Technology Ohh techno

Lately semakin malas to blog…so much to say yet too little time to spend in front of PC. Weekend, I don’t even touch PC. Life sentiasa dengan phone sahaja. Ya, nowadays, people are conveniently using their Smartphone wherever they go. And yes, including me.


Like a friend said, sekarang the moment we sat in a restaurant, masing2 akan fetch out their phone and the art of conversation are no longer applied. It is true though..sebab itu my parent sgt forbid us to actually use our phones during family gathering. Sometimes, it is pretty annoying kot when people are trying to have a conversation but you were actually occupied with ur phone. Bukan sahaja annoying but it is rude as well. However, life without phones is unacceptable nowadays. Bukan apa, it is a mean of communication yg mmg wajib ada to all types of ages. Those days, yes it seems illogical for a primary school student to own a phone but now, it is a norm. Even a baby nowadays pun own an Ipad okay!!

Me and phone??I use to say that I can live without phone. That is before I get myself a Smartphone of course. But frankly today, I am sad to say….I am stuck with my phone. Blame it on having twitter…Ya, saya seorang twitterholic. I think twitter is an application yg quite reasonable to have in your Smartphone. I mean, people can easily label you a crazy person if you constantly update your status in FB but in twitter you can simply say anything you want in every single second and they won’t call you crazy because that is what people do in twitter. Kindly rambling your ass off and no one care.

Unfortunately, everything in this world mesti ada pro’s & con’s. Unfortunately, smartphones is a good device but still they do have numbers of weakness. Smartphones is good to us those working people where we can easily access our emails and we can simply know updates about our old friends but for teenagers, ia merupakan satu kelalaian because they can’t control themselves and they tend to misuse the technology itself. Technology ini ada baiknya but most of the time ia lebih banyak mendatangkan keburukan. Sebab technology, macam-macam perkara pelik berlaku.

Makin maju makin banyak problems though technology suppose to help us but sometimes it tend to condemn our life. To me, this is where parent should play their role wisely in order to ensure that their children are not being condemned by the technologies itself. Parent is advisable not to simply trust their children because kids nowdays memang sgt cunning..trust me….

And because of technology, now saya seorang instagrammer yg tegar….

Hee~

Okay bye!!

Hati ini

I am in a relationship with my heart which is so happen a very complicated heart.


I have this so called love & hate relationship with my heart. Sometimes I love my heart dearly but some other time, I hate my heart too much for my own good.

My problem is that my heart is weak. Hati ini mudah cair, mudah lembut, easily broken and yg paling stress is cepat betul kecil hati. Well, like my friend said, age is a factor. Makin tua, makin cepat terasa. I believe it is true. Or perhaps, I am probably missing the company of my two best friend yg always menyakitkan hati ku ini. Ya, when I’m with them hati ini sungguh kuat and I don’t even bother to be sentap. That is why yesterday they have been complaining about me on being too sensitive. Hurmm…maybe perlu byk berkawan dgn org yg sarcastic kot to ensure that hati ini lebih perkasa.

Okay…malas mahu berfikir sebab lagi fikir lagi sakit hati. Maybe I should have more heart to heart session with my dearest Nani like yesterday. I miss Nani already…

Okay kerja!!

Casual Friday...........

- Us at Kak Fyzah's open house -

I am lost for words...so much to say yet so little time I have to devote myself to my dearest blog. Perhaps when I get myself UNIFI at home then I will be rajin again.

Ok bye!!

Lately...

I feel alive again!!


I am glad now that my family is complete. My dad just got back from his US trip. I believe it was a good one since he came back with lots of stuffs. Ya, I got some new stuff too and I can’t wait to use it. Most probably I will be using it this weekend. Sangatlah tidak sabar!!

I find myself not into blogging anymore these past few weeks. I guess it is due to workload plus most of my pictures are in instagram and I find myself too lazy to share pictures lately though I do have hundreds of pictures in my insta. Yes, I am an instafreak. LOL~

Life has been great so far despite of my “I think too much” behavior I guess everything seems to be in order. I am more positive nowadays, lack of susah hati lately and I am enjoying life as it is. Thanks to ALLAH the Almighty.

Masalah kecil hati is always there. I try not to dwell so much thought about it and try to be more reasonable. So far, my efforts die in vain. Sigh~ I tend to care too much and always want to jg hati semua orang and I let people around me to misuse and hurt me. Yes, I am hurt but am good at hiding it too. Am good at hiding pain but not when I am annoyed. It is such a tiresome to actually care about other people’s feeling but not mine. A friend asks me to actually care those who care about me. But the problem is, most people pretend to care when they actually don’t. They say, kawan senang mudah dicari but kawan susah sukar nak ada. I believe it is true because not all people can actually bear the pain with you.

