Suatu Hari di Hari Raya 2011

Okay fine, I had enough of seeing other people blogging about raya kan..now I'm going to blog about my raya. Kenapa??Because my raya is awesome too!!!

First, let us talk about raya preparation. Well, mine was a bit modest at first since I only tempah 2 pairs of baju raya. By the way, am not into raya mood pun this year..I don't know why, but I find myself not as excited as before. I guess it is due to my age...you know la..when you are getting older (but maintain comel), your "fun enzyme" tu dah reduce...poor me..life is full of excitement but I am being bored....*stress*

But lucky me, when it is near raya..suddenly I felt over excited. Sebab I dapat lots of baju raya from my mum and my aunties!!!! A big thank you to mama..YOU COMPLETE ME~

Mama bought me a yellow/gold caftan yg sgt pretty so I decided to wear in on 1st raya. Owh..she also bought me another pario to match my caftan top which I haven't had the chance to wear it yet..well, I am going to wear it during one of my gedz's wedding I guees~

Malam Raya

Our night before raya was super happening where all family members were here in KL. Owhh..yes, we celebrated our raya in KL..I know it sounds bored, but hey..we had so much fun though. Basically, we have already settled all the cooking and pasang langsir kind a thing on the evening, so malam raya is the time for us to mingling.chiling, main game, gossiping and makan dan makan dan makan sampai tidak ingat dunia..Ya, we ate a lot on the eve of raya~Baru la cool~

1st Raya

We woke up quite early..since after subuh semua pun dah busy. Ya, I am busy as well..busy helping my one and only nenek memanaskan semua rendang,kuah kacang and rebus nasi impit. And yes, I have to gosok my dad and my brother's baju melayu..dang~After everything settled and all the male population in our house dah gerak to Masjid, barulah I can go mandi and be pretty. The best part of pagi raya is to be able to wear a new cloth..betul tak??We are indeed lucky kn, they are thousands people out there who can't actually afford to have new clothes..Syukur sgt2~

After pretty session, then we move to our next very important session which is the highlights of the day, "sesi duit raya" I love this particular session because at my age I still got duit raya okay!!Cool kan family I, they still gave me duit raya!!!

Just like our previous year, it is a must to have a family potrait. I feel so cantik on that day, so I would say that, I am thoroughly satisfied with our group photo..LOL~

Then we head on to Sepang to visit my mum's side of relatives...and macam biasa we all beraya sampai malam.....

Enough on 1st raya.......

2nd Raya

On 2nd day of syawal, my family and I went to Raub, Pahang to visit my dad's side of family. The thing is, my dad lost both of his parent so basically in Raub, we only visited those "wajib" house only. What I like the most when it comes to Raub is their foods. I am deeply enamored with ikan sungai. I know certain people hate ikan sungai cause it tend to taste a bit hanyir right??But, lucky me, I love ikan sungai more than ikan laut. Sape orang pahang, dia tahu la...ikan patin sana terbaik!!!!

Nothing much in Pahang though, but I get to meet up with my favourite cousin, Amir. Love you baby boy~

And owhh...I seldom got the opportunity to meet my cousins on my father side, so..it is indeed a surprise to see how grown ups they are. One of my cousin turn up to be a male model..say what???Ya, he is that gorgeous okay, unbelievable......ada jugak cousin I yg handsome....

Okay, I am officially tak larat nak story pasal raya dah....all I can say is, I had so much fun during my raya and I am still in the mood of raya. It was totally awesome....I guess, raya is an event where we can actually tighten up our family bonding. I mean, yes..we have to spent lots of money during raya but look at the bright side..it is worth every penny...family is much more important than anything..Ya, no money no talk but no family no love...Money can come and go, but LOVE stays.....

Okay, kindly view all the pictures below....

Fyi, I love all my baju raya...LOL~

So, How was your raya??

The Perfect Couple

I am an observer..No, am not a stalker...please...I have standards okay...apa kelas stalk orang??

Owhh..lupa...I use to stalk my ex...LOL~ To make sure you don't stalk your ex, kindly delete him/her from your FB..trust me, it works baby~

Okay, talking about perfect couple...have you ever seen a perfect couple??Owhh...by perfect, I mean physically perfect...am not talking about saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain because only the couple it self know whether they complete each other or not kan??

Well, normally we always saw a couple yg opposite with each other right??I mean come on...we live in a real world where no one is bloody perfect...and a couple should be able to complete each other kan...so it is a norm if we saw seorang lelaki gorgeous berpacaran with gadis comot begitu juga sebaliknya. We have to accept, in love..physically appearance means nothing..pokok pangkal nya hati..ye dak??

One of my weakness is gadis cantik. Ya, I really do admire gadis-gadis cantik and kindly bear in mind...I love to watch or perhaps bahasa typical nya..I love to usha gadis cantik..LOL~

I know, I sound gay..but believe me...I am straight baby...I love men!!!

I memang pantang nampak gadis cantik....once I saw them, I would start to ogling them and I can simply dress them up with my eyes..Err...do I sound scary??Don't be scared...when it comes to pretty girls, I love to see what they wear, what kind of shoes they had on and you know...typical woman, we love to judge other women and making perception..pardon me~(maybe I sorang jer kot yg suka judge women that way..sorry ya women out there)

So happened, adalah this one day...I went to my mum's boutique in Ampang Park, as usual..I was waiting for my mum since we plan to had our dinner. While waiting for her, datang lah this one pretty girl..she was there to buy my mum's beauty products and according to my mum, she is a regular customer. She is so damn cantik okay..her skin is super flawless and I love the way she dress up..so vogue gitu. While I was busy with myself ogling her, tiba2 datanglah seorang mamat ni, OMG!!!!seriously dude...I rasa macam nak pengsan okay..sebab mamat itu tersangat lah handsome!!!Memang sebijik muka Robert Pattinson version melayu...Serius, he was beyond handsome kot....this is my 1st time to actually teruja nampak lelaki...pardon me, he is boyfriend orang..tapi I memang speechless when I saw him..LOL~

Owh, I can't take my eyes off this couple okay. Both are super sweet and it seems that the boyfriend are very into her drop dead gorgeous girlfriend. Tiba-tiba...macam I pulak yg terlebih excited for them..LOL~

Once they left my mum's boutique, both me and mama terus start talking about them..sebab they are such beautiful people...suka sangat..Owh...rupa-rupanya my mum pun suka tgk orang cantik..LOL~

Seeing a perfect physically couple seriously make me realized, such beautiful couple do exist kan. Ya, it is true that we cannot simply judge other people by its cover but when I saw them I saw perfection...But hey, we live in a world where nothing is perfect so get real please....*wink*

By the way, am not looking for perfection.

p/s: Owhh...I am still on holiday esok.....

Real Madrid di hati

*ehem*

Tiba2 cam inspired to talk about football in my blog...maybe sbb I tgk most of the girls are not afraid to show their obsession towards football kot??LOL~

Well, I bukan penakut but I am afraid of people's opinions kot??Typical la kan...manusia mmg afraid of kritikan..I am one of them..but I guess, I had to do it...come on la...kritikan itu ada for us to be a better person kot..one should just accept other people opinions or critics la kan??baru la cool..I kan cool~*wink*

Ya, seperti in my previous post..Ya..saya mmg big fan Real Madrid...Owh..no worries...I do follow EPL..since I mmg suka Man utd....but..nowadays I don't really watch EPL....most of the times, I follow LA Liga...blame it on my age..I guess getting older make me a different kind a person..even my taste on music pun dah tukar tau..Owhh...saya suka lagu Justin Bieber~

Currently, it is a routine for me to actually check on Real Madrid official website. I am critically obsessed...eventhough those typical updates pun I suka...suka nak tahu sapa yg injured...nak tahu if Maurinho planning to ada new signing ker....I know..sounds gila kan??Sorry...I mmg tergila-gilakan Real Madrid...LOL~

Owh..this new article in their website betul2 menambat hati ku...Kindly refer to this below link~

Real Madrid Official Website

Serius, those two combination mmg superb..sometime I wish I could be there to see their game live...If and only if la kan....One day insyallah...(so I can visit Granada as well) weee~

Tadi petang I watched their replay game with Real Zaragoza. The game was okay..not that exciting enough like El-Classico..but overall it was good since Real beat Zaragoza 6-0 kan...haruslah I happy...kena pulak Abg Ronaldo hatrick...Perghhh~I love your legs Ronaldo.... even though goal yg you masukkan itu kurang amazing but still...you score..LOL~Owh..yg paling penting sekali...it is Ozil yg assist you kan...I suka~And yes, like the commentator said, Marcelo deserve to be the man of the match..sbb he was doing great...perhaps he could be just like Dani Alves of Barcelona...He is good in controlling his ball and I think he did have this chemistry with Ronaldo..they just know how to connect while playing football..betul..I tak tipu...ce tengok nanti okay~

Errr..mama dah bising..ok bye~

p tendang s: looking forward to see their game against Getafe this weekend~

Because of YOU

Last April, I had an amazing journey to the holy land...

