Today

Today. I am pretty exhausted. Not physically exhausted as I am not doing any hard labour. But, I am mentally exhausted since today I have to make use of my whole brain in order to process all the information and knowledge given today.

Sumpah, I am glad that I stick by my decision on not taking an engineering course for my degree. If not, I am not surprise if my head is bald by now due to too much of hair falls sebab ambil engineering course. Ambil chemistry pun saya sudah sakit kepala okay.

Kindly imagine, I never even care to actually have the initiative to learn on technical part when I was working with OWS. Ya, I admit..I am too lazy to care kot since I am too occupied on doing my work. But here in MMC, by hook or by crook..I have to learn it all. It is tough indeed for me since I am not familiar with all the engineering terms. What I did is, I jot down all the unfamiliar terms and nak tak nak…dengan muka tebal, I ask my colleagues. I have too, perasaan malu or rasa rendah diri tu, I have to put it aside. What’s important is, I have to capture everything and to be able to understand how the process works.

Today, I am happy to be able to learn the overview of a platform design. Perhaps I am a bit lost on certain aspect but at least I did gain something today. It makes me realize, everyday is a learning process. I learn a lot each day. Takpe lah kan..pelan2 kayuh…like my boss said, “No one can be excellent overnight, take your time to learn and understand.”

After 3^rd time tukar kerja, now I only know what it felt to be pressure by work. LOL~ Lately I have to motivate myself to work. Not that I am less motivated but I need to compose myself to make sure that I will stay positive. I read a good quote today. It says, “ You have to has a desire to do something in order to enjoy the things that you do.” Oleh itu, yes…no matter what happen, we must enjoy our work so we don’t have a reason to be unhappy about it. And not to forget, keep on senyum..^_~

Errr..okay, this is me in my new green palazzo….hee~

p/s: picture ini tiada motif okies..