I think what I am I suppose to do now is by being a better me. It is hard though but I have too. How??Well, I don’t actually know how but am just going with the flow and try not to think too much, care less and be more patience. Patience is yet another critical or massive problem that I have. Yes, we always have issues and I am yet to figure how to overcome it. What I did was simply banyakkan istighfar and starts to think about other people well being too. As a human, sometime we tend to be selfish. Sometimes we don’t even notice that we are being selfish. Ya, salah orang kita nampak but we don’t actually see our flaws kan??Yes, I got the same problem too. LOL~

Bila blogging jer, I always talk about my misbehavior. I don’t know why but I guess a blog is actually a medium for me to actually confess whatever my heart feels. Nowadays, it is hard though to talk to other people about our problems. Most people don’t really want to understand or listen to your problems. Only certain people do and care. Daripada saya susahkan kepala orang, lebih baik saya menulis. Ya, maybe blog can’t actually give me any advice but at least it’s listen and don’t judge. LOL~

Owhh…I am a bit free today, not so much work in my bucket but I am foresee that if a new projects coming, it is surely going to be mine.

Okay ada meeting!!

Kata Nama Confused

Hurrmmm…I am always confused when it comes what kind or what type of kata nama to be used during conversation with someone that I just knew.


Normally, I have actually classified each of my friends on what am I suppose to call them.

Truth to tell, I have lots, tons of friends. Friends from childhood, friends from schools, friends from Matrix, friends from UTM, friends from works, clients and the list goes on and on.

With those I am close with, I tend to use kata ganti nama diri yg kedua which is “kita – awak” kind a way. It is just the way I tend to pronounce myself with those I am close with. Same goes when I am with my childhood friends. Dari kecil sampai ke besar, that is how we communicate. So sweet kan….*hee*

With school friends, it is depend because I can simply say that I tend to use “aku – engkau” lots with them. Tak kisah lah if you are male of female that is how we use to communicate. I guess by using that kind of kata nama, it seems that we raise the bar from just friends to close friends. I guess…

However, when it comes to male population, I would normally use “aku – engkau” unless if we just knew each other so I tend to be polite by using “saya – awak” but once we know each other closer, our self pronouns are going to change to “aku – engkau”. That is why, most of my male friends always question me “ Tihah, nape dgn pompuan je ko mesti ckp “kita – awak” ??” And my answer is always this, “Sebab pompuan adalah kaum yg lemah so kena lah ckp lembut.” Boleh terima tak?? Hehehe…Seriously, I don’t know…that is how I have been raised to I guess.

At home, even though with siblings it is forbidden to actually use “aku – engkau”. My parent raised me to simply call each other names to pronounce ourselves. Those who said “aku” at home mmg confirm akan di”cili” by my mother.

But, if somehow someone tends to talk to me by pronounce them as “aku”, then I have no problem on follow the suits. Saya tak kisah cuma sincerely said, I am a bit uncomfortable on using “aku – engkau” with female. I found it too harsh pulak. *hehe*

Nowadays, it seems that I have been using lots of “ I – you”. Perhaps it is due to work. Because in work, it is not professional for me to speak like kanak-kanak sekolah right??Yes, semakin aging, our ways of talking also change. We tend to be more professional and matured.

But, I am still me…seorang yg masih lemah di hati, overthinked, and macam-macam lagi. Susahnya nak berubah jd lebih baik. I am striving myself to be better each days but somehow, it is hard to do so. Maybe solat tak cukup sempurna lagi. =_______=

Ok bye!!

QHSE Department

New

Hurrmmm...

I have been thinking lately, perhaps I need a new hobby. Something to fill in my time, something to keep myself occupied and perhaps I can make money out of it.

Frankly, am not a business minded person but honestly, I love money!!LOL~

Today, Alhamdulillah...I came up with an idea. I guess if my mum were to know about this, she sure think that I am joking because it is definitely not my forte. However, I do think I can do this though it is not my passion but at least I do have some idea about it.

First and foremost I need to get myself few things in order to start doing it. But I do think the most important thing is I need to be very serious about it. I do not want to do things half cook.

Am not going to tell anyone about my new hobby..not yet..I need to get it done first then I will share it.

I do think, having a new hobby can actually help me to build up my self confidence. Not that I don't have any  but I just to want to do something worth and to be taken up more seriously.

May Allah bless my journey and I do hope I can make it real than just dreaming on it.

Happy working people!!!

Raya not so Awesome

Talking about raya, mine is not great due to the absence of my parent & baby sis so mine can consider okay but not great or awesome.


Looking at other people blog post, everyone seems to have a wonderful raya except me. A bit sad but considering other people, at least makan pakai sendiri pun semuanya cukup so why should I complaint about my raya right??Yes,sometimes as a normal human being I tend to forget that there are lots of people out there yg lebih suffer during raya. Manusia kan mudah lupa….