It is such a wonderful journey and if someone ask me, I would say...it is beyond my imagination..some say, only the selected people are invited to HIS holy land..and I say, I am extremely honored to be there and to be HIS guest~

Throughout the journey, I believe I have met quite a numbers of wonderful people...Ya, who thought I could actually making friends over there.

There is a girl actually whom I really adore. At first, I am not that attached with her. I mean, we talked but it was just those few moment where we just being civilized towards each other you know. Her mother is quite friendly though since there were few occasion that she actually talked with my mum and my grandmother. The thing is, I am always with my family..never once I do things alone not even when I perform my 'tawaf' or 'sa'ie'...I will always be either with my dad or with my mum..well..most of the time, I am always with my mum...So does Nadia, owhh,her name is Nadia...such a beautiful name right??

Like I said, we were not close during our UMRAH journey...since both of us do attached with our own family and everytime I saw her, I will always smile at her since we were in the same group and she seems nice so I should be nice to her right??LOL~

Until the very last day, when we were actually waiting for our flight to Malaysia..there she comes approached me and we start to talked. Well, being me...I love to make a new friend and I adore sweet girls...LOL~

As I mentioned earlier, her name is Nadia...she just finished her SPM and guess what her SPM result is mind blowing yoo...she got straight A1's...say WHAT???

Hurmm.....well, am not that surprise...WHY??Well, let just say..she walk the talk...she definitely not like other girl at her age. Very matured. With such a good result, apparently she is so down to earth person.

Up to now, she always keep me connected with her...Sometimes we do text each other and being her, she always keep on turn to me for advises. Seriously??am not such a good person to turn to when it comes to advises...since I am not perfect...I have many flaws...and kindly bear in mind, I am the one who need to take other people advises...LOL~Knowing that she has a sister, I asked her, " why did you always asking me for advises, you have a sister..you can ask her.." Then she said, " Because you are a good person with a good soul and you make me feel good.." And I was like.......*speechless*

First, I don't consider myself as a good person, but knowing that someone like her is look up on me...it really do make me think...am I actually capable to give other people advises??Like I said, I am far from perfect...I need guidance...so, what make she thinks that I am good??

I definitely have no answer for that...I am still searching for answers though....as I really2 want to be a good person with a good soul...and I need to seek HIS guidance for me to do so.

Late this evening, Nadia send me a 'Hari Raya' wish...she claims that it is a late wish, but hey..who cares...at least she did remember to wish it....unlike me..whom actually too lazy to wish her friends...LOL~ Well, one of her text really get into me...and it's really make my day..

Her last text said, "Love you kakak because of ALLAH, may your life have HIS bless and love."

Such a sweet and nice person kan??never thought that someone could actually said that to me..... "Love me because of ALLAH"WOW...you really blew me away Nadia...you make me realized that when it comes to LOVE, you have to love because of ALLAH...what is LOVE without ALLAH??as a human, I tend to forget that we live because of HIM, therefore we shall love because of HIM too right??

The truth is, my believe in love is in tatters lately...am not saying that I don't believe in love, I do..but sometimes love make human goes blind and love tend to make us human to forget..and I feel lost in love....which is definitely not good.

Therefore, for now..I tend to love because of ALLAH, what ever happen in near future, I leave it in god's hand. HE who knows everything.

I thank you Nadia...because of you...

Salam~

I keep playing this song in my head...STRESS!!!

Kindly be informed, I won't love a guy like a Love Song okay...

Thank you~

p/s: my head keep repeating this bloody song...STRESSSSSSnyaaaaa...Maher Zain songs pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Now I know...

Whoaaa......

My heart is racing wild...

Because I'm hurt??Ya, it does hurt..but I do feel blessed...finally...ALLAH do send me the answers...and HE saved me....betul2 on the eve of Aidilfitri...I am blessed indeed...*wink*

I felt betrayed??Ya...it does feel like someone rip your heart out and actually feed it to a giant white shark...Ya, that is how I felt..am not going to deny it...come on!!!be realistic...he hurt me...he lied to me to be precise..why can't a guy just be true to their self and just let it all out??why do they have to pretend things are okay??WHY??

Am I okay??

Ya...I am absolutely okay..I feel good actually, because finally I do have some answers..thanks to Mr/Miss Anonymous...seriously dude...YOU make my day...No, I am definitely not mad...but I felt relieved instead...it is good when someone actually show you the truth about other person...it is hard to find that kind of people nowadays since most of manusia prefer to mind their own business right??Yerp..including me...I don't mind other people business...but hey...I am glad someone did~

What ever it is, I am cool with it...he makes his choices and I respect him for that...Ya, I forgive..but I don't forget...but still, being me...I cherished all those memories...it will always remain back in my head..

To En Fugro,

All the best in your future undertaking..may ALLAH bless you always~

Nite and Assalammualaikum~

On Fat

*ehem*

I believe when it comes to ramadhan (the end of ramadhan dah pun ok) most of us especially women la..we tend to take this opportunity to get skinny kan??

Well, if you ask me...To hell with skinny yooo...I need some extra lemaks please...LOL~

Actually I do know most of my close friends are very2 looking forward to get skinny..hehe~pardon me...I know why...you girls are going to get married in less than a month..for sure la mau look gorgeous and meletups..I am not blaming korang ok...go ahead and get skinny as long as after korang kahwin...kindly enjoy foods okay!!!

The thing is, we did went for iftar the other day, and I was surprised when most of my girls are actually too cautious when it comes to foods....while being me, when it comes to "buka puasa" it means I need lots and lots of foods...huhu~Ya..me love foods..especially those with high carbo baby!!But during our iftar session, they only served so little nasi okay....urgghhh...not enough.......(Ya...I did ask for nasi tambah)

By the way, currently I am in the midst of weight problem...no I am definitely not overweight but I am actually underweight. It is funny you know..since I do eat a lot but still I lost weight. My pants are a bit longgar these days...and my butt looks leper...stress you know~

What am I suppose to do??

At the same time, I was quite worried with my cholestrol level since I heard lots of people said, eventho that you are kurus you might have high cholestrol...I risau okay...high cholestrol means the high chances you nak kena heart attack..bahaya~Owhh...I memang takut mati..sbb tak cukup ilmu lg...jadi sesiapa yg rasa dah mati boleh senang..fikir2 lah yer...if mati dalam iman takpe la...ooppss..sorry I merapu~

What I did now is just keep on eating macam biasa kot..I mean, tak kan I nak reduce foods kot..nanti I jadi mcm cicak man nanti...Owhh...I do drink lots of water and take lots of fruits & vegetables...because by hook by crook...I need to have a good level of cholestrol and need to maintain my sugar level.

I know, mesti ramai piss off kan...dah kurus tuh sudah la...duk diam2 suda....Yer, Saya content...but as a human being, I need to have a healthy figure...I am happy with my figure...tapi maybe I nak tambah sedikit fats la..so I can look healthy instead of other people asyik ckp I ni kurus kan...^_^

p/s: seronok nya berblogging kt office today..sbb boss dah cuti..weeee~

I have faith in HIM

Seeing all my close friends getting married surely make me sad...No, it is not because I envy them..I am happy for them...but like I always said, I pity myself..LOL~

I think in my previous post I did mentioned about a guy whom I fall onto but unfortunately faith does not bring us to be an item or to be together..but I'm cool with it...I mean, I know ALLAH must have a better plan for me..*faith*

Sometimes I do ask myself, what actually went wrong with me and him...I mean, we have this very close & tight relationship and he did treat me nicely..I could say, he is one of the best man I ever knew (well..my dad is the best among them all) but still all of sudden our relationship went from hero to zero (not exactly zero actually)

So, what's the problem??

I have no idea....lately, he did call...I guess he is trying his best to make amends but seriously, I don't see a reason why we should be close anymore...I mean...I am not going to bare my heart & soul to him once again and get rejected by the end of the day...come on la...shame on him if he fools me once, but shame on me if he fools me twice..right??

So happened, yesterday..I came across this amazing blog since she always seems to know what to say when it comes to our feeling as a woman...She told such an inspirational story about her close friend whom actually in such a similar situation as I am...and may god bless her, she did share this amazing DOA..I believe it is such a wonderful DOA...It's inspire me and it's make me cry..Somehow, I do realised that I am not putting much faith on HIM as I thought I should...I know..shame on me right...to actually belittle the power faith and DOA...

