Kerja Baru, Tempat baru

Okay, I have been working in tempat baru for 2days. Alhamdulillah, I feel okay I guess thanks to bebeh sebab ada. If I were to be alone, I memang confirm akan jadi lone ranger. Tapi tak kisah lah kan, it is a challenge if you were to work in a new place right??

My first day is not that great sebab, pagi2 datang office dah kena hon by an Audi yg dibawa oleh seorang makcik yg perasan dirinya muda. It was not a good start okay. Pagi2 dah rasa nervous satu badan as I do not know what to expect. Once I have been given proper induction by HR, lepas tu I went straight to my department and wait for my next instruction. My boss nampak macam garang, but he turns out to be seorang yg sangat approachable. First time okay, I get a boss yg awal2 sudah prepare my job scope on my first day. He did my orientation himself and explained to me on how our department work. Owhh, I was seated next to my new colleague…nama dia Amir. Such a senyap person. First day tu..he didn’t even say a single word to me. I thought he is sombong but according to bebeh, rupa-rupanya dia memang seorang yg pemalu. But it’s okay sebab the next day, tiba2 kami jadi banyak cakap and since he sat next to me, so he has to teach me macam2…hee~ Obviously, he is not that pemalu. LOL~

Second day, finally…my PC sudah okay. Now I can use my PC to view my email, all my working hard drive. Owhh..kindly be inform, I like the way my new company operates. They are so systematic. Everything are online even all our internal documents are transparent. So, there is no such thing that you can’t get your job done. One thing yg saya sangat-sangat risau is, I have to be more independent. My boss allowed us to do our work accordingly and he won’t kacau us unless if we need his help. That is why, I am so susah hati right now, because seriously..I have a lot of catch up to do. I have to be involved in projects as well as I have to prepare the Project Execution Quality Plan (PEQP). I am a Science student okay, and engineering is not my forte and now..I have to learn it all. So, kindly imagine betapa susahnya hati ini and currently I am doing a bit of research on our next project where I have to work closely with our project team. Ya, baru dua hari masuk kerja, and I dah rasa nak menangis during project team discussion. LOL~ (Sebab I am so lost since banyak betul term I tidak tahu okay!!)

But…no matter what, I take this as a challenge. I have too. No pain no gain right??This is the time, I have to perform well. Takpelah..bersusah dahulu, bersenang kemudian kan??

Pray for me ya.