Congratulation to Puan Dart!!!~

Congrats!!!Akhir nya..you are no longer a 'cik' and now I have to call you 'Puan' yer...huu~


I know Puan Dart thru Blog and FB...by knowing her..at least now I do know how to 'conteng ' my face..Thank you Puan Dart!!You are the one who thought me to use youtube as guidelines..mekaseh yaa~





Thanks to cik Yana(she is the next person to be wed..amin~) yg pantas meng'upload' the picture of Puan Dart's solemnization...so sweet...all in white..Okay..tiba2 mode nak kahwin increase...siapa nak jadi pengantin lelaki??angkat tangan cepat!!!(gara2 sbb mama tak sabar nak ada menantu..wink*)





Okay...I manage to curik picture from Yana's FB..(sorry dear..teheheee~) this is Puan Dart with her hubby~both sgt sepadan~wish you all the best in future undertaking Dart...^_~

p/s: Ooo..so sorry I can't go to your wedding Dart..but I will pray for your happiness always~

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU & SEMOGA BERKEKALAN SEHINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT...Muahhhh2~

I think I'm going to leave right now.......................

I'm here, just like I said

Though it's breaking every rule

I've ever made My racing heart, is just the same;

Why make it strong to break it once again?

And I'd love to say "I do"; Give everything to you

But I could never now be true

So I say... I think I better leave right now

Before I fall any deeper

I think I better leave right now Feeling weaker and weaker

Somebody better show me how

Before I fall any deeper I think I better leave right now

I'm here, so please explain

Why you're opening up a healing wound again

I'm a little more careful, perhaps it shows

But if I lose the highs at least I'm spared the lows

Now I tremble in your arms

What could be the harm?

To feel my spirit calm?

So I say... I think I better leave right now

Before I fall any deeper I

think I better leave right now Feeling weaker and weaker

Somebody better show me how

Before I fall any deeper

I think I better leave right now

I wouldn't know how to say How good it feels seeing you today

I see you've got your smile back

Like you say - you're right on track

But you may never know why

Once bitten, twice as shy If I'm proud, perhaps I should explain

I couldn't bear to loose you again

Yes, I will. I think I better leave right now

Feeling weaker and weaker

Somebody better show me how

Before I fall any deeper... I think I better leave right now

Have you ever fall for sum1 husband??

Jeng3!!~Okay...by the title..I bet ppl will start thinking/wondering...apakah??mengapakah??siapakah??hehe...



Yess...previously I have actually fall for someone's hubby...I know...gila kan??hee~When I think back...I just can't believe that once I had this feeling for someone's husband...sumpah mmg kerja gilaaa.....huu~


Okay..let me rewind...............


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We know each other thru work..since he is one of the top level management in my company..serius...I never thought that I would fall for him...why??HELLO.....he is old (near 40 kot), he is sum1 hubby, and yes..he looks old....


But you know...they say...don't judge book by its cover...once I know him..sumpah..that feeling came out naturally....what make I like him??Senang jer...he is so charming...he is so bijak(my weakness...goshhh~)..he is this husband material type ok...that's why they said, it is easy to fall for someone husband kan??sebab they are sumthing about them..yg make us young women...look up to them...and yes...they know how to treat women...but by saying this, it does not mean yang it is digalakkan to be with suami orang yaa...ingat yer anak2...A BIG NO~





Okay..nak jadi kan cerita..since I know I had this feeling for him...what shud I do??Tak kan la nk proceed to the next level??Gilaaa ke hapa??laki org wehhh.....So...I do think I have to take action..sbb if nak harap kan si lelaki org ni...hampeh...sebab he always sort of like giving hope kot..gila charming everytime he talks to me...he treat me nicely okay...bayang kan la...from zero to at least 50% kot feeling tu datang..tq ya En R~Alhamdulillah...since the will is strong..and atas dorongan few close fren yg always keep on advising me to stay away from him...yes..finally...I have no feeling for him..okay..tipu lah kan...tade lah zero terus..but at least feeling itu under control..takdelah menggila like before...Tahniah Fatihah...anda berjaya untuk tidak merosakkan perkahwinan org lain..hehe~bangga okay!!huu~





Since I did stay away from...at last he received the message clearly kot yg tulis, "I don't want to have anything with you okay...you married already.."...so currently..yes..we still talking..we still friends..but limitation itu ada..when he start to go charming2...I was like...okay.."hati keras please..."hehe~and yes...saya berjaya...dah okay dah..wink**





Currently....I am okay...no feeling2 with suami orang...and my advise is, ia boleh dielakkan...you have to have the guts to do so..you must have the will to stay away...if saya boleh..I bet other women can...don't let ourself keep on terjerumus in that situation. It is because, at the end of the day, ppl are going to point finger at you...they will say that you are the reason why other ppl marriage ruin...in case like this..ppl wont blame on the men..they will keep on blaming at us women...so as a women..it is us..who must be strong to prevent this situation!!!!KITA BOLEH OKAY WANITA~





Tapi kan..tapi kan...sekarang saya suka flirt dgn En R nih..hahaha~why??sbb saja2..I just want to see how he act...haha~Memang I tabik la kt you En R..sbb you mmg cool..eventho I did flirted with him...but..he was so cool..and siap balas dgn kecharmingan nyaa....time dia dah tunjuk charming...apa lagi...mak pun lari la nyah...hehe~But no worries...it all under control..sbb hati gua dah keras bhai..wink2**(bagi mereka yg hati masih lembut jgn flirt ok..bahaya..kang fall balik.mmg hampeh la...)

- En R -

(gambar perlu digelapkan atas sbb2 tertentu)

Cerita tentang si Jejaka PCSB~

Dah lama saya tak update tentang dia...

Ada apa dengan dia??Owwhhh..he works with PCSB (dang...gua mmg pantang btl dgn org ada kerjaya hebat nih..sigh~)/Lagi...I love his hair...auww~/OO..he definitely have style/Lagi...sebab dia caring kot??Okay...I am officially falling for him...tetapi???Yes...masih ada tetapi..kerana saya takut..afraid to really commit to sum1 sbb I do know..he do have a lots of other friends..by friends I mean kawan perempuan yer...sbb I know..there are lots of other girls yg hoping for you en PCSB...tell me I'm wrong..but you know I'm right kan??