To women,
I know, we have lots of confusion in our life....we are complicated but yet a very interesting creature..we think a lot and love too much but that is who we are..I believe things happened for many reasons..we might not know what the reasons is..but HE knows..HE knows what's best for us...For that, we should have faith and DOA.

I stole this DOA from your blog dear~


Ya Allah yang Maha Pemurah.. terima kasih Engkau telah menciptakan dia dan mempertemukan ku dengannya.
Terima kasih untuk saat-saat yang indah yang boleh kami nikmati bersama,
Terima kasih untuk setiap pertemuan yang boleh kami lalui bersama,
Terima kasih untuk setiap saat-saat yang lalu,
Aku datang bersujud di hadapan-Mu,
Sucikan hatiku Ya Allah, sehingga dapat melaksanakan kehendak dan rencana-Mu dalam hidupku.

Ya Allah, jika aku bukan pemilik tulang rusuknya,
Janganlah biarkan aku merindukan kehadirannya,
Janganlah biarkan aku melabuhkan hatiku di hatinya,
Kikislah pesonanya dari pelupuk mataku dan usirlah dia dari relung hatiku,
Gantikan damba kerinduan dan cinta yang bersemayam di dada ini dengan kasih dari dan pada-Mu yang tulus dan murni.
Tolonglah agar aku dapat mengasihinya sebagai sahabat.

Tetapi jika Kau ciptakan dia untukku, Ya Allah..
Tolonglah satukan hati kami,
Bantulah aku untuk mencintai, mengerti dan menerimanya seutuhnya,
Berikanku kesabaran, ketekunan dan kesungguhan untuk memenangi hatinya.
Urapilah dia agar dia juga mencintai, mengerti dan mahu menerimaku dengan segala kelebihan dan kekuranganku sebagaimana aku telah Engkau ciptakan.
Yakinkanlah dia bahawa aku sungguh-sungguh mencintai dan rela membagi suka dan dukaku dengannya.

Ya Allah yang Maha Pengasih, dengarlah doaku ini.
Lepaskanlah aku dari keraguan ini menurut kasih dan kehendak-Mu

Allah yang Maha Kekal, aku tahu Engkau sentiasa memberikan yang terbaik buatku.
Luka dan keraguan yang aku alami pasti ada hikmahnya.
Pergumulan ini mengajar aku untuk hidup makin dekat pada-Mu, untuk lebih peka terhadap suara-Mu yang membimbing aku menuju terang-Mu.
Ajarlah aku untuk tetap setia dan sabar menanti tibanya waktu yang telah Engkau tentukan.

Jadilah kehendak-Mu dan bukan kehendakku yang jadi dalam setiap bagian hidupku, Ya Allah..
Amin..

I-pad

Before ada I-pad:

• Sering kali jealous apabila melihat org membawa i-pad kemana-mana..


• Cukup stress bila tgk org main i-pad kt airport/star bucks


• almost every nite asek dok termimpi2 kn i-pad


• selalu merayu my dad, suh dia belikan....


• Dtg klcc jer pegi masuk kedai Apple...lepas tuh berangan depan i-pad

After dah beli I-pad:

• Terus ke rumah pakcik ku utk meng 'upload' semua application yg available..


• Sanggup beli cover I-pad yg mahal....


• Terlalu obsess dgn photo booth..10x sekejap asek amik picture yg weird...


• Lepas tuh ketagih main angry bird and tennis (I da hebat okay..byk kali beat Aki Toyama)


• Pantang ada wifi, seharusnya gua online...bukan open FB/Twitter..tapi nk upload application yg ntah hape2....

After more than 2 month ada I-pad:

• Da lama xjenguk I-pad...apa khabar kamu??


• I-pad duk terbiar jer kt dpn tv...


• Salu terfikir cam nk godek2 I-pad..tapi bila alek uma, salu terlupa....


• Sekarang dah bosan tgk I-pad....cam tade perasaan....

Moral of the story is, jgn terlalu mengikut kn nafsu ya...see....lately perasaan teruja untuk bermain I-pad sudah pun hilang....nk ngadap photo booth pun mls...bila tgk org ada I-pad...I was like...tade perasaan....

Actually, I do think it is due to my age, since lately I have no interest to actually play with gadget...kasihan I-pad kan....no worries, I play with you tonite okay...

p sengat s: tiba2 cam nk ada I-phone la....cane??

Forgive & Forget

It is as easy as ABC to spell and to pronounce forgive & forget.

But, does it really easy to forgive and forget???

Have you heard of "I'm not ready to make nice" by Dixie Chicks??

To those who knows this song you might be so familiar to this clause,

"Forgive sounds good, forget I don't think I could.."

Ya, it is indeed so easy for us to forgive right??but to forget.....I don't think so....

It takes guts to forgive other people but to forget??

If and only if we caught on amnesia or perhaps even worse if we caught Alzheimer disease then..for sure we can forget..LOL~

If you ask me, I am a forgiver. I am not those kind a person who actually hold grudges to anyone but sorry to say, I don't forget~

I believe in karma and I believe in faith. "Buat baik dibalas baik, buat jahat dibalas jahat"

In life, as a human being, we tend to be hurt and to hurt other people right??

If I were to be hurt, it is quite easy for me to actually mend my own cuts...or frankly speaking, I am good at mending my broken/scratch heart..LOL~

When it comes to forget, I try too..but I can't...I guess, as a person we should just embrace it and let bygone be gone...let just keep those hurt memories intact in our brain~

I was actually inspired to talk about this due to a question by someone,
He asked me, "How come you actualy always being nice/good to me eventhough I keep hurting you and never once you complaint..."

I answered him by telling him:
"Because I love you and I care for you, but I never forget...maybe I am actually building up all those hurt feelings and one day, who knows...I will definitely hate you for good."

Ya, deep down..I will always forgive him because like I said, I love him...but I don't forget all those hurt feelings.....to me,once I love someone..the love will always remain back in my heart..ya..it will never change...come on la...why should we delete all those feeling??past love is always in memories....
betul tak??

Since we are near to the month of Syawal, let us forgive.....maybe not forget...

Dear ALL,

If I were to hurt anyone, from the bottom of my heart..I seek your forgiveness. Sorry for any wrong doings..kindly halalkan makan dan minum ya~Owhh...If I do owe anyone's money, kindly let me know..am not going to ask you guys to halalkan..LOL~

Happy Monday!!

BOLA

I love bola...sbb bola itu bulat..errkk~

I love football...I know..when a woman love football, people out there would be so judgemental.....yela..typical what..women love football sebab ramai player football yg handsome, lg gorgeous, plus they have a good bods (come on women, admit it...we adore guys with six pex right??)LOL~

Yes, I am one of them....that is why, I am in love with Cristiano Ronaldo....not solely due to his abs..but due to his amazing legs...I can't take my eyes of his legs when he played football..haihs~

But please, am not just into football because of all those players..I just love football eventhough yes, I am a kaki bangku but that don't stop me to be a football fan!!!Please ya....I do walk the talk...am not like other women yg pura2 minat bola because of their bf...hee~

My passion towards football started when I was just 13 years old...My dad is my biggest influence when it comes to football...He always taught me on how the game works....lucky me, I have my 2 brothers whom actually love football, so basically...they taught me everything about BOLA...

Ya, I am proud to say that I can even identify all kesebelasan utama for any top teams...you name it, Man utd??Ars??Liverpool??Real Madrid??Barcelona??Ya..to that extend ok...am not going to brag or what but I just love football...that is why I keep it in the look~

If you ask me, what is my favourite past time apart from reading, I would say...watching football...

I guess, what's make things interesting when it comes to football is when you actually understand the game. That is why, I am so against those women who simply like football baecause of their bf...come on la...why must you pretend to like something you don't like??Don't be a fake person please~I've been there...and it is such a waste of time....you end up sakit hati ok~

Football is an interesting game when you actually really know how to play..but being me, I am all about playing football tapi my mum is so against it okay!!She said, "Kindly be a proper woman instead of lari2 tendang bola...so jantans~"LOL~
Ya, my mum want me to be very the gadis2 you know...huhu~Luckily she does not mind me watching football..so..I was okay la...as long as I got to watch my favourite team yooo...

Owh...my fav would be REAL MADRID...why I love them??To start with, I love Jose Maurinho...he is the mad genius when it come to coaching...he does not even played ok..but he takes a coaching course and now, he is "THE SPECIAL ONE"...but I do hate his style of play when it comes to BARCELONA...bukan benci but I sakit hati okay!!

