Isu Kahwin

Ya...it is all about kahwin....dan kahwin...dan kahwin....dan kahwin....

Am I going to get married soon??

Well..ya...I hope so...but 1st, please do find me a groom..will YA??

Tahun Ni....lots..n lots of friends..especially GIRLFRIENDS are going to get married!!

HAPPY??Of course I am happy for them...I love WEDDINGS...I adore WEDDINGS!!

But....I can’t help myself of feeling a bit devastated or frustrated.....and most of all, I can’t help of pitying myself....hohohoho~

Ya...pity me..poor me...am going to be 26 years old by end of this year..But I’m yet to find the ONE to spend my life with...YA...I am sad....

Helo...sape yg tak sedih kans??Takpe...I nanges dalam hati jer...LOL~

Actually, this past few years I got lots of question on “Bila nak Kahwin?” (ulang 10x)

My answer is, I have no idea....since I have no Boyfriend...how am I suppose to get married??

Ya..been dreaming of having sum1 to grow old with...

Been dreaming of having kids....

Been dreaming of having a family of my own....

Ya...been dreaming of all that since I was 20 years old kot....LOL~

Tapi kan...I am okay right now...those questions about “KAHWIN” does not really bother me..

I’m cool...Cuma kadang2 rasa pilu mengenang nasib diri jer...auwwww~

But, the most important thing is...I am thankful that despite not having a boyfriend, I do have a loving family and my beloved friends...Thank you guys~

Ya....despite any disadvantages, we must always believe that LOVE is always there..do not seek LOVE but just be prepare for it to come....I BELIEVE~

May I find happiness in near future...Amin~

I love Fashion!!

Hehs...

It's lunch time!!

And..Owhh..I am not going to have my lunch since I "puasa" today....wink*

I know...such a good girl kan??well..........
(Sedang mengganti puasa to be exact)

Owhh...Actually I just want to share...

Am currently obssesed with this website!!

Totally awesome!!

You can shop and create your own looks...Auuwww~

I like!!!!

I know...so lame right??this website dah lama pun wujud...and I just joined it...

It's okay....as long as I'm happy....

My first Look...refer to this below pictorial...

What I like to wear to Office by namasayatihah featuring aldo shoes

I know.....sume expensive stuffs!!

But I can afford the bag/the bangles/the scarft/the wide leg pants...

In fact, I am goin to buy it now via online...LOL~

Okay...I am officially satisfied!!!

p/s: is going to create other looks as well....theheheheee~

My weekend Look

My weekend Look by namasayatihah featuring red patent leather shoes

To have a Scar free skin

Ehem2....

I know..it is actually during office hour, and I am blogging...I know..this is wrong...but I can’t help it...I need to share this with you women out there...wink**

I admit..I do have skin problems...nothing serious..but it still manage to make me suffer or feeling a bit conscious of my appearance..well...typical right..we women always conscious on our looks~

Previously, I have already shared about the importance of taking care of our inner beauty right??

Trust me...collagen do works..but you have to take it constantly..and yes..it cost us dearly....haiyoooo....

Owhh..kindly be inform that I do have a partner in crime ya...Both of us are critically obsess on being pretty and stay young always...LOL~

Until one day, one of our colleagues told us that currently she has been taking VITAMIN E.
She told us that it really does improve her skin whereby it reduce her pimples as well as minimizing her scars....

At first, both of us are still in doubt..especially me...you know...I was afraid that it might not work with me..I mean different person, they have different body system right??

But being us...without wasting any time, during lunch break both of us went to Guardian KLCC to buy the Vitamin E.

According to our colleague, she has been using BLACKMORES Vitamin E...and we were actually thinking to buy the exact same brand that she used.

But, once we consult with the person in charge...finally we have decided on buying KORDELL’s Vitamin E.

Amazingly, it work miraculously...I was super happy with the outcomes...

Currently, my skin were doing fine...no more hideous pimples..my face were clean except that I still have this oily skin...(unhappy face....)

For those out there with pimples or scars problems...you should try it!!

But please do consult your doctor 1st on the dose of Vitamin E that your body can take...
I am happy to share!!!

A sacred Journey.........

Wow....title..."sacred journey"??

Well..yerp...it is actually a very sacred journey or lebih tepat lg....Perjalanan Penyucian diri baik dr segi mentally & physically....auuwwww~

The journey started on 24th April 2011 whereby we all departed from KL to Bahrain...

The journey it self to BAHRAIN took us about 8hours!!!

Perasaan??OMG!!!!my pinggang sakit nyah!!!!Seriously...all the way to BAHRAIN I was actually faking a sleep...but Thanks to Allah...I am okay!!I feel fresh despite not having a sleep..maybe sebab hati saya sgt gemuruh...huuu~

Arrived in BAHRAIN time tuh da malam....and we all terus dibawa check in to our hotel....

Since dah arrived to Bahrain, 1st thing to do..trus mandi and solat n when I look at the katil...trus saya tido tak sedar kan diri..huahuahua~

For your info, subuh di BAHRAIN dlm kul 4++ am ...and when we actually woke up...masing2 dah kelam kabut...sbb kt lua cam da nak terang...masing2 ingat dah terlepas subuh....tp rupanya2..kami sume bgn awl.....hasilnya...we all puns pergi jln2 around BAHRAIN...which actually happened to be a very expensive country!!!

You know what...air mineral botol besar cost us RM10 hokay!!!!

But...just so u know..BAHRAIN is definitely a beautiful place to visit!!!

Sila la dtg okay...dgn menaiki GULF AIR!! (ehem2...tiba2 I jadi duta Gulf Air...)

Okay..back to our sacred journey, actually we all have to take an afternoon flights to MADINAH..therefore after we had our breakfast and a bit of jalan2....we all terus head on to airport and sgt2 tak sabar nak menjejakkan kaki ke KOTA MADINAH yg merupakan kota yg sgt disayangi oleh Rasulullah SAW.

Journey to MADINAH took us about 2hours++ and guess what I had the most amazing air turbulence...sumpah..this is my 1st ever experience a bad air turbulence...tiba2 cam rasa naik bus yg asek nak langgar lobang....betul I xtipu okay!!!

Hasilnya...my beloved brother trus muntah once we are safe landing in MADINAH...while me and mama..we are safe!!!CAM TAK CAYA YG ME AND MAMA TAK MUNTAH!!!LOL~

Upon arrival in MADINAH, OMG!!their imigration are super lama....I think I have actually beratur more than an hour okay...but it's ok...alhamdulillah...things went well...I am in MADINAH yoooo!!!!

After exiting the airport, kiteorang trus head on to TANAH HARAM MADINAH...kindly be inform ya...tanah haram means it is strictly forbidden for non muslim and please beware that ALLAH also ada HIS own imigration...SAPE??MALAIKAT...so barangsiapa yg ada niat jahat...insyallah..MALAIKAT ada untuk memantau...^_^

On our way to MADINAH, our mutawwif did told us several stories on MADINAH..which is happen to be the beloved city of our prophet.

