Casey Abrams has put a spell on me.........

Am so sorry...

is currently obsessed with this dude....


I LOVE...I LOVE....I LOVE.....












Okay..enough for tonite....muah2 to CASEY ABRAMS~

Why I like older guys??

I am going to be 26 years old this year....

Wow.....I am getting older....3years ago I thought at this age I am happily married and is expecting my first child kot.....huahuahua~

Unfortunately....things are not always happened according to what we plan/want...kan..kan...???

3years ago...I don't like lelaki tua...by tua means someone 5 years n above older than me....

Yucks....geli hokay.....perlu ke in love with lelaki tua??Sangat lah tidak suka............

But when I'm start working...suddenly...I have a new perspectives when it comes to guys....

You know what....older guys are much more better than the young ones....oopppsie.....no offends lelaki-lelaki muda....LOL~

How come they are much more better??

Lelaki tua are so damn straightforward...

Lelaki tua are not pretentious or tend to make you feel good...

Lelaki tua are much more mature....

Lelaki tua know how to handle women....

Lelaki tua shows love by his actions not words....

I need lelaki tua I think....

What do you think???


Tapi kan..tapi kan...there are no lelaki tua yg single in Malaysia hokay......sangatlah menipu...
Lelaki tua yg single itu ramai kot..maybe mencecah ribuan??atau puluhan ribuan...

But I don't want lah..lelaki tua yg mcm atuk2 tuh....by tua means someone dalam range umur 30-40 an ke kan...I still can accept laaa....

Umm..do I sound a bit memilih??

Memilih itu adalah diharuskan...betul tak??(my left brain said "YES" but my right brain said "NO") Camne??


I use to ask my mum, "Mama...perlu ke kita accept sum1 yg syg kita eventho kita have zero feeling for him?"

And my mama said, " When it comes to hati, kita xbole force our self to like sum1, marriage is about spending your whole life with sum1...jadi choose sum1 yg kita betul2 yakin yg kita bole spend the whole life with...ramai cakap let a man love you more...it is true...but you must love him too..one sided love will never work in marriage.."

Umm...it means...if sum1 really2 love you...please make sure that at least on your part..you do love him too..eventho love itu sedikit...am I right?? (Owhhh....LOVE itu betul2 membuat kn daku semakin takut...)

By the way..thank you mama...I turn to you~ALWAYS......

Okay..berbalik kepada lelaki tua....

Maybe I should not put such a high hopes on being with an older guy.....huahuahua~

Benda yg kita selalu nak..itu lah yg kita tidak akan dapat..am I right??


We never know what future have for us right??

For now...I will wait and see....


- gadis kecil yg semakin tua -



Wisdom thoughts before I go to sleep: I should stop pitying on myself...there are lots of ppl whom are less fortunate than I am...please2...be a grateful person Fatihah....one step at a time...aminnn~

Hati tidak okay!!!

Deep down I am not okay…

Seperti ada sesuatu yang tersekat di dalam hati…

Susah hati…

Hati tidak tenang….

Deep down..I feel sad….

Kenapa??Sebab apa??

I can’t really figure it out…..

Tapi saya tahu saya sedih…..

ALWAYS SAYING THAT “I HAD ENOUGH!!”

But hanya tuhan yg tahu…hati ini tak pernah rasa puas…
Sentiasa mahu lebih dan lebih….

I need a rehab…not from drugs/alcohol/whatsoever

I need a rehab from manusia…from dunia….

Soon………….

Nak mengadu boleh??

Bukan hendak mengata..bukan hendak mengutuk…tapi ini adalah kenyataan………….

Boss saya selalu MC…in a week..mesti ada MC sedangkan..saya tak pernah MC…

Bukan nak memuji diri sendiri, but I do think that as a boss you should show some example to us your staff kot…

You are a good boss in term of work..tetapi boss selalu sgt tidak ada…or lebih tepat lagi..boss selalu sgt MC…sampai sometimes we are serba slh when ppl ask us about your whereabouts.

Maybe it is good for us because it make us independent but at the same time, we are not the boss so we can’t actually make a decision..betul tak??

Tapi kan..bila part pergi outstation, laju jer boss kan…if seminggu pergi outstation, tak pulak boss sakit2…oooppssss~

Okay…saya Cuma hendak meluahkan perasaan shj..whatever pun, you are still the boss…

Saya yang menurut arahan sahaja……….

Okay…sila kembali membuat kerja ya Fatihah~

I am a big fan of Casey Abrams!!!!