Owh...I am in love with Ronaldo and Ozil...*cair*

Actually, when I start to talk about bola, I can't stop talking about it ok...mcm tiba2 nak jadi football commentator pulak...huu~

Ok bye~

Sexy

Sexy...

Base on Thesaurus, SEXY means - marked by or tending to arouse sexual desire or interest; "feeling sexy"; "sexy clothes"; "sexy poses"; "a sexy book"; "sexy jokes"

When it comes to sexy, I would say...people would surely imagine a naked woman/man, sexy is when someone is topless (euuwww), sexy is when a person wear a "kain xcukup" clothes..Ya, it is true..that is definitely sexy...BUT..those things I mentioned are basically a physically sexy. I am all about for physically sexy but I do define it in much more subjective kind a way~

I do think all of us do have our own definition when it comes to sexy. Ya, male definition of sexy is way more complicated than women I guess...because they tend to see sexy in much more creative kind a way..betul x??

My definition of sexy is more than just physically sexy. Physically sexy can be subject to "menggelikan" sometimes...I tak tipu...because I believe physically sexy is too over rated and makes other people rasa nak puke~hee..mind my language will ya~
Sexy to me is more to the way he/she acts. It can be subtle or it can be alluring. Actions means like, the way he/she talks can be define as sexy, eyes can make he/she looks sexy, the way he/she moves his/her body can look sexy, etc....
To me, those simple action that you make, that is SEXY~

Sebab itulah org cakap, sexy itu subjectives....we never know how other people actually define you. You may think yourself as a plain kind a person but others might find you hot...*wink*

Like Thesaurus said, sexy is marked as a sexual desire yg arouse...*ehem* Seriously, I know how it felt....can you imagined when you actually sedang window shopping and suddenly you saw a sexy handbag...how am I going to react??Yes, the sexual desire towards the sexy handbag is definitely aroused....*sumpah I tak tipu*(same things occured when I saw clothes/shoes/foods/etc) *sigh*

What else about sexy??

Kindly define it your self okay...I know sexy when I see one...what about you??

Branded??

When it comes to 'branded' issues, I believe all of us have differents kind of opinions...

If someone ask me, Am I a brand Concious??

I would say, YES & NO.

WHY??

Well, I do think when it comes to shop...women are more perceptive than men.

Men, they bought expensive stuff to show people out there on how manly they are...I mean they definitely want people out there to recgonize them by the way they look. (it's my opinion..feel free to argue ya)

while, we women...we tend to buy things for many reasons...

Let me list it out,

• To look beautiful/gorgeous/hotness/pretty



• To make other ppl look at them (typical..I also love when ppl actually looking at my bag/my clothes/etc...it's true...am not going to deny it)



• To make other ppl actually recgonize them



• etc

Actually there are too many things to be list out but I guess I shall put a stop before other women come to murder me..LOL~(am not going to tell the world our women little secrets)sikit2 suda~

In my point of view, if you have all the luxuries in the world...please..go ahead and buy all the ridiculously expensive stuff!!WHY??if you can afford it...why the hell not??betul tak??

I take myself for example, I love branded items...serius..tak tipu..but I love cheap stuffs as well...I mean if you see something nice and it is cheap..why not??beli suda....

I am not saying that I care less about branded stuffs..NO...like I said, if I can afford it, I buy it...no regrets!!(Kindly ask my close girlfriends...they do know that I love to shop & I don't care if it cost me dearly) but......I have change lately...I still buy those expensive stuffs but I am more prone to save my money and buy those cheap stuffs..hohoho~

What make me change??

To tell you the truth, I do think it is due to my age kot...*hurmmm*

That is why, I don't really like when other ppl actually judging others by looking at what kind of brand he/she wear/has..you know...those manusia yg rasa they are much better than others....

To me, one cannot define a person by brand.....

Talking about branded, I am going to actually say things that might make other ppl terasa...but I guess it is my opinions right??So...please don't feel offended ok~

In my opinion, if someone want to buy a branded stuff...they should buy those original branded stuffs...I know....some of us can't afford to have the original items...therefore, you don't have to have them..I mean, what's the point of having a branded item yg fake??I tahu....some say, it look just the same....why not buy the fake one yg much more cheaper right??

Betul.....but, I do think...we are not being fair to the owner of the brand...come on laa....they spent a fortune to get to where they are now...and tiba2 we as a buyer...instead of supporting them...we actually turn to manusia yg jual fake items...Kasihan mereka tau....

Macam I, if I can afford the brand..I buy, if I can't then I don't have to have it...If I want to buy a cheap bag for example, I go and buy those no brand bag...Senang jer kn??Same goes to clothes/shoes/etc....My life is simple...I don't have to pretend to have a branded stuffs when it is fake...I am not being honest to myself kot...better no brand daripada fake items..KAN SENANG??

I know, what ever it is...it is you who decide right??So, pardon me if I hurt anyone's feeling....I ni mmg quite straight forward orang nya...SORRY NA~

P pukul S: Each person have their own taste, feel free to indulge yourself on your preference...Don't let other ppl let you down, feel free to be yourself...*wink*

Kuah Kacang for PECAL

*ehem*


I know, lately my post were basically about food. PARDON me, blame it on me. It is ramadhan, and I do think most people (including me) will be actually thinking of food & food & food & food......Yes, people..we love food..ehh...I mean, I love food, therefore please don't judge me by size okay...me love to eat!!


Okay enough...I just want to share a bit of recipe today. Last Sunday, me and mama we did PECAL. I love PECAL since I am a veggie LOVER (eventhough I despise cucumber).


Making pecal is not that hard but I guess. the most important element of PECAL is.......*drumroll* kuah kacang for PECAL.



Kindly refer this below recipe ya....



Ingredient:


Kacang tanah
ikan bilis
cili kering (dried chili)
bawang besar
bawang putih
belacan (OOhh..man..this one important you~)
cili padi (if you love spicy)



How:

1. 1st and foremost, the usual....panaskan kuali, tuang minyak and let it hot for a few minutes.


2. Then, kindly put in all the kacang tanah and stir it until it betul2 masak. (you agak2 je la yer)


3. Once kacang dah msk, put in your ikan bilis pulak..just fried it until it turn crispy veveh~(use the same minyak ok..sila jgn membazir)


4. Then, you masukkan pulak cili kering..just make sure dia masak jer....lepas tu, u masuk pulak bawang besar & bawang putih ok...you don't have to goreng sampai garing but just make sure bau dia naik and color dia nampak garing2 sikit jer..


5. Last but not least, silalah fry your belacan...it does not have to be so rentung...but you just agak2 la...ok?


6. After that, it is time to grind...mula2..you have to grind all the kacang dulu. Make sure you jgn lah grind sampai halus sangat ok.


7. Then, you can just mix other ingredient yg telah digoreng tadi and grind it.(time ni sape nak pedas, just add in cili padi ok.)


8. Bila semua dah siap grind, kindly mix it accordingly.


9. Lastly, sila ambil hot water and pour it into our mix kacang+cili+ikan bilis+belacan itu tadi. Stir it sampai you tgk dia dah macam sebati with the hot water. And then siap!!!


10. Ape lagi..makan laa...ehh..blum lg..tunggu berbuka ok~

p sayang s: this one is kuah kacang for pecal tau, yg kuah kacang satay or kuah kacang ketupat tuh lain okay~

Spagetti Goreng"melayu version"

I learned this recipe from bebeh..but her version is the Aglio Olio which is super healthy but mine..you know la...typical lidah melayu...kindly refer this below recipe okies~

Ingredients:

Spagetti (haruslah ada..kalau boleh buy yg angel hair...sodappp~)

capsicum

carrot

mixed veggie

(those vegetables is not a must, since my household suka veggie that's why ada..if tamau..toksah letak k)

Olive oil

Red onion

Garlic

Chily (cili kampung/cili padi/cili kering)

Blackpepper

Oregano

Prawn

Chicken/meat

How to cook:

Mula2, rebus spagetti anda di atas dapur. Untuk memastikan sapgetti terebut ada sedikit rasa, masukkan secubit garam dlm air rebusan and to make sure spagetti tuh tak lekat2..put a bit of oilve oil inside the air rebusan.

1. 1st of all, kindly prepare all the stuff for tumisan like red onion,garlic, chillies and black pepper.





2. Then, kindly use your grinder machine to grind all the tumisan stuff. Since I ni org melayu, I only use lesung batu jer...tumbuk jer bahan2 di atas sampai semua bahan dah mix up.