The other day..I am so happy..happy sbb you accompany me to dinner..you were suppose to teman jer..but end up you yg mkn gila2....happy sbb you willing to balik lmbt tgu dkt office...happy sbb you sggp jalan tmn I pergi parking lot..happy sbb you willing to wait..but when I think back..well.semua lelaki begitu di awal2 perkenalan..but once dah enter comfort zone..mula laa....they definitely back to their own routine...'I do my thing..you do your thing..but please don't cheat!!'WTF?? Serius..sometimes..I hate men!!haha~

Currently...I am officially clueless...dah tak tahu nk fikir apa...I have talk about this stuff with my few close gf..and what they did told me is just..keep treat him nicely..give it all I've got..as men also have to choose..if he did have byk candidates..then let him be..let him choose the right one..someone yg he think can cope will all his shit & stuff...betul ke??Am I doing the right thing of letting him choose??Should I keep fighting for his love??Okay..I think I should just chill...LOLz~

PGCE

What is PGCE??Okay..I bet most of us pun tak tahu wth is PGCE..me too..before I work in this industry, yes..I am clueless with all the term use in this industry..gila blurr....but now, I'm proud to say..I know it well..and sumtime I do think I am capable of borak2 with all the ppl in this industry..hehe~Okay..hidung tinggi sekejap~

PGCE or it's full name is, PETROLEUM GEOLOGY CONFERENCE & EXHIBITION is a yearly event which will be held/sponsored by those big guns in Oil & Gas industries. Usually, they will sponsor this such event to make sure other O&G companies will join them and give their supports..especially in term of money la kan...huhu~It happen that, every year OFFSHORE WORKS will definitely be part of this exhibition since as an O&G service provider we have to market our company in term of our services, new technology & equipment. This year we did purchase a new equipment called the AUV (Automotive Underwater Vehicle). What so cool about this equipment is that it is a self service equipment which everytime we run this AUV, our vessel can do other job instead of doing the site survey too. This AUV can go until 3000m depth. Cool kan??actually this thing kecil jer...but the cost itself..Masyaallah~Mengucap den.....

Ape lagi best at PGCE??Ooo....sgt la seronok..sbb we can cuci mata as well..haha~Sumpah mak tak tipu nyah....ramai jejaka gorgeous okay...no need to ngorats..juz cuci mata sudah...hee~

Umm..what else??OOoo..just so you know,since company yg take part in this event mostly are big companies, so practically they are quite generous in giving away lots of free stuffs okay. It can be umbrealla, bags, books, calenders...and etc~I did get a new bag..it's a DEUTER okay...but we deserve it since we paid RM300 for the exhibitor pass kan...and guess what...I did berjaya memujuk mamat TALISMAN!!haha...for that we managed to get another bag..thanks to TALISMAN!!

Exhibitors of the day

Owhh...actually I love this umbrella from SCHLUMBERGER..but to have that umbrella..I have to sit there and hear their talks about their latest technology..arghhhh~malas kot...at the end of 2days...still I tak dapat pun that umbrella...huu~kesedihan okay....It is such a good experience for me..talking to the clients..marketing our company..and had free lunch sponsored by SHELL & MUDABALA...waa...feels like heaven..hehe~And guess what..I learn a lot this past 2days..TQ OFFSHORE WORKS!!

- The day before..booth is in the making~

- 2nd day at PGCE~

seminggu ku meninggal kan kamu......

Okay..it have been a week...what happen in a week??

• Ooo...I've met En Z for the first time...he is nice..thank you En z for helping me a lot!! (Sorry jejaka PCSB...I know u are mad coz I went to your building when you are not there..wink**)
• I think I'm falling into deep...yes..I'm still in denial..but..whatever..don't really care dah...shuhh2...love2 go away...~
• Umm..sometimes..the least expected things happen..I never thought that he likes me..okay...officially pening~(sort of feel guilty towards jejaka pcsb...sigh~)
• Goin to be an MC for the next Concon event...thank you very much~
• Ooo...goin to be a 'gadis booth' this upcoming monday n tuesday...hooray...no need to work except just standing and do the smiling and take a good care of the clients...wee~
• Just had the best pizza ever at Yellow cab with nani...sgt berbaloi for not having lunch on that day...huu~

See..in a week..so much things happen..that's why, people say..things happen..and we never know what's future hold for us...yes..I always wish for a good things to happen..but itu la...I can't control the future..so what ever happen next..mama say, put on a smile...and keep smiling...weee~

Ooo...tomorrow I'm going to wear a legging for the 1st time..tak sabar...I will update you esok gadis kecil...maybe esok I'm going to meet him..but not sure yet..but what ever happen esok..I will keep smiling....wink**

Hindustan O Hindustan~

Oooo...I love hindustan movies!!The old hindustan movies ye kwn2...saya rindu nak tgk Shah Rukh Khan menari...rindu nak nanges2 dpn tv layan hindustan...rindu nak feeling/emosi terganggu after tgk hindustan....Damn...I miss those moment!!!~

Ya...I love to menangis.....I don't know why..maybe sbb during mama were pregnant with me..she cries a lot I guess...(ish2..baba...sian mama..)It's okay...sbb menangis itu boleh membersih kan mata ye anak2...wink*

My favourite hindustan movies will be definitely all movies with SRK in it!!Ya..I know..he is not that handsome..if we compare him with Arjun Rampal for example...Helo...mmg confirm Arjun mng okay!!But to tell you the truth, there are something about SRK that when we watch him on-screen, he has that thing that can lure us to watch him!!First movie of him that caught my attention was Dulhania Dilwale Le Jayengge (correct me if I'm wrong)....OMG!!movie itu sgt best!!And guess what..Kajol looks so damn hot dlm movie tuh...and yes..I did cried mcm org mati laki while watching it!!

Okay..next movie is my all time favourite which is 'Kuch Kuch HOta Hai'....Okay...movie ini mmg sgt lah superb...To tell you the truth...saya siap ada compilation album utk semua lagu dlm filem ini okay!!Semua nya..sbb SRK!!Saya sgt suka anda SRK!!Sometimes I do think of how lucky ur wife to have you..huhu~

And then...comes the "MOHABBATEIN"...oKAy...movie ini make me believe about love..yelah..time tuh I was 17 years old..u know time baru2 nk learn about love..hee!!Mohabattein is entirely about love...about how we are willing to do anything when it comes to love..ya...love is blind..it makes ppl do crazy things kan??sometimes ppl willing to let go the absolutely important things in life when in love....that is why they say, when it comes to love use your brain...but it is easy for others to say..but kena batang hidung sendiri..barulah tahu...langit itu tinggi atau rendah..betul tak??hee~

Actually, last night I've watched KKKG (Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham) with mama...
Okay..eventhough we had watched this movie for like 100th times kot..but still both of us menangis macam orang gilaaa...both of us were crying and we accidently telah menghabiskan almost sekotak tisu okay...huu~tapi hati kami puas walaupun baba cam bising2...I'll bet baba jealous tgk mama nanges sebab tgk SRK kan...well...biasa la...kami mmg pantang sket tgk hindustan..kna plak..both me n mama..hati mmg mudah tersentuh...chewahhh~(for this movie also I have the compilation album..wee~)

Oleh kerana....currently saya sdg dlm hindustan mode so I keep on download all hindustan songs with SRK in it!!nanti boleh feeling2 before tido..suka2....come2...let us menangis sama2...

p/s: Ooo...been missing to watch hindustan sorang2 kt laptop and feeling sorg2..mayb next weekend nk buat laaa....

