t feel good about myself lately. Instead of being positive and stay hopeful, I guess I pretty much in wreck. I am less motivated, demoralized a bit, and tend to be quite moody lately. Blame it on the weather itself because it is freaking hot every single day and I can’t get myself to focus. Focus in what??Focus in life to be exact. Sometimes, I even wonder what am I doing in my life right now??

Yes, I am too tired to live and to be control by other people even though I am the one who crave for other people’s attention. Perhaps, the life itself is tiring of me and wants to get rid of me. Maybe it is time to take a bow and leave the center stage. It is time to take myself out of the spotlight.

2011 is not a good year. Same goes to the previous year where I got my heart broken for the first time. What I cherished the most in 2011 is the fact that I have witness the beauty of love between my girls with their spouses. I love when it comes to LOVE. I know how it felt to be love and in love. What a beautiful feeling and I wish I could feel it again.

Perhaps people might misunderstood, am not tired of life but I merely tired of “the people”. Ya, “the people” does exist around us try to be the head of our life and we did enjoy life according to what “the people” wants us to live. See, how miserable life is when we are not in control of our life. *major sigh*

Perhaps it is time for me to venture other possibilities in life which is I am yet to figure out. LOL~

Need to figure out what is in my head and need to hibernate myself and see where life takes me.. I wonder where…

The most important thing is, I need to reinvent the “new me”. I don’t like certain aspects in my life actually. My attitudes need to be change asap.

Till later I guess, perhaps in few weeks or in few months or I don’t know..Just later I guess

Goodbye.