Yup...just finished read '5 tahun 5 bulan' karya from HLOVATE...nice one~Sebab apa??sebab, it makes me think deep..too deep perhaps....
2009 tinggal few weeks jer lagi...sekejap sgt kan??time really envy us..'time always play it part' - sape yg cakap ni??ya..it's you...you yg pernah ckp kan??Don't know why..toleh sana,toleh sini...everything seems to remind me of you...gila penat okay??Yes...I do try my damndest hard to forget you..tapi still xboleh...I hate my self for that...
Sedih??Ooo...I am way more than sedih kot...heartbroken??I don't think it's broken...but my heart is numb...yes..it is..sebab..mmg takde feeling langsung dah lately...sbb itu saya leave it all to faith..Well..technicaly..I do have lots of love to gives..but my love terhad to female je kot lately..and perhaps to few of my 'hunky bitch' (means kwn2 jejaka ku) no offends you guys..I heart korang till the day I die...muahh2~
I'm strong on the surface only..but inside..god..I'm souless baby!!~I don't know to whom I should turn into..well, I do have you girls..I know...babes..You girls are the bomb!!but sometime..it is hard for me to really pour my heart out to korang...all of us have issues right??me too!!~
I've read this book..it said, bila kita terlampau syg sgt dkt orang..terlampau kasih sgt..the love not just going to beautiful..but it's going to be painful..And now I know..thank you very much dear LOVE~
Mama cakap...bila rasa sakit sgt hati tuh..bila keep on crying non stop..satu jer kita kena ingat..ingat dkt ALLAH S.W.T...doa byk2 dekat DIA..sebab only HIM can help us. Sebab mama cakap...manusia selalu ada bila kita senang,bila kita susah..tak semua akan berada di sisi kita..but I know you will always be by my side kan mama??For now..I leave it all to HIM yg di atas sana..HE knows what's best for me..Dunia ibarat bola..sometimes kita di atas, sometimes kita dibawah..things happen for a reason..anggap ini semua challenges in life..Thanks mama~
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