The Choice

In life, we sure encounter a lot of decision making. Sometimes I do wonder do I make the right choice??

Personally, I have done several bad choices this past few years. How am I actually made a decision myself?? To tell you the truth, I go with what I want. You know…those days, I don’t really think much when it comes to a decision. Once it has been made I will definitely stick with it and eventually end up regretting it. LOL~

But hey, what ever happened we have to keep on going…Regrets??I have tons of it but I know I can do nothing about it except to move on and live.

Sometimes I do feel stressed up knowing that I can’t undo any choices I made or any mistakes I’ve made. It feels so stress knowing that a single action from me can actually rewrite my whole life. But I can only imagine it as no one can undo his or her past.

Every single day, we are facing a decision to be made like should I eat in KLCC or should I just skip lunch? Ya, those kind of decision is not that hard to decide. But what if you are facing a question or any matter that you know that it might change your life or it might be a turning point for you?? It is indeed hard to decide right??Like when someone told you that he/she loves you. What is your reaction??What should you do?Should you just accept it or perhaps should you turn it down??

Things get harder when someone actually told you that he/she loves you and so happen you have someone else in your life but at the same time you know that you are also in love with the other person. See, life gets complicated when you are least expected it. If that kind of situation occurs, what should you do??

I know, some say that nothing will get too complicated but hey one should always remember, no one has a nice, smooth journey in life. Sometimes we have to face those kind of challenge, those kind of road, those kind of misery and those kind of life.

No one wants to get complicated. I too choose to live in such a moderate life. I hate when I have to make such a difficult decision. I even hate when my mum ask me to choose between Matriculation program or TESL. I eventually end up doing matriculation to pursue on my dream of becoming a chemist. Ya..I have a chemistry background but I end up doing Quality Management now. Why??Because being a chemist means I have to wear that lab coat of mine for the rest of my life. But still, I heart chemist till the day I die…chemistry is a very interesting subject. If you want to learn about life and people, you better excel in chemistry cause life is a chemistry itself

Not that I am actually facing some difficult moment where I have to choose. I am indeed okay as I don’t have any major issues in my life that need to be taken care of. Owhh,,perhaps there is one major issue, I am still single at 26. LOL~

When it comes to finding me a husband, frankly speaking I am actually off the market. Not that I have someone in my life. I think I want things to happen when I least expected it. You know, when you are so looking forward for it, sometimes you can end up being frustrated when things does not happen as you wanted it. For now, I shall keep myself busy on being single. Ya, I do have a lot of things line up for me to do. Things that you must do when you are single. *wink*

I do get irritated or I feel lonely knowing that most of my girls are going to get married but hey, I have make a choice to be single right??I made those decision not other people so one should stick with their decision right? Those irritation or lonely is a norm..at least I know, I still love to be love.

I guess, when it comes to choices..sometimes we have to make those bad choices not because we want to but we simply have to made it in order to learn more about life. How am I supposed to learn about hurt if I never feel one right??

It’s okay; our choices made us what we are now. I am me because of my choices.

It’s okay if you feel lost because sometimes we need to be lost in order to find our self again.


p/s: Kindly read book by Nicholas Spark "The Choice".