From Batam With Love

Batam were great..but not as awesome as Malaysia la..since I am glad to be home...All of sudden I miss to work... even though I would prefer to have holiday for the rest of my life. (Unless I were to be married with anak sultan brunei la)

I eat a lot in Batam though since their government people keep insisting us to eat & eat & eat macam org gila...and personally I am not surprise if my weight is increase. I am happy actually, at least people won't keep saying that I look thin...HELO, am not thin ok...see the LEMAK please....

Luckily I don't get food poisoning since my perut is quite sensitive you know...I tend to get sick pretty easy when it comes to foods. Owhh...don't get me wrong, I love foods..I can't live without them..but perut ini kadang2 tend to be *mengada2*...

What's in BATAM??

To tell you the truth, me have no idea...we done lots of shopping and we only went for a site visit once jer..we went to visit PULAU PENYENGAT. Such a nice pulau where I got the opportunity to perform a solah in the oldest mosque in Batam. After that, it is all about shopping dan shopping dan shopping...Yes, tiba2 I am stress about shopping sbb I need to save some money...*HAIHS* By the way, I did some shopping too..tapi sikit2 suda...Let my mum do all the shopping.

Okay...enjoy some of the pictures yg huduh...

I miss

I miss those days when things are okay in OWS

I wish I could be here long enough to see it's okay

I always hope & pray for it's well being

May ALLAH bless us all

p/s: this picture was taken last year during our "happy" time

Don’t be too friendly with husband orang okay

*ehem*

Terasa?? If you feel offended, you don’t have to read it okay?

Yela…”siapa yg makan cili, dia lah yg rasa pedasnya” because the truth is, I pun terasa dan tersentap juga..LOL~

Betul, am not going to lie…I am being friendly xkira lah if you lelaki bujang ke, lelaki tunangan org ke, suami orang, pakcik orang or atuk orang ke…Well, I just don’t care..I mean, I am being friendly to those who treat me as their friends or colleagues, baru lah 1Malaysia kan?? (I am being sarcastic)

Before this, never in a million years I could actually vision myself to be friendly with suami orang. Betul…the thought of berkawan with suami orang pun never occurred. I always thought that I will act civilized with suami orang and no way I am going to spend my time with them.

But, that was before…things does not work that way because no matter what you do or what field are you into, you still have to work closely with suami orang.

My first encounter with suami orang when I first joined this manufacturing company in Shah Alam. Being me, I am a fresh grad whom knows nothing about working environment. The purpose of working is to get my job done and to be able to satisfy and comply all my boss requirement. Basically, I am working directly under the Factory Director whom happens to be a Japanese guy. I adore him completely, he is the best boss ever even though he don’t really talk too much. The thing is, I like him because he always nice to me and always bring me back some goodies whenever he went back to JAPAN. But hey..wait a minute, No..am not interested in him in any romantic kind a way since he is happily married and he acts like my father sbb tu I suka~ He is the first married man yg I get close with. Back then, I am quite sombong since one cannot be too friendly or too nice while working in a factory since there are men who tend to take advantage on you. Dulu, I don’t even talk to anyone whom I don’t have business with. I only talk to those people yg I have to liaise with. I know, I sound snob kan??Well, I have too since I takut okay….I think sbb itu, I don’t really have any malay friends (ada malay frens tapi sikit) since I lebih prefer spent my lunch with my Chinese colleagues.

Things change when I first joined Offshore Works. By change what I mean is, all of sudden…my environment dikelilingi oleh warga melayu since Offshore Works is a BUMIPUTERA own company. Actually, I am not that awkward pun working here but you know la..when you were surrounded by malay community there will be problem with colonial. Colonial means, mulalah…ada gang2 yg tertentu. The truth is, I don’t really like the idea of ada gang2…sebab we are not in school anymore. We past that age okay..so kenapa perlu ada puak2/gang2??

Lucky me…I don’t belong in any gang but I do close with certain people. Well, I am easy when it comes to making friends. I don’t choose friends..I kawan semua..I am universal. It is hard though to actually close to someone, but naturally…I am becoming close with bebeh…owh…how I miss her, I miss to share our private talks…sampai hati you tinggal kan I bebeh…LOL~

Okay, back to the main topic…here in Offshore Works…I learn a lot especially from those guys yg dah manager level. Seriously, I have no idea on how am I becoming close with them. I don’t know…I was somehow terus click with them and I end up selalu lepak with them after work. It is funny you know..when I never get myself so easily adapt with men especially married men. Tapi secara tiba2 in Offshore Works, I tend to get carried away kot. I do felt guilty though..I mean, yela kan..technically speaking, I do think it is wrong to actually enjoying myself with them…you know la..when you go melepak with suami orang, sometimes they are not just talking about works..sometimes we do share some personal stuffs which I don’t think I should know pun..LOL~

There is a time where I go hang out with the guys after work. At first it was 4 of us..and I was the only female, I okay jer..maybe sebab time tu I rasa diri I cool kot padahal I am the only anak dara. I know, sungguh tidak baik dan tidak sopan kan.. *haihs* Nak dijadikan cerita, we were lepaking sampai nak dekat maghrib..and…masing2 need to go back la…sbb it is near to maghrib, and kindly don’t forget that they have a wife and kids waiting for them kn…Since semua pun nak balik, haruslah I pun nak balik…but suddenly, one of the guy ask me to lepak with him for a while since he ask me to teman kn him habiskan rokok. I was not okay actually since I don’t smoke and the thought of being alone with a married man makes me a bit uncomfortable. Actually the thing that I afraid the most is, what if one of his friends saw me with him and tells his wife? Ya…I am scared okay…because it is wrong and I am at fault. If anything were to happened, the blame is on me as well.

Since then, barulah I realized, one can be friendly with any married men but tahap friendly itu is up for a definition. In my opinion, it is okay to going out with married men when you are in a large group and you are not the only woman. Let us put our self in other wife’s shoes, “How does it felt when your husband are going out with other woman and they claim to be just friend ??” Are we okay with that?? If you ask me, No…I am not okay with it..therefore don’t simply get too attached with someone else husband. Work is work, kindly draw the line.

Just a Friday thoughts to share. Let us always keep reminding each other and let us ponder on each other’s mistakes. I am far from perfect and I have a lot to learn. Kindly advise me ya~

p/s:Nowadays I only lepak and have lunch with wife orang jer tau..*wink*

Wordless Wednesday

Family First

"The Aziz's"

In dwelling, live close to the ground. In thinking, keep to the simple. In conflict, be fair and generous. In governing, don't try to control. In work, do what you enjoy. In family life, be completely present.

- Lao Tzu -

Kisah Ber "Anak"

Alhamdulillah, I am still alive today. One should be thankful to be alive kan..I read a quote today; it says that one should be grateful to be able to see the world today since it is yet another day that we were born. SO TRUE…so what past is past..and what’s done is done…therefore, kindly move forward and make some more history.

