Eva Romina

This post has been due for quite sometimes…sorry darling Eva…been busy and my house PC is not working well…(Ok kan alasan saya??) LOL~


Meet Eva…one of my beautiful friends on earth. She is so Heliza look alike.. Tak percaya??Please refer below picture. Heee~

Sama kan??Cantik kan??heeee~
To be honest, I am literally speechless to actually blog about our date. Maybe it is because I am currently blogging at work which is so not cool because I have to keep it low in order not to let my other colleagues think that I am currently drafting a resign letter. LOL~

Therefore, kindly view below pictures and let the pictures do the talk.

I know...most of you guys must be jealous of me now cuz I got to spent time with gadis cantik kan??Don't be...she is one of the friendly people in blogging world, so please do visit her page at www.evaromina.com ok??

Banyak nak cerita about our date actually...

We start our day in KLCC, we had our brunch at one of my favorite restaurant, Ben's. The foods itself mmg super awesome but maybe sebab our perut dah masuk angin kot so we end up not to finish our dishes. And yg xbestnya, I am not able to let Eva taste their desert yg awesome juga. My bad...next time ya darling Eva...

Then we later went to Pavvy to watch Pitch Perfect. It is funny tho, because Pitch Perfect was not even screening in TGV, KLCC...weird kan??Cerita itu sgt best okay...sgt GLEE and yet so much more real. Saya sgt recommend to those yg tak tengok lagi to watch Pitch Perfect. Tak percaya tanya Eva, we laugh out loud macam nak pecah panggung. But yes, I do admit..the first time I laugh is not because of the movie but I was quite shocked hearing you laugh actually dear...hehe!!But not to worry, I am cool...I love someone who does not pretend to conceal their laugh. Let face it, awak suka ketawa kuat2 and saya sgtlah byk cakap kan??LOL~

After habis movie, ingat nak bwk Eva jalan2 lagi but unlucky me to have such parent yg sgt lah over controlling especially my mum so we end up going back afterwards. Sorry dear Eva...maybe next time biar saya visit awak in Kuching k...*wink

Being me, I am so buta jalan in KL though I was born and raised here. Kenapa??Because I rarely got a chance to simply drive own my own except when I went to work. Yes, it is true...

Nasib baiklah dgn adanya application Waze, I am able to sent Eva back home safely and me going back home safely without any sesat2...To be honest, I was quite scared but alhamduillah sgt I manage not to panic.

Overall, I wish I could entertain you better darling...Sorry if it is not up to your liking but I am happy to say, I had so much fun with you the other day. I am so relieved to be able to say "things" or "stuffs" that I was afraid too tell you when we first met. hehe! Saya tahu awak tahu apa kan...LOL~

Hope to see you soon darling!! Perhaps next year I might go there and visit you..Insyallah..

Ohh..me miss you already....

xoxo

Sesaja...

Haihsss...

Lately I am too lazy to write though I have a lot of thing going on inside my head. I wish I could simply write using my phone but unfortunately, I can't...my mum would literally kill me if she saw me ogling infront of my phone too long. Currently she is not happy that I am having a relationship with my phone instead of having a relationship with a real man...LOL~

Currently hati makin sentap since I start to be active in facebook again. Why??Because I found out that most of my friends are either getting married, happily married, having babies and producing more babies. All of sudden I felt such a loser. Yes, obviously I am happy for them and I always pray for their happiness. However, by seeing their happiness, it makes me wonder....Am I going to have such happiness like them??To be honest, deep down...I do envy..not in bad kind a way but you know...the feeling when you think that you wish you could feel it too.

Talking about love??Sumpah....I am tired of feeling in love. Not that I am against love..I always believe in the power of love but somehow it seems that it is hard for me though to actually have that particular honest love from someone. Seriously by talking this, instead of feeling better I tend to pity myself more. Goshhh...rasa loser nya life ini!!

I always told myself not to worry but frankly...I am sgt2 risau that by the end of the day I will end up alone. Sedih okayyyy....I never quite understand love actually. Ya, love was never meant to be understood but how I wish I could. To understand man??I will never ever try to understand the male species. I would rather done a research on aliens instead of men. If men thought that women is complicated, I would say the same about them too.

What am I suppose to do to ensure that I won't be thinking about love and men?? Hurrmmmm....I can't even avoid myself by being asking such question like " Bila nak kahwin?" nowadays...

Makin banyak ditanya...makin stress kepala ini....I try not to think much about it but truth is, that question does hurt my feeling...bukan nk being dramatical but if you were me then you will understand.