Have you watched the latest season of American Idol???

Who is your favorite??

Well, I got mine!!!

I am a big fan of Casey Abrams!!!

I know...he looks nerd, Gorky kind a way...but he is cute!!!(fyi, JLO said he is sexy!!)


Kindly listen to his voice will ya....you will definitely be blown away....

superb voice..mad talent at music wise.....

I present you the one and only........




More............



More..more....



Okay enough....please do see him next week in STAR WORLD (to those yg ada Astro okay)

p/s: how I wish I could vote for him........T_T

MakeUp by TOPSHOP

When it come to TOPSHOP, first thing yg terlintas kt dalam kepala saya would be their fabulous clothes…..
Seriously I adore TOPSHOP…especially their Skinny…suka gila!!!
Skinny from TOPSHOP sgt best ya kwn2….and I love their extravagant blouse and yes not to forget their range of bags…SUKANYA!!!!

Yerp…when it comes to TOPSHOP I can go really crazy about them…tapi tidak sekarang..sebab saya perlu berjimat cermat sekarang….T_T

Actually, I just want to share with you girls out there about this new range of makeup line from TOPSHOP!!
Basically you can only found it at TOPSHOP KLCC shj since they baru2 nak test market kt MALAYSIA kn….
I have already saw them and honey, trust me you are going to love it!!

Packaging dia agak simple and seriously it is so marketable for tenagers nowadays. Bukan apa, for us yg sudah agak tua or lebih tepat lg sudah melangkaui alam remaja maybe kita kurang sesuai kot….hehe~
It is due to their range yg more to casual kind of makeup yg most of the product itself byk yg ade shimmer/glitters sket…for those yg very fancy2 maybe suka kot..for me, I prefer something yg more classic…LOL~

Tapi kan..saya kn..jatuh cinta with their eye liner!!!Suka sangat….for your info, they only produce a black eye liner and seriously it is so easy to apply.
Other stuff like blusher, gloss and etc…kinda okay but as I said earlier, for teenagers maybe it suits them kot but for me yg sudah agak tua (tapi comel) agak tidak sesuai kot…or perhaps when it comes to make up, I am not as bold as other women out there…I ni simple orang nya…I don’t really like to overdo when it come to make up..hee~Lebih tepat lagi is saya tidak berani mencuba seperti Dart (pinjam nama u sekejap eh darling..hee~)

Owh…they also produce a line of nail polish yg sgt comel, so to those yg suka color your nail u shud try…

Overall, I can say that their line of makeup is very fresh, fancy, playful and cute…and yes..the price itself sgt berpatutan…seriously ia tidak expensive okay.

(sukanya..........)

Oleh itu, come and visit TOPSHOP KLCC for your further action okay!!And if sape2 yg dtg KLCC tuh..let me know….maybe korg boleh belanja me mkn2 ker since my office is just opposite KLCC..hee~

p/s: Nak muntah dah ni….tiap2 ari ngadap KLCC…..haiyooo~

MARCH

It is March already.............

I have another 9months to go......

What am I suppose to do in March??

1. Need to sambung belajar make up..brush up my skills wif manusia yang suda hebat dalam art of make up....


2. Kena byk muhasabah diri...lately semakin improve...alhamdulillah......wee~puji diri sendiri...LOL~


3. Perlu start my part time tution class.....I need the extra money!!for what??JENG..JENG...


4. Perlu start belajar masak dengan consistent with nenek...semalam saya masak sayur bendi goreng okay...huahuahua..~


5. Perlu menghabiskan buku yg baru dibeli last weekend....I LOVE MY BOOKS MORE THAN MY LOVE TOWARDS LELAKI...chewahhh~sgt lah menipu......LOL~


6. Need to start focusing on my mum's boutique....sbb xlama lagi saya nak berhenti kerja and focus on business.....

Okay..cukuplah 6perkara...byk2 karang tak tercapai akalku pun....

YOU need to change okay FATIHAH.....ada orang tanya, kenapa perlu berubah??

My answer is, saya perlu berubah untuk diri saya...I have too!!

Yes....saya sudah tidak memikirkan tentang ITU...cukup suda...if IA datang, then I will accept it with my open heart...if not, I rather be me....

Maybe xlama lagi ppl are going to see a new me....Jangan terkejut hokay~

(saya suka rambut dia......tiba-tiba..auwwww..I cut my hair short because of her..hehehe~)

Orang itu....

Orang itu is going to Makkah...untuk melaksanakan umrah....

I am proud of you...