Refer to the above title, takut tak??LOL~

By Beranak, what I mean is having a baby…I know, it might sound pelik since yela kan…am not married yet..so why must I blog about having baby kan. Actually, I was inspired to talk about it since baru jer pagi tadi saya telah berkongsi cerita tentang hal2 yg berkaitan dgn wanita ketika melahirkan anak. Okay fine..perhaps it is still too early for me to worrying myself on this kind a thing but in my opinion, nothing it too early when it comes to preparation kan?? I mean, “sediakan kan payung sebelum hujan” kan lebih baik?? *wink*

*ehem*

Being a woman myself, terus terang…I am a kids lovers…I love babies, adore them and I could actually spend hours of time with them…memang saya tahap crazy when it comes to kanak2..tak tahu kenapa..tapi memang saya pantang nampak budak kecil. When I was 13 years old, even my mum are not scared to leave me alone with my youngest sister since I am really good at managing baby. No, am not trying to brag about it, but entahlah…I guess I am a baby magnet kot. I even did a part time job during my UNI semester break at a Nursery near to my house. KENAPA??because I am crazy in love with babies…LOL~

The thought of having babies or pregnant actually does not scare me. What scare me the most is the process of making babies kot…I don’t mean like takut macam the most scariest things to do ke…No…I didn’t mean that, but you know la…saya ni dah biasa tidur sorang2..so the thought of having a bed partner is kind a fun tapi takut..Okay, if you feel confuse kindly PM (private message) me for further explanation..TQ~

Nak dijadikan cerita, today I went to see my lovely kakak downstairs..you know la..saja nak borak2 since I love to chit chat with her since she is just like a kakak that I never had..how I wish I had a sister to share some silly stories...Okay, back to the main topic, we were talking about her experiences during her child birth la. Being me, I am always a curious kind a girl yg kalau boleh memang nak tahu semua perkara dgn detail nya. Being her, she is sangat straight forward dan berterus terang…she starts to cerita lahh..during her first child birth, the pain is sgt2 unbearable…sakitnya, only GOD knows..she said that she lost quite a lot of blood and her birth wound can only heal after 6months of child birth. Errrrr….okay…I am scared..tiba2 cam my whole body rasa ngilu. But lucky her, during her 2nd child birth, things were okay for her..she does not even have to endure the pain but just so you now..she did have some petua for it which I will learn from her eventually .

So happen, one of my colleagues also just got a baby in August. According to her, the pain is super sakit where you will definitely feel like someone actually twist your pinggang and the pain is 20 times painful than the usual period pain. Errrrr…okay..ini memang major tension. I know…am not going to have kids or pregnant in this few months but knowing how painful some people have to endure while bersalin…it does scare me. They said, there are some methods or medicine will be given to make it less painful or make the pain go away but you know la…it’s going to cost you a lot. Like my friend said, she took epidural during her child birth and she does not feel anything except that all she knows is the baby is coming out…Well, good for her because I heard that any medicine given are going to react differently in different body, basically it is all up to your body system. I mean, some say..they can endure the pain with only one jab of epidural but others said, it might takes more than just one . I don’t know…I guess it is all up to ALLAH, org cakap, sesakit mana pun sewaktu anda bersalin, waktu malaikat cabut nyawa nanti lagi sakit…Ya, satu renungan buat saya, I mean..come on la…to be able to become a mother is the best thing ever…I hope I live to experience those feeling. Sakit pun sakitlah….yg penting saya dapat menjadi seorang IBU. Bukan senang nak jadi seorang IBU kan??

Instead of husband hunting, I guess I better be focus on baby hunting la..because suddenly I feel like I can’t wait to have a baby on my own…APEKAH??

p/s: tips to have a baby boy or baby girl pun I dah tahu…akan dipraktikkan bila tiba masa nya..*wink*

Sue's Wedding + cuti-cuti KK

It is a late post on Sue 's wedding..but I still want to blog about it..hee~

Btw, mind you..this is my first ever trip to KK and I had such amazing trip thanks to Sam (illa's hubby) we did have a marvelous getaway....rasa macam nak flashback or turn back time...Holiday memang best kan when you have nothing else to think about except to have fun..but come on la..back to reality..semakin tua, semakin besar responsibility..*sigh*

My Sue gedz got married on 21st October..this is our first time to sue's house and meet all her family. We received such a warm welcome from her family and her childhood friends (they are so sweet & nice)

Lucky me, even though our purpose to KK is to attend Sue's wedding...but we all sempat jugak go sightseeing in KK..it was awesome!!

Let all the pictures do the talking okies

Conclusion nya, we had a marvelous holiday...my big congratulation goes to Sue & Akmal, I wish you both all the best in future undertaking and may you have a bless marriage..AMIN~

next vacation please!!!

On football

Just my 2 cents on football

I watched football last night. I watched 2 champions’ league match last night, which is the man utd vs Otelul Galati and Real Madrid vs Lyon.

Well, you know me….Real Madrid is always di hati…and of course we won the game thanks to the ever gorgeous multi talented Cristiano Ronaldo…I just can’t get enough of him..he played well last nite and most importantly he is not that selfish..he done some amazing cross last nite..what a piece of work…

I don’t know why..but I sort of like inspired to talk about football today..Maybe sebab semalam I overdose Coke kot…*hurmm*

Okay…I want to talk about Man utd game first. Last night game was okay…they played quite well…and what amazing is, the Rooney that we know was not actually play at his usual position as I do think that Ferguson has actually let him to play the role as a centre midfielder. Mind you, he played it very well…tiba2 I rasa macam tgk Paul Scholes yg main pulak…serius tak tipu..But poor him, he does not even has the opportunity to score as you know la…bila dah duduk tengah sumtimes he has to act as the centre defend. I do wonder, bila lah Vidic nak ada??Man Utd defend is a bit fragile last night but thanks to Rooney, he did such a wonderful job at defending as well. Luckily Man Utd won 2 – 0 and qualified to next round..if not, mahu menangis Ferguson kan.

After I had enough with Man Utd game, I watched Real Madrid pulak….As usual, Real Madrid is famous with their beautiful game..Helo, it full with all star player..what’s not to like about their game right?? Last night they played very well..with 55% ball possession and I really like the way they counter attack against Lyon. It seems that they moved accordingly when the ball are moving forward..I think a big round of applause need to be given to Jose Maurinho since he is able to control and manage all his players quite well. You can see that Ronaldo is not that selfish anymore and same goes to Higuain. By the way, it is nice to see that Ozil is played last nite instead of Kaka. It is not that I don’t like Kaka, I do like him as his performance in Real has been improved and I do think I see the same man whom actually won the world best player 2007. Ya…the Kaka that we know and love is back..but sorry lah…I kind a prefer Ozil than Kaka..hee~Owh..not because he is cute and Muslim, but I love the way he play football. Seriously, Ozil is the most unselfish player in Real Madrid tau…Dia tak gila gol like other striker macam Ronaldo, Higuain and Benzema..he is just like other typical German footballer, they won’t stop running and chasing the ball until the end of the game..and his movement is super excellent. I like the way he is pairing with Ronaldo. It’s look like they do have chemistry on field. Owhh..not to forget, Angel Di Maria….such a talented Argentinian…one of the early sign up by Maurinho last year…seriously, Maurinho do have such amazing eyes to see how talented he is..if dia masuk Man Utd pun okay kan??

Tapi kan…I am so upset on Real defend!!Sorry to say…it has not been improved since last season okay…Could someone please tell Real Madrid on how to well defend like Barcelona??Take a look at Barca..their keeper is not that good pun…senang jer nk bolos…but defend dieorang…OMG!!superb…fully organized and I do like when they fully utilize Dani Alves to bring up the ball forward..macam tu lah baru mad genius. But I hate MESSI sbb he made Ronaldo looks bad..LOL~

Okay enough talk about my Real Madrid before someone tend to muntah hijau..hee~

Will update on football later. *wink*

p/s: office is sunyi sepi since most of them cuti raya…SADNESS tade kampung~

Wish List

*ehem*

I bet most of us have our own wish list kan??

Ya, am not going to lie…I do have one..err…no…I have lots actually because my wish list is consist of various aspect..*wink*

See, I know…I am that complicated woman yg do see things in her own weird kind a way kan…I think I am weird + complicated + immature + comot….yes…I am all that….I think most people can’t quite figure me out when they first know me….haha~ But….kindly be inform that I tend to change accordingly with my age..LOL~I might be a different person next year kot??