3. Sambil2 tu, prepare la rencah apa yg patut, mcm saya...I'm using a bit of prawn and daging. Sila potong both daging and prawn kecil2 but if takmo potong pun tkpe..but saya ni nk jimat daging and prawn kan...(layan kn aje)





4. Now, we are preparing to masak, 1st...put a 2 table spoon of olive oil dalam kuali yg dah tersedia panas. (tak nak use olive oil pun takpe..tp olive oil ni kn elok untuk kesihatan)





5. Lepas itu, masukkan segala bahan tumisan yg telah siap ditumbuk termasuk lah dried chily(cili kering).





6. Masak bahan tersebut selama 3-4 min then kemudian sila masuk daging dan udang yg telah disediakan. Lepas tu, you can also campak your vegetables tau.





7. If you nampak tumisan you a bit kering just pour a bit of water inside ok...





8. For a time being kita biar bahan tumisan kita masak sekejap and bila kita tgk dia cam dah agak2 ada color sket tu, silalah masukkan spagetti yg telah siap direbus.





9. Okay..time ni, sambil2 anda menggaul sapgetti tersebut, put a bit of oregano/salt & pepper. (if nak pedas lagi put some chili powder/black pepper lg)





10. For now, you just have to keep on gaul the spagetti sampai everything dah sebati. Senang citer, you gaul lah dalam 2-3 minutes top then sila lah hidang!!





11. For any extra hiasan ke, itu you pandai2 lah sendiri. Cam saya, tak yah hiasan nya derr..benda tu msk perut kot...huu~

Okay, dah siap Spagetti goreng melayu....

p makan s: eventho sume org complaint pedas, tapi spagetti I habis ok..maybe tahun depan bole join bazar ramadhan~

1st time....

This is my very first time getting involved in Uptown Bazaar. Usually I am one of the pengungjung, but currently I am one of the penjual (both me & Sumi)..excited?? A bit but I am more nervous I guess…nervous sbb this is my very first time to actually put myself out there and try to actually becoming a business lady..hurmmmm~

Fuhhh~the outcomes are not as what as me n Sumi expected..but we are optimistic about it and we believe pintu rezeki itu ada dimana-mana right??you just have to work hard in order to gain it.

1st time berniaga, 1st time juga I learn about penat lelah,susah nya untuk menjadi peniaga yg berjaya. Ya..it is not easy to be a successful businesslady…one does not only need to work hard but one should have the determination to make it work. I guess, I don’t really had it in me but I’m getting there okay!!

Those 3days definitely taught me how to be patient and not to give up..Ya, I am a quitter sometimes..and hey…I am not going to quit now…I just have to keep going and try to make it works~

Kindly be inform that we are still in business dear People…..so please do support us!!

I hope….things will be in place accordingly and things are going to be well for us…

Do pray for us ya….

Owhh..my gerai below~wink*

I am having a SALE!!!

Dear ALL,

I will be having a SALE!!!

Kindly refer to this below AD ya Sayangs~

Sesiapa yg mempunyai kesempatan(after perform solat terawih of course), sila lah singgah ke booth kami di Uptown Kajang!!

We'll be having some pre-love item, and lots of new item which is on SALE!!!

For any further info, kindly visit my FB!!

Lots of Love!!

Muahhhxxx~

Wordless Wednesday : Lemonade

Ingredients
1 cup white sugar, or to taste
4 lemons, juiced
4 limes, juiced
4 oranges, juiced
3 quarts cold water
1 lime, sliced into rounds (optional)
12 cups ice cubes

Directions
1.Pour the sugar, lemon juice, lime juice, and orange juice into a gallon-sized container; stir until the sugar has dissolved. Serve over ice with a slice of lime if desired.

p/s: this is for buka puasa okay!!!

Luahan hati seorang pemandu kereta

*ehem*

Terus terang, I am not a pemandu yg berhemah but I try my best to be the one yg abide all the road rules. Senang citer, I do wear my seat belt and I do gave signal when I want to belok2 my car...and..I even give signal if I nak cilok dpn org tau..(sape2 yg mrh sbb wa penah cilok dpn lu org sorry eh..hee~)

All and all, am not such a bad driver eventhough yes, sometimes I do drive a bit fast..bukan sbb I nak ter 'beri' or ter 'kench'..tapi sbb I mmg anti sket bila org drive kereta mcm siput. Mind my language ya...yes,there are manusia yg suka drive slow melow..bukan xboleh wahai pemandu sekalian, tapi silalah bertolenransi dgn pemandu yg lain ya....Kami ini agak terseksa jiwa dan raga bila anda memandu dlm kadar 20-40 km/j.....SAKIT JANTUNG OKAY!!!

Lagi satu, I am so freaking menyampah, to those manusia yg drive tapi xreti bagi signal!!! Wahai sekalian manusia, ada sebab kenapa signal tuh ada okay..supaya kita semua tahu arah yg ingin dituju...sila lah guna signal jika ingin membelok. Tolong jgn selfish...tade patah nya tangan kalau kasi signal okay!!!

Dear manusia merempits atau penunggang motosikal, tahu kah anda bahawa sa nya...ramai pemandu kereta membenci anda. Nak tahu kenapa? Sebab anda semua seakan-akan tidak takut mati...suka sgt menyelit...tahu la anda kecil, tapi anda kena ingat...sekali kena langgar melambung...yg mati korang jugak...at least...kami yg drive kereta ni adalah jgk besi yg protect. Lepas tuh, silalah ingat...bila ada petak kuning, maksudnya..anda perlulah berhenti...jgn pakai lejun je yop....sila lah merempits guna otak please...

Yang I tension sekali is para penunggang motosikal yg guna AKLEH (Ampang-KL-Expressway), meh sini mokcik nak bagi tahu....lane kt AKLEH tuh ada dua jer...jadi memandangkan anda yg bwk motor ni kecik, sila2 lah ke tepi ya...tolong jgn conquer satu jalan seolah-olah anda sorg jer yg bayar road tax. Kalau I yg bwk kete ni, if nmpk lori yg bsr xhengat pun tahu ketepi, ni yg bwk motor ciput tuh..ada hati pulak suruh kete ketepi siap hon2 lg...korg lupa ke korg kecik??korg lupa ke korg byr road tax ciput??korg lupa ke minyak motor korg ciput??

Oleh yg demikian wahai penunggang motosikal, sila lah ada sifat toleransi...bukan anda sorg yg nk balik uma cpt2..semua pun nak balik cepat...tolonglah jgn nk bunuh diri time org lain tgh nk balik umah yer...

Ya, I memang tension...tension dgn manusia yg rasa dia hebat di jalan raya. Saya ni pun bukan lah seorabg pemandu yg baik, but saya cuba untuk jadi yg terbaik supaya saya selamat sampai di rumah. MARILAH KITA MENJADI PEMANDU YG PRIHATIN.

Yg benar,

pemandu yg pissed off

Let the pictures do the talks

The Nikah's in Masjid Wilayah

The meeting in Royal Bintang

The Arsenal game

p/s: things happen so quickly and I sure do not have such an ample time to embrace it. I am thankful for having such a wonderful people around me and love me for who I am, as a human we tend to forget so I hope in near future, let us remind each other what a beautiful life journey we had. Those up & downs make us who we are today, no complaints, no regrets, life is about looking forward. We shall live it and have a good life with HIS bless~

Ameen

Fried Carrot Cake

*Ehem*

It has been a while since I last share some recipe here. Well, I am not a good cook and cooking is definitely not my forte (eventhough yes I love to eat). I only cook when I have to cook or when I am in the mood of cooking. *wink*

We are approaching the month of Ramadhan, so I thought I shall utilize my cooking skill...hehe~

Me & bebeh were actually loving this food...she is the one who introduced me to this Fried Carrot Cake in Pavillion. It was totally awesome yooo~

Instead of going to Pavillion to eat it, I guess I better learn how to cook it. Therefore, kindly refer this below recipe.


Ingredients :



Ingredients A :
200g rice flour
550ml water
200g radish (shredded)
1 teaspoon


Ingredients B :
1 tablespoon chopped garlic
1 tablespoon chilli sauce
3 tablespoons fish sauce
3 beaten eggs
chopped spring onion, chopped coriander leaves and pepper to taste


Method :
• Ingredients A : Mix rice four in 200ml water. Stir well. Boil shredded radish and salt in remaining water. Pour in rice flour mixture and stir well to make batter.
• Pour batter into 23cm square baking tray. Steam for 30 minutes till carrot cake is cooked. Allow to cool before cutting into pieces.
• Ingredients B : Heat frying pan till hot then pour in 4 tablespoons oil. Heat oil till hot. Add 500g steamed carrot cake.
• Quickly cut carrot cake into small pieces using frying ladle. Pan-fry till both sides are golden-brown. Push carrot cake aside and leave a hole in middle.
• Pour in 3 tablespoon oil. Add chopped garlic and chilli sauce. Stir-fry thoroughly while adding fish sauce. Slowly drizzle beaten eggs over carrot cake. Continue to pan-fry till both sides are golden-brown.
• Transfer to serving dish. Sprinkle with chopped spring onion, chopped coriander leaves and pepper. Serve hot bebeh~







*Hurmm*







senang kan??Jomm try it out!!




p/s: craving...*drooling*

Lelaki Alpha

Alpha Male Traits
He is the leader, the charmer, the witty one, the guy who gets all the attention, whether he craves it or not.