Sebaik shj ternampak MASJID NABAWI.....terus terang saya cakap...hati saya terus jadi sayu..and air mata tuh...cam murah sgt...huhu~Alhamdullilah...ALLAH itu maha besar....DIA beri peluang kepada saya utk menjejakkan kaki ke MADINAH...(tiba2 cam nak menangis lagi.....)
LOL~

In MADINAH, we stayed in DURRAT AL FAYROZ which actually located near to masjid Nabawi!!!Saya suka.....serius...u have no reason for not to berjemaah in masjid when u are actually live so near to Masjid Nabawi!!

Setiba di hotel...our 1st dugaan bermula.....nak tahu apa??
Well, it so happened that the room that we r supposed to stay were a total mess!!!
Tapi kan...itu la...kuasa ALLAH....kami semua sgt calm...and sorang pun tak merungut...huhu~
bukan nak memuji diri sendiri n my family..but serius okay...kami semua stay calm...gi amik wudhu' n terus heading to Masjid Nabawi..^_~
(huhu...I am proud of myself for kerana dapat bersabar...LOL~)

Tiba di Masjid Nabawi....I was mesmerized...Perasaan??I was speechless.....and terus terang....You have to go there to feel it your self...sbb perasaan itu tidak terkata...^_^

My 1st time solat in masjid Nabawi is Solat zuhur..and masyaallah....manusia sgt ramai!!!
and 2nd Dugaan dtg menguji diri saya...APA??

Well, disebabkan oleh kerana terlalu ramai manusia yg dtg solat...jadi seperti biasa..seorang tidak akan lepas dari bersifat selfish...can u imagine when u are actually performing ur solat and then sum1 actually langkah kepala anda ketika anda sdg sujud or when u sedang solat, suddenly ppl langgar you...Apa perasaan anda??

Perasaan saya??To be frank...I was beyond piss...marahnya...hanya ALLAH shj yg tahu....
tapi alhamdullillah...saya ingat pesan mama..what ever happen....please be patient...byk kan BERistighfar...and alhamdulillah...it help...Thank you ALLAH~

Tapi itu la...sebagai seorang manusia, kita xkan terlepas dari terdetik perasaan atau ingin melakukan perkara yg bukan2...itu la yg paling saya takut...tp syukur sgt2...saya cepat sedar..and ALLAH sentiasa ada untuk ingat kan saya...^_^

The best thing of MASJID NABAWI??
Well disitu la terletaknya..makam Rasulullah SAW & para sahabat...and for your info, bagi kaum lelaki..you can always go there to visit our prophet's makam but for kaum hawa...ada waktu yg tertentu...same goes for RAUDHAH...I bet people mesti wondering kan...kenapa ada certain time for women right??

Well, it is for our own good jugak sebab seriously kaum hawa ni sgt aggressive okay....
Bayangkan la....kaum lelaki elok jer masing2 melawat makam Nabi and masuk Raudhah..Tapi bg kaum Hawa ni...semua sanggup bertolak2 untuk masuk okay...especially wanita2 di timur tengah yg berbadan besar ni...memang ganas...Saya tak tipu.....hee~

Pengalaman saya??Well, alhamdulillah...1st time saya nak masuk Raudhah...ALLAH bagi saya peluang untuk solat di hadapan makam Nabi...Perasaan?? I was literally speechless dan menangis tak berhenti sambil berdoa...huhu~Syukur sgt2...

Saya managed masuk ke dalam Raudhah despite being push by other makcik yg berbadan besar hokay....and Thank you Allah...I managed to perform solat sunat without being pijak...syukurnyaaa.....

Owh...btw, I dapat masuk Raudhah dua kali YOOOO!!2nd time dapat masuk Raudhah...I am actually thankful to my mum for actually sanggup jadi minah guard and tolun kepung saya time saya sdg solat..bukan apa...if mama x tolun kepung, I might dipijak okay....THANK YOU MAMA...hanya ALLAH dapat membalas jasa mu MAMA~

Okay lupa pulak.....in MADINAH...we did go for sight seeing at few places...cam Masjid Quba', Masjid Qiblaitaini, ladang kurma and pasar kurma...actually byk tempat nak pi...but time constraint kan...sebab we all nak kejar zuhur kt Masjid Nabawi...^_^

What else in MADINAH??owh..I did some shopping...but nothing much..sebab ingat cam nk spend dekat MAKKAH..hehe~Owhh..tapi kan...saya beli byk PASHMINA...huhu~
OMG!!PASHMINA sgt mura.....huu~

Finally..the day to leave MADINAH suda tiba...perasaan??SEDIH.....tapi excited nak pi MAKKAH...Owhh..before we left, kami semua dah siap2 pakai pakaian ihram....tapi belum niat ihram lagi...tapi kan..tapi kan...saya suka la MADINAH....CAN I STAY IN MADINAH PLEASE????I nak solat dekat Masjid NABAWI everyday...huu~

Kindly refer to this below pictures....I MISS MADINAH............


- This was taken right after solat Isya'



- Me at Masjid Quba'



- Ehh...sedikit shopping....LOL~




- This is the entrance yg selalu I masuk Usman Bin Affan Door...

Okay...Later, I will continue on my journey to MAKKAH okay.....

Nighto........

No Time............

Pressure....penat....Tension............

Once da start working.....I am super duper busy!!!

I have no time to blog!!!

I wonder how other ppl who actually work like me, dividing their time to blog!!

I have lots of stories to share..lots of thoughts to share...but I can't find myself an ample time to blog about it....

Now,I am blogging since I came early today...but trust me..by 8.30am...I am fully occupied!!!

With WHAT??

With work loads...with phone calls.....(kerja jd kuli jugak..am not a boss yo!!)

Adusss....DUNIA...OH...DUNIA.....it will never stop!!

Maybe nanti during office hour I nak curik2 blogging laaa......

Boleh kan???

Please2...hopefully I can blog during office hour..LOL~

Saya sudah pulang........

Fuhh...fuhh...fuhh....berabuk sungguh blog daku ini.....

sorry ya gadis kecil...mummy been away for 2 weeks...hee~

Btw, saya suda pulang...pulang dengan senyuman yg lebar...pulang dengan muka yg berseri-seri...(omg...so menipu...my face is so gelap...I am so sedih...n sumpah xnak pegi keje esok....sobss...sobss..)

Tapi takpe....eventho kulit ku sedikit gelap...tapi diriku masih tetap menawan....huahuahua~
(it's ok...mak mmg suka puji diri sendiri ye nyah....hee~)

My journey??

It was great..amazing...and sng ckp...no words can describe it okay.....^_^


Banyak nak citer actually...but if i nak citer skrg...I need to be 100% focus..hehe!!