My wish list is not that grand though…and yes..I do list them out to make sure that I cover all the things that I must do, I must eat, I must have..You know…being a woman, you can’t really blame us for having such a big appetite for life…kindly blame it on our hormone..LOL~

If I were to reveal all my wish list here, I bet I need an assistant to help me out on typing it all out you know…since it is such a long list…*wink*

One thing for sure that have been on my mind since last week is this particular thing that by hook or by crook I have to get it done before I die. I know…it is not good to keep reminding yourself about death right??But, one should always remember that we are not going to be alive forever..Eventhough if I were to be married with Edward Cullen pun..still, he can;’t guarantee that I will be frozen like him for the rest of my life kan??Come on laa…my life is not in Twilight….get real please…LOL~

Actually, I came to realize something last week…yela…as a human being..I have always has this dream to travel the world..how I wish I could actually see Europe with my own eyes instead of goggling their image kan…even when I was just a little girl I have this secret wish (it’s no longer a secret) to tour Europe with my husband to be..hehe~such a kanak-kanak dream kan??yela..those days I never know how much it cost to travel kan..all I know is menghabiskan duet parent ku…LOL~

But it was all in the past….nowadays…I do keep it in my wish list but I don’t give much hope on that anymore..because I do have other “must do” yg lebih priority kan. The truth is, I really hope that I will be able to perform “HAJI” in near future. I don’t know why but out of the blue, the thought of performing rukun Islam yg kelima ni becoming strong since last week…perhaps it is due to the HAJI season. Somehow, I just want to get it done quickly…No, am not going to rush into it since yelakan…my saving in Tabung Haji also is not that much…I can’t even register myself pun and I do have to attend some kursus to make sure I do know all the do & don’ts during Haji.

It ‘s okay…no matter what, I will try my best to actually save up some money to go there in near future. Bukan apa, like my mum said…maybe it is much better if I go and perform my Haji when I am still young. Yelakan…when you are young..you still have that energy to carry out all those ibadat as Haji does require us to have tons of energy. Furthermore, like I mention earlier…we never know what’s future holds for us…so before my time is up on this life, I would really like to complete all my rukun Islam. Macam dalam lagu raihan cakap, “Ingat lima perkara sebelum lima perkara”.

Alhamdulillah…early this year..I have the opportunity to perform my umrah. Frankly speaking, it was such a memorable journey and senang cakap, hati itu lebih tenang ketika di sana. Time umrah dulu, I have experience to perform my tawaf and sai’e. Harap2…in near future..adalah rezeki nak menyempurnakan rukun haji kan..yela…I do want to experience berwukuf di Arafah, melontar di Mina’ dan yg paling penting sekali…to be able to see KAABAH right in front me again….GOD…I really do miss those moments.

For now, I hope and pray to be able to kumpul duet byk2 and nak cepat2 daftar for Haji. Bukan apa, I heard that most of the people yg daftar sekarang pun have to wait until 2040...I said “WHAT???” Hidup lagi ke aku tahun tu wehhh??Oleh kerana I tidak mahu mengambil sebarang risiko, I think I better start to register now…semoga tuhan mempermudahkan segala urusanku~
Amin

p/s: To najib & rosmah yg sedang menunaikan ibadah haji, may you have a bless journey and I do hope anda berdua akan kembali menjadi pemimpin yg lebih adil dan saksama. No corruption please….

November

Time goes by so fast already…I never thought that November would come this fast. Somehow, I guess it seems like yesterday that we just turn into 2011. But now, we are moving towards 2012...Time indeed envy us kn??

Actually, I was a bit sad today…feeling a bit gloomy knowing that we are in November already….How I wish that time can stop..at least for a while for me to ponder upon it…but come on la…life won’t stop on you…it will keep on going even until you die.
November means a lot to me since I was born in November…that is why I do have a reason to be sad this month…LOL~

Okay fine…I hate to admit but I AM GETTING OLD this month……urghhhhh…the thought of it make me sentap…serius…I tak tipu…I know…I should not be upset on increasing my numbers..In fact, I don’t really care about my age actually, but what scare me the most is the thought of being single at my age…..SEDIH okay….

Yela….look at all my close friends…most of them are married and getting married already…while me, well…the truth is..am not searching pun but I am merely waiting…waiting for that particular manusia to muncul and sweep me off my feet….so, ANYONE??

Tapi itu lah….one cannot be sad just because she is getting old and single right??
Like Oprah tweet, “You can have it all, but you can’t have it all at once”….At least I do have a family who support me well and I do have other things in life to be proud with…Takpe la kan…being single are not that bad at all kan??


Okay…stop worrying FATIHAH, let us concentrate our self on making money instead!!!



*evil laugh*

Manusia Kelantanese

Okay….I bet people might think that I am a racist…No, I certainly not…To those who know me…they will tell you how open I am and I don’t “pilih bulu” when it comes to friends..I am universal~

Tapi kan…sorry laa…I just have to blog about this…to those org Kelantan, maaf dipinta if you feel offended in any way…this article mean no harm to anyone tau…..

As a Malaysian, I am proud to be one..owhh..not because of the PM but I’m proud to be born in a country yg kaya dgn budi bahasa dan sopan santun nya…trust me people, if you go anywhere in the world you would know how baik nya org Malaysia tau..We do appreciate people and respect other people…May ALLAH bless Malaysia always~

Frankly speaking laa….I am a KL born citizen…born and raised in KL. Being a town people, it does not mean that I don’t appreciate manusia yg jauh dari bandar…..I adore manusia luar bandar ok…I mean, it is nice to see those people who lived in a place yg jauh dari bandar where the people are so demure and they really don’t bother with harta dunia. It is nice you know if sekali sekala hidup ini when we don’t have to think about money…or harta dunia…but unfortunately for me, my life is all about money..Ya, am not going to lie or being hypocrite…seriously, I love money…and seriously, I can’t picture myself live in a kampung….balik kampung sekali sekala is okay with me but am not going to live there…perhaps when I am much older then maybe my perception is different laa…but for now, I happy to live in KL…I need all the lights & noises..It makes me alive..LOL~

Perhaps I am a bit terlari tajuk….well, I am going to talk about manusia Kelantan eventually…
Actually, the reason why I want to talk about manusia Kelantan is due to my observation on manusia Kelantan itself…and due to my sakit hati with one of them. By the way, kindly be inform that I don’t hate manusia Kelantan tau…sebab, few of my close friends during UTM time pun org Kelantan gak and I have no problems with them because they are cool…I adore COOL people~

One thing yg I do think it is obvious to most people is, manusia Kelantan terlalu bersikap berkelompok. Sorry to say, but dari zaman I masuk matriculation sampai lah ke Universiti...orang Kelantan terlalu suka berada dalam kelompok mereka as if like those yg bukan Kelantan tak layak untuk menjadi kawan mereka..Betul tak??I know, there are those org Kelantan yg boleh jer join org negeri lain kn…but most of them are too passionate with their semangat kenegerian. I don’t know why….I use to ask one of my Kelantan friend, and she said, “we feel much more secure with our click and we are afraid that other people might judge us or misinterpret us by our language”…All I can say is, “Well, people are most likely to judge you when you are actually being judgmental on other people”. Senang cakap, if you respect other people then you will earn respects from other people…there are no questions of other people to mock you…BETUL TAK??

