Pretender

I am good at pretending my emotion. When I’m sad or angry I can still act fine and okay as if like nothing is happened. I still can laugh and I still can smile as widely as I can. Ya, to that extend..sebab itu people can’t really guess my mood as I am always look happy and cheerful.
Tak best lah tunjuk muka moody sebab not only you make your day worse, you also are going to driven other people away from you. Therefore, keep on smiling and be cheerful okay.

But I know, ada certain people they can’t fake their emotion as their faces will definitely shows everything. Bila dia marah dia tunjuk, bila dia sedih dia tunjuk and bila dia tengah angin satu badan pun dia tunjuk. Actually baguslah..sebab you are being honest with your emotion but keburukannya, no one can actually have the heart to be your friend lah..sebab you are being too emotional which is tidak semua orang boleh terima.

If you ask me, I don’t mind having such an emotional friend sebab saya memang jenis tidak kisah. Suka hatilah nak over emotional ke apa, as long as you can cool down yourself sendiri then me have no problem on being friendly with you. Satu jer, bila seseorang itu too emotional, it is advisable for you not to melayan sangat..let him/her cool down and tenangkan hati..sebab sooner or later dia akan okay dengan sendirinya.

Unfortunately, I am such a bad pretender when it comes to not to like other people. Most people I think can easily berpura-pura di hadapan orang yg dia tidak suka right?? But, not me….Once I don’t like someone, I tend to show it on my face. I tend to ignore that person and sometimes I tend to be sarcastic with him/her. I know, I am being rude but seriously…I just can’t pretend to like someone when obviously I am not.

There are few of them yang saya memang kurang suka atau lebih tepat lagi tidak suka sebenarnya. I try to be nice but I can’t. Sebab nanti I end up looking like an idiot try to please him/her. And..my fake smile is so damn obvious. LOL~

This is how life works right??We can’t like them all and don’t expect them to like us too!! Ya..it may sounds cruel but that is how it works. Walaubagaimanapun, it is all up to us. We design our own life as we create our own stories. No matter how you want your life works, semua itu is depending on you. Sometimes being a pretender is good in order to avoid any confrontation or any fights but there are times when you just have to be true to yourself. For example, when it comes to love. One should be honest when it comes to love ya…No tipu-tipu okay. Sebab once you are lying about love, please do remember…karma itu akan get back to you. Tuhan itu maha besar dan maha adil.

And now I am pretending to be cool and comel sebab ada client handsome datang..okay pretend!!

*kidding*


LOL~