I really do....

Before you go, izinkan daku berkata2 ya....if you xdpt terima, it's okay..it's your life..your choice...
but I will say it....no matter what....

I like it and I don't care if you don't like it....

Will be missing orang itu....

Go ahead and find your missing pieces okay....

Will pray for you always~

LOVE,

Tihah

PERGILAH AIR MATA............

Who do you think you are??
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
Tearing love apart.........

Okay..air mata officially mencurah2...murah sungguh air mata ni kan.....
okay..jum nanges puas2!!

To be pretty inside OUT

Ehem2…Lately I am obsessed with beauty!!Bukan sekadar obsess yg suka2..but to tell you the truth..I am critically obsessed….Tak kisah la org nak cakap apa..yg penting mak happy kan nyah~LOL

To all the beautiful ladies di luar sana….eventho yes..we are still young but it is never to early when it comes to kecantikan..we need to take immediate action when it come to kecantikan..HUKUM nya WAJIB ya gadis2…

Beautiful itu subjective. We can’t simply measure kecantikan base on apa yg kita lihat with our eyes..because sometimes kecantikan itu lies within us…betul x??Ada sebab kenapa seorang lelaki boleh suka kita eventho kita rasa kita tidak cantik..Am I right ladies??

If we are going to talk about the beauty that lies beneath us..well, honey…sampai esok malam pun tak kan abis I nak elaborate…Just be true to yourself..and just be YOU…ppl love you because you are YOU.

Actually starting mid January, tiba2…I came across this one article on COLLAGEN. Previously, if anyone brought up the collagen subject/issues I was like…WHATEVER…I am still young kot…Do I need collagen?? Semua orang cakap..you are in mid twenties..why must you worry about your skin yg kedut2 or bertoksin ke..perlu ke risau??I always think that I am to early to worry about those sort of things…Until one day…I read this article bercerita tentang collagen and it make me think…I DO REALLY NEED COLLAGEN…for what??TO MAKE SURE WHEN I TURN 40 EVERYBODY WILL GOING TO ENVY ME FOR HAVING THE BEST SKIN EVER…...LOL~

So..here I am now, starting to take this below COLLAGEN supplement which work so miraculously….Serious..I am loving it!!!
SUMPAH…I x tipu….To those yg nak try to take collagen, you girls should try this one..COLLA PLUS, it provide us 5000mg of collagen which is very good compared to other brand yg only provide 2500mg sahaja…
It taste okay..I am not going to lie by saying that it taste good sbb it taste a bit hanyir but overall it was okay la..LOL~

But actually, it cost me quite a big sum of money la to maintain you know…bayangkan la..for 16 bottles, it cost me about RM167.90…maybe bagi anda di luar sana amount nya rendah..tapi bagi saya…it is expensive okay!!!!tak mampu MAK!!!

Oleh yang demikian, I came up with a PLAN B, since it is sort of expensive I pun selang2 kan myself to take other beauty supplement yg lebih murah….

For that, I go and bought myself BRAND’s INNERSHINE PRUNE…see…nak cantik punya pasal…sanggup kan I bersusah payah….Owhh…Innershine Pati Prune is sgt sedap….very sweet n juicy…I tak tipu…and for 6 bottles it only cost RM22.90 if you buy at WATSON laaa….

Okay, I bet ppl mesti la nak tahu outcome from this 2 supplements kan??

Seriously, if to those yg ambil Colla Plus, you can see the result in only 6days…nanti you akan rasa kulit you lebih anjal and you will look more radiant..sumpah I xtipu…and if you are consistent, insyallah..it can reduce scars, wrinkles dkt tepi mata tuh…it really work my dearest ladies…..
To those yang amik Innershine Pati Prune, sorry to say…the result it self may take quite some time..You can’t simply see it for the first few month I guess, but if we take it consistently, it will definitely produce a good result at the end of the day.

Macam I, I took both of them regularly but I do like to gilir2 on taking it for example, like today I take colla plus then tomorrow I will take Prune’s Innershine….u know gilir2…for better result in near future..chewahhh..~

Therefore my dearest gadis-gadis cantik…sila lah take action from now…jgn ingt kita still young and we don’t need such supplement. Trust me darling..it is never to early to look young and pretty~

SELAMAT MENCUBA!!!!

Kenapa wahai ENCIK LELAKI

LELAKI suka play hard to get ke??

Kenapa lelaki always being nice for nothing??

Kenapa lelaki perlu pretend to be good??

