Let the pictures do the talks

The Nikah's in Masjid Wilayah

The meeting in Royal Bintang

The Arsenal game

p/s: things happen so quickly and I sure do not have such an ample time to embrace it. I am thankful for having such a wonderful people around me and love me for who I am, as a human we tend to forget so I hope in near future, let us remind each other what a beautiful life journey we had. Those up & downs make us who we are today, no complaints, no regrets, life is about looking forward. We shall live it and have a good life with HIS bless~

Ameen

Fried Carrot Cake

*Ehem*

It has been a while since I last share some recipe here. Well, I am not a good cook and cooking is definitely not my forte (eventhough yes I love to eat). I only cook when I have to cook or when I am in the mood of cooking. *wink*

We are approaching the month of Ramadhan, so I thought I shall utilize my cooking skill...hehe~

Me & bebeh were actually loving this food...she is the one who introduced me to this Fried Carrot Cake in Pavillion. It was totally awesome yooo~

Instead of going to Pavillion to eat it, I guess I better learn how to cook it. Therefore, kindly refer this below recipe.


Ingredients :



Ingredients A :
200g rice flour
550ml water
200g radish (shredded)
1 teaspoon


Ingredients B :
1 tablespoon chopped garlic
1 tablespoon chilli sauce
3 tablespoons fish sauce
3 beaten eggs
chopped spring onion, chopped coriander leaves and pepper to taste


Method :
• Ingredients A : Mix rice four in 200ml water. Stir well. Boil shredded radish and salt in remaining water. Pour in rice flour mixture and stir well to make batter.
• Pour batter into 23cm square baking tray. Steam for 30 minutes till carrot cake is cooked. Allow to cool before cutting into pieces.
• Ingredients B : Heat frying pan till hot then pour in 4 tablespoons oil. Heat oil till hot. Add 500g steamed carrot cake.
• Quickly cut carrot cake into small pieces using frying ladle. Pan-fry till both sides are golden-brown. Push carrot cake aside and leave a hole in middle.
• Pour in 3 tablespoon oil. Add chopped garlic and chilli sauce. Stir-fry thoroughly while adding fish sauce. Slowly drizzle beaten eggs over carrot cake. Continue to pan-fry till both sides are golden-brown.
• Transfer to serving dish. Sprinkle with chopped spring onion, chopped coriander leaves and pepper. Serve hot bebeh~







*Hurmm*







senang kan??Jomm try it out!!




p/s: craving...*drooling*

Lelaki Alpha

Alpha Male Traits
He is the leader, the charmer, the witty one, the guy who gets all the attention, whether he craves it or not.




The alpha male is a term that is generally used to describe a male that seems dominant in his social circles, seems to possess an unending appeal towards women, and displays general leadership characteristics and traits.




The term alpha male has been derived from the term 'alpha dog', a term that is used to pinpoint the leader of a pack of wolves or dogs. There are many alpha male traits that can help you distinguish between an alpha male and a beta male.


Everyone knows who these guys are. The traits of an alpha male are so unique and recognizable, that almost everyone can instantly think of the alpha males around them. These guys seem to have it all. Money, women, success, leadership qualities and ease of mind.




Alpha Male Traits
Here is a list of alpha male characteristics that can help you identify alpha males at once, and also help you develop some of these alpha male traits yourself.

Alpha Male Traits - Personality Traits

Talking Deliberately: It is commonly observed that if one is speaking to someone in a position higher than themselves, they tend to speak fast in order to maintain their attention and interest. The most obvious of all traits of alpha male is that they talk slowly. He knows that no matter what he says he will be listened to, and thus does not feel the need to rush through his words.

Acknowledging Others: The best alpha male trait is that he knows how to appreciate and acknowledge other people. If you have done your job well, he will appreciate it. If you tell a funny joke, he will laugh along with you. If you share your opinions with him, he will give you words of advice. An alpha male will always be open to ideas and suggestions from others and will not dismiss them without sincerely considering them.

Aloof: At the same time, it seems to be one of the most widely noticed alpha male traits that they are just not interested. In spite of taking a keen interest in what you may have to say, alpha males seem to be aloof and transient at all times. Their body language seems to suggest that they are always immersed in their own thoughts, and this even makes them seem self centered. But the fact of the matter is that they are paying attention, in spite of seeming extremely aloof.

Attracts Women: There's just something about the alpha male that appeals to women of all ages. They have this irresistible charm that just oozes out of them and sweeps all the ladies off their feet. There's no one singular characteristic of theirs that has this effect on the fairer sex, rather the combination of all the alpha male traits which makes them so appealing.

Alpha Male Traits - Psychological Traits

Confidence: The biggest asset to possess, no matter where you are, is self confidence. Believing in yourself, no matter what, is one of the alpha male traits that truly stands out. There is a fine line between self belief and arrogance, and the alpha male is well aware of these boundaries and knows how to handle it. He will appear supremely composed, and will leave you amazed at his level of confidence. Read more about alpha male body language.

