Manja

Some say, I am too manja for my own good.

Maybe I am being pampered too much by my parent. Err..my dad to be precise. Ya, my mum agak garang but still she is the best mum in the world. I can’t imagine a life without her but hey..one must remember setiap yg lahir, pasti akan pergi jua one day. I can’t really imagine myself what am I going to do when the time is come..Hanya tuhan sahaja yg tahu hati ini…*haihs*

Ya, saya memang anak bapak. My dad is my hero and he does pampering me too much sometimes sebab itu bila kena marah with him, I am going to be super sentap.I know…dah tua bangka pun macam ni kan??What to do??Being manja is in my nature I guess.

Personally, I am manja with those I am close with. At home, of course lah manja with parent right, if in office, since I am the youngest in my department..selalunya…they treat me like kanak-kanak ribena. LOL~But I’m cool…I mean..biasalah..being one of the unmarried lady…saya selalu menjadi bahan usikan. Among my girlfriends pula…I can’t be the manja one eventho I am the youngest sebab ada seorang gadis itu dia lagi super manja than me..tapi takpe…I love her and I don’t mind being a sister to her eventho she is older than me…LOL~

By the way, back in UTM..I am close with this group of lelaki. They are lelaki yg a bit older than me. The thing is, I never thought in a million years I could actually close with them. Kenapa?? Sebab mereka agak ganas orang nya dan suka menggunakan bahasa yang kurang sopan. LOL~Bila fikir balik, I guess we were accidently becoming close sbb I use to date one of them and what funny is the person yg I use to date, turn out to be my best buddy and we are still close sampai sekarang eventhough he has a girlfriend already. I do remember, they use to say that, “tihah, no matter what kau akan selalu menjadi adik kiteorang sebab kau perempuan paling manja yg kiteorang pernah jumpa..” See….so sweet kan dieorang, ya..nampak jer ganas with their cigarettes tapi rupa2 nya mereka sangat sweet. That is why they called me “budak kecik” sampai sekarang. Sumpah rindu sama mereka. Nowadays..few of them are married, tapi they always treat me macam dulu2 and suka sangat main kepala saya..yelakan..orang ketot memang selalu dibuli…T_T

How am I going to rid my sikap manja eh??It is not that I hate being manja, but sometimes when you are being too manja, people don’t really take you seriously. Like those clients of mine…I hate being treated like kanak-kanak. I am 26 years old for god sake, so please treat me like one and I am mature enough to figure things out without your interference.

I try to be tegas actually, but it turn out I am being funny instead. Not that I don’t know how to scold people, I do but the way I do things is more subtle. Ya, bila saya marah, I tend to be sarcastic instead of yelling to other people. Saya tidak suka marah orang macam orang gila.

Okay cool…I will try my best on being hard..sila buang sikap manja!!

p/s: Manja dengan diri sendiri takpe kan??