LOts of stories..n sedikit iktibar for us as a muslim to share.....

Tapi terus terang saya cakap ye...di sana....semua ALLAH bayar cash....

Okay jum tido~

How to 'buang' perasaan sayang itu??

I need to buang perasaan itu!!!

Kenapa perlu??

Jawapannya adalah..."Nak wat cane...orang yg I dok syg sgt tuh...dok suka sgt tuh....actually tade feeling pun kt I..."

Puas hati???

Hati I mmg xpuas......Xpuas sebab tak dapat apa yg I nak....

Regrets??No...when it comes to heart..I have no regrets...none~

Cuma Saya kecewa.....kecewa sebab saya tidak dapat kasih sayang daripada org yg saya syg....

Cuma Saya sedih......sedih sebab saya terpaksa belajar 'melupakan'/'menghapuskan' perasaan syg ini...atau bahasa mudah nya...I need to reformat my brain...clean up both my hard disk C & D...dlm recycle bin pun kena buang jgk~

Cuma Saya rasa sakit......sakit sebab the thought of seeing him in FB/YM is hurting me.....


I have learn to be an ego woman..Saya berjaya!!tapi I am not happy....

How to be happy when deep down..I am suffering kan??


Urghhhh..the urge to be happy and not to think of him sgtlah menebal......

Serius..saya perlu buang perasaan sayang ini.......BAGAIMANA??

Because ALLAH love you

Another 3days to go sebelum saya berangkat.....


Perasaan??

Serius...saya sendiri keliru....

Tipu la if saya tidak happy....I am actually happy....finally...hatiku terpanggil untuk menjawab seruNya...

Tapi..deep down...sumpah...saya betul2 takut...takut if saya tidak melakukan yg terbaek.....takut if saya tersilap langkah.....

SAYA MEMANG SANGAT TAKUT!!!

Ya tuhan...kuatkan lah diri ini ya.......

Aminnn....

Tapi kan..saya betul2 grateful...mmg betul..ALLAH mmg sayang kan saya....

HE save me from melakukan perkara yg jahil.....Ternyata ALLAH itu maha Besar kan??

Itulah...bila dah pasang niat yg tidak baik....ingin melakukan perkara yg jahil.....ALLAH indeed have save me.....

Tapi sampai bila DIA nak selamatkan diriku yg jahat ni kan??

Kenapalah susah ssgt nak sedar??susah sgt nak insaf??susah sgt ke nak jadi baik??


Thank you ALLAH~

Dinner with Brunei's Royalty........

Last2 week...on Sunday...we had a marvelous dinner a.k.a unofficial Doa selamat with Brunei's royalty...

I know..it is unbelievable kan??well..believe it....I pun xcaya...tak pernah terfikir pun yg one day am going to have dinner with kerabat Brunei...huhu~

Nak jadi kn cerita...actually...my uncle were doing business with one of the royalties....
Kalau nak tahu...the brunei's royalty mmg salu turun KL ok...especially bila ada event yg best2...cam FI race ke...mmg confirm depa turun laaa...

Next week pun depa nk turun lagi..sebab apa??Sebab anak2 depa nak pi tengok concert Justin Bieber....tu laaa...bila da byk duet sgt kan....money indeed can buy everything...even a man dignity pun kan??betul x??(tiba2 terselit sindiran sket..heee~)

Okay...cerita psl Brunei's royalty ni...masa mula2 di introduce kan....dlm kepala bila ckp jer kerabat brunei..kite msti da ingt yg they are so mewah...super berlagak....n mmg tak pandang kot kite org Mesia ni kans....

But actually...it is indeed untrue hokay......sumpah...they are just like us...so simple...xsumbung langsung.....tapi mmg they wear branded item la...but still they look simple...(nampak la....handbag pun LV...Gucci kans...)

Suka sgt bergaul wif them...sgt supan...peramah...n tidak lokek...hik2~

Nak tahu tak...I use to terserempak wif them dkt Pavillion tau..lepas tuh siap offer nk byr my brg hokay....ikut kn hati..nk jer kasi..hehe!!silap xmsk Butik Gucci...if not...dpt la satu handbag kn...kerabat brunei belanja....huahuahua~

Owh..ya..nanti I nak gi tgk konsert Bieber with Brunei's Royalty.....jgn jealous.....heeeee~


- Me n baby



- nenek/acik/mama wif bunch of brunei's kerabat..(they look so normal kn??)



- Pengeran yg da lupa nama dia...tp baik...asek amik picture kiteorg...auwwww~



- siap jemput ustaz yg salu msk tv hokay....husband to Ustazah Norbaya...



Kesimpulannya...we had fun yoooo....^_^

2 weekend bercuti sampai lebammmmm

I had 2 good weekend!!


2 weeks ago..I went to visit my daddy in Ipoh....we all travel naik train yooo....
omaigod...am so excited ok naik train...huhu~
(ehem2..bukan jakun..dulu time kecik2 I use to take train from Ipon to KL ya..harap maklum...huu~)

Dalam train, sumpah gua tak leh tido bai....train asek benti...n being me....gua asek fenin...tapi best la...cuma gua ada masalah sket bila naik train or plane..kepala gua salu xbetul...menci mak!!!
Thanks to minyak CK (bukan Calvin Klein tp Cak Kapak) I am ok...through out the journey...and able to watch permandangan dr KL to Ipoh....tiba2 gua rasa proud to be a Malaysian..(tade kena mengena langsung..)

Sampai Ipoh....my dearest daddy dah tgu we ols.....from train station trus Baba bwk we ols pegi makan...mula2 cam tamau mkn....tp tiba2 nmpk ulam jantung pisang...trus nafsu mkn gua membuak2....

Satu ari smpi ipoh we ols pegi jln2 jer...omaigod...life is indeed a bless....best woooo jln2......kn bgs kalu gua xkerja....sobs..sobs.....~

In Ipoh...thanks to my parent...I keep on eating mcm org gila....gua mmg suda jatuh cinta pada foods...xtahu nape...sekarang perut ni asek nk mkn sajer.....pipi gua da mcm ikan buntal ok!!!

Berat badan gua??usah ditanya...mayb da cecah 45kg!!!!!!!

Okay..kt bwh gua nk share sket pengalaman nek tren....saksikan la video klip yg ntah hapa2 ni....cam poyo gila.....




Okay..last week punya cite laks......after balik keje....tiba2..mama ckp...tomoro we ols go to Kuantan n straight gi K. Terengganu....I was like..." What The...."

Actually..cam baru nk happy2...sbb mama n baba nk gi kuantan....dgn itu...bole la gua berjimba during weekend kn.....tapi tu la....sbb da psg niat yg tidak baik....tak psl2....kna folo mama....huahuahua~

But....it's ok....because...I had so much fun yooooo.....gila besh....last weekend...gua jd anak tunggal sementara since I am d only one yg folo baba n mama....happy gilaaaaa nyah.......