Weng~

Hari ini...saya rasa sungguh weng~

Bukan saya tak happy..ooo..I am happy today, by having those girlfrens of mine in office and by having colleagues yg best dan cool!!Mekaseh semua......@_@

But I do feel a bit weng...entah la...I don't know why..when it comes to a guy..I selalu gilaaa....
Okay it start with a feeling...a feeling yg I think I shud just let it go..perlu ke I let it go??Maybe I do like him..what's not to like??every single day we sort of like have this rigid daily routine...as a women..yes..we are easily fall for sum1 yg always be there for us kan??betul tak??As for me..yes...once that sum1 dah capture my heart mmg confirm..lelaki lain msk line pun..mmg xnmpk..sbb dlm hati dah set org tuh je laaa.....payah okay....

Truthfully...I still thinking that sum1..when I shudnt be...nak wat camne kan??he is the first guy yg btl2 make my eyes open towards a relationship yg serious but a dumb me..akhirnya I found that he is not that serious kot..it's okay...in life we have a lot to learn..terhantuk sekali it does not mean, it is end of the world right??I take it as a positive heart broken..haha~ya..I sounds tabah..but it is not easy okay..after lots of crying and an eating disorder problem..finally...I realize yg life have to goes on...yes..it is painful...only ALLAH knows how hard it is to let go of sum1 so dearly to me..but I do believe..HE knows what's best for me..one day there will be sum1 for me....

Ooo..berbalik to the main issue, yes..currently I do think once again..i fell for sum1...well..it is definitely not like before..this feeling is not that strong...but still..being with that sum1..make me happy...sumpah happy okay...I know...I am supposed to stay happy and just let things happen naturally..but malangnya...I dont think I shud...sbb I think I need to slow down for now kot...Ummm...tapi...tak kan nk let go kan??Oooo..peningnyaa......

At a time like this..I wish I could be heartless!!ya..itu cakap org yg tak mahu face the truth...Umm...I am clueless..and I do think at least for tonite..I'm going to be heartless!!~

Okay...heartless...starts now.............

I am flattered~

It's 17th March, pagi2 woke up dah rasa excited to go to work..suddenly felt so confident..felt so pretty..felt amazingly sexy..hahaha~(Ooo..I feel sexy everytime I'm wearing heels..auww~)

It has been a good wednesday..but cuma ada sedikit jiwa kacau last nite..but overally..I feel so happy!!Happy sebab..sgt lah tak sangka ada orang itu sanggup bersusah payah..to do things..and hoping that we can meet up during office hour..haha~
Okay..it happen that yesterday, I was suppose to go and pick up all the OSP (Offshore Safety Passport) for my company with En Z since I'm dealing everything with him regarding this OSP. Nak jadikan cerita, before I went to work I did told Encik jejaka PCSB that maybe I'm going to his office and meet up with En Z, his colleague....being him..wahh..sgt lah beria-ria want to settle kan all my OSP...hehe!!

Nak jadikan cerita, my boss is a very cool guy but he does not really love the idea of me dealing with clients or meeting with clients since he rather send out a man to do those things..okay..maybe he is a bit protective atau over protective kot....oleh itu..instead of me yg suppose to meet En Z to ambil all my OSP, my boss asked my colleague (a guy) to do so. What funny is, I was thinking that En Z will deliver me all the OSP, but it happen En jejaka PCSB yang actually deliver those OSP!!hahaha...he was so frustrated sampai text me and said,"penat2 I siapkan OSP you..sekali org lain yg muncul..lemah semangat.." wahhh...so sweet...sungguh terharu yg he is willing to do all the things sdgkan..it was not his part..dah la tuh..baru jer pulang dari outstation terus bertungkus lumus siapkan my OSP..alaaa...terharu....huu~

I thought there are no more drama, but suddenly I received a call from a quite familiar number. At first, I thought it was En Z, rupa2 nya..En jejaka PCSB...konon2 nya menyamar jadi seorang yg profesional at work..siap mrh lagi and ask me to be profesional..haha~
Okay...terima kasih byk2..sebab sanggup bersusah payah...thanks for making me happy..Yes, I am truly flattered by your efforts...and owhh..our secret almost terbongkar laa...it is your fault okay...siapa suruh byk sgt kawan dgn my field staffs?? It is hard to sorok2 okay when they actually ask me about you...gila kantoi~ish2....

Walaubagaimanapun, I feel a bit confused and worry laa...sbb I do think you have a unfinish business to take care of...better be done with it sbb it does not make me feel good..by all means..I pray that it's nothing to do with me...aminnn~okay you are going to have a week holiday..sungguh xaci!!have fun!!~


p/s: Err...don't let encik2 boss tahu okay...I am super dead if kantoi...peace~

Excited menghabiskan duit??

Currently my family semua sedang excited!!!Excited nk menghabiskan duit!!Yes..call us crazy..but this is what happen to us now..weee~GILA2.....

Oleh yg demikian (ayat skema buat karangan SPM) secara tidak langsung...saya have to mengumpul duit dari sekarang..it means starting March my gaji are strictly forbidden utk digunakan membeli sebarang new bags/jeans/clothes..dan apa2 yg sengkatan dgn nya!!! Sound sadis kan??OMG!!terpaksa jadi separuh gila menahan nafsu dari bershopping!!!Ooo...I've been asking my self the same question??mampu ke??hehe~



Oo...while I was browsing other ppl facebook..then suddenly my eyes caught this nice leather jacket yg I really wish I could have it!!!Maybe saya should just grab it without any regrets..lagi pun..bulan 6...I do think I'm going to use it too!!wee~Suka2....okay2...sila kumpul duit yer anak2 ku sekalian...another 3months to go!!!!



But still...I am pretty sad since I have to change my car punya minyak hitam using my own money!!!benci okay!!tapi fikir2 balik...it's okay..once baba pulang ke Kl...I will ask for my money back..hehe!!!I lap u baba!!~



Ooo...I just bought this new maxI DRESS...do I look okay with this dress??bukan apa...I am short(si ketot) okay..so sometime...I do have this lack of self esteem in term of dressing up..hehe!! I need opinions ya kwn2 ku...

okay ke??

tiba2~

Okay..I bet everyone wonder...how come tiba2...I was happy again??Ya...currently I am happy....bukan sebab si 'Dia' yg pernah came to my house (the one yg I did mention on my post yg lama2 dulu)...but I am happy sebab suddenly all things seems to be in place...happy sebab I had my beautiful girlfriends yg always ada with me..yg always there when I'm sad..when I'm happy...and not to forget..my mum..yg always there..giving me all the support...eventho she actually xsabar nk to have a menantu but still she is an amazing mum!!Love you mama!!!