Okay bye...nak enjoy weekend!!

Have a good weekend dear bloggers!!

In less than 24hours...

She is getting old.....

^_~

Time envy us

Wow…2012 are about to come to an end. Time did flies so fast nowadays. When I first watch the 2012 movie, I was so scared to even enter 2012..Ya, I am one of those people whom actually believe on such things. That movie is surreal and I can’t even imagine myself to actually face 2012. But, I am grateful to Allah S.W.T to been given a chance to live in this world and to be able to breathe and face the world. Life has not been easy but hey no one suppose to have an easy life. I guess, I am indeed blessed to be able to face all the consequences. Pain teaches us that life is indeed meaningful. No one can actually experience life without pain. Trust me on this.


I face a lot this year, I am even a different person this year. To be honest, I think I am a boring person this year. Seriously, the word ‘fun’ means nothing lately. I am no longer this person who likes to spent time with her friends. Ya, I have turn into this secluded person whom prefer to spent time with her parent rather than her friends. Blame it on my age. Owh..perhaps it is not my age but I truly feel old this year.

However, throughout this year I am happy indeed with the birth of our junior gedz!! I love babies..I always pray that one day I could at least have one. But yes, I have to be married first. To whom??That is the biggest question mark ever. To say that I don’t even think about marriage is truly lie because I have to think about it almost everyday. Ya, what to do..I have a very persistent parent whom would love to see me walk down the aisle. For now, I guess I leave it to qada’ & qadar. Yes, I may look like I have it all but guess what, love and me, we always have issues. Big issues to be precise!!

Owhh…I was supposed to share few pictures of us with baby Aariq since we did visit eika’s family last Sunday. Pictures….

  I miss you baby Riq!!Till next time okay!!

Doodles

Owhhh..I pity you my blog. I have been abandoning you lately kan….


Bukan malas but memang malas pun to update anything about life. Thanks to Instagram whom made my life perfect lately. *hee*

Truth is, I have lots of pictures but am too lazy to share in blog due to not enough time to endure myself in front of the pc. Ini pun, I am blogging in the office due to kemalasan membuat kerja. Currently my mind is not at work. Sangat looking forward to go on a holiday next week. *Tak sabar*

Current life status is happy. Though yes, I have a lots of things to be sad of but hey..life does not promise us to have a good life. I am still not okay in certain aspect of my life. I am still not a patience person. Susahnya nak jadi orang sabar kan??Honestly, I am literally mencarut every single day while I was driving you know!! I try not to curse but I end up cursing a lot later. Haihhhhsss…

Yes, I do curse…people normally saw me as a person yg lemah lembut but sorry to disappoint all of you. I am practically not a soft spoken person though I do speak softly. *hehe* Sebab itulah, “don’t judge book by its cover”. What you see with your eyes can be deceitful. Ya, I may look as a very demure and a polite person, Well, I can be demure and polite BUT it depends on who am I dealing with. If a person is being nice to me, then I am being nice to her or him. But if you are being mean, then I am being mean as well. I know, some people tend to be hypocrite about their life. I think it is all up to you. You should define yourself and your life. If you are happy living a double life, so be it. But you best remember that, one should not simply lose his or her true identity just for the sake of pleasing the world. We can’t always please them all honey. *wink*

Talking about pleasing other people, hurrrmmm….been there but I end up being the one who hurt the most. Therefore, lesson learnt..”Don’t try to please anyone in life except your family”. Yes, people….ada ramai manusia out there yg lebih suka untuk take advantage of your goodness. Moral of the story, stop being nice just be yourself.

Okay enough ramblings, I should head home now and sleep or probably I should watch my dear Mesut Oezil..

Okay bye!!

Me and my baby girl Izzah during her birhtday present hunting!!

Love you baby!!

Latest post

It has been almost a month since I last update anything in blog. I am not only too lazy to update but my current work load and life does not allow me too much freedom.


Yes, currently we are using Unifi at home and I am proud to say our internet surfing progressed a lot!! Everything are super laju these days. Watching Youtube with no buffering okay!! I am indeed in seventh heaven with such internet connection. LOL~

And yes, not to forget…my beloved gedz Eika darling just got a bouncing baby boy!!Yeayyyyy!! We are now proud to present our new gedz family addition!!

Seeing my darling eika with her baby boy really brought tears into my eyes. Life does changing a lot with a newborn baby. Seronoknya hanya tuhan sahaja yg tahu. I wish I cud have that feeling too one day insyaallah.