Cam bese....gua mkn dgt byk tak hengat dunia....u name it...dr nasi dagang...smpi ikan patin..sume gua balun.....sedapnyaaa.....

Yg paling best is....gua mkn durian dgn sgt byk....nasib baik tak demam....

Pas2 we ols bwk balik durian dgn byknya....smpi satu kereta bau durian..pening kepala mak....tp takpe...demi durian...gua sanggup!!!!

Btw...just nk gitau....semalam gua buat serawa durian...1st time...sedap hokay...anyone want 2 marry me??hik2~

Picture to share??ummm..tade picture....

Owhh...nak gitau jugak...sape2 nk pi K. Terengganu...sila la lalu kt area PAKA time mlm2....omaigod....sgt cantik..tiba2 rase mcm berada di negara yg sgt maju....huu~

Okay...sampai sini dulu...gua nk tuka topic len pulak......



p/s: maaf jika bahasa sy agak kasar....tiba2 rase cam nk jd gangster....hee~

INEEDADOCTOR

Just so you know....

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life


Anyone??be my doctor??

I know...no one.....................

I am Elton John's Fan~

I know..he is GAY...but he makes good music honey......Cane??

Actually, I was watching American Idol Cycle 11 the other night, and all the contestants have to sing Elton John's piece...and guess what...my Casey Abrams nails it with "Your Song"

Omangai!!!!!I am loving it....since I love Sir Elton John....mueheheheh~

Therefore, please do enjoy a few clips from Sir Elton John....^_^

P/s: He is amazingly talented..love the way he played his piano...nyesal dulu x belajar piano betul2!!!!









Okay..lg satu jer naa..please.....




Okay done~

Jom layan Elton John sampai muntah okies............

How to wear hijab with style~

I am so obsessed with the ways ppl wear their hijab...so cute...so beautiful...

Now..no one can say that u r not pretty while wearing hijab kan??

This are few hijab tutorial yg I did follow...

I loike~










Ada byk lagi...tp I post sket dulu naa....for any further info, pi la bukak youtube and tengok sendiri naaa.......

Sedang salin kulit mcm ular..............erkkk~

Currently sedang menghadapi masalah kulit yg tidak lah kronik...

no that serious pun...

Tapi kan..my kulit sedang actively menggelupas ok....

Semua org cakap sebab I am actively using chemical on my face...but the truth is...I AM NOT okay....

Everyday cuci muka macam biasa...wear my make up cam biasa....

Sedih tau..muka menggelupas....semua org keep asking..keep looking at me....

Tiba2 level of self confidence dah reduce...muahahah~


So untrue.....my level of confidence are still the same...chewahhh...I know..super berlagak kan???


Actually..I do kesah..but lama2 cam takde perasaan.....

Ya...my face look like ular yg sedang salin kulit..but who cares???as long as I came to work..do my job...that's all that matter right??

(Eventhough my boss kept asking me the same question everyday....Takpe...Saya Tak kesah bos...lg pun muka saya dah okay!!!)


Yerp..my face is okay...now I have this big smile on my face....

Okay Senyum..^_~


Sila lah tengok picture di bwh, di mana my face cam ular tengah salin kulit...mueheheheh~




Si ular Fatihah sedang salin kulit

Casey Abrams has put a spell on me.........

Am so sorry...

is currently obsessed with this dude....


I LOVE...I LOVE....I LOVE.....












Okay..enough for tonite....muah2 to CASEY ABRAMS~

Why I like older guys??

I am going to be 26 years old this year....

Wow.....I am getting older....3years ago I thought at this age I am happily married and is expecting my first child kot.....huahuahua~

Unfortunately....things are not always happened according to what we plan/want...kan..kan...???

3years ago...I don't like lelaki tua...by tua means someone 5 years n above older than me....

Yucks....geli hokay.....perlu ke in love with lelaki tua??Sangat lah tidak suka............

But when I'm start working...suddenly...I have a new perspectives when it comes to guys....

You know what....older guys are much more better than the young ones....oopppsie.....no offends lelaki-lelaki muda....LOL~

How come they are much more better??

Lelaki tua are so damn straightforward...

Lelaki tua are not pretentious or tend to make you feel good...

Lelaki tua are much more mature....

Lelaki tua know how to handle women....

Lelaki tua shows love by his actions not words....

I need lelaki tua I think....

What do you think???


Tapi kan..tapi kan...there are no lelaki tua yg single in Malaysia hokay......sangatlah menipu...
Lelaki tua yg single itu ramai kot..maybe mencecah ribuan??atau puluhan ribuan...

But I don't want lah..lelaki tua yg mcm atuk2 tuh....by tua means someone dalam range umur 30-40 an ke kan...I still can accept laaa....

Umm..do I sound a bit memilih??

Memilih itu adalah diharuskan...betul tak??(my left brain said "YES" but my right brain said "NO") Camne??


I use to ask my mum, "Mama...perlu ke kita accept sum1 yg syg kita eventho kita have zero feeling for him?"

And my mama said, " When it comes to hati, kita xbole force our self to like sum1, marriage is about spending your whole life with sum1...jadi choose sum1 yg kita betul2 yakin yg kita bole spend the whole life with...ramai cakap let a man love you more...it is true...but you must love him too..one sided love will never work in marriage.."

Umm...it means...if sum1 really2 love you...please make sure that at least on your part..you do love him too..eventho love itu sedikit...am I right?? (Owhhh....LOVE itu betul2 membuat kn daku semakin takut...)

By the way..thank you mama...I turn to you~ALWAYS......

Okay..berbalik kepada lelaki tua....

Maybe I should not put such a high hopes on being with an older guy.....huahuahua~

Benda yg kita selalu nak..itu lah yg kita tidak akan dapat..am I right??


We never know what future have for us right??

For now...I will wait and see....


- gadis kecil yg semakin tua -



Wisdom thoughts before I go to sleep: I should stop pitying on myself...there are lots of ppl whom are less fortunate than I am...please2...be a grateful person Fatihah....one step at a time...aminnn~

Hati tidak okay!!!

Deep down I am not okay…

Seperti ada sesuatu yang tersekat di dalam hati…

Susah hati…

Hati tidak tenang….

Deep down..I feel sad….

Kenapa??Sebab apa??

I can’t really figure it out…..

Tapi saya tahu saya sedih…..

ALWAYS SAYING THAT “I HAD ENOUGH!!”

But hanya tuhan yg tahu…hati ini tak pernah rasa puas…
Sentiasa mahu lebih dan lebih….

I need a rehab…not from drugs/alcohol/whatsoever

I need a rehab from manusia…from dunia….

Soon………….

Nak mengadu boleh??