Okay...I do admit..it must be something to do with guy when I am this happy kan??hehehe....
well...sort of I guess...happy like this 10 years old girl yg always beaming..and smiling....thanks to you!!you make me happy..eventho maybe untuk sementara..but still..I am happy sebab you!!

Happyyyyyyyy................~

I know you are in a plane right now on the way to Miri..again..I know..you tak happy...but still please do enjoy yourself while working!!~

I had a wonderful weekend!!

Okay..eventho I had been scold sbb dah langgar waktu curfew..but still last weekend mmg sgt happening!!I know...I'm going to be a 25 years old lady but still ada waktu curfew...pelik kan??saya pun pelik gak...tapi bila fikir2 balik...ya..whatever mama...as long you are happy then we are happy...pekak kan telinga sudah..like my nenek said..hehe~


On 6th March,


My day start with a birthday wish to sum1...sum1 yg need to grow up already...please be seorang lelaki sejati okay..hehe~


Then, on the afternoon I went to one of my oldest classmate yg happen to be the 1st one to get married!!!Siapa sangka??She always been like this girl yg ganas2...but end up turn into this beautiful young lady..I am so happy for you Sunia!!Finally..one of us are married...next to be married will be Arif Majmi, followed by Alya..then ........Sila ambil nombor giliran yer masing2....hehe~


We had so much fun...mengenang kembali kisah2 semalam...we had fun laughing about our silly faces...and it is nice to see that all of my classmate semua turn up to be somebody!!You can see that there are engineers, doctors, future lecturers, auditor, and even yg jadi business man pun ada...When I think back...siapa tahu...12 years after..all of us akhirnya berjaya menjadi seseorang!!congrats to ALL!!


Ooo...and we did went to visit our old class teacher!!Okay..time tuh agak emotional since Cikgu Mazlinda also did cried sbb she also tak sangka yg her old pupils still remember her...hehe!!Love you cikgu!!Seriously..you are the best teacher I ever had!!

Okay..on 7th March,



My day start as early as 10 am...have to bgn awal...since I have already promised to my chicas that we are going to have fun talking/gossiping/updating each other stories....mmg super excited to meet them since the last time we did went out was about few months ago.....lama kan??

Things went out well...and it happen I had fun celebrating that sum1 birthday...and had to MMS setiap detik celebration yg dilakukan...huhu~funny2....


Meeting with these girls will only lead to one place which is sushi king since we all heart japanese foods!!And yes...everytime we met, I can say that we spent most of our time talking2...rambling2..and laughing2....yes...we didnt do anything except eating/talking/eating/talking...hahaha~


What else did we do then??OOooo..yes...we love to camwhoring mcm org gilaaa....hahaha~every minutes..every seconds..you can see all cameras flickering..and if takde camera pun..phone camera pun jadi..hehe~

At the end of the day...semua dah penat..byk sgt cakap..too many laugh that we shared sampai nk amik picture time kt coffee bean pun cam dah kurang excited..huhu~Overally we had the greatest fun eventho we didn't do lots of activities..next stop will be Genting I guess...and perhaps we should bawak photographer to snap our pictures instead of snapping our pictures sendiri kan....yelah..tangan I parkinson..memang tak reti amik pictures..huhu~



Last but not least!!!I love you girls...and thanks for making me happy...thanks for always be there for me!!LOVE2~

Birthday Orang~

Last weekend..it happen to be sum1 birthday.....And since He can't celebrate his own birthday so I did have a small celebration for him..hehe!!Thanks to my chicas..you girls happen to be so cool celebrating his birthday with me..love you girls sampai mati!!

Happy birthday to you...

Happy birthday to you...

Happy birthday to ..........

Happy birthday to you..............

Happy 24th birthday!!!

(Hate it when you are younger than me okay!!)

What did I do to celebrate his birthday was,

I'm eating a cake for him

I'm eating sushi & ramen for him

I eating a melon sherbet for him...

Everything about his celebration is all about food!!I know you are so jealous about me celebrating your birthday without you...no worries..insyallah next year..we will celebrate it together okay??hehe....(If and only if you are in KL ya...)

p/s: Next time make sure you are in Kl during March..instead of in some other remote places whereby you can only see crocodiles everyday...hee~

Life yg busy~

Dear Gadis kecil,

Lately..I am too busy to update..maybe later tonite or tomorrow nite I will update....

Actually I have too many things to tell..especially on...........(special edition okay)

Currently I am blogging in office before 8.30am...before I turn into this robotic human being yg only know how to cari money dan money....Yes I am addicted to RM (RINGGIT MALAYSIA)

I see you later gadis kecil~

p/s: money itu penting..like one of my girlfriend said, Love is money~wink**

Weekend yg dinantikan

Tak sabar tunggu esok...

Esok I'm going to meet my old primary school friends...

We are going to celebrate our first classmate yg get married!!

Congrats Sunia!!!

Excited to meet my friends esok..we are going to laugh & have fun mcm org gila esok..

And yes..it's someone's birthday esok...and esok la I wish you okay...
(U are goin to belanja me if I wish u exactly at 12 AM right??)wink**


On Sunday...

I'm going to spend a day with my lovely gadis2 cantik!!

Excited to shop & to gossip as well...

Lots to updates with my gadis2..meet me on Sunday ya gadis2 ku...

Hopefully things are going well for me..Pray for you ALLAH....let me be happy & stay happy..aminnn~

Happy ke??

Latest update with jejaka PCSB...

We have start to talk..which is a good sign..it happen we are actually study in the same uni!!

Gila tak??sometimes the least expected things happen kan??what funny is his faculty is next to mine but we never did met..I wonder why??maybe we have actually terserempak kot but time tuh buta hati mmg tak nampak lelaki laen..hehe~

He seems cool but I did learn few things from my past, "Don't judge book by it's cover" so I'm just glad we have started on being friend.

I'm happy ker??Yes I am..haha!!So let us be friends okay Jejaka PCSB or you want me to call you budak KLCC??hehe..

Okay...later I will update on you okay Jejaka PCSB..
(Ooo..it's his birthday esok.. 6th March??ironi isn't it??)LOL~

Crab Soup made in Ampang!!!

Helo Gadis Kecil...I know..you miss me..I've miss you too!!(perasan..ckp dgn diri sendiri..gila sadis..)

As promise..I'm going to share with anda semua 'how to make the simplest crab soup ever'...