Well, am not going to talk anything about my life. Life have been good to me lately. But I am yet to become the person I want to be the most. Maybe belum cukup kuat I think. Perlu perbanyakkan usaha to be a person I want to be!! Amin Insyaallah.

Owhh…some pictures of our darling boy Aariq Iman!! ( some of my pictures with hana & aunty too)

Technology Ohh techno

Lately semakin malas to blog…so much to say yet too little time to spend in front of PC. Weekend, I don’t even touch PC. Life sentiasa dengan phone sahaja. Ya, nowadays, people are conveniently using their Smartphone wherever they go. And yes, including me.


Like a friend said, sekarang the moment we sat in a restaurant, masing2 akan fetch out their phone and the art of conversation are no longer applied. It is true though..sebab itu my parent sgt forbid us to actually use our phones during family gathering. Sometimes, it is pretty annoying kot when people are trying to have a conversation but you were actually occupied with ur phone. Bukan sahaja annoying but it is rude as well. However, life without phones is unacceptable nowadays. Bukan apa, it is a mean of communication yg mmg wajib ada to all types of ages. Those days, yes it seems illogical for a primary school student to own a phone but now, it is a norm. Even a baby nowadays pun own an Ipad okay!!

Me and phone??I use to say that I can live without phone. That is before I get myself a Smartphone of course. But frankly today, I am sad to say….I am stuck with my phone. Blame it on having twitter…Ya, saya seorang twitterholic. I think twitter is an application yg quite reasonable to have in your Smartphone. I mean, people can easily label you a crazy person if you constantly update your status in FB but in twitter you can simply say anything you want in every single second and they won’t call you crazy because that is what people do in twitter. Kindly rambling your ass off and no one care.

Unfortunately, everything in this world mesti ada pro’s & con’s. Unfortunately, smartphones is a good device but still they do have numbers of weakness. Smartphones is good to us those working people where we can easily access our emails and we can simply know updates about our old friends but for teenagers, ia merupakan satu kelalaian because they can’t control themselves and they tend to misuse the technology itself. Technology ini ada baiknya but most of the time ia lebih banyak mendatangkan keburukan. Sebab technology, macam-macam perkara pelik berlaku.

Makin maju makin banyak problems though technology suppose to help us but sometimes it tend to condemn our life. To me, this is where parent should play their role wisely in order to ensure that their children are not being condemned by the technologies itself. Parent is advisable not to simply trust their children because kids nowdays memang sgt cunning..trust me….

And because of technology, now saya seorang instagrammer yg tegar….

Hee~

Okay bye!!

Hati ini

I am in a relationship with my heart which is so happen a very complicated heart.


I have this so called love & hate relationship with my heart. Sometimes I love my heart dearly but some other time, I hate my heart too much for my own good.

My problem is that my heart is weak. Hati ini mudah cair, mudah lembut, easily broken and yg paling stress is cepat betul kecil hati. Well, like my friend said, age is a factor. Makin tua, makin cepat terasa. I believe it is true. Or perhaps, I am probably missing the company of my two best friend yg always menyakitkan hati ku ini. Ya, when I’m with them hati ini sungguh kuat and I don’t even bother to be sentap. That is why yesterday they have been complaining about me on being too sensitive. Hurmm…maybe perlu byk berkawan dgn org yg sarcastic kot to ensure that hati ini lebih perkasa.

Okay…malas mahu berfikir sebab lagi fikir lagi sakit hati. Maybe I should have more heart to heart session with my dearest Nani like yesterday. I miss Nani already…

Okay kerja!!

Casual Friday...........

- Us at Kak Fyzah's open house -

I am lost for words...so much to say yet so little time I have to devote myself to my dearest blog. Perhaps when I get myself UNIFI at home then I will be rajin again.

Ok bye!!

Lately...

I feel alive again!!


I am glad now that my family is complete. My dad just got back from his US trip. I believe it was a good one since he came back with lots of stuffs. Ya, I got some new stuff too and I can’t wait to use it. Most probably I will be using it this weekend. Sangatlah tidak sabar!!

I find myself not into blogging anymore these past few weeks. I guess it is due to workload plus most of my pictures are in instagram and I find myself too lazy to share pictures lately though I do have hundreds of pictures in my insta. Yes, I am an instafreak. LOL~

Life has been great so far despite of my “I think too much” behavior I guess everything seems to be in order. I am more positive nowadays, lack of susah hati lately and I am enjoying life as it is. Thanks to ALLAH the Almighty.