By the way, I came across this beautiful blog la…she is a kelantanese but she claim to be Qelantanese…well, I do think to spell KELANTAN is with “K” not with “Q” right?? She seems like a nice girl, cam baik jer…cam comel jer…yela…they said, most of gadis comel berasal dari KELANTAN kn??
Betul kot….mek klate memang comel2 ..(ini bukan ayat sarcastic). Sadly to say….because of her blog, I need to revise back my opinion on gadis Kelantan, fine…gadis Kelantan are indeed comel2, cantik, putih2….but unfortunately, like most of other people…appearance means nothing when your attitude is menggelabah……I assure you, she should be more herself than to pretend to be like sum1 else…I mean kecomelan itu is up for a definition..you don’t have to pretend to be cute when you end up jadi macam mengada-ada or menggelikan…Come on la gadis-gadis cantik, don’t pretend to be comel..let other people judge you and define you…I take “Fatin Liyana” for example, she is indeed comel and pretty my friend and she don’t have to pretend to be one…

And, what make me sakit hati is when a Kelantan woman who claim to be a saint..ye la…she wears hijab and she always said that as a gadis Kelantan, I don’t do clubbing, hu ha sana sini….I do menjaga tata tertib..you know…those typical ayat yg selalu nya digunakan oleh manusia yg rasa diri mereka baik. Memang betul, if you don’t do all those sort of things..yes..you are someone yg baik, but am I have the right to judge you?? NO…I don’t have the right since I am not a god, so let ALLAH judge you. She hurts me, but am not going to elaborate it much longer since I do think what ever happened between us, I shall keep it between us….But please la….don’t pretend to be a saint when you are not that good yourself…pretend to be a gadis Kelantan yg sweet and nice when you are not…HAHA..I know, I do sound so freaking pissed off kan??Well, of course….LOL~

Enough said I guess, I mean….enough for today..perhaps when I’m in the mood to write about this topic then I will continue myself…sikit2 sudah….ini pun sebab I was ter emotional with one of the org Kelantan..if I were to talk more about it, nanti dah jadi mengutuk la pulak kn…yelah…they said, don’t take things to heart…what ever it is, I feel a bit okay since I dah cakap apa yg I nak cakap…if we do put things into our heart, lama2 you can die heart attack you know…so if you feel offended ke, just put it in writings or perhaps just be bold and cakap jer terus terang dgn orang itu..barulah cool…better cakap depan dari cakap belakang yer adik2…don’t be afraid to speak up~

Okay back to work~

What is your intention??

I am curious...and I have no answer for the above question.

Since the days I started to be actively occupied myself with social networks..I do notice, most women we do received unknown male friend's invitation (means they want to be friend laa..)...and it does make me wonder..why do men whom we don't actually know their existence tend to simply add sum1 like us that you don't even know???WHY INDEED??

Well, I do ask few men on regards this matter and sadly the answers are not up to my expectation...you know...typical male answers.."Owhh..because we just simply want to get to know the woman/girl" why you want to know us??what is your intention??

Am not going to deny that most of people's relationship nowadays are simply begin from a social network (FB/TWITTER/ETC)..I don't see nothing wrong with that but personally, I don't really agree..LOL~Well, call me old fashion...I do believe in normal or a traditional courtship where, a guy should be more gentleman and come to me personally to get to know me....hee~

Obviously, it is imposible...since men nowadays does rely on technology when it comes to courtship...for example like PM (private message) in FB, send email and sms'ing...BETUL TAK??

I do think I should be born during the 18th century and below where people are more traditional and conventional....*major sigh*

Most people claim that I am too choosy or too snob when it comes to guys..they said, that I should take chances on those who try to court me..but....seriously people...how am I suppose to take chances on men who use technology to court me??How am I suppose to know that they are serious and they have noble intention??Lelaki nowadays is macam-macam okay....my dad always told me not to simply trust men...Macam mana??I am afraid to be hurt, to be manipulate and most of all....I need to protect my own heart tau!!

Perhaps I am being too paranoid kan??I admit, I do think too much as I am very good at analysing things...Yes, I am a type of a person who think first before act..so...you know la...too paranoid, too judgemental, too afraid....

But still, anyone...kindly tell me, what is your intention when you add unknown people in social network??

Lelaki Muda

Okay....Enough said....I know...people might be wondering...why am I going to blog about lelaki muda right??Sabar ok...I will explain it in details....

Owhh...by the way, I have been in a long silence since I just got back from KK!!Will be blog about KK in my next post okies....

LELAKI MUDA??

Well, of course I am not that old...I'm going to be 26 next month and according to most of my friends & colleagues...26 IS NOT OLD ya people...FINE...I admit...I am still young eventho yes, I do feel old sometimes.....*stress* (itulah tanda2 manusia tua)

Okay...enough ramblings....back to the main topic please....

Lately, I have been approached by lots of lelaki muda....I know, it is not a sin to be with a much younger guys..even our prophet also have been married to a much older woman "Khadijah".

But....seriously people, I am not ready to commit myself with a younger guy...I mean if a guy is a year younger than me, I am still okay with it...but if he happens to be more than 2 years younger than me, well....I am definitely not okay with it!!

Okay fine, perhaps I am a bit bias....org ckp, if we keep on against it, mayb nanti mmg itulah yg kita dpt kn??Well, if we were to talk about jodoh...seriously...I have no says...I mean, JODOH/PERTEMUAN is in god's hand...I believe in faith as I believe in JODOH...saya hanya mampu berdoa supaya ditemukan dgn lelaki yg mampu menjadi IMAM ku~

Actually, I do have my own views when it comes to lelaki muda....

No, I am not saying that I don't like lelaki muda...I am okay with them..I mean, we can't simply define guys base on their age right??I mean..it is true..most guys lambat menunjukkan their maturity but hey..there are men out there yg mature at their young age..I mean when it comes to maturity, we need to see things in all aspects...life environment, peers, etc...

But, sorry to say..most men in Malaysia..they tend to be lambat sedikit when it comes to maturity...They tend to take things easy and they are not serious..sbb itu I don't really trust those guys below 25years old when they came to me and said, " I really2 liked you.."...I've been there..and look where I end up??ALONE again....LOL~

Am I stress with lelaki muda??Not really...but I am quite frustrated in them....^_~

Tapi....like I said, this is only my humble opinions....I do not mean any harm by blogging this topic ya...

Actually, I am inspired to talk about this since I saw lots of women out there tend to be with someone younger than them...well, it is not a sin and tak salah pun...we always said that love is blind right??So, what the heck??But....for the sake of all women...I hope...all of us should think carefully and choose wisely...manusia in our era..they tend to be deceitful and lelaki nowadays...they will do almost anything for their own benefits...

Be careful Women~

Budget 2012

*ehem*

Bercakap tentang Budget 2012, I bet most people already know the outcomes kan??Wow..our goverment indeed generous...There are no school fees for next year, minumum incerement for gov servant is increase...
WAHHHHH....
baik hati sungguh ya Goverment??( I am being sarcastic here) But, what about us in Private sector huh??What do we earn from 2012 BUDGET??

Let me be bold here, seriously...budget 2012 give nothing back to us who work in private sector.
Correct me if I'm wrong but kindly list out any benefits to us in private sector...ada ke???

Is this a country who called themselves as 1 Malaysia??All I can see here is 1 Goverment or perhaps I should be more straightforward like someone said is this a 1 Pocket Country?? Pocket Sape??LU PK LA SENDIRI....all the moneys always goes to whose pocket??Lagi mau tanya....LOL~

Years by years....all I can see, all the incentives gives more benefits to the police forces/army/teachers/those who works in Putrajaya BUT what about us who works in private sector??WE are those who work our ass off to give the GOVERMENT all the benefits but at the end of the days...we got nothing......Owhh...yes, it is us who paid all the goverment's salaries/penchant...(just so you know)

It is sad you know, to see how shallow people nowadays...goverment tend to take everything from their citizen for their own benefits but still lots of manusia out there still have faith in our goverment. Seriously, I love our country but days by days my trust and faith to our goverment is fading slowly....

Lately, all they do is keep on blaming the opposition and keep on memburukkan the opposition...and not to mention our goverment is critically use all the media to bad mouthing the opposition....come on laaa......we use to slam americans for being too dictator, for being selfish, for being sekular, for being manipulative....well, the thing is....we are no different from them...WE ARE JUST LIKE THE AMERICAN'S.....