Sumpah...mak tak tipu nyah..mmg senang sekali and you don't have to be a good cook...because I'm also not a good cook but still at least I did impress someone kan??wink**

what you need is:

bawang besar/red onion also acceptable

bawang putih (I love garlic!!so when I cook..I love to use lots of garlic!!)

black pepper (it depends on you...you can put chillis if you want but for soup I prefer pepper)

ketam bunga (make sure siang elok2 naa...)

kiub Know (ini bahan wajib!!)

Suon - (yg ni yang adik beradik bihun tuh but bukan bihun..)

what you have to do:

1. As usual, 1st you have to tumbuk all the tumis ingredient like bawang besar,bawang putih & black pepper..make sure tumbuk until it halus but if you are too lazy to tumbuk or tak larat pegang lesung batu you can use your blender ya...


2. Then, go panas kan your periuk/belanga, and without any further a do please campak all the tumis ingredient inside the periuk okay...make sure you stir it.


3. Once you tgk your tumisan mcm dah naik bau, then pour in some water and boil it for a while maybe dlm 5 minutes should be okay..now we wait yaa....


4. After that, dgn segala hormatnya..ltk kan ketam2 yg telah siap di siang ke dlm periuk and let it boil until you tgk all the ketam mcm dah nampak empuk2 gitu...


5. Remember to put salt & all the suon inside the soup and let it boil for a while & last but not least before I terlupa, sila masukkan kiub ayam Know inside the soup to make it more sedap.

Senang je kan??It only took me less than half an hour to make it...but if you prefer to put more ingredient into it, feel free to add on. Perhaps you can add on petola or eggs ke..boleh je...

That is why, people say when it come to cook all you have to do is campak2 jer...if sedap tuh means jadi la...

Selamat mencuba!!

- Crab Soup buatan ampang~

Psssttttt...

I rasa I dah terer masak laaa....

1st time siang ketam and making crab soup..maybe dah boleh la kot....

I rasa my crab soup tadi agak sedap la jgk...sebab habis kan..(gila bongkak)

I rasa esok I msk lagi kot...tiba2 rasa berkeyakinan gila nk msk....

Actually I sdg sengal ni...tiba2 cam nk buat pengakuan berani mati..ish2...don't Fatihah..you will break your mama's heart..sabar naaaa.....

Okay lah..I should sleep before I make any confession to die for...


p/s: Ooo...I xsabar tunggu hari esok...hati bunga2...wink*


(esok saya akan share crab soup 'made in ampang' punya recipe!!!)

Lelaki ber'tattoo' yg hot....yummy~

Saya suka lah tgk lelaki yg ber'tattoo'..especially when they had their tattoo on their leg ka....on their body ka...mmg super hot la...drooling wehh..@_@

Jejaka PCSB tak mo wat tattoo??mesti you look so damn gorgeous with your fabregas hair..haha!!

Before going back to KL, sila change your hairstyle back to Fabregas ok..I don't think you look yummy in your dreadlocks...wink*

LET ME show you how yummy they look with their tattos...get ready to drools ya...make sure you have your tissue nearby..wink**

- Ooo...Johnny Depp..you are a hot pirate -

- En Scofield is the ultimate gorgeous guy with brain and tattoos, if only a guy like you exist...saya sanggup bwk awk jumpa parent saya!!! -

- En Eminem..in love with his tattoos as I in love with his songs -

- What else to say about david, with a body to die for, he can tattoo all the way his body and women still drooling over him..trust me..lucky you Victoria!! -

Sad to say....I can't have a future husband with tattoos...confirm parent mak mengamuk nyah..hehe!!Cannot2...so I can only admire those guys with tattoos...maybe I should dream of Scofield tonite.....>.<

Awak

Awak.....


Saya doa awak success selalu.....

Saya harap one day awak akan jumpa soul mate awak or perhaps sum1 untuk menemani hari tua awak...sebab saya tahu..I am not that person....

Sorry sangat2...saya memang tak boleh jadi kwn awak..sebab perasaan itu masih kuat utk awak..maybe satu hari nanti bila perasaan itu hilang then kita jadi kawan okay....

Sorry if selama ini saya always bebankan awak with all my problems..well I have too since I know you will always be a good listener for me..tak tahu what went wrong...suddenly things falls apart kan....

Saya tak faham kenapa awak tak keep your own promises...until now..I am clueless......

Saya dah penat tunggu awak...so I have to let you go...not only from my heart but away from my life...sebab itu kita tak boleh jadi kawan...maaf ya...

Sebab awak...saya jadi kurus...sebab awak saya selalu lemah..sebab awak saya selalu rasa sakit..sebab awak saya learn about love...

Terima kasih yer...for all the love/pain/hurt that you have put me through..sampai mati pun saya tak akan lupakan awak..tapi hidup ini perlu diteruskan.....
SEbab itu org cakap...this insanity called LOVE mmg painful....I feel it now.....

Sila jaga diri elok2 ya En Chocolate (you know who you are)

I'm feeling sentimental at 4am.....................

Walaupun.........

Walaupun gaji lambat masuk disebabkan oleh CIMB facing some errors in their system (damn!!dah penat menyumpah semalam!!!) I stiil manage to bought a new handbag!!!!weee...~I suka!!!

Tadaaaaa..........

- My new MNG bag....

March wish list..too many things were linger on my mind...I think I shud buy this, maybe I shud buy that...byk2...Don't ask me why...I have no answer on why women love to shops..maybe once I'm old like my mum then I will start to consider other things instead of shopping..for now, I guess I should just indulge my own pleasure...hehe!!

Things I must have:

- New flat pumps (ini wajib since I love flats, I dun mind being short as long I am comfortable with it but sometimes yes..I do want to look pretty by wearing heels..wink**

- New clothes..(well...every month it is a must to have a new clothes because everytime I go out with my girl fren, I love to wear new cloth..haha!!Yes, call me freak but that is who I am...but still I have no idea what kind of clothes I need..any idea girls???

- New heels??Perhaps if I have extra cash and I would definitely get myself a new heels...why do we love heels??If you ask me, my answer would be, I love heels because heels make me feel sexy, confident, and my ass will look good...okay tak??hehe..

Yesterday...

Yesterday kan....I rasa sungguh serabut....


Yesterday I do think I look serabai..My hair cam xsikat jer pi keja....

Yesterday I rasa kain baju kurung yg I pakai cam nak terlondeh jer...maybe saya sudah kurus?? ye kot...sebab saya sekarang dah back to the old Fatihah which is I skip dinner almost every night...bukan sebab diet..tapi malas..yes!!saya mmg tak senonoh...how am I going to have a sexy butt if saya tak makan kan??ishh2....I need a sexy back!!!