No Explanations: An alpha male will not look to anybody for approval. He will follow his instincts, and not feel like he owes anybody any explanations. There is no urge within him to justify and validate his actions and words to anybody. The most obvious of all the alpha male characteristics is that he is comfortable in his own skin and does not look and hope for anyone else's approval.

Competing With Other Alpha Males: The most glaring thing that you will notice when you see two alpha males interacting with each other, is the battle for supremacy. Each one will try and get one over the other, and as a result they will both be constantly competing or arguing. If you wish to become an alpha male you need to learn to recognize potential threats, and then show your superiority.

Feeling Threatened: Since there is a constant tussle between alpha males for supremacy, they tend to get insecure and threatened by the activities of other alpha males. They always feel like the other alpha male is undermining their superiority and authority. This is one of the alpha male traits that is not seen in every alpha male, but only in the ones that are slightly insecure about their position.

So, these were some alpha male traits that can help you spot an alpha male when you see one. Or, if you are aiming to be considered as an alpha male, these are the traits of an alpha male that you must adopt in order to make everyone else sit up and take notice.


*Ehem*

To those who are looking forward to have an alpha male as a life partner, kindly refer the above traits ya...



*my favourite Alpha Male~





Fyi, I prefer a combination of alpha + beta + omega. Wink*

To En Fugro

I'm here just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I've ever made
My racing heart is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say...

I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me out
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

I'm here so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say..

I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I'm proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to lose you again

Yes I will...

I think I better leave right Now.......

Good nite beautiful people~

Wordless Wednesday

is currently addicted to this..Thank you very much I-pad 2~

Crush ke LOVE?

Crush??




Base on thesaurus punya dictionary, crush is temporary feeling yg tiba2 kita rasa kita suka org tuh..betul tak??If u ask me, I would say..Yes, it is absolutely right veveh!!




Love??




Love itu is a deep feeling. It is sgt subjective. People define love in their own ways. Some says, Love is not about words or how you wrote a poem to ur love ones or even confess ur love..I mean, it is as easy as a pie to say “I love you” but are you actually meant it??or is it just a word semata-mata??




Ya..LOVE it complicated. Senang citer, there is no right or wrong on how other people confess their love. Maybe ada segelintir manusia yg terlalu obsess with it sehingga membawa maut and jgn lupa LOVE itu can make other people go crazy. Well..baru la cinta mati kan??




Okay..let us talk about love 1st, I define love as a very subjective matter. It is a feeling that gave u butterflies in ur stomach whenever u see the person, u heard his/her name mentioned, u even dream of him/her during day & nite and when my heart keep beating faster than normally...Yes, that is love for me. Our malay came up with a proverb that “bila mandi xbsh, mkn xlalu, tidur xlena” means seseorang itu is in love right?? Well, I believe it is true tho…different people reacts differently when they are in love right?? Ya, my definition of love sounds simple kan?? Trust me, when u are in love you know how it feel.




Crush??




I have been there way too many times. It all started when I was just 10 years old I guess. I mean that is the very 1st time that I have the urge of actually liking seorang manusia yg bernama lelaki. How does crush works?? Well, for me..crush is a simple feeling. Like I said earlier..it is a temporary feeling. They said, it took a minute to like sum1, 5 minutes to have a crush on sum1, and a lifetime to love sum1. I believe it is true. I mean it sure didn’t take me much time to have a crush on sum1. …and for me, normally the crush thingy will only occur when I see that particular person…if I xnmpak or no one did mention his name, serius..wa mmg langsung xingat kot…Cuma bila nmpk en crush itu, tiba2 senyuman daku menjadi sgt lebar dan mula lah nk buat muka comel..sekian~




Love??




I have been in love..ONCE. Ya…baru sekali rupanya daku in love…tsskkk~ If u ask me, to be in love is surely not an easy process. It is easy for me to like a guy but to be in love??Up till now there is only one guy jer yg berjaya mengetuk pintu hati ini. Lelaki itu mmg hebat. He is the most amazing guy I ever met. Ya..he totally excel in all my criteria. Tapi tuhan itu ada plan lain untuk I kn..unfortunately lelaki itu bukan untuk ku. Regrets??No…never regret…it is such a bless to have meet such a guy. Never thought in a millions years I could actually met a guy who meets all my expectation. But hey…sila berpijak di bumi yg nyata kn..no one is bloody perfect..Obviously, he is definitely not the perfect one for me. Maksudnya, there is a someone out there yg akan complete me….haha~Ya..I am optimis!!




Currently, I am in a state of cannot differentiate my own feeling. I do think this guy is a crush but my guts told me that this is love. What my heart say??Well…currently I am not talking with my heart..I rather talk with my brain instead of heart.




Mr brain said, it is definitely a crush..and I should move on with life and who knows I might find myself someone else yg can complete me..Yerp…brain ckp, kita perlu optimis..and believe that kumbang itu bukan seekor…




But my guts said, babe…u shud holding on to him..who knows he might be the one??u just have to be more patient and insyaallah one day he will be yours…




And I said, I’m with you Mr. Brain…because seriously…I won’t waste my time on sum1 or uncertainty. MASA ITU EMAS…why must I waste it on sum1 yg not worth it, I might as well as move on and I believe pintu rezeki/jodoh itu terletak di Tangan NYA. Obviously, HE the ALMIGHTY ONE has a great plan for me..why must I wait for uncertainty??