Kenapa lelaki kadang-kadang macam Chipsmore? (Sekejap ada,sekejap tade)

Kenapa lelaki perlu memberi harapan??

Kenapa lelaki tidak mahu berterus terang??

Kenapa & kenapa & kenapa ??????


Serius I am clueless………..

Ada HERO dalam hati........

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are

There's an answer If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
And you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold

You can find love
If you search within yourse
lf And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Oh ho, Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yea

Hold on
There will be tomorrow In time, you find the way,

hey Then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

That a hero lies in you
Mmm, that a hero lies in you

(Hanya hiasan semata-mata)

Perasaan Saya Today

Today kan..pagi2 lagi..I have no mood at all...

Kenapa??SEbab pagi2 lagi dah pegi sakitkan hati sendiri...PADAN MUKA!!!

It's okay..rasa sakit hati itu adalah perasaan...tahan suda...

And Today....I really2 miss that seseorang di JB...rindunyaaaa......nyesal semalam merajuk..ari ni da sangap gilaaaaa.................

But it is true..I am mad at you.....sape suruh xnk pick up your phone semalam??Malas nak think positive....tapi saya rindu laaaa.....haiyooo~

Lately kan...I da malas nk socially active in any social network...baik FB or TWITTER...xtahu kenapa....maybe sebab saya semakin tua kot.....saya rasa malas nk bersocial....my social life starts with my precious handphone yg buruk tuh laa...so if anyone nk update me on their life, please kindly text me...hohoho~

Tapi saya xbole tinggal blog...sebab thru blog..here I just let it out...I don't care about anyone's feeling..as long as my feeling is sated...bukan apa...in FB/TWITTER...I just have to fake it...you know la...byk hati orang I nk jaga....I can't simply say things that I want since I might hurt hati dan perasaan org laen kan??Here in blog, mostly here are those who are close to me....you know me...so..no hard feeling here kan??tapi kan..if ade sesiapa yg terasa...maaf dipinta ya...bukan niat di hati nk menyakiti sape2...as a human being jgn disimpan semuanya dlm hati...nti kite yg akan sakit...so writing is one of the channel for us to meluahkan perasaan...hehe!!

Okay...tiba2 hati saya rasa sayu...maybe saya nak melayan lagu jiwang sebentar....wink**

I recommend you...

I am not a pro when it come to make up..but in time...I will be pro la..hehe...jgn terkejut okay....

I do a simple make over myself la...alaaa....simple time nak pi opis kan....tak kan nk gi opis muka toya kan??Nothing much...I just wear an eye liner, sedikit blusher, lipstick and lip gloss....I tak reti nak wear eye shadow to opis...bukan apa...my skin is a bit oily and currently I xbeli lagi eye base maybe later on if I da beli eye base then baru I wear eye shadow to opis kot..tapi bila fikir2 balik..I am so malas to wear eye shadow to opis sebab you know la...nanti nak solat kan..malas I nak bersih kan...wear eye liner suda.....hehe~

Actually, am not really into lipstick or lip gloss you know...bukan apa..sebab I sedar..am not that good pun nk calit2 kat bibir sendiri kan...tapi bila pi opis rasa cam toya la pulak kan...previously I was working in factory industries, so I never did wear anything to my face..yela kan...kilang ok...eventho I work in ofis..but xpernah pun rase nk pakai benda tu sume....but once I'm working here in KL...suasana is totally different...I have to be more sophisticated la kan??hee~

Here I am...dari xpernah pakai apa2 kt muka...tak pasal2 sekarang..I can't leave home without my lipstick and blusher...huhu~blusher is so wajib for me...sebab I don't have those natural blushing kan..so..kena la tepek sket blusher kt muka...

Time baru mula2 jinak dengan lipstick, I fisrt bought a REVLON lipstick...which is quite a satisfying......I love the color...love the texture...
Tapi lama2...teringin jugak nak wear M.A.C...then I did buy myself a first lipstick at M.A.C
OWH....I am LOVING IT!!I suka sangat2.....

But memandang kan..I have this bad habit, when I wear lipstick sometime I tend to eat them..bukan sengaja..tak sengaja..especially time makan kan..ussually after makan,my lipstick will ruin tau...tidak suka okay!!!
Oleh itu, untuk mengelak kan daripada lipstick daku rosak atau hilang dgn cepat, after putting on my lipstick...I will put on my lip gloss....and as a result, eventho if I go eat..my lipstick are still okay...YEAY!!!