Yesterday..akhirnya saya dapat jugak membeli buku yg diidam-idamkan...happy!!balik rumah trus layan novel sampai tertidur..huu~

Yesterday jejaka PCSB dtg office...serius...saya rasa malu gila..hearing his voice while he was talking to my GM and I was so menggelabah..macam mamat tuh ajak pi dating laks..hahaha!!

Yesterday semata-mata tak nak bertembung dgn jejaka PCSB saya sanggup thn nak pi toilet...sbb if nk pi toilet I do have to lalu in front of him..malu wehh...ini semua En amir punya pasal...u owe me En amir!!!

Yesterday saya jalan balik going to car park ngan suami org (bukan skandal) and it is good to hear when a husband so happily talking about his family, and cerita to me how it is good to have a family on your own. He also taught me how not to be selfish and it is indeed open my eyes that when you have to share ur life with sum1, you do have to learn how to compromise and to tolerate with every single things in life and I am proud of you abg A to see how you adore ur wife so much eventho yes sometime you look so blur and clueless but once you start talking about your wife, I can see that you are so happily married...bestnya....Tiba-tiba rasa gatal nak kahwin...haha!!

And today...I was thinking..if I really2 want to get married, why don't I try to get to know 'Tuuttt' tapi bila fikir2 balik...mcm tak baik if I force myself to like sum1 when obviously I am not into him...hurmm...few friends ask me to try to get know jejaka PCSB, bukan tak mahu....tapi saya rasa saya patut relax dulu..betul tak????

Futsal day~

Okay today baru nak update pasal yesterday activity.

- OFFSHORE WORKS GROUP -

Semalam we had fun, supporting our company in Futsal event. Futsal event ni actually have been organised by the Malaysian Oil & Gas Contractor Society which is a yearly event yg akan mengumpul all contractors in Oil & Gas business. Thank you for organizing such event since we do have fun being part of it.Congrats to all the player (bukan kaki perempuan) eventho we did dpt 3rd place but still, siapa sangka we all dapat sampai semi kan..hehe!!Rasa bangga la jgk eventho I was there as a 'pom-pom' girl jer..ya..kami pom-pom girl yg comel yer anak2...(ngaku diri comel I loike~)

The event it self start at 9am but as a gadis yg comel..haruslah dtg lambat..dtg lambat itu trend skrg..hik2..time sampai2 tuh cam cuak gak nk msk..since it is my 1st time menjejakkan kaki ke arena futsal..Excited gila babi..sbb before this, yes I did try to play futsal but I have failed in vain sbb mmg tade bakat langsung atau lebih tepat lagi I do think I was born to be a sopan girl..(geli tokak den). Nasib baik cik S n Mr L da ada kt sana so rasa segan itu menipis la kan...mmg segan abis time tuh..yela...ramai sungguh warga lelaki time tuh...malu mak..auwww~(gaya gedik sket ok)

Sampai2 jer trus amik picture..hee!!biasalah..saya mmg tak boleh ada camera..dia mesti nk snap jer...and yes..it happen I've met fet there..tak sangka pulak..after dah lama xketemu, finally we've met again...fet look semakin cerah..sgt lah xaci..huu~

BY the way, Offshore Works did send two teams to represent the company so we do hav to sapot both teams...thanks to Mr L, sebab dia telah menyiapkan all the pom-pom for us..tq dear...without you kami tak boleh jadi pom-pom girl..huu~

Ooo...I love our goalkeeper..Dia sgt hebat!!by love it doesnt mean saya fall in love okay..what I mean is our keeper mmg very talented...sampai cik S pun tergoda you..hehe!!

Since we did thru to semi so all things end before 5pm..yeay!!balik awal...suka2..Thanks to kwn skola ku En B for sending me home..if tak tak tahu la nk balik ngan sape..huu~mekaseh...

- Kwn skola rendah ku -

In near future akan ada satu futsal event inter subsidiaries..excited nih!!!maybe I will try to play kot..haha!!

- The pom-pom girls -

Jejaka Handsome yg pemalu......

hehe...post ini khas utk seorang jejaka handsome yg pemalu....wink**

aku tahu kalau ko baca nih..mesti ko gelak xhengat dunia akhirat..hehe...

Saya ada kenal seorang jejaka handsome...Dia berkulit cerah..tinggi...rambut not bad..walaupun tak mcm jejaka PCSB tetapi rambut mu tetap menawan bro!!

1st time jumpa..mmg kami tak bercakap langsung setakat..I tgk u..u tgk I je la...malu wehh...kt office dia ramai manusia yg bergelar lelaki....saya ni kan pemalu org nyer..(pemalu ke??hik2..)

Pada suatu hari....jejaka handsome add saya kat facebook..mula2 mmg wat bodo je la...since both tak knl kan..but then we start talking...borak kt FB mmg kencang habis....huu~

Tiba-tiba semalam jumpa kat office...jejaka handsome terus kelu lidah..langsung tak tegur mak..ni yg mak nak hangen ni nyah!!!hehehe...disebabkan rasa malu ku semakin menipis ngan jejaka handsome ni..so saya pun tegur la...yg kelakar nya...siap tunduk2 lagi ckp ngan I...muahahaha~

Relax yer bang...saya tak makan orang..saya makan nasi jer.....don't worry..I tak ngorat u punya...nanti sian jejaka PCSB kan...hee~

Peace ya mister..one and only post for you..hehe!!~

Bila mama dah start tanya......

Sigh~

I am serioulsy been avoiding this question...tak tahu nak jawab wehh.....

Mama dah start merisik...semalam dah start tanya..."So..apa citer with 'tuuutttt' ?"

Saya pun jawab lahh.."Entah lah ma..camtu laa...."

Mama tanya lagi,"Okay tak si 'tuuuttt' tuh??mama suka laaa..."

dalam hati (dah mama suka, mama je la kahwin...tapi ana bley...sian baba ku...I lap u baba!!)

Saya jawab, "Errr.....'Dia' baik..'Dia' cool..tapi...rasa suka tuh tak dtg lagi la ma...how??"

mama cakap,"Cuba laaa...ana tau..lama2 okay...bila nk pi dating??"

Saya cakap,"umm....satu hari nanti....."

Okay....I don't feel like dating anyone yet...mayb a casual lunch or dinner sounds okay..but still I need crowds..if setakat two people goin out dinner on normal date..mmg gua mls.....

Sebab I have no idea on what am I suppose to do on a normal date...cakap??nk ckp apa wehh...dah la if ckp dlm phone pun, bunyi cengkerik je lebih...huu~

I do think I am not ready yet....maybe you have to give me more time..say..2 months top??boleh??Currently I need my gadis2 cantik more than anything else.....I miss you girls!!!