Conclusion is, I definitely moving on..It has been 2 months already…and I doing good myself. I just deleted him from my FB. Some says, I won’t have to do that..but I do think that I shud do it..bukan apa..it is for the best..for the sake of us both~I believe, a woman shud protect her own heart 1st before you hand it over to sum1 else.




p/s: I still believe in LOVE and I never stop giving LOVE.




Okay bye~

Kisah Hati

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin kita bersama
Nanti di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

is currently addicted to this song..

No..am not a big fan of remy ishak..Yes..I suka Alyah and her voice??Mantaps....

Dedicate to whom??errr.....kepada Cristiano Ronaldo yg berada jauh maybe di portugal atau pun sdg season practice di Bernabeu. Dgn Ucapan, sila lah menang champion league's next season..go thrash Barcelona okay syg~

Ok bye~

Bila hati terluka

Hati.

I have a heart. Yes, satu hati…hati tu la yg salu melompat happy (when I ‘m happy), hati tu lah yg salu nanges sorg2 (when I’m sad), hati tu lah yg salu dicalar, hati tu lah yg salu terluka…

Ya..hati itu mmg kuat. I never thought that I wud have such a heart. BRAVEHEART??tidak mungkin…itu adalah Mel Gibson. It’s ok..I’m still proud of you wahai Hati.
Owh..yes, hati ini terluka lagi…hari tu dah berparut, tapi tiba2 ia berdarah kembali. (omg..mcm lirik lagu..abaikan~)
Kenapa ia berdarah??Biarlah rahsia…takpe..I’m okay..mama ckp..bila happy u can tell the world, tp bila sakit..senyap suda….^_~

Since hati ini terluka, I pun google la… ”Cara-cara mengubati hati yang terluka” , pergh…mmg byk cara okay…salah satu drpdnya adalah menyuruh seseorang itu to commit suicide…What the??? Ya..itu adalah jalan mudah utk escape..mmg sampai bila2 hati tak kan terluka. Tapi itu adalah cara manusia takde agama. Excuse me, my mum raise me to be a better person and a good muslim..perlu ke I bunuh diri?? I tak kahwin lg okay!!

Tengah2 dok syok google..tiba2…I came across this word press…I believe it’s a SHE yg tulis ni…when I read it, I rasa satu tamparan yg menampar pipi ini..(maksudnya sedar), I just realized, it is myself who actually hurt my own heart…tidak percaya??Okay..ce tengok apa wanita ni ckp..ce tengok..ce tengok…

Emosi yang terluka mungkin bermula dari hanya calar yang kecil, namun rentetan peristiwa demi peristiwa yang berlaku mencetuskan emosi negatif yang setiap kali satu peristiwa selesai kesan calar bertambah besar dan emosi negatif mula membukit seterusnya menggunung yang andai meletus akan mengeluarkan lahar yang panas dan membahang dan akhirnya menjadi luka yang dalam dan sensitif.

bagaimana mahu merawat hati yang terluka ini?

muhasabah dulu punca kelukaan.
1. kebanyakan punca datang dari hati yang tidak redha.
2. hati yang tidak redha terjadi kerana tapaknya kotor dan hitam.
3. tapak hati hitam dan kotor kerana banyak melakukan maksiat.
4. maksiat berlaku kerana berpunca dari makanan yang tidak bersih dan halal.
5. makanan yang tidak bersih dan halal membuatkan kita melewatkan solat atau terus mengabaikannya kerana hati tidak rasa bersalah mensia-siakan solat.
andai kita jaga pemakanan , maka 80% solat kita terjaga., bila solat dapat dijaga, kita mudah mendapat solat yang khusyuk. apabila solat kita khusyuk, kita mampu membersih hati dan menjaga peribadi.

Apabila peribadi terjaga, hati bersih. emosi tidak mudah tercalar kerana kita berupaya sabar dan mengakui segala sesuatu yang berlaku adalah kerana izin Ilahi dan pastinya ada hikmah disebaliknya.

Meyakini sesuatu itu yang terbaik untuk kita kerana ia dtang dari Allah memerlukan fokus.
untuk fokus bahagian hipothalamus otak perlu kuat dan bertenaga.
untuk mendapat hipothalamus yang kuat dan bertenaga kita perlukan tidur delta dan tidur delta hanya boleh dicapai bila kita menjaga adab tidur dan tidur seawal lepas isyak dan bangun tahajud di 2/3 malam.

Emosi yang terluka adalah lemparan cas-cas elektromagnet yang boleh dikawal hanya dengan menggunakan mind power atau kekuatan minda.

Semudah mengatakan aku berfikiran positif dan percaya.

Cubalah. katakan sekarang , ” aku berfikiran positif , aku redha, aku menyayangi diriku dan aku menerima diriku seadanya”. sertakan dengan tapping,

Keberkesanannya melonjak.