M.A.C ada few lip gloss yang best..I have tried some of them..and my favorite would be the PLUSHGLASS

'Sheer lip colour with a pearlized high-shine gloss finish. Comfortable to wear: lush, multi-dimensional. Gives a cool-warm, vanilla buzz to the lips. Moisturizes, soothes and visibly plumps the lips to make them look luxuriously healthy and well-conditioned. Contains vitamin E for added environmental protection.

I suka sangat..sebab it feel minty and it taste minty as well..and seriously it makes my lip look a bit plumpy...luscious gitu...LOL~

To those yang interested to buy lip gloss, you should try this one!!!

Kisah si Boyfriend orang

Yesterday, 4th Feb 2011 is genap setahun I know you.....

Rasa macam sekejap jer....I still remember last year, I met you during OFFSHORE WORKS IMS event...there you are, sit at the front row..wearing a belang2 tie with a black shirt..you look so handsome..and yes..you are quite a good looking guy..no wonder la mak terpikat kan nyah...LOL~

At first, I am head over heels over you...yela kan...you are that good looking guy and I can say that you are so charming yourself...haruslah I suka....

We are okay at first..you are always there for me as I for you..yup..our office is close...it's an advantage for us la kan??

But....out of the blue, suddenly...someone told me...you are actually in a relationship with some one..and I was like....YE KE???here I am..thought that we had something special going on..but tiba2...baru I tahu...you ada girlfriend rupanya.....YES...I am shocked...I'm in denial at the first place...being me, I kept quiet until one day you confess it to me.....time tuh, I am past shocking...serius...I have no feeling at all....

First,

Hello...am not going to be a third wheel...

Second,

I am a woman myself...how could I hurt another woman??

Third,

Am not going to compete over man...so not me okay...


Unfortunately, being a guy...you know what is a woman weakness kan??there you are...as always....selalu ada untuk I...and as a perempuan..I pun cair laaaaa....hahahaha~BENCI!!!

Deep down..I selalu envy..selalu sakit hati..sebab I know....at the end of the day...you are going to be with her...tapi I stick jugak with you....yerp..me being stupid....LOL

But....now...I had enough...maybe sebab I have someone else yang I should value more than you kot..yup..sebab itu kot...I like him...and he is being good to me..I should be with him not you...

Therefore, please stop calling me...please stop looking for me...please stop...just stop.....you have a girlfriend...a nice one...she has sacrifice a lot for you...but why are you still looking for me??

What do you want from me huh??I am seriously tired of being with you...let us just stick as client & contractor okay??

Maybe betul, lelaki tak kan pernah puas kan??Well, I had enough being a third wheel....we are quite good kan...until now, we never did kantoi with your girlfriend...I wonder when you are going to kantoi.......LOL

is waiting outside the lines

You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Serial Killer..I'm Obsessed??

Lately I have this obsession on serial killer…LOL~Don’t get me wrong…by obsessed means…lately, I love to watch all the movies relates to serial killer cases…trust me…it is so damn interesting when you can observe how details do they did all the killing process. and it is true. When it comes to serial killer, their motivation came from what did happen in their childhood. (my own opinion)

Well due to my obsession towards serial killer, therefore I did some research on my own about their behavior, life pattern, causes and etc….

Serial killers behaviour can be classified as a organizational and social skill. They can be organized or disorganized (depending on the type of crime scene) and nonsocial or asocial (depending on whether they are excluded by society or exclude themselves).

The majority of identified serial killers are organized and nonsocial. Most of them also follow some other basic patterns. Serial killers are generally intelligent, and they usually kill women. There's no way to "tell" a serial killer simply by his appearance -- most of them look like everyone else. We take for example a guy like Ted Bundy. Don’t you think that he looks normal?? A guy like him, with a typical good looks and a kind a guy who always interest other women, who in the world could think that he is a serial killer??
Ted Bundy, who was convicted of 30 murders, was often described as attractive, charismatic and articulate. John Wayne Gacy was a popular figure in his community and often performed as a clown at block parties. He met with first lady Rosalynn Carter when he was precinct captain of his local Democratic Party. He was also convicted of the murders of 33 boys and men. (Don’t judge books by it’s cover)

Often, serial killers exhibit three behaviors in childhood known as the MacDonald triad: bed-wetting, arson and cruelty to animals. They are also likely to have come from broken homes and been abused or neglected. Although some are shy and introverted, others are gregarious and outgoing but actually feel very isolated.
Many theorists point to the troubled childhoods of serial killers as a possible reason for their actions. (See..my theory was right after all)

The most exciting serial killer of them all would be the one and only “JACK THE RIPPER”. It started on 1888, and until now no one could actually identify who is actually the Jack the ripper. He is also known as the “Whitechapel murderer” since most of his killing act in the Whitechapel area which is one of the districts in London.