I thought I can actually feel raya celebration in Kampung but unlucky me, my dear father had some work to do oversea. Hurmmm….I miss the feeling of raya in kampung. Barulah rasa raya. Not that raya in KL is bored. I am loving it but when it comes to raya, it is significantly about spending time with family far away from city life. One thing awesome about raya in KL is that we got lots and lots of money. *hee* Yes, at my age, my uncles & aunties still be giving me duit raya. Cool kan??

I do have quite a few of raya photos to share but unfortunately I am too lazy to share it. Most of them are in my instagram. Yes, Instagram play quite a big role in my life nowadays apart from twitter. Can’t wait to get my hands on the new Iphone5.

I am literally lost of words now, nothing much to say except that I am going to enjoy myself this upcoming weekends. It is time to eat and eat and eat and eat until you can’t eat. *hehe*

Happy Holiday People!!

Selamat Hari Merdeka!!

Towards Raya & Salam Aidilfitri

So...it is  a couple days towards raya and am quite excited for raya to wear my new kurung but a part of me is still sad and I simply do not know on how to face takbir raya and pagi raya due to the absence of my parent and little sis.

Today kerja pun I am semi productive. I manage to get my work done but still sumpah rasa malas todayyyy...

Today also I manage to get my self a new lipstick and for the first time I manage to get a lip prime to have a moist lip (kononnya).

Currently, am at my uncle's house having a java chips frapuccino sambil blogging. Hurrmmm...Starbucks remind me of my baby girl...Rindunya baby...dah lama tak gaduh with baby. Tapi dah lama jugak tak kiss baby...

Serius, am so looking forward for raya ke-4.

May Allah bless them always di kota Madinah...Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar. I miss mama, baba & baby!!

Newayyy.....

Salam Aidilfitri to all Muslims, May we have a bless raya. Amin~

Iftaringssss

Alhamdulillah…towards the end of puasa. dapat juga I spent some quality time with my lovely ladies and yes plus Rico since he can’t left his wife alone with us. LOL~


Plan ni dah lama, but unfortunately only few of us sahaja yg can make it. It is okay because we surely are going to make time for each other right after raya. Life nowadays has been hectic for us. Like me for example, this past few weeks has been horrendous due to lots of new projects coming in plus my boss does keep me busy by handing out quite a number of new task to be done.

However, am so glad that towards raya ni…work loads are getting slower. Being me, rasa mala situ mula menguasai diri and how I wish I could fast forward time to raya ke-4 where both my parent and little sister shall be back from their umrah journey. Sungguh tidak sabar!!!

Owhh…not to forget, syukur sgt..tahun ini rezeki agak murah sebab I got quite a few invitation of majlis berbuka puasa. Hopefully, tahun hadapan rezeki akan lebih murah and hopefully rezeki jodoh itu lebih murah yer…hee~

These are few of the pictures of yesterday iftaring session with my PERMAS project team.

Tidak sabar untuk cuti, tidak sabar tunggu mama pulang, tidak sabar nak spend time with family...I miss my parent more every single day!!

*okay nanges*

Majlis Berbuka at Makan Kitchen

Makan free??Siapa tidak suka??

Eating is one of my favourite past time. Apart from shopping, surfing, instagramming, twittering and reading. *hee*

So, the other day on Thursday we got the opportunity to berbuka di Makan Kitchen. It was such a nice place. Sgt cozy and the choices of foods pun sgt variety. However, due to too ramai orang so we miss lots of foods. Especially dim sum. Sgt looking forward to eat dim sum tp puas hati coz I got to eat sushi!!

Rasa lebih puas hati compare to berbuka di Hotel Istana sebab foods here in Makan Kitchen mmg sedap compare to Hotel Istana. *oPPPSS*

Am probably going to ajak my family to eat here after raya. Lucky my family suka jalan2 cari makan. 

Some pictures to share,

me & bebeh

noodle soup!!

Hurrmmm...lately I don't really use camera...bukan xsuka but simply malas and lagipun nowadays phone pun dah ada camera so I am getting use of using my phone to snap pictures. Btw, am so looking forward to change my phone. *xlama lagi*

Anyway, emosi semakin stabil though am not really looking forward for raya. Kenapa??Because both my parent are not here. Lagu raya nowadays are simply makes me sad and depressed. Dengar lagu raya jer, air mata mula laju nak mengalir. Tengok iklan raya saja mula nak touching. And guess what, last night I was crying my heart out while watching iklan raya Bernas. Sumpah, I can't stop crying sampai my brother risau. LOL~

HUrmm....semua ini faktor usia and hormon. Obviously I am emotionally unstable.But, it is okay..alhamdulillah..I am not alone in this. I have my brothers to share my beban di hati. Am so glad that one of my brother willing to accompany me to jaga butik and went out shopping with me. Although I end up not to shop and he is the one yg end up to shop. I am surprised of myself acually, sebab macam tak percaya pulak yg I don't even shop. LOL~

Dear Hati, 

Please kuat, though I don't know how am I going to face pagi raya but I do hope that I won't cry macam orang gila. And please don't be too selfish and think of other people too. Try to be more responsible, considerate and independent.

p/s: bukan senang nak jadi baik.....