Seriously dude, I despise politics....but I do know...in life, politics is a must...I don't know...lately...all I can see is bad politics everywhere....there are no such things as POLITIK ITU BERSIH...it is clear to me that our goverment is indeed corrupted..but hey, who am I to judge??I'm still green in this world...Ya, I do not have a wide knowledge when it comes to politics but I can read and I can see...perhaps my mouth can't say what I want to say...what to do??this is MALAYSIA...if you are against the goverment, then you won't get any priviledge...Yup..as simple as that...

I know, people might say...waaa...how come you are being so bold??You should not condemn the goverment.....Well, I believe in human rights, Malaysia claim to be a democratic country...jadi tak salah kan if I were to have my says??

Anyone who feels offended in any way, maaf ku pinta dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki....If anda tidak berpuas hati, feel free to drop any comments...I am cool to accept any criticsm and to those who knows me, I don't really take matters to heart...CHILL suda....

TAKE CARE RAKYAT MALAYSIA!!

Offshore Works 10 Million Manhours without LTI

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Lately I am a bit lazy to write, so I let all the pictures do all the talking okay...Actually, I do have few draft to be upload but I am too lazy to continue.....

By the way, we had so much fun during the 10 million man hours without LTI event since all employee do give their full supports and we did have our Jamuan Raya with "Kambing Golek" which is memang terbaek!!!

I wish you all the best in future undertaking OFFSHOREWORKS!!

May ALLAH bless us always~

Get It Right

I watched Glee last nite and I found myself relate to this below songs…Ya, I love to relate my feelings to songs…therefore kindly enjoy this below lyrics..It really mean a lot to me…I just want to get it right!!



What have I done? I wish I could run.
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth, that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
Oh my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight.

One day Insyaallah.............

Current obsession - MUAY THAI

I love sport eventho yes, I am an indoor person..I don't really play sport except for swimming. I use to be a good swimmer, now...I do think I can swim but perhaps I am not as good as before...come on laa....I never swim for the past 2-3 years...I guess my muscles are numb now.....
When it comes to sport, I am a big football fan!!Those who know me..they won't be surprise on my knowledge on football as I am not like other typical "women" yg suka bola just because of their looks...To those yg suka bola sbb nk tgk manusia handsome, my suggestion is, go find other sports to entertain yourself...one should really understand a sport to love it okay??

*ehem*

Currently I am obsess with MUAY THAI..I know, this sport is not suitable for women eyes...but somehow, I find myself really into it. Please don't get me wrong...I will never enter or participate in this kind of sport but I tend to enjoy this sport. There is something about this sport that can bring out the beast in man. I know, it may sound cliche but being me, I am an observer...While watching their match I somehow feel that a man can actually potray or bring out all their anger through those fights...It is fun okay, looking at their high kicks, their jabs and their elbow use...Man, how I wish I am a man, then I definitely have reasons to learn MUAY THAI....(and to have a sexy abs like those muay thai fighters) -_-

Actually, this obsession came from both my dad and my brothers..they did influent me to watch it and I tend to love it eventually....I do wonder, is there any woman out there who share the same interest as mine??

To those yg suka layan MUAY THAI or BOXING match, you guys can watch it at AXN - THE CHALLENGER MUAYTHAI....one of the contestant is Malaysian ok....Trust me, you will definitely feel all the adrenaline rush while watching them fights....how I WISH I COULD SEE THEM FIGHT secara langsung!!!



Mohd Faizal Bin Ramli
"Golden Elbow"

Nationality: Malaysian
Age: 21
Birthdate: 24 / 10 / 1989
Height: 177cm
Weight: 69 kg
Fights: 38 Wins: 35 Loss: 0 KO: 0 Draw: 3 Titles: 3

Latest Titles:
•Malaysian WMC Champion
•Winner - Challenger WMC Asian Challenge
•WMC - MAD Champion

Meet our hometown hero from Malaysia, Faizal Bin Ramli, also known as "Golden Elbow". Faizal comes from a relatively less privileged background. He grew up in a remote village with a religious family amongst ten other siblings - giving him all the more reason to put up a good fight for the 100,000 US Dollars!

What might be surprising to some is that Faizal, though a fighter, is actually by nature a peace-loving person. In fact, many would say he doesn't have a bad bone in his body. Why? Faizal dislikes fights without reason and is a gregarious social butterfly who desires a life surrounded by friends and loved ones. He is without a doubt, one of the most endearing characters on the show but in turn, also one of the most naive.

That doesn't mean he's not a force to be reckoned with. Faizal began his path in fighting at the young age of 12 and went on to become a full-time Muaythai fighter when he turned 18. Coming from a religious family, Faizal always prays before a fight and makes it a priority along with hours of tough work and training.

Adding to that, his "train hard and play smart" mentality paid off when he won a gold medal in the Arafura Games in Australia. With powerful elbows, Faizal's fights are always an exciting spectacle to watch as he often causes his opponents to bleed.

Apart from his elbows, Faizal will also be remembered for his charm and for always referring to himself in third person. "Faizal happy" is sure to become a Challenger catchphrase!


Owhh..lupa, the show air on every Thursday at 10pm!!!

Wordless Wednesday

next wedding in KK!!

Kisah HATI

Ya, it has been quite a long time since I talk about heart…my heart to be precise la…No, this is not lagu ALYAH..

Berbicara tentang hati, lately my heart is okay…my heart seems quite okay eventho it is a bit sentap nowadays since most of my close girlfriends are married or going to get married. Ya, I am a bit down when I come to think about it…serious, I tak tipu….

But, still...the thought of being part of their happiness make me happier!! I mean, I love to share other people’s happiness….I love to see other people smile and laugh…that is why, I despise sadness…Because I tend to cry when I saw other people crying…my eyes just can’t take it…like my mum use to said, I am a cry baby…*haihs*

When it comes to LOVE, I guess..I have nothing to talk about or to share…This past few months, my life is lack of love life…I haven’t going out with any guys for quite some time now…

No, I am not giving up on LOVE, but I merely saving myself for the best I guess…or so I think..
Am I feeling bored? Ya, I do but lucky me, I do have lots of other things that keep me company so I am bored when I am alone…so to overcome bored, I need to get busy!!

Some say, I should go on a date but like I said in my previous post, I am less passionate lately and I don’t feel like going out on a date with anyone right now. For now, I leave it to ALLAH, HE knows what’s best for us right…I pray, one day hati ini terbuka laaa……

Well, tentang hati….I found that, I ‘m actually have such a penyakit yg dipanggil penyakit keras hati. Ya, I admit, hati ini sungguh keras…an ego heart perhaps…

Ya, I tend to cry pretty easy but somehow, my heart is keras rupanya….

Actually, there is this incident involving me and my parent last 2 weeks where both of them said that I am not responsible enough when it comes to managing my own finance…WELL, being me of course..I am on denial la kan…excuse me, I do my own budget every month so basically, I am capable on managing my money..But being a parent, of course la they don’t agree with me….okay fine….I give up!! That day, I end up crying and merajuks…I even melancarkan mogok makan..LOL~

Punya la keras betul hati ni…I don’t even bother when they force me to eat ok…but in the end….since my dad keep on pujuk2…finally, I feel okay…SEE..keras kan hati ni, it really make me realizes that I do have such a tough heart…I don’t simply bend to other people..I guess I am such an ego woman kan??

Ya, I hate to admit…but one should be able to accept who she is in order to have a good life right??

Therefore, my current mission is to find a cure of an ego heart…seriously, I need a cure….

Me and my heart, we always have issues kan??

But, I’m with you dear heart…till the day you stop beating…(perghh….macam lirik lagu)

Okay, time envy me as usual...

Chow manusia Beautiful...........