Bukan hendak mengata..bukan hendak mengutuk…tapi ini adalah kenyataan………….

Boss saya selalu MC…in a week..mesti ada MC sedangkan..saya tak pernah MC…

Bukan nak memuji diri sendiri, but I do think that as a boss you should show some example to us your staff kot…

You are a good boss in term of work..tetapi boss selalu sgt tidak ada…or lebih tepat lagi..boss selalu sgt MC…sampai sometimes we are serba slh when ppl ask us about your whereabouts.

Maybe it is good for us because it make us independent but at the same time, we are not the boss so we can’t actually make a decision..betul tak??

Tapi kan..bila part pergi outstation, laju jer boss kan…if seminggu pergi outstation, tak pulak boss sakit2…oooppssss~

Okay…saya Cuma hendak meluahkan perasaan shj..whatever pun, you are still the boss…

Saya yang menurut arahan sahaja……….

Okay…sila kembali membuat kerja ya Fatihah~

I am a big fan of Casey Abrams!!!!

Have you watched the latest season of American Idol???

Who is your favorite??

Well, I got mine!!!

I am a big fan of Casey Abrams!!!

I know...he looks nerd, Gorky kind a way...but he is cute!!!(fyi, JLO said he is sexy!!)


Kindly listen to his voice will ya....you will definitely be blown away....

superb voice..mad talent at music wise.....

I present you the one and only........




More............



More..more....



Okay enough....please do see him next week in STAR WORLD (to those yg ada Astro okay)

p/s: how I wish I could vote for him........T_T

MakeUp by TOPSHOP

When it come to TOPSHOP, first thing yg terlintas kt dalam kepala saya would be their fabulous clothes…..
Seriously I adore TOPSHOP…especially their Skinny…suka gila!!!
Skinny from TOPSHOP sgt best ya kwn2….and I love their extravagant blouse and yes not to forget their range of bags…SUKANYA!!!!

Yerp…when it comes to TOPSHOP I can go really crazy about them…tapi tidak sekarang..sebab saya perlu berjimat cermat sekarang….T_T

Actually, I just want to share with you girls out there about this new range of makeup line from TOPSHOP!!
Basically you can only found it at TOPSHOP KLCC shj since they baru2 nak test market kt MALAYSIA kn….
I have already saw them and honey, trust me you are going to love it!!

Packaging dia agak simple and seriously it is so marketable for tenagers nowadays. Bukan apa, for us yg sudah agak tua or lebih tepat lg sudah melangkaui alam remaja maybe kita kurang sesuai kot….hehe~
It is due to their range yg more to casual kind of makeup yg most of the product itself byk yg ade shimmer/glitters sket…for those yg very fancy2 maybe suka kot..for me, I prefer something yg more classic…LOL~

Tapi kan..saya kn..jatuh cinta with their eye liner!!!Suka sangat….for your info, they only produce a black eye liner and seriously it is so easy to apply.
Other stuff like blusher, gloss and etc…kinda okay but as I said earlier, for teenagers maybe it suits them kot but for me yg sudah agak tua (tapi comel) agak tidak sesuai kot…or perhaps when it comes to make up, I am not as bold as other women out there…I ni simple orang nya…I don’t really like to overdo when it come to make up..hee~Lebih tepat lagi is saya tidak berani mencuba seperti Dart (pinjam nama u sekejap eh darling..hee~)

Owh…they also produce a line of nail polish yg sgt comel, so to those yg suka color your nail u shud try…

Overall, I can say that their line of makeup is very fresh, fancy, playful and cute…and yes..the price itself sgt berpatutan…seriously ia tidak expensive okay.

(sukanya..........)

Oleh itu, come and visit TOPSHOP KLCC for your further action okay!!And if sape2 yg dtg KLCC tuh..let me know….maybe korg boleh belanja me mkn2 ker since my office is just opposite KLCC..hee~

p/s: Nak muntah dah ni….tiap2 ari ngadap KLCC…..haiyooo~

MARCH

It is March already.............

I have another 9months to go......

What am I suppose to do in March??

1. Need to sambung belajar make up..brush up my skills wif manusia yang suda hebat dalam art of make up....


2. Kena byk muhasabah diri...lately semakin improve...alhamdulillah......wee~puji diri sendiri...LOL~


3. Perlu start my part time tution class.....I need the extra money!!for what??JENG..JENG...


4. Perlu start belajar masak dengan consistent with nenek...semalam saya masak sayur bendi goreng okay...huahuahua..~


5. Perlu menghabiskan buku yg baru dibeli last weekend....I LOVE MY BOOKS MORE THAN MY LOVE TOWARDS LELAKI...chewahhh~sgt lah menipu......LOL~


6. Need to start focusing on my mum's boutique....sbb xlama lagi saya nak berhenti kerja and focus on business.....

Okay..cukuplah 6perkara...byk2 karang tak tercapai akalku pun....

YOU need to change okay FATIHAH.....ada orang tanya, kenapa perlu berubah??

My answer is, saya perlu berubah untuk diri saya...I have too!!

Yes....saya sudah tidak memikirkan tentang ITU...cukup suda...if IA datang, then I will accept it with my open heart...if not, I rather be me....

Maybe xlama lagi ppl are going to see a new me....Jangan terkejut hokay~

(saya suka rambut dia......tiba-tiba..auwwww..I cut my hair short because of her..hehehe~)

Orang itu....

Orang itu is going to Makkah...untuk melaksanakan umrah....

I am proud of you...

I really do....

Before you go, izinkan daku berkata2 ya....if you xdpt terima, it's okay..it's your life..your choice...
but I will say it....no matter what....

I like it and I don't care if you don't like it....

Will be missing orang itu....

Go ahead and find your missing pieces okay....

Will pray for you always~

LOVE,

Tihah

PERGILAH AIR MATA............

Who do you think you are??
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
Tearing love apart.........

Okay..air mata officially mencurah2...murah sungguh air mata ni kan.....
okay..jum nanges puas2!!

To be pretty inside OUT

Ehem2…Lately I am obsessed with beauty!!Bukan sekadar obsess yg suka2..but to tell you the truth..I am critically obsessed….Tak kisah la org nak cakap apa..yg penting mak happy kan nyah~LOL

To all the beautiful ladies di luar sana….eventho yes..we are still young but it is never to early when it comes to kecantikan..we need to take immediate action when it come to kecantikan..HUKUM nya WAJIB ya gadis2…

Beautiful itu subjective. We can’t simply measure kecantikan base on apa yg kita lihat with our eyes..because sometimes kecantikan itu lies within us…betul x??Ada sebab kenapa seorang lelaki boleh suka kita eventho kita rasa kita tidak cantik..Am I right ladies??

If we are going to talk about the beauty that lies beneath us..well, honey…sampai esok malam pun tak kan abis I nak elaborate…Just be true to yourself..and just be YOU…ppl love you because you are YOU.