Ya..now I know, hati ini..kita yg jaga..kita yg boleh decide sama ada nak hati terluka ke..terguris ke..tercalar ke..semua nya atas kita...okay??

Dear hati,
Tabahkan la dirimu, I know..you terluka..but come on..the first cut is the deepest right??this is obviously not the first..yg keberapa pun..I have no idea..dah lost count ok..So plese dear heart..bear with it..sekejap jer..nanti baik lah luka tuh..^_^

Sekarang..mari kita merawat hati yg luka..1st gi solat Asar dulu boleh??

Okay bye~

Wordless Wednesday

I c u later Van Persie

Open

It has been what??3 days since the BERSIH gathering…but from blog to blog..rata2 semua org are talking about it..ya..ada manusia yg embrace it and ada juga yg so against it..Ya, we are human..we have opinions. Whether it is right or wrong...it’s our opinion, so..Go ahead with it if you think that you are right..betul x?To hell with other people kan?as long as we get to voice up our says.

Actually, am not going to blog about BERSIH but I came across this amazing blog this morning, I love to read his blog (lensarosak). I mean, he is so open up..he talks about lots of things and yes..he is being sarcastic but..come on..who cares??that’s the whole point of blogging right??to speak up and tell the world what we felt. He is actually the owner of “Terfaktab”, ya…tentu sekali dia hebat kan..I am critically in love with his blog..sbb they expose so many things yg most people (ehem2..like me) won’t admit.

Berbalik to lensarosak, this morning I found that he is actually talking about BERSIH. Basically, ya..saudara Aqram are totally not agree on the existence of BERSIH. Well, being me…am not going to slam him and tell him..’hey, babe…you are wrong’..No..Aqram has his own opinion, and yes..I respect that..but me too have my own opinion. I believe other people should respect it and not to think that I am naïve about this whole things.

If people ask me on my opinion of BERSIH, am going to be exactly bold and said..hey..they did nothing wrong, all they want is a peaceful gathering and to be able to send a memorandum to Yang Dipertuan Agong. If I am not mistaken, our Yang Dipertuan Agong also mengalu-alukan mereka with his arm wide open. So, tell me…is it wrong to actually organize a peaceful gathering??Is it wrong to send a memorandum??

Sometimes, I do wonder…what makes other people too shallow when it comes to politics??I mean…am not a big fan of politics. Trust me..politics is always full of personal agenda. Am not a pro anti gov or not a pro gov either. Nak tahu kenapa??baik pakatan rakyat or gov…they have their own agenda..Ya, we can’t truly believe that if Pakatan Rakyat are the one who rules then they will be a good gov, there is no absolute guarantee that they are much better than our existing government and yes there are lots of ‘what if’ in our head if Pakatan Rakyat were to be our leader. Betul tak??But I do think that belum cuba, belum tahu..kan2??

I know..people will be asking..why change when everything is okay??Come on dear citizens, take a good look of Malaysia, are we okay now??

Seriously, we are not okay…yes..there are lots of lies/devious events/corruption and etc are happening here in Malaysia. Ya, we might not be as worse as other third world country but hey…we are going to be just like them if we don’t change. I believe people are afraid of changing but, let’s face the truth, we need a wind of change. Don’t be too radical and thinking that we are going to be doom if we change a government..No…it won’t be that bad, look at other country…they are still survive.

Look at Thailand my dear, they are changing with a new government, even their citizens are not afraid of changes. Look at Philippine, their people rising towards their government to fight over their government corruption and there goes Gloria Arroyo Macapagal dictatorship. Are we going to be as worse as Philippine when it comes to politics??Kindly be inform ya, there are a governor in Philippine whom are willing to killed just for the sake of winning an election. Are we going to be them??You tidak percaya??Kindly google “Maguidanao Massacre”. Confirm korang nanges if baca psl kisah ini ya…an example of a man who are so obsessed with his power & wealth and willing to do anything to retain it.

Actually, when it comes to politics I can share lots and lots of kisah manusia dictator. Why??well…personally, I read a lot and secondly, my brother studied in Political science so we did talk about it and share opinions about it. Yes, am not good of judging other people, but I believe my mum raise us right to make sure we do know how to differentiate on what’s right and what’s wrong.

When other people think that they are always right, well I believe “RIGHT” itu is up for a definition. I am not saying that I am right as I said earlier, everyone have their opinions and I do think one shud always accept other people’s opinions without feeling offended. What’s make human itu humanly enough is when he/she are able to live his/her life with consequences and possibilities. We can’t always think that life itu predictable; nothing is predictable as we can’t see our future. Maybe it is time to take chances on others rather than rely on the same party.

This is my opinion, whom ever are not pleased with it, you are more than welcome to voice up yours.

Ciao dude & dudettes

Kurus

Kurus?
I am kurus…physically kurus?Ya..I suppose I am..but still I do think I am a bit “mok-mok” lately…(mok sket jer..sbb nowadays saya suka makan nasi dan makan carbohydrates foods) Ya..blame it on me….(ada org ckp mok-mok itu comel..lyn kan suda..)