How Wardina teach her daughter to SOLAT

Ini antara artikel yang ditulis from our noted celebrity, Wardina in her Facebook dengan tajuk “BERBALOI PENAT LELAH KU…”

Dear Mama, Ummi, Mum, Ibu, Bonda…

I have to share this with you… because i feel so happy and i feel that all my penat lelah paid off…I started to make my Amna to solat 5 times a day when she was 7, on her 7th birthday…we had a talk…(check note lama) tapi preparation since 6 la…
tapi dari kecik memang selalu ikut2 la kami solat….she hasnt missed her solat since. Walaupun lambat, tetap solat. I made sure of that – because the key is SOLAT ni kalau tak tanam dari kecik memang LIAT nanti….But it is very important to keep this in mind:-

1) kalau kita bagi dia tinggal WALAUPUN sekali nanti we are sending the wrong signal – kena make sure – every waktu without fail, walaupun penat, ataupun lambat

2) l Selalu kalau boleh solat together..mula2 memang kena solat together….kalau tak ada rumah make sure an adult in the house pastikan anak kita solat. (hari tu Amna pergi her reading class, i asked her teacher to take her to the surau) -lepas solat time tu lah peluk cium, senyum – i always kiss her at the head and say “Barakallahufiha” Ya Allah make my Amna a good Muslim Ya Allah….make her never miss her solat Ya Allah…..kuat2 bagi dia dengar….
ps:- kalau kena amik cuti ambillah – bukan waktu exam je amik cuti – buatlah STEP ini, yakni melangkah ke alam 7 thaun dan tidak meninggalkan solat A BIG Thing! “mama amik cuti hari ni sebab nak pastikan yang adik solat 5 waktu sehari!”

3) Selalu cerita how IMPORATANT it is to solat..how Allah is watching us… how we are good Muslims when we solat, how Allah loves us, Solat tu, untuk kita, bukan untuk Allah…..TAPI selalu jugak cerita yang akan ada orang TAK solat…acknowledge the fact that sometimes we feel lazy to solat….itu semua kerja SETAN! Fight them off….! I tell Amna that even some grown ups tak solat! I tell Amna that….we have to be strong.. we have to tell ourselves we will NEVER miss our solat…..

4) Awal2 subuh ni memang tak bangunkan, tapi as soon as dia bangun pagi, ill ask her to solat straight away.(yes memang leceh..but we have to, and we have to do it with LOVE diselang seli dgn strictness)

5) kalau dia tinggal – DENGAN sengaja, i take the rotan and hit her on her tapak tangan slowly, just as a reminder. After that i hug her and tell her i love her, and i just want her to remember – and guess what?? memang dia ingat!!! (3 kali baru, i think not bad, sampai satu hari dia terlambat solat, sebab keluar dan memang tak ingat, dia yang suruh rotan) But i tell her kalau TERLUPA atau TERTIDUR its ok…but kena solat terus bila bangun.

Macam ni ceritanya, i told Amna, kalau Ummi ambik Amna dari sekolah lambat, Amna solat dulu Asar kat sekolah….tadi memang datang lambat…i was loking for her..and guess what????
She was actually praying her Asar prayers…sorang je kat dalam surau tu….i wanted to pengsan and cry…she did all by herself…. i pun told her how happy and how proud i was of her…i tanya dia kenapa? dia kata “Amna ingat apa Ummi cakap”…..cair nya hatiku ini.
Apa lagi, Ummi ni peluk cium dia….and called nenek at Australia…now im sharing with all of you!!! Because i want us to raise generation of good Muslims that are disciplined, smart, intelligent -that remembers Allah because the world so BADLY needs good QUALITY Muslims like this!!!

And the foundation is – to start them off right – solat at SEVEN! Yes just as how Rasulullah asked us!!

See, touching isn’t it, most of us tend to take solat for granted right??Ya, including me nonetheless..am not going to lie, there are times where I felt so lazy to solat, and seriously by reading this short story, it make me feel a bit ashamed of myself…me going to be 26, but still need guidance when it comes to solat…malu kan??

Let us reform our self dear Muslim & Muslimah..May ALLAH give us guidance…

Insyaallah~

Amin~

Wordless Wednesday

is looking forward to this on 1st October

p/s: I am less passionate lately..I wonder why??

Javier Colon - The Voice

I love..love...love....his performance!!

Ya, I love Casey Abrams still

I love mad talent when it comes to musics

It is indeed true, kindly judge artist by their voice not by their face

I'm glad he won "THE VOICE"

BLess

I feel bless

I feel good

I feel happy

Alhamdulillah

My Gedz got Married!!!

“Love is not a habit, a commitment, or a debt. It isn't what romantic songs tell us it is - love simply is.”
― Paulo Coelho

Me had a blast weekend…A very eventful weekend!!

Ya, I’m tired (it feels like working) but I’m happy!!

Happy coz my gedz sudah selamat bergelar isteri orang…Alhamdulillah, sekali lafaz sahaja..both of them is officially someone else wife okay..Well Done to Sam and Rico..you guys ROCK bebeh…LOL~

Wedding itself is such a tiresome but you will feel such joy by looking at their happy faces and furthermore, I got to spent time with all the gedz…..it is hard nowadays to actually assemble us all. Especially me, seriously dude….24/7 is not enough…or perhaps I simply fail in managing time…*wink*

I malas nak story byk2 about their wedding since there will be few weddings I have to attend to in October. I guess let the pictures do the talking.

By the way, all the pictures were stolen form the Gedz FB..LOL~
Overall, I had so much fun and I love you Gedz sampai mati!!

To the newly Weds!!
My pray is always with you, may ALLAH bless you guys, Marriage is not the end it is merely a beginning of a new life. Do cherish every moment and all the best in your future undertaking.

Love,
Fatihah

Tentang Sayang

They said, LOVE never dies...I said, my love will be dead once I’m dead..LOL~ *just joking*

A friend of mine once asked me, how come it is hard for us women to let go of LOVE but it seems easy though for men??Men, they can get us replace just like that.

Men, they broke up with you today and trust me, by next month they got their eyes on a new chick. Ya, sound typical or cliché kan??Well, welcome to earth...This is how it is with men on earth. I know, I may sound a bit harsh…of course not all men a bitch but most of them are..LOL~Pardon my language ya….

Okay, people might think that I had enough with men….Seriously dude, No…I still adore men, I still need a man to complete me. I am not giving up on love even though love always giving up on me...LOL~

Me and love, we always have issues. I try to understand love but by the end of the day, I was left clueless. What went wrong I asked?? I use to blame myself….I always thought that I am not good enough to love, or perhaps I don’t deserve to be love kot? Ya, to that extend…I tend to be negative sometimes especially on myself. *laughing*

Me and love, we are okay, we cool!! But currently we are not talking to each other as I need a major break from love. Sorry love…….

I do wonder though, what is LOVE for men??We women, tend to be too emotional, too physco, too overbearing, or perhaps we tend to be too much when it come to love. But, what about men??It seems that most men do take love for granted. It seems easy for them to be in love and to be out of love as well.
I wonder???

Okay fine, perhaps I should not put all the blame on men when it comes to love. There are lots of good men out there….even though I am yet to have one..LOL~Sorry men, I didn’t mean to hurt your ego ….*wink*

Some say, in order to have love, you need to find love…Is that true??

I use to have my own stand when it comes to love, I believe, a woman should wait for her love to come. Well, it does work actually but looking at my love track record, I wouldn’t recommend it anyway…look at me, all my love end up in vain. Okay, maybe I am being a bit over rated there, takde lah in vain but what I mean is, I do not have a good happy ending…Poor me..LOL~

I tell myself that in love, you must have faith and believe. I believe and I have faith …when will love come?? I have no bloody idea…what I know is, I will keep on praying for him to come.