Actually starting mid January, tiba2…I came across this one article on COLLAGEN. Previously, if anyone brought up the collagen subject/issues I was like…WHATEVER…I am still young kot…Do I need collagen?? Semua orang cakap..you are in mid twenties..why must you worry about your skin yg kedut2 or bertoksin ke..perlu ke risau??I always think that I am to early to worry about those sort of things…Until one day…I read this article bercerita tentang collagen and it make me think…I DO REALLY NEED COLLAGEN…for what??TO MAKE SURE WHEN I TURN 40 EVERYBODY WILL GOING TO ENVY ME FOR HAVING THE BEST SKIN EVER…...LOL~

So..here I am now, starting to take this below COLLAGEN supplement which work so miraculously….Serious..I am loving it!!!
SUMPAH…I x tipu….To those yg nak try to take collagen, you girls should try this one..COLLA PLUS, it provide us 5000mg of collagen which is very good compared to other brand yg only provide 2500mg sahaja…
It taste okay..I am not going to lie by saying that it taste good sbb it taste a bit hanyir but overall it was okay la..LOL~

But actually, it cost me quite a big sum of money la to maintain you know…bayangkan la..for 16 bottles, it cost me about RM167.90…maybe bagi anda di luar sana amount nya rendah..tapi bagi saya…it is expensive okay!!!!tak mampu MAK!!!

Oleh yang demikian, I came up with a PLAN B, since it is sort of expensive I pun selang2 kan myself to take other beauty supplement yg lebih murah….

For that, I go and bought myself BRAND’s INNERSHINE PRUNE…see…nak cantik punya pasal…sanggup kan I bersusah payah….Owhh…Innershine Pati Prune is sgt sedap….very sweet n juicy…I tak tipu…and for 6 bottles it only cost RM22.90 if you buy at WATSON laaa….

Okay, I bet ppl mesti la nak tahu outcome from this 2 supplements kan??

Seriously, if to those yg ambil Colla Plus, you can see the result in only 6days…nanti you akan rasa kulit you lebih anjal and you will look more radiant..sumpah I xtipu…and if you are consistent, insyallah..it can reduce scars, wrinkles dkt tepi mata tuh…it really work my dearest ladies…..
To those yang amik Innershine Pati Prune, sorry to say…the result it self may take quite some time..You can’t simply see it for the first few month I guess, but if we take it consistently, it will definitely produce a good result at the end of the day.

Macam I, I took both of them regularly but I do like to gilir2 on taking it for example, like today I take colla plus then tomorrow I will take Prune’s Innershine….u know gilir2…for better result in near future..chewahhh..~

Therefore my dearest gadis-gadis cantik…sila lah take action from now…jgn ingt kita still young and we don’t need such supplement. Trust me darling..it is never to early to look young and pretty~

SELAMAT MENCUBA!!!!

Kenapa wahai ENCIK LELAKI

LELAKI suka play hard to get ke??

Kenapa lelaki always being nice for nothing??

Kenapa lelaki perlu pretend to be good??

Kenapa lelaki kadang-kadang macam Chipsmore? (Sekejap ada,sekejap tade)

Kenapa lelaki perlu memberi harapan??

Kenapa lelaki tidak mahu berterus terang??

Kenapa & kenapa & kenapa ??????


Serius I am clueless………..

Ada HERO dalam hati........

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are

There's an answer If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
And you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold

You can find love
If you search within yourse
lf And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Oh ho, Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yea

Hold on
There will be tomorrow In time, you find the way,

hey Then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

That a hero lies in you
Mmm, that a hero lies in you

(Hanya hiasan semata-mata)

Perasaan Saya Today

Today kan..pagi2 lagi..I have no mood at all...

Kenapa??SEbab pagi2 lagi dah pegi sakitkan hati sendiri...PADAN MUKA!!!

It's okay..rasa sakit hati itu adalah perasaan...tahan suda...

And Today....I really2 miss that seseorang di JB...rindunyaaaa......nyesal semalam merajuk..ari ni da sangap gilaaaaa.................

But it is true..I am mad at you.....sape suruh xnk pick up your phone semalam??Malas nak think positive....tapi saya rindu laaaa.....haiyooo~

Lately kan...I da malas nk socially active in any social network...baik FB or TWITTER...xtahu kenapa....maybe sebab saya semakin tua kot.....saya rasa malas nk bersocial....my social life starts with my precious handphone yg buruk tuh laa...so if anyone nk update me on their life, please kindly text me...hohoho~

Tapi saya xbole tinggal blog...sebab thru blog..here I just let it out...I don't care about anyone's feeling..as long as my feeling is sated...bukan apa...in FB/TWITTER...I just have to fake it...you know la...byk hati orang I nk jaga....I can't simply say things that I want since I might hurt hati dan perasaan org laen kan??Here in blog, mostly here are those who are close to me....you know me...so..no hard feeling here kan??tapi kan..if ade sesiapa yg terasa...maaf dipinta ya...bukan niat di hati nk menyakiti sape2...as a human being jgn disimpan semuanya dlm hati...nti kite yg akan sakit...so writing is one of the channel for us to meluahkan perasaan...hehe!!

Okay...tiba2 hati saya rasa sayu...maybe saya nak melayan lagu jiwang sebentar....wink**

I recommend you...

I am not a pro when it come to make up..but in time...I will be pro la..hehe...jgn terkejut okay....

I do a simple make over myself la...alaaa....simple time nak pi opis kan....tak kan nk gi opis muka toya kan??Nothing much...I just wear an eye liner, sedikit blusher, lipstick and lip gloss....I tak reti nak wear eye shadow to opis...bukan apa...my skin is a bit oily and currently I xbeli lagi eye base maybe later on if I da beli eye base then baru I wear eye shadow to opis kot..tapi bila fikir2 balik..I am so malas to wear eye shadow to opis sebab you know la...nanti nak solat kan..malas I nak bersih kan...wear eye liner suda.....hehe~

Actually, am not really into lipstick or lip gloss you know...bukan apa..sebab I sedar..am not that good pun nk calit2 kat bibir sendiri kan...tapi bila pi opis rasa cam toya la pulak kan...previously I was working in factory industries, so I never did wear anything to my face..yela kan...kilang ok...eventho I work in ofis..but xpernah pun rase nk pakai benda tu sume....but once I'm working here in KL...suasana is totally different...I have to be more sophisticated la kan??hee~

Here I am...dari xpernah pakai apa2 kt muka...tak pasal2 sekarang..I can't leave home without my lipstick and blusher...huhu~blusher is so wajib for me...sebab I don't have those natural blushing kan..so..kena la tepek sket blusher kt muka...