Actually when people are talking about kurus, I have few definitions of kurus.
Sebab I am kurus..(bukan sahaja physically)

When it comes to ilmu di dada ni, Ya…I am kurus…kurus sbb xckp lg mkn ilmu…as a human, we hav otak, and foods for otak is knowledge. And my otak definitely sgt2 tidak cukup mkn….baik ilmu dunia mahupun akhirat..memang xcukup lagi okay….

Owhh…tidak dilupakan…Miss hati dalam diri saya ni..mmg la kurus….Kalau anda semua ingat Victoria Secrets punya Angels tuh kurus, (cth: Miranda Kerr/Gisele Bundchen) meh sini dtg usha Miss hati saya… Hati saya mmg kurus….dia nipis sgt…senang terguris..senang terluka..(ciss..tiba2 rasa emosional) Tapi saya lucky, sbb saya ni mmg pandai mengubati hati saya yg kurus ini..nak tahu pakai ubat apa?? Ubatnya..jeng…jeng….sapu jer ngan air mata sendiri..saya tak tipu…saya mmg Puteri Menangis~ (sape2 nak ubat yg lebih berkesan, please do come & see me personally and I give u some tips..I hebat dalam mengubati luka hati tau) LOL~

Ape lagi yg kurus??Ya…buat masa ini…saat ini…mata saya ni rasa kurus sgt…mcm nak tutup jer…ini la penangan nasi dagang pagi tadi I rasa..Sumpah….mata ini sgt berat….PC ni pun cam dah nampak berbalam-balam (sape tak tahu maksud ini, sila rujuk kamus Dewan)

Okay la…ada audit..Bye~

Friday

Hari ini hari Jumaat,

Bila Jumaat.........



KLCC I see u at 12.30pm.....(I see u everyday kot..)



I eat n eat n eat....



is going to spend time with families...(xbole nak kuar gi mane2 kot..ari ni jam sbb ada few manusia sewels yg suruh polis buat road block!!)


p/s: sape2 yg rasa nak jln2 kt KL..xpyh laa...nanti korang sakit hati...


Ok bye~

BerSyukur

Lately there won't be a single day where I am not thinking about marriage/wedding.

Who's wedding??Mine of course...Every single day okay...always been wondering...sape lah..going to be the most amazing guy in my life*uhuk* apart from my daddy of course...

Ya..been thinking about it quite often..while working..while doing some business in the loo *ehem*..while sleeping..while eating...Ya...berfikir dan berfikir dan berfikir sambil menongkat dagu dan berkata, "I am the saddest person on earth dan manusia paling lonely sbb tade bf..."

Ya...am always thought that I am the most malang woman in Malaysia...ehh..tak la...maybe in Ampang kot...Sedih ok..sobssss~

But..something did happen today and it struck me, well..am not actually manusia yg sadis or malang...because...there are lots of other ppl out there whom might be in much2 worse situation or perhaps facing difficulties beyond anything I could imagine...who knows??

Here I am...every single day..whining about not having a bf..sedangkan...there are millions of other manusia di luar sana yg maybe sedang melalui saat yg paling sukar and perhaps there are facing death...but me??hanya kerana tidak mempunyai bf..tapi dia punya kalut cam ada kanser kan??Umm...sungguh kurang berpelajaran kan saya??

Ya...typical manusia...like me, I always want more..I always need more...I always want it all...without even think that life is not about having it all...Tuhan itu adil...HE gives me wealth..HE gives me health...HE gives me life...and insyallah...1 day, HE gives me sum1 to share a life with kan....HAWA itu dilahirkan dari tulang rusuk ADAM...satu hari nanti, I will see you wahai En ADAM.

One should be grateful on everything he/she had. Tuhan itu maha adil..and HE has a plan for each of us...cuma kita perlu sabar...for now, I should be grateful/bersyukur yg DIA bagi saya peluang untuk bernafas di atas muka bumi ini...always remember, ada byk lagi manusia yg lebih susah...oleh itu, sila lah bersyukur dengan apa yang ada...for now sila la byk2 kan bersabar ya wahai hati~

p/s: peringatan untuk diri sendiri

Bila Jiwa Kacau

Ya, saya mengalami jiwa kacau…siapa yang kacau??Jangan risau..bukan hantu yang kacau…jika hantu yang kacau, I don’t think I’ll be able to write or even go to work…sebab tentulah saya akan berada di rumah dan meracau macam orang gila…(nasib baik bukan hantu yang kacau)

Actually, lately..jiwa ini memang selalu kacau…terutama sekali semenjak hati ini sudah lama tidak terisi dgn insan yang bernama lelaki. Pada mulanya, jiwa ini takdelah kacau sgt..tapi semenjak 2 menjak bila dgr ramai sgt kawan nak kahwin ni…dia punya kacau tuh..jadi lain mcm ok…wa tension betul laaa….