The alpha male is a term that is generally used to describe a male that seems dominant in his social circles, seems to possess an unending appeal towards women, and displays general leadership characteristics and traits.




The term alpha male has been derived from the term 'alpha dog', a term that is used to pinpoint the leader of a pack of wolves or dogs. There are many alpha male traits that can help you distinguish between an alpha male and a beta male.


Everyone knows who these guys are. The traits of an alpha male are so unique and recognizable, that almost everyone can instantly think of the alpha males around them. These guys seem to have it all. Money, women, success, leadership qualities and ease of mind.




Alpha Male Traits
Here is a list of alpha male characteristics that can help you identify alpha males at once, and also help you develop some of these alpha male traits yourself.

Alpha Male Traits - Personality Traits

Talking Deliberately: It is commonly observed that if one is speaking to someone in a position higher than themselves, they tend to speak fast in order to maintain their attention and interest. The most obvious of all traits of alpha male is that they talk slowly. He knows that no matter what he says he will be listened to, and thus does not feel the need to rush through his words.

Acknowledging Others: The best alpha male trait is that he knows how to appreciate and acknowledge other people. If you have done your job well, he will appreciate it. If you tell a funny joke, he will laugh along with you. If you share your opinions with him, he will give you words of advice. An alpha male will always be open to ideas and suggestions from others and will not dismiss them without sincerely considering them.

Aloof: At the same time, it seems to be one of the most widely noticed alpha male traits that they are just not interested. In spite of taking a keen interest in what you may have to say, alpha males seem to be aloof and transient at all times. Their body language seems to suggest that they are always immersed in their own thoughts, and this even makes them seem self centered. But the fact of the matter is that they are paying attention, in spite of seeming extremely aloof.

Attracts Women: There's just something about the alpha male that appeals to women of all ages. They have this irresistible charm that just oozes out of them and sweeps all the ladies off their feet. There's no one singular characteristic of theirs that has this effect on the fairer sex, rather the combination of all the alpha male traits which makes them so appealing.

Alpha Male Traits - Psychological Traits

Confidence: The biggest asset to possess, no matter where you are, is self confidence. Believing in yourself, no matter what, is one of the alpha male traits that truly stands out. There is a fine line between self belief and arrogance, and the alpha male is well aware of these boundaries and knows how to handle it. He will appear supremely composed, and will leave you amazed at his level of confidence. Read more about alpha male body language.

No Explanations: An alpha male will not look to anybody for approval. He will follow his instincts, and not feel like he owes anybody any explanations. There is no urge within him to justify and validate his actions and words to anybody. The most obvious of all the alpha male characteristics is that he is comfortable in his own skin and does not look and hope for anyone else's approval.

Competing With Other Alpha Males: The most glaring thing that you will notice when you see two alpha males interacting with each other, is the battle for supremacy. Each one will try and get one over the other, and as a result they will both be constantly competing or arguing. If you wish to become an alpha male you need to learn to recognize potential threats, and then show your superiority.

Feeling Threatened: Since there is a constant tussle between alpha males for supremacy, they tend to get insecure and threatened by the activities of other alpha males. They always feel like the other alpha male is undermining their superiority and authority. This is one of the alpha male traits that is not seen in every alpha male, but only in the ones that are slightly insecure about their position.

So, these were some alpha male traits that can help you spot an alpha male when you see one. Or, if you are aiming to be considered as an alpha male, these are the traits of an alpha male that you must adopt in order to make everyone else sit up and take notice.


*Ehem*

To those who are looking forward to have an alpha male as a life partner, kindly refer the above traits ya...



*my favourite Alpha Male~





Fyi, I prefer a combination of alpha + beta + omega. Wink*

To En Fugro

I'm here just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I've ever made
My racing heart is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say...

I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me out
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

I'm here so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say..

I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I'm proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to lose you again

Yes I will...

I think I better leave right Now.......

Good nite beautiful people~

Wordless Wednesday

is currently addicted to this..Thank you very much I-pad 2~

Crush ke LOVE?

Crush??




Base on thesaurus punya dictionary, crush is temporary feeling yg tiba2 kita rasa kita suka org tuh..betul tak??If u ask me, I would say..Yes, it is absolutely right veveh!!




Love??




Love itu is a deep feeling. It is sgt subjective. People define love in their own ways. Some says, Love is not about words or how you wrote a poem to ur love ones or even confess ur love..I mean, it is as easy as a pie to say “I love you” but are you actually meant it??or is it just a word semata-mata??




Ya..LOVE it complicated. Senang citer, there is no right or wrong on how other people confess their love. Maybe ada segelintir manusia yg terlalu obsess with it sehingga membawa maut and jgn lupa LOVE itu can make other people go crazy. Well..baru la cinta mati kan??




Okay..let us talk about love 1st, I define love as a very subjective matter. It is a feeling that gave u butterflies in ur stomach whenever u see the person, u heard his/her name mentioned, u even dream of him/her during day & nite and when my heart keep beating faster than normally...Yes, that is love for me. Our malay came up with a proverb that “bila mandi xbsh, mkn xlalu, tidur xlena” means seseorang itu is in love right?? Well, I believe it is true tho…different people reacts differently when they are in love right?? Ya, my definition of love sounds simple kan?? Trust me, when u are in love you know how it feel.




Crush??




I have been there way too many times. It all started when I was just 10 years old I guess. I mean that is the very 1st time that I have the urge of actually liking seorang manusia yg bernama lelaki. How does crush works?? Well, for me..crush is a simple feeling. Like I said earlier..it is a temporary feeling. They said, it took a minute to like sum1, 5 minutes to have a crush on sum1, and a lifetime to love sum1. I believe it is true. I mean it sure didn’t take me much time to have a crush on sum1. …and for me, normally the crush thingy will only occur when I see that particular person…if I xnmpak or no one did mention his name, serius..wa mmg langsung xingat kot…Cuma bila nmpk en crush itu, tiba2 senyuman daku menjadi sgt lebar dan mula lah nk buat muka comel..sekian~




Love??




I have been in love..ONCE. Ya…baru sekali rupanya daku in love…tsskkk~ If u ask me, to be in love is surely not an easy process. It is easy for me to like a guy but to be in love??Up till now there is only one guy jer yg berjaya mengetuk pintu hati ini. Lelaki itu mmg hebat. He is the most amazing guy I ever met. Ya..he totally excel in all my criteria. Tapi tuhan itu ada plan lain untuk I kn..unfortunately lelaki itu bukan untuk ku. Regrets??No…never regret…it is such a bless to have meet such a guy. Never thought in a millions years I could actually met a guy who meets all my expectation. But hey…sila berpijak di bumi yg nyata kn..no one is bloody perfect..Obviously, he is definitely not the perfect one for me. Maksudnya, there is a someone out there yg akan complete me….haha~Ya..I am optimis!!




Currently, I am in a state of cannot differentiate my own feeling. I do think this guy is a crush but my guts told me that this is love. What my heart say??Well…currently I am not talking with my heart..I rather talk with my brain instead of heart.




Mr brain said, it is definitely a crush..and I should move on with life and who knows I might find myself someone else yg can complete me..Yerp…brain ckp, kita perlu optimis..and believe that kumbang itu bukan seekor…




But my guts said, babe…u shud holding on to him..who knows he might be the one??u just have to be more patient and insyaallah one day he will be yours…




And I said, I’m with you Mr. Brain…because seriously…I won’t waste my time on sum1 or uncertainty. MASA ITU EMAS…why must I waste it on sum1 yg not worth it, I might as well as move on and I believe pintu rezeki/jodoh itu terletak di Tangan NYA. Obviously, HE the ALMIGHTY ONE has a great plan for me..why must I wait for uncertainty??




Conclusion is, I definitely moving on..It has been 2 months already…and I doing good myself. I just deleted him from my FB. Some says, I won’t have to do that..but I do think that I shud do it..bukan apa..it is for the best..for the sake of us both~I believe, a woman shud protect her own heart 1st before you hand it over to sum1 else.




p/s: I still believe in LOVE and I never stop giving LOVE.




