Perasaan marah adalah perasaan yg selalu dibenci. Bukan sahaja bagi saya but I bet most of us hate of being mad at someone or being mad by someone. Jujurnya, I hate myself when I’m mad or when I’m piss off about something or someone. Kenapa?


Sebab bila marah, I tend to say things that I might regret after. Yes, seperti yg anda tahu…sabar and me always have issues. When it comes to work, saya berusaha untuk tidak rasa marah sebab saya tahu, bila marah, I tend to do things wrongly. Sekali salah, people might be okay but if you continually membuat salah, then I guess me or whomever out there need to be prepared of being fired. LOL~

Marah and me, so far we do not have any issues except that I always marah my little sis. Poor her but what to do, she always manage to push my anger button. And yes, not to mention that regularly I am always pissed off while driving. Hurrmm..yes, this is one of my bad habits that I need to overcome it a.s.a.p.

Saya sangat kagum apabila seseorang itu yang tidak mudah marah. Being me, let me just say that saya dibesarkan di dalam keluarga yg garang. My mother herself is a strict person but still she has the softest heart. No matter how garang she is, we still can manja-manja and have a normal discussion with her. I love having our daily girl talk. Therefore, I am not surprised why I can never be like those people who can actually content their anger. Well, knowing me..nama pun susah nak sabar kan..so of course lah saya mudah marah. Cuma saya kurang tunjuk kemarahan di hadapan manusia lain. Ya, saya suka memendam rasa marah. Like I said earlier, if saya ikut sangat rasa marah I might say things yg akan menyakitkan hati manusia lain. Jadi lebih baik saya pendam marah itu. Cuma kadang kala instead of marah-marah, saya akan menjadi sarcastic. LOL~

Sarcastic itu bukan lah sifat yg baik. But somehow, it is a must to be sarcastic. Kenapa??Sebab there are manusia yg masih lagi tidak reti bahasa atau pura-pura tidak mempunyai adab. Contohnya, manusia suka memotong queue ketika manusia lain sibuk beratur. Hal ini memang saya paling tidak suka. Terus terang, jika ada manusia yg sesuka hati memotong barisan beratur di hadapan saya, saya dgn tanpa segan silunya akan menegur manusia itu dan menyuruhnya beratur semula. Ya, maybe bg sesetengah orang tindakan saya adalah seperti manusia yg tidak boleh bertolak ansur,betul tak??Well, bagi saya terserah…but for me I have to make a person realize that he/she is making a mistake by simply cut off other people queue. Kadang-kadang, manusia ini tidak tahu yg dia telah melakukan kesalahan, jadi apalah salahnya if saya menegur…hee~ By the way, if I am not in a good mood..that unlucky person yg cut off my queue are going to get a massive sarcasm from me. LOL~

Walaubagaimanapun, sifat marah ini bukan lah sifat yg baik. Selagi anda berupaya untuk sabar dan tidak marah, I recommend it to all. I try my best to not to be angry these days but so far I am fail to do so. Obviously, marah is in my nature.

Today, I had a morning incident with a motorcyclist. Kenapa??Sebab he cut my queue while I was waiting to isi minyak. Eventually, he did ruin my morning mood. I was practically happy today but when he cut off my queue, I am happily stressed. Nak tahu apa saya buat?? I rolled down my window and said, “ Abang, lain kali tgk sket kereta yg sedang tunggu ya..” And you know what he did; he was actually pretend not to feel guilty even a bit. Seriously, pagi ini I rasa macam nak langgar semua motosikal sebab this particular guy yg obviously sangat kurang ajar. It is okay, hari ini hari dia, saya mohon sangat tuhan balas balik dekat dia “cash”. Ya, perhaps I am being mean, but saya always believe yg buat baik dibalas baik, and buat jahat dibalas jahat. He is being rude to me today but one day dia akan tahu langit itu tinggi ke rendah. Ya, ia adalah satu doa.


Okay jum lunch!!