Masalah kecil hati is always there. I try not to dwell so much thought about it and try to be more reasonable. So far, my efforts die in vain. Sigh~ I tend to care too much and always want to jg hati semua orang and I let people around me to misuse and hurt me. Yes, I am hurt but am good at hiding it too. Am good at hiding pain but not when I am annoyed. It is such a tiresome to actually care about other people’s feeling but not mine. A friend asks me to actually care those who care about me. But the problem is, most people pretend to care when they actually don’t. They say, kawan senang mudah dicari but kawan susah sukar nak ada. I believe it is true because not all people can actually bear the pain with you.

I think what I am I suppose to do now is by being a better me. It is hard though but I have too. How??Well, I don’t actually know how but am just going with the flow and try not to think too much, care less and be more patience. Patience is yet another critical or massive problem that I have. Yes, we always have issues and I am yet to figure how to overcome it. What I did was simply banyakkan istighfar and starts to think about other people well being too. As a human, sometime we tend to be selfish. Sometimes we don’t even notice that we are being selfish. Ya, salah orang kita nampak but we don’t actually see our flaws kan??Yes, I got the same problem too. LOL~

Bila blogging jer, I always talk about my misbehavior. I don’t know why but I guess a blog is actually a medium for me to actually confess whatever my heart feels. Nowadays, it is hard though to talk to other people about our problems. Most people don’t really want to understand or listen to your problems. Only certain people do and care. Daripada saya susahkan kepala orang, lebih baik saya menulis. Ya, maybe blog can’t actually give me any advice but at least it’s listen and don’t judge. LOL~

Owhh…I am a bit free today, not so much work in my bucket but I am foresee that if a new projects coming, it is surely going to be mine.

Okay ada meeting!!

Kata Nama Confused

Hurrmmm…I am always confused when it comes what kind or what type of kata nama to be used during conversation with someone that I just knew.


Normally, I have actually classified each of my friends on what am I suppose to call them.

Truth to tell, I have lots, tons of friends. Friends from childhood, friends from schools, friends from Matrix, friends from UTM, friends from works, clients and the list goes on and on.

With those I am close with, I tend to use kata ganti nama diri yg kedua which is “kita – awak” kind a way. It is just the way I tend to pronounce myself with those I am close with. Same goes when I am with my childhood friends. Dari kecil sampai ke besar, that is how we communicate. So sweet kan….*hee*

With school friends, it is depend because I can simply say that I tend to use “aku – engkau” lots with them. Tak kisah lah if you are male of female that is how we use to communicate. I guess by using that kind of kata nama, it seems that we raise the bar from just friends to close friends. I guess…

However, when it comes to male population, I would normally use “aku – engkau” unless if we just knew each other so I tend to be polite by using “saya – awak” but once we know each other closer, our self pronouns are going to change to “aku – engkau”. That is why, most of my male friends always question me “ Tihah, nape dgn pompuan je ko mesti ckp “kita – awak” ??” And my answer is always this, “Sebab pompuan adalah kaum yg lemah so kena lah ckp lembut.” Boleh terima tak?? Hehehe…Seriously, I don’t know…that is how I have been raised to I guess.

At home, even though with siblings it is forbidden to actually use “aku – engkau”. My parent raised me to simply call each other names to pronounce ourselves. Those who said “aku” at home mmg confirm akan di”cili” by my mother.

But, if somehow someone tends to talk to me by pronounce them as “aku”, then I have no problem on follow the suits. Saya tak kisah cuma sincerely said, I am a bit uncomfortable on using “aku – engkau” with female. I found it too harsh pulak. *hehe*

Nowadays, it seems that I have been using lots of “ I – you”. Perhaps it is due to work. Because in work, it is not professional for me to speak like kanak-kanak sekolah right??Yes, semakin aging, our ways of talking also change. We tend to be more professional and matured.

But, I am still me…seorang yg masih lemah di hati, overthinked, and macam-macam lagi. Susahnya nak berubah jd lebih baik. I am striving myself to be better each days but somehow, it is hard to do so. Maybe solat tak cukup sempurna lagi. =_______=

Ok bye!!

QHSE Department

New

Hurrmmm...

I have been thinking lately, perhaps I need a new hobby. Something to fill in my time, something to keep myself occupied and perhaps I can make money out of it.

Frankly, am not a business minded person but honestly, I love money!!LOL~

Today, Alhamdulillah...I came up with an idea. I guess if my mum were to know about this, she sure think that I am joking because it is definitely not my forte. However, I do think I can do this though it is not my passion but at least I do have some idea about it.

