Restless

Today…I feel so restless..It is probably due to overslept last night. Sebab itu la, Rasul dah cakap, kurangkan tidur dan lebihkan ibadah. *okay touching*


I slept early last night sebab stress and marah. Ya, when I am not in a good mood, the best thing to do is to sleep so I don’t have to face any manusia. Kenapa stress & marah??Well, sedang kan lidah tergigit, inikan pula siblings…hee~Ya, I am a normal human being with flaws and feeling so sometimes, hati ini cepat terasa and terguris.

Today my life at work is not as productive as yesterday. I feel mellow and my mind keeps thinking of home. Maybe it is due to fasting kot…I ‘m in the midst of process ganti puasa and what’s killing me is that I keep thinking of pengat pisang at home yg I failed to eat yesterday. Menyesal yg amat….itulah…too busy mending my own feeling sampai terlupa makan pengat pisang yg awesome itu!! To make things worse, last night I don’t even eat any rice….Owhhh…dugaan…

Okay, chill ya Fatihah…there are thousands people out there whom actually starving right now and all you are thinking of is yourself…Selfish nya diri ini…. *sedih*

Maybe ini dugaan tuhan nak beri..be positive..sometimes I do realize, disaat saya berpuasa or sdg sabar, saya selalu diuji dengan perkara yg boleh buat saya hilang sabar, marah dan melenting..Hurrmmm…my patience level sgt nipis kan??

Okay..positive yours truly..you know, I know and everybody know..life is not easy, it is getting tougher and tougher day by day but yet life is exciting. Today, we feel bad but tomorrow may bring lights to us.

I guess when a person is hungry, he or she will have a mental breakdown sekejap..like what I’m having right now…my mind can’t focus at work. They said, 70% of lives controlled by mind, only 30% of it is were controlled by our physical. You can do it Fatihah…dear Otak, be strong!!!

Owhh..Jimmy….