Time baru mula2 jinak dengan lipstick, I fisrt bought a REVLON lipstick...which is quite a satisfying......I love the color...love the texture...
Tapi lama2...teringin jugak nak wear M.A.C...then I did buy myself a first lipstick at M.A.C
OWH....I am LOVING IT!!I suka sangat2.....

But memandang kan..I have this bad habit, when I wear lipstick sometime I tend to eat them..bukan sengaja..tak sengaja..especially time makan kan..ussually after makan,my lipstick will ruin tau...tidak suka okay!!!
Oleh itu, untuk mengelak kan daripada lipstick daku rosak atau hilang dgn cepat, after putting on my lipstick...I will put on my lip gloss....and as a result, eventho if I go eat..my lipstick are still okay...YEAY!!!

M.A.C ada few lip gloss yang best..I have tried some of them..and my favorite would be the PLUSHGLASS

'Sheer lip colour with a pearlized high-shine gloss finish. Comfortable to wear: lush, multi-dimensional. Gives a cool-warm, vanilla buzz to the lips. Moisturizes, soothes and visibly plumps the lips to make them look luxuriously healthy and well-conditioned. Contains vitamin E for added environmental protection.

I suka sangat..sebab it feel minty and it taste minty as well..and seriously it makes my lip look a bit plumpy...luscious gitu...LOL~

To those yang interested to buy lip gloss, you should try this one!!!

Kisah si Boyfriend orang

Yesterday, 4th Feb 2011 is genap setahun I know you.....

Rasa macam sekejap jer....I still remember last year, I met you during OFFSHORE WORKS IMS event...there you are, sit at the front row..wearing a belang2 tie with a black shirt..you look so handsome..and yes..you are quite a good looking guy..no wonder la mak terpikat kan nyah...LOL~

At first, I am head over heels over you...yela kan...you are that good looking guy and I can say that you are so charming yourself...haruslah I suka....

We are okay at first..you are always there for me as I for you..yup..our office is close...it's an advantage for us la kan??

But....out of the blue, suddenly...someone told me...you are actually in a relationship with some one..and I was like....YE KE???here I am..thought that we had something special going on..but tiba2...baru I tahu...you ada girlfriend rupanya.....YES...I am shocked...I'm in denial at the first place...being me, I kept quiet until one day you confess it to me.....time tuh, I am past shocking...serius...I have no feeling at all....

First,

Hello...am not going to be a third wheel...

Second,

I am a woman myself...how could I hurt another woman??

Third,

Am not going to compete over man...so not me okay...


Unfortunately, being a guy...you know what is a woman weakness kan??there you are...as always....selalu ada untuk I...and as a perempuan..I pun cair laaaaa....hahahaha~BENCI!!!

Deep down..I selalu envy..selalu sakit hati..sebab I know....at the end of the day...you are going to be with her...tapi I stick jugak with you....yerp..me being stupid....LOL

But....now...I had enough...maybe sebab I have someone else yang I should value more than you kot..yup..sebab itu kot...I like him...and he is being good to me..I should be with him not you...

Therefore, please stop calling me...please stop looking for me...please stop...just stop.....you have a girlfriend...a nice one...she has sacrifice a lot for you...but why are you still looking for me??

What do you want from me huh??I am seriously tired of being with you...let us just stick as client & contractor okay??

Maybe betul, lelaki tak kan pernah puas kan??Well, I had enough being a third wheel....we are quite good kan...until now, we never did kantoi with your girlfriend...I wonder when you are going to kantoi.......LOL

is waiting outside the lines

You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Serial Killer..I'm Obsessed??

Lately I have this obsession on serial killer…LOL~Don’t get me wrong…by obsessed means…lately, I love to watch all the movies relates to serial killer cases…trust me…it is so damn interesting when you can observe how details do they did all the killing process. and it is true. When it comes to serial killer, their motivation came from what did happen in their childhood. (my own opinion)

Well due to my obsession towards serial killer, therefore I did some research on my own about their behavior, life pattern, causes and etc….

Serial killers behaviour can be classified as a organizational and social skill. They can be organized or disorganized (depending on the type of crime scene) and nonsocial or asocial (depending on whether they are excluded by society or exclude themselves).

The majority of identified serial killers are organized and nonsocial. Most of them also follow some other basic patterns. Serial killers are generally intelligent, and they usually kill women. There's no way to "tell" a serial killer simply by his appearance -- most of them look like everyone else. We take for example a guy like Ted Bundy. Don’t you think that he looks normal?? A guy like him, with a typical good looks and a kind a guy who always interest other women, who in the world could think that he is a serial killer??
Ted Bundy, who was convicted of 30 murders, was often described as attractive, charismatic and articulate. John Wayne Gacy was a popular figure in his community and often performed as a clown at block parties. He met with first lady Rosalynn Carter when he was precinct captain of his local Democratic Party. He was also convicted of the murders of 33 boys and men. (Don’t judge books by it’s cover)

Often, serial killers exhibit three behaviors in childhood known as the MacDonald triad: bed-wetting, arson and cruelty to animals. They are also likely to have come from broken homes and been abused or neglected. Although some are shy and introverted, others are gregarious and outgoing but actually feel very isolated.
Many theorists point to the troubled childhoods of serial killers as a possible reason for their actions. (See..my theory was right after all)

The most exciting serial killer of them all would be the one and only “JACK THE RIPPER”. It started on 1888, and until now no one could actually identify who is actually the Jack the ripper. He is also known as the “Whitechapel murderer” since most of his killing act in the Whitechapel area which is one of the districts in London.

Throughout the cases, the Scotland Yard has come up with quite a few suspects but no one can actually conclude who is actually the real murderer because no one is caught.

And owh…not to forget “the zodiac killer”, he is one of a hell killer. Why??
Well, base on his pattern of killing, it seems that he kills couples/lovers to be exact.
His first killing started on December 20th, 1968 where he kills two teenagers in Lake Herman Road, just outside Benicia city.

Base on my research, they said that he did a total of 37 murders base on the letter that he did send to the local newspaper “The chronicles”
But no one actually no the exact figure right?

Actually, there are lots of serial cases that I wish to share here but I guess people would assume that I am a freak..hehe..Well, I don’t blame people since as a human being we all have things to be obsessed right?? And it happened that I am obsessed with serial killer cases. One should admire their piece of work right??HAHAHA…

It is a remarkable what a brain can do right?? Imagine that Albert Einstein manage to explore 1% of his brain and he came up with E=mc2 so what’s up with all the serial killer?? Are they actually insane or do they actually think too much trying to be smart like Einstein??

LATER I will definitely share other serial killer cases. It is interesting once you get your hands on it…Trust me…facts are more fun than fictions even though I do crave for fictions sometime..LOL~

En Cokelat is getting engage??

Dear Cokelat,

You tahu kan..I do stalked your FB??

I heard that you are getting engage…betul ke?