To mama...sabar eh..I know you dah tak sabar nak ada menantu..keep it chill ya mama...My heart don't heal yet...so..hav to wait..wink**

Ooo....latest update on jejaka PCSB...he is younger than me...ahhh..tak suka lelaki muda...kenapa you muda??aishhhh...tapi rambut dia menawan...how????

Rambut oh rambut

Rambut....saya suka rambut saya..tapi kadang2 saya jealous tgk rambut orang laen..sungguh!!saya tak tipu...well..it's true..They say,manusia tak kan pernah puas...saya agree!!dah byk hair styles yg saya cuba...but still as a human being...I never did have a 100% satisfaction....

Currently I am not entirely satisfied with my hair...1st, my hair is not that long enough so susah nk gaya kan..okay..maybe ia hanya alasan semata-mata..tapi serius..I need my hair to grow a lot longer...and then perhaps I nak perm my hair kot??But...sesuai ke??I am afraid that nanti dah siap2 buat tiba2 I regret..how??

Owwhh....I was thinking to colour my hair as well..bukan apa...everytime I did colour my hair..secara tak langsung...my face then will look radiant..hehe!!I tak tipu...sumpah...I look different..dah lama tak colour rambut...last time I did dyed my hair was on 2007. Lepas tuh trus cam insaf sekejap..tapi mama cam dah tak bagi colour rambut..ummm...we'll see how...

This is what I have done with my hair before....I need opinions......which one look better on me??

Should I colour my hair??

- when I had a short hair..I dye it with light brown colour -

- Ooo..when I had a long hair..winduuu...T_T -

- my latest hair do....xsabar mahu pjg..... -

Am I a workaholic???

The answer would be...'I think not'....workaholic mmg takde dlm kamus kehidupan ku...but yes..lately mmg saya busy...busy bee tahap gila babi!!


When I look back...mmg tak sangka I really went to work on public holiday...weee~tiba2 rasa bangga dgn diri sendiri....but million thanks to 'yoda' yg sggp dtg office utk bekerja jgk..hehe!!


Kenapa saya bekerja in public holiday??sebab nak siap kan safety passport application utk all marine crew!!!Kerana kamu semua...daku terpaksa bekerja okay..tapi takpe la..mengenangkan daku boleh claim..so..I suppose it is okay to work on public holiday...





By the way...in near future...sumpah mmg tak nak dtg office if sorg2...call me penakut...and yes..I am penakut sebab after 'Yoda' pulang mmg tiba2 rasa semacam jer...mayb takde apa2..but still when you are all alone..things does happen kan??takut wehh....kelam kabut gila time nak alek..dah la sorg2...rasa2 nya..saya terlupa nak tutup air cond kot...mati kena marah dgn HR esok...sorry yer Kak S...tak sengaja...bila dah takut...semua redah jer....





My pretty girls semua dah bising...semua thought currently I run for the president seat..yela kan...busy jer asek...kalah Najib...sorry syg2 ku...this week and next week...I am all yours..unless..if tiba2 ada date wif jejaka PCSB..so sorry la yer...hik2....~


Ooo...back to jejaka PCSB....thanks to kwn2 ku...ada yg offer me his phone number..thanks but no thanks...I would really love things happen naturally..if he wants my number...please come and get it from me..and if korang nak ask him to add me in FB pun...sila lah..saya alu2 kan...hehe!!(gatal no anak dara nih..ish2...)





p/s: No matter how busy I am, but still his image are still on my mind...I tak faham...how could someone actually forget his/her 1st love...arghhh...I need to forget....T_T

Try to sleep with a broken Heart..........

Orang ingat I broke my heart...no worries...my heart still merah berkilat..or maybe a bit pinkinsh since tadi I met jejaka PCSB yg berambut Fabregas..Auwwww....!!~

Actually, I love this song...sbb it remind me of sum1...yes..that particular sum1..mula2 I thought he broke my heart..but when I think back..nothing is broken..as I thought maybe we are not meant for each other but regardless of what happen between us I do owe him!!
Thank you awak!!you make me learn a lot about LOVE & LIFE...for that I am thankful to you...peace~

Sekarang saya nk story pasal jejaka PCSB...I do think he didn't really notice me kot sbb ramai lagi aweks cun kt OFFSHORE kan....and sad to say..I am not one of them..huhu!!~
But...his friend did notice me..sbb tadi his friend siap tegur I lagi...wee~(dlm hati gila meroyan happy since kwn dia notice gak daku yg comot nih..)
Saya suka la tgk jejaka PCSB nih..actually tade lah gorgeous mcm abg Cristiano Ronaldo ku..but he look sweet and plus..I love his hair...and I love to see him in office attire...cair wehhh....@_@

Tapi tadi saya nampak he was talking with few of our field staff...I'll bet he must be mamat Operation....tapi saya tak tahu nama dia laaa...camne ni???But ada org offer nak kasi his phone number...hik2...kasi laa..but trust me..I am not goin to call him..haha!!perhaps maybe one day we've met again in other occassion or terserempak kt KLCC ke kan...office kami lintas jln jer..sng...hee~

Alamakkk....lately cam byk choices la pulaks.....betul ke I am totally over my previous love?? Rasa cam dah over it but I am still afraid..takut tersalah langkah....Ooo...dear God...please do guide me....

Ooo..enjoy lagu ini okay....lirik dia touching...for me la I guess...;))

2days of crying..............

On saturday.......

OKay..tgk title....I'll bet mesti org ingat saya sedih......betul2..memang sedih....sebab it happen that on friday, one of my mum good friend lost her husband in accident...
On Saturday, kiteorang pun semua rush to Seremban sebab nk tgk aunty Nor....poor her..She is so sad and I don't think she ever imagine her life without her husband..sapa boleh kan??yela...sekejap you were on the phone with your hubby and the next thing sum1 call you to informed that your hubby is gone....boleh ke terima??

Bila saya fikir,If I were her......

My heart will definitely stop beating.....

where will I find such strengh to cope with all matters??

which way should I go??

To whom I could speak of my sorrow??

Thousands things were linger on my mind the day uncle Hazam died....sebab saya boleh bayang kan,if such things happen to my mum...I don't think I have the strengh to make her feel better...coz I don't know how to feel better without baba...yes..I'm crying now....crying sebab saya tahu...saya memang tak mampu dan tak boleh nk berfikir if things like this happen to us...but to be realistic...nothing is certain in this world....a minute you are well..but the next minute sape yg tahu.........


On Sunday...

Selepas peristiwa malam itu.....untuk menghilangkan rasa malu yg menebal...maka adik2 ku yg tercinta ajak tgk dvd..so all of us pun duduk bergelimpangan ngadap telivision buruk nih....konon2 plan nk lyn 'Donny Brasco' but after voting process, finally citer 'Bodyguard & Assassins' gak yg menang.....Mula2..mmg tade perasaan tgk...sebab was hoping to watch Johnny depp kan...sekali kena ngadap sekor2 apek yg tak hensem..at least if ada andy lau ke..layan r gak...ni ntah sape ntah berlakon....