First and foremost I need to get myself few things in order to start doing it. But I do think the most important thing is I need to be very serious about it. I do not want to do things half cook.

Am not going to tell anyone about my new hobby..not yet..I need to get it done first then I will share it.

I do think, having a new hobby can actually help me to build up my self confidence. Not that I don't have any  but I just to want to do something worth and to be taken up more seriously.

May Allah bless my journey and I do hope I can make it real than just dreaming on it.

Happy working people!!!

Raya not so Awesome

Talking about raya, mine is not great due to the absence of my parent & baby sis so mine can consider okay but not great or awesome.


Looking at other people blog post, everyone seems to have a wonderful raya except me. A bit sad but considering other people, at least makan pakai sendiri pun semuanya cukup so why should I complaint about my raya right??Yes,sometimes as a normal human being I tend to forget that there are lots of people out there yg lebih suffer during raya. Manusia kan mudah lupa….

I thought I can actually feel raya celebration in Kampung but unlucky me, my dear father had some work to do oversea. Hurmmm….I miss the feeling of raya in kampung. Barulah rasa raya. Not that raya in KL is bored. I am loving it but when it comes to raya, it is significantly about spending time with family far away from city life. One thing awesome about raya in KL is that we got lots and lots of money. *hee* Yes, at my age, my uncles & aunties still be giving me duit raya. Cool kan??

I do have quite a few of raya photos to share but unfortunately I am too lazy to share it. Most of them are in my instagram. Yes, Instagram play quite a big role in my life nowadays apart from twitter. Can’t wait to get my hands on the new Iphone5.

I am literally lost of words now, nothing much to say except that I am going to enjoy myself this upcoming weekends. It is time to eat and eat and eat and eat until you can’t eat. *hehe*

Happy Holiday People!!

Selamat Hari Merdeka!!

Towards Raya & Salam Aidilfitri

So...it is  a couple days towards raya and am quite excited for raya to wear my new kurung but a part of me is still sad and I simply do not know on how to face takbir raya and pagi raya due to the absence of my parent and little sis.

Today kerja pun I am semi productive. I manage to get my work done but still sumpah rasa malas todayyyy...

Today also I manage to get my self a new lipstick and for the first time I manage to get a lip prime to have a moist lip (kononnya).

Currently, am at my uncle's house having a java chips frapuccino sambil blogging. Hurrmmm...Starbucks remind me of my baby girl...Rindunya baby...dah lama tak gaduh with baby. Tapi dah lama jugak tak kiss baby...

Serius, am so looking forward for raya ke-4.

May Allah bless them always di kota Madinah...Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar. I miss mama, baba & baby!!

Newayyy.....

Salam Aidilfitri to all Muslims, May we have a bless raya. Amin~

Iftaringssss

Alhamdulillah…towards the end of puasa. dapat juga I spent some quality time with my lovely ladies and yes plus Rico since he can’t left his wife alone with us. LOL~


Plan ni dah lama, but unfortunately only few of us sahaja yg can make it. It is okay because we surely are going to make time for each other right after raya. Life nowadays has been hectic for us. Like me for example, this past few weeks has been horrendous due to lots of new projects coming in plus my boss does keep me busy by handing out quite a number of new task to be done.

However, am so glad that towards raya ni…work loads are getting slower. Being me, rasa mala situ mula menguasai diri and how I wish I could fast forward time to raya ke-4 where both my parent and little sister shall be back from their umrah journey. Sungguh tidak sabar!!!

Owhh…not to forget, syukur sgt..tahun ini rezeki agak murah sebab I got quite a few invitation of majlis berbuka puasa. Hopefully, tahun hadapan rezeki akan lebih murah and hopefully rezeki jodoh itu lebih murah yer…hee~

These are few of the pictures of yesterday iftaring session with my PERMAS project team.

Tidak sabar untuk cuti, tidak sabar tunggu mama pulang, tidak sabar nak spend time with family...I miss my parent more every single day!!

*okay nanges*

Majlis Berbuka at Makan Kitchen

Makan free??Siapa tidak suka??

Eating is one of my favourite past time. Apart from shopping, surfing, instagramming, twittering and reading. *hee*

So, the other day on Thursday we got the opportunity to berbuka di Makan Kitchen. It was such a nice place. Sgt cozy and the choices of foods pun sgt variety. However, due to too ramai orang so we miss lots of foods. Especially dim sum. Sgt looking forward to eat dim sum tp puas hati coz I got to eat sushi!!