Bila dah jiwa kacau nih…saya rasa gelisah jer…ada orang cakap dgn saya, bila kita susah hati or rasa alone…banyak2 kan berdoa dan ceritalah semuanya kepada ALLAH.



Ya..betul2…saya setuju, alhamdulillah…bila kita bercerita pada ALLAH SWT, beban dalam hati dan kepala tuh..kurang la sket..dan jiwa tuh..kurang la kacau…

Tapi tu la…jauh di sudut hati…saya masih lagi jiwa kacau..sebab..sebab…ada sesuatu yang sya betul2 mahu dalah hidup ni..tapi yang itu la susah nya nak dapat…Ya…hanya DIA yg lebih mengetahui….Saya memang nak sangat…tiap2 hari dok mintak benda yang sama….I told mama and she said, maybe you shud amal kan this ayat every single day..pagi..petang…siang..dan malam…haa….amik ko…

So okay…starting next week insyaallah..(minggu ni xboleh..ada masalah wanita)..I need/have/must amal kan membaca ayat 131 & 132 Surah Toha.

Dan janganlah engkau menujukan pandangan kedua matamu dengan keinginan kepada apa yang telah Kami berikan kepada beberapa golongan dari mereka yang kafir itu menikmatinya, yang merupakan keindahan kehidupan dunia ini, untuk Kami menguji mereka padanya; sedang limpah kurnia Tuhanmu di akhirat lebih baik dan lebih kekal. (Taha 20:131)

Dan perintahkanlah keluargamu serta umatmu mengerjakan sembahyang, dan hendaklah engkau tekun bersabar menunaikannya. Kami tidak meminta rezeki kepadamu, (bahkan) Kamilah yang memberi rezeki kepadamu. Dan (ingatlah) kesudahan yang baik adalah bagi orang-orang yang bertaqwa. (Taha 20:132)


Lagi satu….another Surah yg I do think setiap umat manusia shud amalkan is Surah Al-Waqi’ah. Menurut seorang ustazah yg ajar ngaji kt umah, ini adalah surah rezeki. Barangsiapa yg selalu mengamalkannya, insyaallah..dia akan jauh dari kefakiran and perhaps boleh memperoleh rezeki yg lebih banyak.

For more info on fadhilat surah Al-Waqi’ah ni, anda google lah sendiri ya…tak pun..pi la Tanya ustaz/ustazah..saya ni pun…salu bertanya jer..al-maklum la..ilmu kt dada ni..tak penuh lagi….

Tidak percaya??Owhh..tidak mengapa…saya ni..bukan nya seorang ustazah..tapi I do think I shud share it, sbb kadang2 kita manusia, bila jiwa kacau…kita lupa pd siapa kita patut mengadukan??Let us back to basic, saya ni pun byk khilaf nya, but I try my best to be the best…..takpelah…kita bersusah2 dahulu kan..insyaallah..one day DIA akan bagi kesenangan di akhirat kelak.

Sedikit nasihat untuk diri sendiri, SUDAH2 LAHH JIWA KACAU…HAMBA TAK LARAT NAK LAYAN DAH WEHHH…






Okay peace...







Bye~

Wordless Wednesday

ALL the Love in the world

p/s: is sharing some LOVE

Cerita tentang HIPOKRIT!

Ehem2...okay anak2 dara sekalian alam..today I nak share citer pasal wanita HIPOKRIT ya...

Ya...manusia hipokrit itu mmg ada...it is among us people...I bet we see them almost everyday kot...perempuan mmg banyak..(sape yg terasa tuh..sorry naaa...)

Hipokrit 1

This is a story about woman, whom are about to get married. Dia nak kawen dlm tahun ni la jgk...so happen she is a daughter of an Ustaz. Nak jadi kan cerita, sewaktu keluarga pihak lelaki dtg meminang (pihak laki ni is anak kawan mama), depa tanya la..berapa hantaran nak letak?Yang pihak perempuan ni, dgn tulus dan kudus nya...terus jwb...tak perlu hantaran semua, yang kami mahu hanyalah senaskhah Al-Quran. Pihak lelaki ni pun..rasa agak lega dan bersyukur la kan...baik betul keluarga pihak perempuan ni....Tanpa membuang masa, masing2 pun sibuk la nk buat preparation. Tapi kan...nak jadi kan masalah problem nya...bila time nak wat preparation. si pihak perempuan ni..tiba2 jer cam jadi lain la pulak...Bukan apa, ari tuh time masuk meminang, kata tamau sebarang hantaran la...nak senaskhah Al-Quran kan....but all of sudden, tiba2 pihak perempuan jadi semakin demand...Kasihan pihak lelaki okay...

Bayang kan la...since pihak perempuan cakap tak nak sebarang hantaran, mak si lelaki ni punya la..dah beli jubah putih untuk majlis pernikahan...tup..tup...tiba2 pihak perempuan ckp, Dia tak nak lah pakai jubah time wedding...sbb dia nak jugak pakai baju glamour....bukan tuh saja ok...tersedak la jgk pihak lelaki ni...daripada tak prepare apa2...tiba2 kena prepare mcm2....MUA laaa....baju wedding....siap pelamin oun nak nyah....What happen to "hanya senaskhah Al-Quran??"