Okay bye~

Kisah Hati

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin kita bersama
Nanti di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

is currently addicted to this song..

No..am not a big fan of remy ishak..Yes..I suka Alyah and her voice??Mantaps....

Dedicate to whom??errr.....kepada Cristiano Ronaldo yg berada jauh maybe di portugal atau pun sdg season practice di Bernabeu. Dgn Ucapan, sila lah menang champion league's next season..go thrash Barcelona okay syg~

Ok bye~

Bila hati terluka

Hati.

I have a heart. Yes, satu hati…hati tu la yg salu melompat happy (when I ‘m happy), hati tu lah yg salu nanges sorg2 (when I’m sad), hati tu lah yg salu dicalar, hati tu lah yg salu terluka…

Ya..hati itu mmg kuat. I never thought that I wud have such a heart. BRAVEHEART??tidak mungkin…itu adalah Mel Gibson. It’s ok..I’m still proud of you wahai Hati.
Owh..yes, hati ini terluka lagi…hari tu dah berparut, tapi tiba2 ia berdarah kembali. (omg..mcm lirik lagu..abaikan~)
Kenapa ia berdarah??Biarlah rahsia…takpe..I’m okay..mama ckp..bila happy u can tell the world, tp bila sakit..senyap suda….^_~

Since hati ini terluka, I pun google la… ”Cara-cara mengubati hati yang terluka” , pergh…mmg byk cara okay…salah satu drpdnya adalah menyuruh seseorang itu to commit suicide…What the??? Ya..itu adalah jalan mudah utk escape..mmg sampai bila2 hati tak kan terluka. Tapi itu adalah cara manusia takde agama. Excuse me, my mum raise me to be a better person and a good muslim..perlu ke I bunuh diri?? I tak kahwin lg okay!!

Tengah2 dok syok google..tiba2…I came across this word press…I believe it’s a SHE yg tulis ni…when I read it, I rasa satu tamparan yg menampar pipi ini..(maksudnya sedar), I just realized, it is myself who actually hurt my own heart…tidak percaya??Okay..ce tengok apa wanita ni ckp..ce tengok..ce tengok…

Emosi yang terluka mungkin bermula dari hanya calar yang kecil, namun rentetan peristiwa demi peristiwa yang berlaku mencetuskan emosi negatif yang setiap kali satu peristiwa selesai kesan calar bertambah besar dan emosi negatif mula membukit seterusnya menggunung yang andai meletus akan mengeluarkan lahar yang panas dan membahang dan akhirnya menjadi luka yang dalam dan sensitif.

bagaimana mahu merawat hati yang terluka ini?

muhasabah dulu punca kelukaan.
1. kebanyakan punca datang dari hati yang tidak redha.
2. hati yang tidak redha terjadi kerana tapaknya kotor dan hitam.
3. tapak hati hitam dan kotor kerana banyak melakukan maksiat.
4. maksiat berlaku kerana berpunca dari makanan yang tidak bersih dan halal.
5. makanan yang tidak bersih dan halal membuatkan kita melewatkan solat atau terus mengabaikannya kerana hati tidak rasa bersalah mensia-siakan solat.
andai kita jaga pemakanan , maka 80% solat kita terjaga., bila solat dapat dijaga, kita mudah mendapat solat yang khusyuk. apabila solat kita khusyuk, kita mampu membersih hati dan menjaga peribadi.

Apabila peribadi terjaga, hati bersih. emosi tidak mudah tercalar kerana kita berupaya sabar dan mengakui segala sesuatu yang berlaku adalah kerana izin Ilahi dan pastinya ada hikmah disebaliknya.

Meyakini sesuatu itu yang terbaik untuk kita kerana ia dtang dari Allah memerlukan fokus.
untuk fokus bahagian hipothalamus otak perlu kuat dan bertenaga.
untuk mendapat hipothalamus yang kuat dan bertenaga kita perlukan tidur delta dan tidur delta hanya boleh dicapai bila kita menjaga adab tidur dan tidur seawal lepas isyak dan bangun tahajud di 2/3 malam.

Emosi yang terluka adalah lemparan cas-cas elektromagnet yang boleh dikawal hanya dengan menggunakan mind power atau kekuatan minda.

Semudah mengatakan aku berfikiran positif dan percaya.

Cubalah. katakan sekarang , ” aku berfikiran positif , aku redha, aku menyayangi diriku dan aku menerima diriku seadanya”. sertakan dengan tapping,

Keberkesanannya melonjak.

Ya..now I know, hati ini..kita yg jaga..kita yg boleh decide sama ada nak hati terluka ke..terguris ke..tercalar ke..semua nya atas kita...okay??

Dear hati,
Tabahkan la dirimu, I know..you terluka..but come on..the first cut is the deepest right??this is obviously not the first..yg keberapa pun..I have no idea..dah lost count ok..So plese dear heart..bear with it..sekejap jer..nanti baik lah luka tuh..^_^

Sekarang..mari kita merawat hati yg luka..1st gi solat Asar dulu boleh??

Okay bye~

Wordless Wednesday

I c u later Van Persie

Open

It has been what??3 days since the BERSIH gathering…but from blog to blog..rata2 semua org are talking about it..ya..ada manusia yg embrace it and ada juga yg so against it..Ya, we are human..we have opinions. Whether it is right or wrong...it’s our opinion, so..Go ahead with it if you think that you are right..betul x?To hell with other people kan?as long as we get to voice up our says.

Actually, am not going to blog about BERSIH but I came across this amazing blog this morning, I love to read his blog (lensarosak). I mean, he is so open up..he talks about lots of things and yes..he is being sarcastic but..come on..who cares??that’s the whole point of blogging right??to speak up and tell the world what we felt. He is actually the owner of “Terfaktab”, ya…tentu sekali dia hebat kan..I am critically in love with his blog..sbb they expose so many things yg most people (ehem2..like me) won’t admit.

Berbalik to lensarosak, this morning I found that he is actually talking about BERSIH. Basically, ya..saudara Aqram are totally not agree on the existence of BERSIH. Well, being me…am not going to slam him and tell him..’hey, babe…you are wrong’..No..Aqram has his own opinion, and yes..I respect that..but me too have my own opinion. I believe other people should respect it and not to think that I am naïve about this whole things.

If people ask me on my opinion of BERSIH, am going to be exactly bold and said..hey..they did nothing wrong, all they want is a peaceful gathering and to be able to send a memorandum to Yang Dipertuan Agong. If I am not mistaken, our Yang Dipertuan Agong also mengalu-alukan mereka with his arm wide open. So, tell me…is it wrong to actually organize a peaceful gathering??Is it wrong to send a memorandum??

Sometimes, I do wonder…what makes other people too shallow when it comes to politics??I mean…am not a big fan of politics. Trust me..politics is always full of personal agenda. Am not a pro anti gov or not a pro gov either. Nak tahu kenapa??baik pakatan rakyat or gov…they have their own agenda..Ya, we can’t truly believe that if Pakatan Rakyat are the one who rules then they will be a good gov, there is no absolute guarantee that they are much better than our existing government and yes there are lots of ‘what if’ in our head if Pakatan Rakyat were to be our leader. Betul tak??But I do think that belum cuba, belum tahu..kan2??

I know..people will be asking..why change when everything is okay??Come on dear citizens, take a good look of Malaysia, are we okay now??

Seriously, we are not okay…yes..there are lots of lies/devious events/corruption and etc are happening here in Malaysia. Ya, we might not be as worse as other third world country but hey…we are going to be just like them if we don’t change. I believe people are afraid of changing but, let’s face the truth, we need a wind of change. Don’t be too radical and thinking that we are going to be doom if we change a government..No…it won’t be that bad, look at other country…they are still survive.

Look at Thailand my dear, they are changing with a new government, even their citizens are not afraid of changes. Look at Philippine, their people rising towards their government to fight over their government corruption and there goes Gloria Arroyo Macapagal dictatorship. Are we going to be as worse as Philippine when it comes to politics??Kindly be inform ya, there are a governor in Philippine whom are willing to killed just for the sake of winning an election. Are we going to be them??You tidak percaya??Kindly google “Maguidanao Massacre”. Confirm korang nanges if baca psl kisah ini ya…an example of a man who are so obsessed with his power & wealth and willing to do anything to retain it.

Actually, when it comes to politics I can share lots and lots of kisah manusia dictator. Why??well…personally, I read a lot and secondly, my brother studied in Political science so we did talk about it and share opinions about it. Yes, am not good of judging other people, but I believe my mum raise us right to make sure we do know how to differentiate on what’s right and what’s wrong.