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Insyallah, he will come one day…

Past & Regrets

It is Monday again and I definitely had a Monday blues today. No…I don’t hate Monday but I simply don’t like Monday. Sorry Monday…weekend seems short lately…*stress*

Talking about past, we always heard a phrases said, “What past is past”. I use to agree with it, I mean...Come on...Life is all about looking forward, past is past..Keep your head high and realize that there are lots of uncertainties waiting for you upfront. Betul tak??

Somehow, this past few days make me think…what if my past got something to do with my future??What if my past does relate with my future??Ya…I have been filling my head with lots of “what if”.Typical me, I love to think too much…or perhaps maybe women do think too much..br lah cool kan??

I do not know why, but lately I have been thinking about a guy. He is a guy whom I never had a chance to meet. Seriously, we never met...But we do talk with each other through phone though. But it all happened in past…I knew him through a friend actually. She is the one who pass my number to this guy. I do not even know his full name nor do I know how he looks like. Ya, its intrigue me…..I mean, according to my friend he is this amazing guy who had a great career, a good life...Someone a woman could always rely on…but being me, I guess I was too young 3 years ago to realize all this things. Or perhaps I was too stupid and blindly in love with my ex and I can’t even see how good he is.

I know, I use to say..no regrets...and I know I do sound like I am regretting it….well, perhaps I do regret but I do think, setiap apa yang berlaku, pasti ada hikmah nya…Senang cakap, maybe kami tidak ada jodoh…Ya, the most common way to see it la..LOL~

Being me, I do believe in jodoh as I believe in fate. Some say, we cannot solely depend on fate…we live this life so we can or we must choose our own fate. It is true indeed, a person cannot solely depend on fate…..Allah created us to be HIS khalifah so it is up to us to design our life.

They said, life is a big canvas..So kindly use your paint brush and design it accordingly. I guess mine is so abstract and no one could actually understand it. Only you know what lies beneath all those design..Only You know your own self right?Eventhough yes, sometimes most of us do feel clueless on life…Itu perkara biasa, no one is bloody perfect and there will be a time where we need to figure out our self.

My mum said something to me that make me think while I’m having my shower yesterday. I told her about that particular guy I knew 3 years ago. I even told her that we never meet and somehow I feel a twinge of regret for not taking the opportunity to know him..I mean, who knows he might be the one right??

My mum said, “Obviously ALLAH has greater plan for you. HE has reasons for that. What ever happened we shall embrace it and move on. We are a human, it is a norm to have regrets, they said, regret is meaningless unless you plan to do something about it. We can’t undo time but we can always redeem our self. Maybe it is time for you to step up your life and do something about those regrets.”

Ya, my mum memang bijak!!Manusia..We keep on talking about regrets but we never do something about it.

Actually, I have been pondering myself about it for quite some time. Ya, I am afraid of doing it, because I simply do not want to hurt myself. I tend to get hurt pretty easy nowadays..It is due to my age..I guess..Pardon me~

Someone use to say, the best way to overcome fear is to face it. So, yes…I am going to face it, if I failed or perhaps things are not run accordingly, I still keep my head high…

Maybe past is not always a past and regrets will never be regrets..We should determine our life with HIS guidance not simply depending on fate.

p salam s: taking chances instead of losing hope lebih bagus kan??

Suatu Hari di Hari Raya 2011

Okay fine, I had enough of seeing other people blogging about raya kan..now I'm going to blog about my raya. Kenapa??Because my raya is awesome too!!!

First, let us talk about raya preparation. Well, mine was a bit modest at first since I only tempah 2 pairs of baju raya. By the way, am not into raya mood pun this year..I don't know why, but I find myself not as excited as before. I guess it is due to my age...you know la..when you are getting older (but maintain comel), your "fun enzyme" tu dah reduce...poor me..life is full of excitement but I am being bored....*stress*

But lucky me, when it is near raya..suddenly I felt over excited. Sebab I dapat lots of baju raya from my mum and my aunties!!!! A big thank you to mama..YOU COMPLETE ME~

Mama bought me a yellow/gold caftan yg sgt pretty so I decided to wear in on 1st raya. Owh..she also bought me another pario to match my caftan top which I haven't had the chance to wear it yet..well, I am going to wear it during one of my gedz's wedding I guees~

Malam Raya

Our night before raya was super happening where all family members were here in KL. Owhh..yes, we celebrated our raya in KL..I know it sounds bored, but hey..we had so much fun though. Basically, we have already settled all the cooking and pasang langsir kind a thing on the evening, so malam raya is the time for us to mingling.chiling, main game, gossiping and makan dan makan dan makan sampai tidak ingat dunia..Ya, we ate a lot on the eve of raya~Baru la cool~

1st Raya

We woke up quite early..since after subuh semua pun dah busy. Ya, I am busy as well..busy helping my one and only nenek memanaskan semua rendang,kuah kacang and rebus nasi impit. And yes, I have to gosok my dad and my brother's baju melayu..dang~After everything settled and all the male population in our house dah gerak to Masjid, barulah I can go mandi and be pretty. The best part of pagi raya is to be able to wear a new cloth..betul tak??We are indeed lucky kn, they are thousands people out there who can't actually afford to have new clothes..Syukur sgt2~

After pretty session, then we move to our next very important session which is the highlights of the day, "sesi duit raya" I love this particular session because at my age I still got duit raya okay!!Cool kan family I, they still gave me duit raya!!!

Just like our previous year, it is a must to have a family potrait. I feel so cantik on that day, so I would say that, I am thoroughly satisfied with our group photo..LOL~

Then we head on to Sepang to visit my mum's side of relatives...and macam biasa we all beraya sampai malam.....

Enough on 1st raya.......

2nd Raya

On 2nd day of syawal, my family and I went to Raub, Pahang to visit my dad's side of family. The thing is, my dad lost both of his parent so basically in Raub, we only visited those "wajib" house only. What I like the most when it comes to Raub is their foods. I am deeply enamored with ikan sungai. I know certain people hate ikan sungai cause it tend to taste a bit hanyir right??But, lucky me, I love ikan sungai more than ikan laut. Sape orang pahang, dia tahu la...ikan patin sana terbaik!!!!

Nothing much in Pahang though, but I get to meet up with my favourite cousin, Amir. Love you baby boy~

And owhh...I seldom got the opportunity to meet my cousins on my father side, so..it is indeed a surprise to see how grown ups they are. One of my cousin turn up to be a male model..say what???Ya, he is that gorgeous okay, unbelievable......ada jugak cousin I yg handsome....

Okay, I am officially tak larat nak story pasal raya dah....all I can say is, I had so much fun during my raya and I am still in the mood of raya. It was totally awesome....I guess, raya is an event where we can actually tighten up our family bonding. I mean, yes..we have to spent lots of money during raya but look at the bright side..it is worth every penny...family is much more important than anything..Ya, no money no talk but no family no love...Money can come and go, but LOVE stays.....

Okay, kindly view all the pictures below....

Fyi, I love all my baju raya...LOL~

So, How was your raya??

The Perfect Couple

I am an observer..No, am not a stalker...please...I have standards okay...apa kelas stalk orang??

Owhh..lupa...I use to stalk my ex...LOL~ To make sure you don't stalk your ex, kindly delete him/her from your FB..trust me, it works baby~

Okay, talking about perfect couple...have you ever seen a perfect couple??Owhh...by perfect, I mean physically perfect...am not talking about saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain because only the couple it self know whether they complete each other or not kan??

Well, normally we always saw a couple yg opposite with each other right??I mean come on...we live in a real world where no one is bloody perfect...and a couple should be able to complete each other kan...so it is a norm if we saw seorang lelaki gorgeous berpacaran with gadis comot begitu juga sebaliknya. We have to accept, in love..physically appearance means nothing..pokok pangkal nya hati..ye dak??