Haihs....itu la dia...so Hypocrite....perlu ke ckp nak senaskhah Al-Quran??If dah tahu diri tuh mengimpikan perkahwinan ala Siti Nurhaliza..awal2 ckp kan senang...cakap jela...takde sape pun nak marah...dah mmg tanggungjawab lelaki tersebut..don't be like this, you are actually menyusahkan pihak lelaki...kasi taw awal2 kan senang..tade la terkial2 laki tuh nak carik duet....

Hipokrit 2

Bab ni...I memang pantang...I memang tak suka...Kenapa perempuan perlu bermuka2??why must you pretend??I do think one should not pretend to be baik/naive/sopan/whateverla...

OWH...I saw lots of women macam ni...owh..they are not my friends...sorry ya nyah....I xkan kawan ngan org camni...if nak say 'hi' tuh mak bole la lyn...tapi nak kawan??sorry.....

Actually, it was a year ago...I adalah kenal this minah...she is actually a gf of a close fren of mine...

Nak jadikan cerita...back in UTM dulu, I am close with this group of guys...they are majority budak2 mechanical la...kenapa I boleh close??sebab I use to date with one of them...and lucky me..eventho I da break up with their fren pun..they r still cool with me..and always keep me in the look...thanks to En ex-bf yang always kekal as a good fren!!Okay...sambung citer please....since I am close with all this guys...quite frankly...haruslah I close ngan gf mereka kan...serius..mereka sume sgt cool and very mesra gitu...so we all get along famously...tapi kan...ade la satu minah ni...actually dia baru couple ngan one of the guy...kiteorang as usual..mmg super cool with evreyone..so at first..we are ok with her...but tiba2...we found out that she is actually a pretender....nak tahu kenapa??bayangkan laa....dpn we all...wahh...ckp punya la gah...belakang...tikus rupanya....itu la ini la...tapi itulah..sepandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua....one day, akibat tersilap langkah..evrything is kantoi with us...am I menyampah??Yes..totally...

Owh...ada lah seorang lagi pretender woman ni, yang ni...memang xboleh blah...nak tahu kenapa??sbb tahap dia pretend..mmg hebat...Dia ckp dia budak baik la...xreti la itu la..ini la..but actually....mmg syaitan rupanya...tapi bertopeng di sebalik hijab...ini mmg tak boleh diterima, because indirectly you are actually merosakkan image wanita yg berhijab..If ikut kan hati, most probably..I da kasi dia penampar laju2...LOL~

Err..byk lagi kisah hipokrit actually..tapi I do think enough la for tonite k...

Yang penting, diri sendiri...kena mau ingat ok...jgn hipokrit tak tentu pasal...well..sumtimes mayb kita perlu hipokrit...time kerja ker...time belajar ker...(sbb nak jaga hati orang ke)we have too..depends on situation...but in your personal life...please don't...you are actually giving ur self a bad name okay...

okay chow...

picture saya yang sedang hipokrit..lalalalala

peace~

25.06.11

Yes..am not really okay with myself but hey...life goes on and so happen..it is my beloved daddy's birthday!!!

BABA already turn to 56 years old TODAY!!

Wuuu....it is more than a half decade right??

Dearest Baba,

If someone ask me, WHO is the most important male figure in my life??I would straight away said, "It's my dad". Yes..with no second thought, it will always be you. When people ask me WHY? I would definitely say that "Because I love him so much and he is the only man I could always count with". Baba, You are the best man I have known in my whole life. When I'm lost, you were always there. When I'm sick, you were always there. When I'm sad, you were always there to cheer me up with your silly jokes. And yes..I can't stay mad at you for so long because you always make me laugh. Owhh...yes..not to forget..when I'm broke, you were always be there despite being scold with mama.

Baby always said that you always love me more than anyone (except for mama) She always said that no matter what happen you won't scold me or be mad at me....Well, I guess sometime I do make you angry and sometimes I tend to hurt your feeling and hey..I guess baby was right.. cause you were never angry with me. Perhaps since we spoke in the same frequency and so happen we adhere the same interests.

I still remember, back when I was still in schools days, I were always scared of mama everytime I did not delivered a good result in exams, afraid of being 'cubit' by mama. But yeah..lucky me..cause I have you. You always in my defend and I do remember back in 2003, I was already in Matrix but at the same time, I got an offered to study in TESL, I refused to go and mama went so angry since I did not do things according to her plan but hey...I have you...lucky me, you talked to mama and eventually I did finished my matrix...Ya..there you are...always there supporting me eventhough sometime I did wrongs but you were always there to back me up.

I love you BABA!!more than I love myself...more than anything...I know you are sleeping right now but just so you know..YOU are the greatest DAD in the whole world. And I am thankful to ALLAH to provide me such an amazing person like you!!!

LOVE,

Your girl

p/s: thanks for the lovely lunch!!

F.A.Q (Frequently Ask Question)

Ehem2...yerp..I bet most people did encounter this "so called" problem...