Rasa lebih puas hati compare to berbuka di Hotel Istana sebab foods here in Makan Kitchen mmg sedap compare to Hotel Istana. *oPPPSS*

Am probably going to ajak my family to eat here after raya. Lucky my family suka jalan2 cari makan. 

Some pictures to share,

me & bebeh

noodle soup!!

Hurrmmm...lately I don't really use camera...bukan xsuka but simply malas and lagipun nowadays phone pun dah ada camera so I am getting use of using my phone to snap pictures. Btw, am so looking forward to change my phone. *xlama lagi*

Anyway, emosi semakin stabil though am not really looking forward for raya. Kenapa??Because both my parent are not here. Lagu raya nowadays are simply makes me sad and depressed. Dengar lagu raya jer, air mata mula laju nak mengalir. Tengok iklan raya saja mula nak touching. And guess what, last night I was crying my heart out while watching iklan raya Bernas. Sumpah, I can't stop crying sampai my brother risau. LOL~

HUrmm....semua ini faktor usia and hormon. Obviously I am emotionally unstable.But, it is okay..alhamdulillah..I am not alone in this. I have my brothers to share my beban di hati. Am so glad that one of my brother willing to accompany me to jaga butik and went out shopping with me. Although I end up not to shop and he is the one yg end up to shop. I am surprised of myself acually, sebab macam tak percaya pulak yg I don't even shop. LOL~

Dear Hati, 

Please kuat, though I don't know how am I going to face pagi raya but I do hope that I won't cry macam orang gila. And please don't be too selfish and think of other people too. Try to be more responsible, considerate and independent.

p/s: bukan senang nak jadi baik.....

Random Boleh??

Suka is a feeling too but it is not as strong as love.


People can simply like but love will take us to a different level. In my opinion, like is merely an infatuation that you felt towards someone. Yes, like can lead into love if you act on that feeling.

Feeling?? Is something that you have no control. Just like love, it just happens. When you like someone, of course you must have a reason behind it. But when you love someone, you just have no reason to actually feeling love because love can’t be described. It is a feeling only the one in love would know. Frankly, I use to know what is love but currently am not in love.

The other day, a friend told me that she is afraid that she might like someone else husband. Hurmmm…to tell you the truth, I see no harm if she likes him. Why??Because no law on earth says that it is wrong to like someone’s husband but it is indeed wrong if you actually act on that feeling. For me, as long as you don’t act on it I see nothing wrong to simply like married men. Heart can’t be control but please do have some common sense.

Yes, love is blind but we are not blind. If you have the heart to hurt other people’s life, be prepare to be hurt in near future. Hidup ini umpama roda, sometimes kita di atas sometimes kita di bawah. Hari ini harai kita, esok lusa hanya tuhan yg tahu.

Currently am not so looking forward for Raya due to the absence of my parent and little sister who went for Umrah yesterday. Seriously, listening to raya song actually makes me sad. Every time I heard raya song, my eyes become watery. Haihsss…never in my life I thought of celebrating raya without my parent. Obviously, I can live without other people but not my parent. Right now, I can’t even imagine my raya morning without my parent. I do hope hati ini kuat and not to spill anymore tears. *doa byk2*

Lately, penyakit kecil hati semakin menjadi-jadi. I am so penat of feeling this way. I wish my heart is made of stone so I don’t have to feel anything except love..Boleh??

Life is seriously dull without both of you mama & baba.

I miss you both….

Okay...pictures the other day...

  brother & me

 baby & me

Recipe: Ayam Kicap Pedas

Memasak is not my forte but sometimes I do enjoy cooking especially during fasting month. *hehe*

If you ask me to cook those difficult dishes like gulai lemak, kari or asam pedas...serius I can't because I do not know how to cook them. I am only "terror" when it comes to sambal tumis. *hee*

Ayam Kicap Pedas is one of my favourite dishes to cook. It was pretty easy actually and does not involved so much ingredients nor method. I love simple dish so don't ask me to cook rendang because I do not know how but I will learn it before kahwin Insyaallah. (Tapi nak kahwin with whom??) *HAHA*

Ingredients:
Cili merah (cili hijau also acceptable)
cili padi
cili blend (cili kering blend)
kicap (manis or masin)
bawang besar
bawang putih
lada hitam
ayam (siap dipotong)
asam jawa
garam
gula

Method:

Serius, I do not know how to explain the method so if you are interested to cook it, kindly let me know accordingly then I ajar ya..Maaf!!

Yes, I use lots of chilies

is cooking

 Taraaaa...tp comot...