Throughout the cases, the Scotland Yard has come up with quite a few suspects but no one can actually conclude who is actually the real murderer because no one is caught.

And owh…not to forget “the zodiac killer”, he is one of a hell killer. Why??
Well, base on his pattern of killing, it seems that he kills couples/lovers to be exact.
His first killing started on December 20th, 1968 where he kills two teenagers in Lake Herman Road, just outside Benicia city.

Base on my research, they said that he did a total of 37 murders base on the letter that he did send to the local newspaper “The chronicles”
But no one actually no the exact figure right?

Actually, there are lots of serial cases that I wish to share here but I guess people would assume that I am a freak..hehe..Well, I don’t blame people since as a human being we all have things to be obsessed right?? And it happened that I am obsessed with serial killer cases. One should admire their piece of work right??HAHAHA…

It is a remarkable what a brain can do right?? Imagine that Albert Einstein manage to explore 1% of his brain and he came up with E=mc2 so what’s up with all the serial killer?? Are they actually insane or do they actually think too much trying to be smart like Einstein??

LATER I will definitely share other serial killer cases. It is interesting once you get your hands on it…Trust me…facts are more fun than fictions even though I do crave for fictions sometime..LOL~

En Cokelat is getting engage??

Dear Cokelat,

You tahu kan..I do stalked your FB??

I heard that you are getting engage…betul ke?

I know..it is none of my business if you are getting engage ke??married ke??or apa2 pun…

But…sorry to say, I can’t help myself of feeling jealous towards you..I know..it sounds ridiculous…
Why am I supposed to be jealous??

Maybe because I still have feeling for you..

Maybe because I am still not over you...

Maybe because deep down..I still hang on to you…for what??Seriously…I have no idea…

I don’t know why I feel hurt knowing that you are happy now…I should not have such feeling for you kan??

I should move on…I did..but I guess…I lied………

I do care for sum1 else now…but deep inside me…I still care about you..still want to know things about you..

I can go crazy you know..if I keep thinking about you…sakit hotak gua…

Sumpah right now, I don’t have the heart to even text that sum1…why??sebab I am thinking of you right now….

I need to forget you……..you are happy now with someone else……I need to be happy with sum1 else too….

Dear heart,

Sila pulang boleh??I am tired of feeling this way……………..

My Brother's Pasar Segar

Finally.....my 22 years old brother own a 'Pasar Segar'....Congrats Brother...you did good...

Yup..you work hard for it Bro..and you are getting thinner because of it too!!It's okay...next weekend I'm going to treat you "Wong Solo" (err...I will ask baba to belanja la...)

Here it is....his own 'Pasar segar'

When it comes to business ppl might think that things are easy when you have the money, but trust me.....it is not that easy...it is tough...it consume time..and it such a tiresome..but what to do??

We need to put foods on the table...chewahh...It's okay...my family love to make new business..it's in our blood...LOL

It is true....we loves money...hohoho~

Owh...wait till you see our next business....wink*

is Going to be a make up artist...

Early this month, I took a bridal make up class...so happen that I am going to be a bridal make up artist...Can you believe that??

Seriously, this is not my dream..this is not my passion...but...sometimes as a human being, you have to be realistic...stop living in a dream...

People can dreams...I HAVE DREAMS....and once I have kids..I definitely want them to have dreams..but please be realistic people!!!!not all people are going to achieve what they dream of..right??

So..here I am, came up with a new plan..or perhaps a new direction...

Well, am not going to spend the rest of my life working for other people...making money for them...I have to start making fortune for my own pocket right??

That is what I am doing right now....kinda excited about it..this is the 1st time I am so committed on doing something...yup...am not that committed when it come to a relationship..hehe!!but no worries...I am serious about 'I know who" now...LOL~

Yerp...I am totally focus right now...

Currently in the midst of buying all the make up item..and yes...Dear Friends,please don't ask me out or even ask me to shop..coz I don't have any money left to shop...uwaaaa.....
"Duet mak cukup2 makan je"

I did buy few items already but all and all, there are still few pending items that I need...

Owhh..btw, I did practice my make up move on my baby girl..and guess what..she HATES it...LOL~


Before make over

After make over


Baby hates her make over....(sorry baby...item xcukup)