I know..it is none of my business if you are getting engage ke??married ke??or apa2 pun…

But…sorry to say, I can’t help myself of feeling jealous towards you..I know..it sounds ridiculous…
Why am I supposed to be jealous??

Maybe because I still have feeling for you..

Maybe because I am still not over you...

Maybe because deep down..I still hang on to you…for what??Seriously…I have no idea…

I don’t know why I feel hurt knowing that you are happy now…I should not have such feeling for you kan??

I should move on…I did..but I guess…I lied………

I do care for sum1 else now…but deep inside me…I still care about you..still want to know things about you..

I can go crazy you know..if I keep thinking about you…sakit hotak gua…

Sumpah right now, I don’t have the heart to even text that sum1…why??sebab I am thinking of you right now….

I need to forget you……..you are happy now with someone else……I need to be happy with sum1 else too….

Dear heart,

Sila pulang boleh??I am tired of feeling this way……………..

My Brother's Pasar Segar

Finally.....my 22 years old brother own a 'Pasar Segar'....Congrats Brother...you did good...

Yup..you work hard for it Bro..and you are getting thinner because of it too!!It's okay...next weekend I'm going to treat you "Wong Solo" (err...I will ask baba to belanja la...)

Here it is....his own 'Pasar segar'

When it comes to business ppl might think that things are easy when you have the money, but trust me.....it is not that easy...it is tough...it consume time..and it such a tiresome..but what to do??

We need to put foods on the table...chewahh...It's okay...my family love to make new business..it's in our blood...LOL

It is true....we loves money...hohoho~

Owh...wait till you see our next business....wink*

is Going to be a make up artist...

Early this month, I took a bridal make up class...so happen that I am going to be a bridal make up artist...Can you believe that??

Seriously, this is not my dream..this is not my passion...but...sometimes as a human being, you have to be realistic...stop living in a dream...

People can dreams...I HAVE DREAMS....and once I have kids..I definitely want them to have dreams..but please be realistic people!!!!not all people are going to achieve what they dream of..right??

So..here I am, came up with a new plan..or perhaps a new direction...

Well, am not going to spend the rest of my life working for other people...making money for them...I have to start making fortune for my own pocket right??

That is what I am doing right now....kinda excited about it..this is the 1st time I am so committed on doing something...yup...am not that committed when it come to a relationship..hehe!!but no worries...I am serious about 'I know who" now...LOL~

Yerp...I am totally focus right now...

Currently in the midst of buying all the make up item..and yes...Dear Friends,please don't ask me out or even ask me to shop..coz I don't have any money left to shop...uwaaaa.....
"Duet mak cukup2 makan je"

I did buy few items already but all and all, there are still few pending items that I need...

Owhh..btw, I did practice my make up move on my baby girl..and guess what..she HATES it...LOL~


Before make over

After make over


Baby hates her make over....(sorry baby...item xcukup)

Me??Saya??

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Blogging sewaktu Bekerja!! (Doink suruh buat)

Starting Time : 1600 hrs (18th January 2011)
Name : Nurul Fatihah Bt Abd Manaf
Brother(s) : Ahmad Saif & Ahmad Mustaqim (single n available)
Eye Colour : hitam kecoklatan
Shoe Size : size 4/size 5
Hair : short/boy cut brownish hair (brown to orange sket color)
Piercing : ears
What are you wearing right now : red shirt with grey pants
Where do you live : Ampang hometown~
Favorite no : 30 . 11.1985 (my birthday)
Favourite drink : epal susu
Favourite breakfast : anything yg berunsurkan karbohidrat

Have You Ever :
Broken a bone : Never
Been in police car : tidak pernah…good girl
Fallen for a friend : Of course..fall suda…
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time : yerp…that guy already got married suda…
Swam in the ocean : aku pernah
Fallen asleep in school : yup..tersengguk2 lagi
Broken someone's heart : I broke sum1’ s heart..and he broke my heart..
Cried when someone died : Yes
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Once upon a time ago.
Save e-mails : Yes..sweet2 email jer
Been cheated on : Once upon a time ago

What :
Your room like : like a normal room with lots of books and bags (and hair…rambut keguguran)
What is right beside you : books
What is the last thing you ate : Karai chicken ramen

Who:
Who did you last yell at : my baby sister
Who was the last person you dance with : my baby sister
Who last made you smile : yoda

Final Question:
What are you listening to right now : suara manusia di HR berborak…
What did you do today : woke up and work
Are you the oldest : Yes and paling kecil
Indoors or outdoors : Indoors

Today You Did:
Talk to someone you like : texting to sum1 I like to be precise
Kiss anyone : my mum
Sing : waiting outside the lines (greyson chance)
Talk to an ex : No
Miss Someone : YES
Eat : kuey tiaw n munchy2

Last Person Whooo:
You talked to on the phone : My dad
Made you cry : seorang manusia bernama lelaki
You went to the mall with : Haizum & yoda
Who cheer you up : Yoda

Have You:
Been to Mexico : No
Been to USA : No

Random:
Have a crush on someone : Yerp
What book are you reading right now : The Terminal Spy (superb)
Best feeling in the world : To be loved and in love
Future Kids name : In the making
Do you sleep with your stuffed animals : I sleep with books
What is under your bed : Nothing
Favourite sport(s) : BOLA DAN BOLA DAN BOLA (but I kaki bangku)
Favourite place : rumahku syurgaku
Who do you really hate : 2 orang itu
Do you have a job : Yes
What time is it now : 1635 hrs

so what did i got from doing this?
-> missing sum1??

saper yg akan di tag?
Anyone…you are most welcome to do it..if u got time..like me..

RINDU

It has been 2 days....and I miss you.....


Am not suppose to miss you..but I did.......


Okay....sedang menahan hati....


Dear hati,

Be strong please....I know you can do it!!!


Okay...mari pulang...........

HELLO 2011

2010…

Is definitely not a good year for me…I cried a lot in 2010…so..It’s definitely not a good sign…

I lost sum1 so dearly to me in 2010..my heart got broken in 2010…

I had a huge rebound relationship with sum1’s bf…yup..it’s me..Fatihah..with sum1 else bf…mak pun tak caya nyah….LOL~

I lost my grandmother & a cousin in 2010….

What else did I lost??

Owhh…ya…I lost my heart….I have no idea where it go…. Perhaps one day, it will come back to where it belong kan…for now…dear heart, please take a good care of yourself…

Dear 2011,

I hope you will bring me lots of happiness…

I hope to be united…with “I know who”…

I hope to be a better person..better than last year…(I know I’m bad last year..super bad)

I wish ALLAH SWT mempermudahkan perjalanan hidup daku..no more hanky panky please…..

I wish to be over “En Cokelat”….

I wish..I hope….to have a bless year indeed….

No more having this “tight feeling” in my chest…sakit ok…pening kepala I ok….

And..ya…tighten up your ego Fatihah…you need it…LOL~