When other people think that they are always right, well I believe “RIGHT” itu is up for a definition. I am not saying that I am right as I said earlier, everyone have their opinions and I do think one shud always accept other people’s opinions without feeling offended. What’s make human itu humanly enough is when he/she are able to live his/her life with consequences and possibilities. We can’t always think that life itu predictable; nothing is predictable as we can’t see our future. Maybe it is time to take chances on others rather than rely on the same party.

This is my opinion, whom ever are not pleased with it, you are more than welcome to voice up yours.

Ciao dude & dudettes

Kurus

Kurus?
I am kurus…physically kurus?Ya..I suppose I am..but still I do think I am a bit “mok-mok” lately…(mok sket jer..sbb nowadays saya suka makan nasi dan makan carbohydrates foods) Ya..blame it on me….(ada org ckp mok-mok itu comel..lyn kan suda..)

Actually when people are talking about kurus, I have few definitions of kurus.
Sebab I am kurus..(bukan sahaja physically)

When it comes to ilmu di dada ni, Ya…I am kurus…kurus sbb xckp lg mkn ilmu…as a human, we hav otak, and foods for otak is knowledge. And my otak definitely sgt2 tidak cukup mkn….baik ilmu dunia mahupun akhirat..memang xcukup lagi okay….

Owhh…tidak dilupakan…Miss hati dalam diri saya ni..mmg la kurus….Kalau anda semua ingat Victoria Secrets punya Angels tuh kurus, (cth: Miranda Kerr/Gisele Bundchen) meh sini dtg usha Miss hati saya… Hati saya mmg kurus….dia nipis sgt…senang terguris..senang terluka..(ciss..tiba2 rasa emosional) Tapi saya lucky, sbb saya ni mmg pandai mengubati hati saya yg kurus ini..nak tahu pakai ubat apa?? Ubatnya..jeng…jeng….sapu jer ngan air mata sendiri..saya tak tipu…saya mmg Puteri Menangis~ (sape2 nak ubat yg lebih berkesan, please do come & see me personally and I give u some tips..I hebat dalam mengubati luka hati tau) LOL~

Ape lagi yg kurus??Ya…buat masa ini…saat ini…mata saya ni rasa kurus sgt…mcm nak tutup jer…ini la penangan nasi dagang pagi tadi I rasa..Sumpah….mata ini sgt berat….PC ni pun cam dah nampak berbalam-balam (sape tak tahu maksud ini, sila rujuk kamus Dewan)

Okay la…ada audit..Bye~

Friday

Hari ini hari Jumaat,

Bila Jumaat.........



KLCC I see u at 12.30pm.....(I see u everyday kot..)



I eat n eat n eat....



is going to spend time with families...(xbole nak kuar gi mane2 kot..ari ni jam sbb ada few manusia sewels yg suruh polis buat road block!!)


p/s: sape2 yg rasa nak jln2 kt KL..xpyh laa...nanti korang sakit hati...


Ok bye~

BerSyukur

Lately there won't be a single day where I am not thinking about marriage/wedding.

Who's wedding??Mine of course...Every single day okay...always been wondering...sape lah..going to be the most amazing guy in my life*uhuk* apart from my daddy of course...

Ya..been thinking about it quite often..while working..while doing some business in the loo *ehem*..while sleeping..while eating...Ya...berfikir dan berfikir dan berfikir sambil menongkat dagu dan berkata, "I am the saddest person on earth dan manusia paling lonely sbb tade bf..."

Ya...am always thought that I am the most malang woman in Malaysia...ehh..tak la...maybe in Ampang kot...Sedih ok..sobssss~

But..something did happen today and it struck me, well..am not actually manusia yg sadis or malang...because...there are lots of other ppl out there whom might be in much2 worse situation or perhaps facing difficulties beyond anything I could imagine...who knows??

Here I am...every single day..whining about not having a bf..sedangkan...there are millions of other manusia di luar sana yg maybe sedang melalui saat yg paling sukar and perhaps there are facing death...but me??hanya kerana tidak mempunyai bf..tapi dia punya kalut cam ada kanser kan??Umm...sungguh kurang berpelajaran kan saya??

Ya...typical manusia...like me, I always want more..I always need more...I always want it all...without even think that life is not about having it all...Tuhan itu adil...HE gives me wealth..HE gives me health...HE gives me life...and insyallah...1 day, HE gives me sum1 to share a life with kan....HAWA itu dilahirkan dari tulang rusuk ADAM...satu hari nanti, I will see you wahai En ADAM.

One should be grateful on everything he/she had. Tuhan itu maha adil..and HE has a plan for each of us...cuma kita perlu sabar...for now, I should be grateful/bersyukur yg DIA bagi saya peluang untuk bernafas di atas muka bumi ini...always remember, ada byk lagi manusia yg lebih susah...oleh itu, sila lah bersyukur dengan apa yang ada...for now sila la byk2 kan bersabar ya wahai hati~

p/s: peringatan untuk diri sendiri

Bila Jiwa Kacau

Ya, saya mengalami jiwa kacau…siapa yang kacau??Jangan risau..bukan hantu yang kacau…jika hantu yang kacau, I don’t think I’ll be able to write or even go to work…sebab tentulah saya akan berada di rumah dan meracau macam orang gila…(nasib baik bukan hantu yang kacau)

Actually, lately..jiwa ini memang selalu kacau…terutama sekali semenjak hati ini sudah lama tidak terisi dgn insan yang bernama lelaki. Pada mulanya, jiwa ini takdelah kacau sgt..tapi semenjak 2 menjak bila dgr ramai sgt kawan nak kahwin ni…dia punya kacau tuh..jadi lain mcm ok…wa tension betul laaa….

Bila dah jiwa kacau nih…saya rasa gelisah jer…ada orang cakap dgn saya, bila kita susah hati or rasa alone…banyak2 kan berdoa dan ceritalah semuanya kepada ALLAH.



Ya..betul2…saya setuju, alhamdulillah…bila kita bercerita pada ALLAH SWT, beban dalam hati dan kepala tuh..kurang la sket..dan jiwa tuh..kurang la kacau…

Tapi tu la…jauh di sudut hati…saya masih lagi jiwa kacau..sebab..sebab…ada sesuatu yang sya betul2 mahu dalah hidup ni..tapi yang itu la susah nya nak dapat…Ya…hanya DIA yg lebih mengetahui….Saya memang nak sangat…tiap2 hari dok mintak benda yang sama….I told mama and she said, maybe you shud amal kan this ayat every single day..pagi..petang…siang..dan malam…haa….amik ko…

So okay…starting next week insyaallah..(minggu ni xboleh..ada masalah wanita)..I need/have/must amal kan membaca ayat 131 & 132 Surah Toha.

Dan janganlah engkau menujukan pandangan kedua matamu dengan keinginan kepada apa yang telah Kami berikan kepada beberapa golongan dari mereka yang kafir itu menikmatinya, yang merupakan keindahan kehidupan dunia ini, untuk Kami menguji mereka padanya; sedang limpah kurnia Tuhanmu di akhirat lebih baik dan lebih kekal. (Taha 20:131)

Dan perintahkanlah keluargamu serta umatmu mengerjakan sembahyang, dan hendaklah engkau tekun bersabar menunaikannya. Kami tidak meminta rezeki kepadamu, (bahkan) Kamilah yang memberi rezeki kepadamu. Dan (ingatlah) kesudahan yang baik adalah bagi orang-orang yang bertaqwa. (Taha 20:132)


Lagi satu….another Surah yg I do think setiap umat manusia shud amalkan is Surah Al-Waqi’ah. Menurut seorang ustazah yg ajar ngaji kt umah, ini adalah surah rezeki. Barangsiapa yg selalu mengamalkannya, insyaallah..dia akan jauh dari kefakiran and perhaps boleh memperoleh rezeki yg lebih banyak.

For more info on fadhilat surah Al-Waqi’ah ni, anda google lah sendiri ya…tak pun..pi la Tanya ustaz/ustazah..saya ni pun…salu bertanya jer..al-maklum la..ilmu kt dada ni..tak penuh lagi….

Tidak percaya??Owhh..tidak mengapa…saya ni..bukan nya seorang ustazah..tapi I do think I shud share it, sbb kadang2 kita manusia, bila jiwa kacau…kita lupa pd siapa kita patut mengadukan??Let us back to basic, saya ni pun byk khilaf nya, but I try my best to be the best…..takpelah…kita bersusah2 dahulu kan..insyaallah..one day DIA akan bagi kesenangan di akhirat kelak.

Sedikit nasihat untuk diri sendiri, SUDAH2 LAHH JIWA KACAU…HAMBA TAK LARAT NAK LAYAN DAH WEHHH…






Okay peace...







Bye~