Kisah HATI

Ya, it has been quite a long time since I talk about heart…my heart to be precise la…No, this is not lagu ALYAH..

Berbicara tentang hati, lately my heart is okay…my heart seems quite okay eventho it is a bit sentap nowadays since most of my close girlfriends are married or going to get married. Ya, I am a bit down when I come to think about it…serious, I tak tipu….

But, still...the thought of being part of their happiness make me happier!! I mean, I love to share other people’s happiness….I love to see other people smile and laugh…that is why, I despise sadness…Because I tend to cry when I saw other people crying…my eyes just can’t take it…like my mum use to said, I am a cry baby…*haihs*

When it comes to LOVE, I guess..I have nothing to talk about or to share…This past few months, my life is lack of love life…I haven’t going out with any guys for quite some time now…

No, I am not giving up on LOVE, but I merely saving myself for the best I guess…or so I think..
Am I feeling bored? Ya, I do but lucky me, I do have lots of other things that keep me company so I am bored when I am alone…so to overcome bored, I need to get busy!!

Some say, I should go on a date but like I said in my previous post, I am less passionate lately and I don’t feel like going out on a date with anyone right now. For now, I leave it to ALLAH, HE knows what’s best for us right…I pray, one day hati ini terbuka laaa……

Well, tentang hati….I found that, I ‘m actually have such a penyakit yg dipanggil penyakit keras hati. Ya, I admit, hati ini sungguh keras…an ego heart perhaps…

Ya, I tend to cry pretty easy but somehow, my heart is keras rupanya….

Actually, there is this incident involving me and my parent last 2 weeks where both of them said that I am not responsible enough when it comes to managing my own finance…WELL, being me of course..I am on denial la kan…excuse me, I do my own budget every month so basically, I am capable on managing my money..But being a parent, of course la they don’t agree with me….okay fine….I give up!! That day, I end up crying and merajuks…I even melancarkan mogok makan..LOL~

Punya la keras betul hati ni…I don’t even bother when they force me to eat ok…but in the end….since my dad keep on pujuk2…finally, I feel okay…SEE..keras kan hati ni, it really make me realizes that I do have such a tough heart…I don’t simply bend to other people..I guess I am such an ego woman kan??

Ya, I hate to admit…but one should be able to accept who she is in order to have a good life right??

Therefore, my current mission is to find a cure of an ego heart…seriously, I need a cure….

Me and my heart, we always have issues kan??

But, I’m with you dear heart…till the day you stop beating…(perghh….macam lirik lagu)

Okay, time envy me as usual...

Chow manusia Beautiful...........