Sekali tgk.....perghh..mengalir air mata buat dua hari berturut2....sumpah tak tipu...kepada manusia di luar sana sila menonton filem ini....tragis wehhh....saya tak mau citer byk kt sini..hangpa tgk la klip kt bwh ni naaa..... tak pun nanti pi download okay....

Semalam...

Semalam kan...saya memasak....

Kenapa saya masak??SEbab saya dah ready nk jadi seorang isteri kot.....(Geli tokak den...~)

Semalam saya masak 'ayam kicap pedas' my own speciality la katakan...sebab mama cakap...sape makan ayam kicap saya...confirm dia amik saya jadi menantu....(gila kembang hidung mama puji...phewittt~)

Semalam saya masak...bukan untuk saya...tapi nk dijamukan pada orang....

Mama cakap ada org berkenan...(saya dah tersipu2 malu....)

Semalam puas saya msk..akhirnya..reti jugak potong ayam....(time kaseh nenekku..jasamu akan ku kenang sehingga ke akhir hayatku...)

SEmalam...family Dia datang...1st time saya jumpa dia.....orangnya...takdelah gorgeous mcm 'cristiano Ronaldo' ku...tapi Dia agak sweet...Orangnya tinggi...segak sekali penampilannya... Memang mama dah berkenan sgt...sebab Dia baik org nya...(itu mama yg ckp...)

Semalam...saya rasa saya sgt selekeh..yela...lepas masak..kelam kabut siap2 sebab family Dia dtg....Family Dia cool....siap puji masakan saya..(I lap u aunty....mmg tu je lah yg saya masak nanti tiap2 ari utk anak aunty if jadi lah yer..)

Tapi semalam...sepatah haram pun saya tak cakap dengan Dia..bukan masalah pemalu...tapi ini kali pertama kami berjumpa...mama suruh borak2...nak borak apa kan...1st time jumpa wehhh...menggigil bulu mata ku....

Semalam Dia hanya usha jauh jer...mesti Dia ingat saya ni seorang yg pemalu, lemah lembut, pandai masak...Kasihan Dia....alangkah malunya..kalau Dia tahu..saya ni memang kurang pemalu org nya...lemah lembut tang suara jer bang...kelakuannya...adalah..30% jer sopan....Pandai masak??20% jer.....Harap2 Dia tidak menyimpan harapan yg besar.....

Masih banyak yg kurang dalam diri saya...

Last sekali before Dia balik, Dia cakap...'Saya rasa maybe kita patut keluar berdua...'okay....saya dgn cuak dan blurrnya menjawab, 'Tanya lah mama saya...'Confirm la boleh kan...One thing about mama senang jer..sekali dia dah berkenan...bawak lah anak dara dia keluar lama2 pun dia xkesah..cam Fahim dulu..sanggup tuh suruh anak dara dia pi belajar malam2 ngan Fahim...tapi nasiblah si Fahim ni mmg lurus orang nya..so takdelah dia ambil kesempatan..kalau lelaki laen...abes Fatihah...huu~

Saya masih tak percaya tentang semalam....Rasa macam mimpi...saya dah ready ke??I have no answer....saya masih blurr.....

Saya suka lelaki ini

Kenapa saya suka??

sebab He is so cute..He looks genius...and when he start to talk....my heart stop beating...weee~

Nama dia Dr Spencer Reid (bukan nama sebenar), one of the co-star in 'Criminal Minds'....to those yg mmg follow criminal minds, I'll bet korang notice him already kan??

In my opinion, what's make men so special is all about their brain..hahaha!!Yaa...I know..my taste mmg pelik..saya suka lelaki yg out of my league in term of brain..huu~

Memang susah nk communicate with this type of guy but believe me..they are 110% an interesting men..hee~

What make them special??what make them different?1st....their brain always on the move...they don't hesitate..they have confident...they just keep me hypnotize...

What make them not a good choice for a woman.....

They are sgt EGO...

They don't take people's opinions easily

They are not romantic thinking but more to logically thinking

Don't expect them to be a lovey dovey bf

They spend their time focusing on other things instead of their women....

They expect women to be understanding

There are no rules being with them, you just have to go with the flow...

See...there are lots n lots of keburukan if we are dating one of them..tapi serius...saya sgt suka lelaki genius!!They just keep me mesmerizing with their thoughts & knowledge...auuwww~

Yang disukai...........

Currently obsess with hair band!!~

I use to wear hair band before but not as crazy as now...What is so special about hair band??

I guess it will actually make our hair look more beautiful as well as the use of other accesorries kot!!

But the thing is...my hair is quite messy now since I don't really take a good care of my hair....;(

I went to saloon after work today and that 'amoi' said, "ur hair manyak kering laaa"

Sigh~I've already know about that okay....so I did get my hair treatment today and as a result, yes...my hair is soft and silky now..phewittt....~I guess esok if jalan2...then my hair will look more beautiful kot...hehe!!(perasan mode...)

My obsession.....

Sila abaikan keserabaian rambut ku...but seriously today it looks better..baru wat hair treatment ok..hehe!!

Saya suka hairband..so if saya keluar jalan2 esok saya akan cari hairband lagi....wink**

The pieces don't fit anymore..........

I can't explain..what is not enough since I give it all to you......

It's time to surrender....Too long pretending.......There's no use in trying

don't miss understand of how I feel......

The pieces don't fit anymore.....


Oooppps..just so you know..this is not an emo entry...but few sentences of this song is definitely make me think...Betul...saya agree..saya mmg suka thinking too much!!

Ehh..correction..bukan saya seorang..but most women kot...but I do think Jiha mmg less think laa..mmg salu cam less expression kot..sebab dia mmg suka ketawa & sometimes I do think bila nk tgk pompuan ni marah eh??hehe!!But 2 years being her Roomate, I do think I know her when she is angry or when she is happy senang citer...being her friends make me laugh out loud!!

In term of thinking too much wud be me, Hana banana & eika.......Yes..our thoughts sometime mengjangkau Lautan Pacific kot....always think of the worst dulu..sebab tuh sometimes suka msk status or entry yg emo2 sket..hehe!!No offences..kami xkacau org it is just that we love to express our feeling & thoughts thru the web..huu~

But that is the old me..coz now...I do express myself in term of songs...and I do express it thru writings.....Bukan takmo citer kt close frens..but currently I love to keep all my thoughts to myself and only me know..what's actually been messing my mind...perhaps I'm going to talk/write in riddles lately..hahaha!!

Okay enough for tonite...actually sdg rasa a bit happy laa...hehe!!I know you know why...
Thank you2....wink**