Well, it is not exactly a problem unless when someone or perhaps people kept asking you the same question right??

Ya...IT IS ANNOYING PEOPLE!!

Kindly refer this below F.A.Q (F to the A to the Q) rap sket please....

It was actually categorise base on priority okay...and yes..I do provide all the answers..so please don't ask me again will ya??

1. Bila nak kahwin?? ----> me hav no idea when..since me got no bf/scandal/whatsoever but currently I have been actively browsing wedding dress (fornoreasonatall) and yes I am going to held my solemnization in Masjid Wilayah. Why??(becauseiwanttoo)
2. Kenapa awak single?? ----> Instead of saying "takde jodoh lagi", I am going to be exactly bold to say that, because I do think that I am not attractive enough to attract guys..that is the main reason why am I being single..OKAY??
3. Lelaki camane yang you suka??or maybe you ni memilih kot?? ----> Yes, I am picky when it comes to guy. I have too, it is a norm to be picky since there are a lot of guys out there..one should choose wisely. It is how life is, same goes with guys right??When it comes to guy, I need a stable man (economically/physically/mentally), Handsome??That is subject to a definition..how you define "handsome". If you ask me, "handsome" is subjective. It is all about the whole package. Please do bear in mind, handsome face can't buy you a house, so please choose wisely. And yes, I love a man who think with their head instead of their d***. And owhh...I love a guy who read. (Yes,ijustlistoutthetypeofguyiwouldlovetohavebutitallldependonTHEMIGHTYONEALLAH)Letjust say, HE knows it all.So I just wait and see and yes PRAY of course.
4. Boleh berkenalan??(IusetogetthisquestioninFB) ----> My answer is, NO if you want to know me thru FB since I don't even know you and have no idea who the hell are you. My answer is YES, if you approach me in person nicely. But, I come to think it again and I guess I changed my answer. You know what, if a guy do approach me in person nicely, I will ask him why he wants to know me and if he provides me with a good answer thenYES I will definitely want to know him too. Sorry dear guys out there, am not going out on a date anymore unless that someone is seriously want to know me and hopefully we hit things off to the altar. I am not going to wasting my time with those who won't commit and with those who thinks that we should be friend. KINDLY BE INFORM THAT I HAVE LOTS OF MALE FRIENDS SO I DON'T NEED A NEW ONE. (maybeisoundabitbitchyiamsosorrybutihavetoosinceiambaringmyheartandsoulherethereforeineedtobeclear)

Yerp...the above 4 question is the most F.A.Q. Actually, I have no problems to answer all the above questions but seriously dude, sometimes it does hurt when people kept asking you the same questions right??I mean, yes..it is true...at my age..those question is pretty normal but people should actually be more concern when they ask questions. One should know that there are stuffs or things, some people love to keep it to their self. Especially those very2 personal questions. Okay fine, there might be or might not be personal questions but for me, it is personal. Yes, I admit, previously I do said that those "married thingy" does not bother me at all. Yes, it is true..at that time since my heart is numb I guess but currently it does hurt me when people start to bragging about wedding and to make things worse when people ask me the above questions. But hey...I still love the idea or marriage though as I love the idea of LOVE.

I just felt so freaking lonely lately. Yes, I have lots of friends and families but I need someone....YA ALLAH...seriously, I have no idea how to actually make people understand what's in my heart. I feel so alone and vulnerable as if like no one did really care about me which is a total bullshit...yes I know..lots n lots of people on earth do care about me but I just need SOMEONE or to precise a GUY. Arrrghhhhhh.........the urge to do something stupid is so high right now...but I do not want to do things out of stupidity and I know that I am better than this and I really2 want to be a good MUSLIMAH.

YA ALLAH, please2 do guide me and help me to get through this mid 20's crisis..this so called life crisis...I am so tired....Soooooooooooooo Tireeeeeeddddddddd...........

p/s: Iamsshowingahappyfaceinfrontofeverybodyanditissuchatiresome

Muhasabah Diri

"Wanita Hiasan Dunia, Seindah Hiasan Adalah Wanita SOLEHAH"

(I try my best to one though it is hard to do so)

“Be content with what Allah has given you, and you will be among the richest of people.”

“Do not become angry, and you will be relieved.”

“Do not betray the one who betrays you.”

“If you do something bad, follow it by doing something good.”

“Forgive the one who does you wrong.”

If you count the faults of others, count your own faults instead.

“The upper hand (the one that gives) is better than the lower hand (the one that takes).”

“(Take care of) your mother, then your mother, then your mother, then your father, then other relatives in order of closeness.”

Let us "Muhasabah diri"

If you commit a sin, say “Astaghfir-ullah (I ask Allah for forgiveness).”

If you are given a blessing, say, “Al-Hamdu-Lillaah (praise be to Allah).”

If some disaster befalls you, say, “Innaa Lillaahi wa innaa ilayhi raaji’oon (Truly, to Allah we belong and truly, to Him we shall return).”

p/s: intheneedofsearchingagoodlifewithHISguidance