Random Boleh??

Suka is a feeling too but it is not as strong as love.


People can simply like but love will take us to a different level. In my opinion, like is merely an infatuation that you felt towards someone. Yes, like can lead into love if you act on that feeling.

Feeling?? Is something that you have no control. Just like love, it just happens. When you like someone, of course you must have a reason behind it. But when you love someone, you just have no reason to actually feeling love because love can’t be described. It is a feeling only the one in love would know. Frankly, I use to know what is love but currently am not in love.

The other day, a friend told me that she is afraid that she might like someone else husband. Hurmmm…to tell you the truth, I see no harm if she likes him. Why??Because no law on earth says that it is wrong to like someone’s husband but it is indeed wrong if you actually act on that feeling. For me, as long as you don’t act on it I see nothing wrong to simply like married men. Heart can’t be control but please do have some common sense.

Yes, love is blind but we are not blind. If you have the heart to hurt other people’s life, be prepare to be hurt in near future. Hidup ini umpama roda, sometimes kita di atas sometimes kita di bawah. Hari ini harai kita, esok lusa hanya tuhan yg tahu.

Currently am not so looking forward for Raya due to the absence of my parent and little sister who went for Umrah yesterday. Seriously, listening to raya song actually makes me sad. Every time I heard raya song, my eyes become watery. Haihsss…never in my life I thought of celebrating raya without my parent. Obviously, I can live without other people but not my parent. Right now, I can’t even imagine my raya morning without my parent. I do hope hati ini kuat and not to spill anymore tears. *doa byk2*

Lately, penyakit kecil hati semakin menjadi-jadi. I am so penat of feeling this way. I wish my heart is made of stone so I don’t have to feel anything except love..Boleh??

Life is seriously dull without both of you mama & baba.

I miss you both….

Okay...pictures the other day...

  brother & me

 baby & me

Recipe: Ayam Kicap Pedas

Memasak is not my forte but sometimes I do enjoy cooking especially during fasting month. *hehe*

If you ask me to cook those difficult dishes like gulai lemak, kari or asam pedas...serius I can't because I do not know how to cook them. I am only "terror" when it comes to sambal tumis. *hee*

Ayam Kicap Pedas is one of my favourite dishes to cook. It was pretty easy actually and does not involved so much ingredients nor method. I love simple dish so don't ask me to cook rendang because I do not know how but I will learn it before kahwin Insyaallah. (Tapi nak kahwin with whom??) *HAHA*

Ingredients:
Cili merah (cili hijau also acceptable)
cili padi
cili blend (cili kering blend)
kicap (manis or masin)
bawang besar
bawang putih
lada hitam
ayam (siap dipotong)
asam jawa
garam
gula

Method:

Serius, I do not know how to explain the method so if you are interested to cook it, kindly let me know accordingly then I ajar ya..Maaf!!

Yes, I use lots of chilies

is cooking

 Taraaaa...tp comot...

Majlis Berbuka MMC

So, finally I can blog despite my hectic schedule at work. Lately I can’t blog at home due to some problems with my internet connection. Wifi okay but land line is “kaput”. Since it is bulan puasa I do not want to stress myself with such matter but I guess sooner or later am going to be piss jugak..haihs~


Now, I am blogging at work and try to curi2 masa a bit though my workload is pretty much lately. I love being busy but sometimes my head won’t cooperate with me. Today I am not feeling well due to headache g tiba2 pounding. My sahor turn to be actifast instead of nasi. *sedih*

Okay, enough ramblings.

Last Friday, our mother company MMC BERHAD held a majlis berbuka puasa at Istana Hotel. Since it was free, of course lah yours sincerely pergi. *hee*

The foods itself is variety but sadly to say, it was not delicious as it look like. But luckily lauk pauk for nasi and rojak buah is marvelous.

I think the best part of the event is that all of us got the opportunity to mingle around with each other and we had a good night of laughing our ass off. Dari belum berbuka sampai lah berbuka, we can’t stop laughing. And my face literally aches due to too much of smiling and laughing. We had fun taking pictures with each other.

Cut the story short; I shall let all the pictures tell the stories.

 *bulat* pipi

 - Suzanna -

  Hanan & me

Bebeh & me (tembam)

  sheera & me

  Kak Sha & me

  me & Afif (spastik)

 PERMAS