One of my weakness is gadis cantik. Ya, I really do admire gadis-gadis cantik and kindly bear in mind...I love to watch or perhaps bahasa typical nya..I love to usha gadis cantik..LOL~

I know, I sound gay..but believe me...I am straight baby...I love men!!!

I memang pantang nampak gadis cantik....once I saw them, I would start to ogling them and I can simply dress them up with my eyes..Err...do I sound scary??Don't be scared...when it comes to pretty girls, I love to see what they wear, what kind of shoes they had on and you know...typical woman, we love to judge other women and making perception..pardon me~(maybe I sorang jer kot yg suka judge women that way..sorry ya women out there)

So happened, adalah this one day...I went to my mum's boutique in Ampang Park, as usual..I was waiting for my mum since we plan to had our dinner. While waiting for her, datang lah this one pretty girl..she was there to buy my mum's beauty products and according to my mum, she is a regular customer. She is so damn cantik okay..her skin is super flawless and I love the way she dress up..so vogue gitu. While I was busy with myself ogling her, tiba2 datanglah seorang mamat ni, OMG!!!!seriously dude...I rasa macam nak pengsan okay..sebab mamat itu tersangat lah handsome!!!Memang sebijik muka Robert Pattinson version melayu...Serius, he was beyond handsome kot....this is my 1st time to actually teruja nampak lelaki...pardon me, he is boyfriend orang..tapi I memang speechless when I saw him..LOL~

Owh, I can't take my eyes off this couple okay. Both are super sweet and it seems that the boyfriend are very into her drop dead gorgeous girlfriend. Tiba-tiba...macam I pulak yg terlebih excited for them..LOL~

Once they left my mum's boutique, both me and mama terus start talking about them..sebab they are such beautiful people...suka sangat..Owh...rupa-rupanya my mum pun suka tgk orang cantik..LOL~

Seeing a perfect physically couple seriously make me realized, such beautiful couple do exist kan. Ya, it is true that we cannot simply judge other people by its cover but when I saw them I saw perfection...But hey, we live in a world where nothing is perfect so get real please....*wink*

By the way, am not looking for perfection.

p/s: Owhh...I am still on holiday esok.....

Real Madrid di hati

*ehem*

Tiba2 cam inspired to talk about football in my blog...maybe sbb I tgk most of the girls are not afraid to show their obsession towards football kot??LOL~

Well, I bukan penakut but I am afraid of people's opinions kot??Typical la kan...manusia mmg afraid of kritikan..I am one of them..but I guess, I had to do it...come on la...kritikan itu ada for us to be a better person kot..one should just accept other people opinions or critics la kan??baru la cool..I kan cool~*wink*

Ya, seperti in my previous post..Ya..saya mmg big fan Real Madrid...Owh..no worries...I do follow EPL..since I mmg suka Man utd....but..nowadays I don't really watch EPL....most of the times, I follow LA Liga...blame it on my age..I guess getting older make me a different kind a person..even my taste on music pun dah tukar tau..Owhh...saya suka lagu Justin Bieber~

Currently, it is a routine for me to actually check on Real Madrid official website. I am critically obsessed...eventhough those typical updates pun I suka...suka nak tahu sapa yg injured...nak tahu if Maurinho planning to ada new signing ker....I know..sounds gila kan??Sorry...I mmg tergila-gilakan Real Madrid...LOL~

Owh..this new article in their website betul2 menambat hati ku...Kindly refer to this below link~

Real Madrid Official Website

Serius, those two combination mmg superb..sometime I wish I could be there to see their game live...If and only if la kan....One day insyallah...(so I can visit Granada as well) weee~

Tadi petang I watched their replay game with Real Zaragoza. The game was okay..not that exciting enough like El-Classico..but overall it was good since Real beat Zaragoza 6-0 kan...haruslah I happy...kena pulak Abg Ronaldo hatrick...Perghhh~I love your legs Ronaldo.... even though goal yg you masukkan itu kurang amazing but still...you score..LOL~Owh..yg paling penting sekali...it is Ozil yg assist you kan...I suka~And yes, like the commentator said, Marcelo deserve to be the man of the match..sbb he was doing great...perhaps he could be just like Dani Alves of Barcelona...He is good in controlling his ball and I think he did have this chemistry with Ronaldo..they just know how to connect while playing football..betul..I tak tipu...ce tengok nanti okay~

Errr..mama dah bising..ok bye~

p tendang s: looking forward to see their game against Getafe this weekend~

Because of YOU

Last April, I had an amazing journey to the holy land...

It is such a wonderful journey and if someone ask me, I would say...it is beyond my imagination..some say, only the selected people are invited to HIS holy land..and I say, I am extremely honored to be there and to be HIS guest~

Throughout the journey, I believe I have met quite a numbers of wonderful people...Ya, who thought I could actually making friends over there.

There is a girl actually whom I really adore. At first, I am not that attached with her. I mean, we talked but it was just those few moment where we just being civilized towards each other you know. Her mother is quite friendly though since there were few occasion that she actually talked with my mum and my grandmother. The thing is, I am always with my family..never once I do things alone not even when I perform my 'tawaf' or 'sa'ie'...I will always be either with my dad or with my mum..well..most of the time, I am always with my mum...So does Nadia, owhh,her name is Nadia...such a beautiful name right??

Like I said, we were not close during our UMRAH journey...since both of us do attached with our own family and everytime I saw her, I will always smile at her since we were in the same group and she seems nice so I should be nice to her right??LOL~

Until the very last day, when we were actually waiting for our flight to Malaysia..there she comes approached me and we start to talked. Well, being me...I love to make a new friend and I adore sweet girls...LOL~

As I mentioned earlier, her name is Nadia...she just finished her SPM and guess what her SPM result is mind blowing yoo...she got straight A1's...say WHAT???

Hurmm.....well, am not that surprise...WHY??Well, let just say..she walk the talk...she definitely not like other girl at her age. Very matured. With such a good result, apparently she is so down to earth person.

Up to now, she always keep me connected with her...Sometimes we do text each other and being her, she always keep on turn to me for advises. Seriously??am not such a good person to turn to when it comes to advises...since I am not perfect...I have many flaws...and kindly bear in mind, I am the one who need to take other people advises...LOL~Knowing that she has a sister, I asked her, " why did you always asking me for advises, you have a sister..you can ask her.." Then she said, " Because you are a good person with a good soul and you make me feel good.." And I was like.......*speechless*

First, I don't consider myself as a good person, but knowing that someone like her is look up on me...it really do make me think...am I actually capable to give other people advises??Like I said, I am far from perfect...I need guidance...so, what make she thinks that I am good??

I definitely have no answer for that...I am still searching for answers though....as I really2 want to be a good person with a good soul...and I need to seek HIS guidance for me to do so.

Late this evening, Nadia send me a 'Hari Raya' wish...she claims that it is a late wish, but hey..who cares...at least she did remember to wish it....unlike me..whom actually too lazy to wish her friends...LOL~ Well, one of her text really get into me...and it's really make my day..

Her last text said, "Love you kakak because of ALLAH, may your life have HIS bless and love."

Such a sweet and nice person kan??never thought that someone could actually said that to me..... "Love me because of ALLAH"WOW...you really blew me away Nadia...you make me realized that when it comes to LOVE, you have to love because of ALLAH...what is LOVE without ALLAH??as a human, I tend to forget that we live because of HIM, therefore we shall love because of HIM too right??

The truth is, my believe in love is in tatters lately...am not saying that I don't believe in love, I do..but sometimes love make human goes blind and love tend to make us human to forget..and I feel lost in love....which is definitely not good.

Therefore, for now..I tend to love because of ALLAH, what ever happen in near future, I leave it in god's hand. HE who knows everything.

I thank you Nadia...because of you...

Salam~