So cooking is not my passion

Though I always thought that I am not good when it comes to cooking, I found myself enamored with the idea of cooking lately.

Lately my weekend routines is to cook. I know it is weird....

So here is my so called awesome Papriks!!

hehe....

I know, it may not look as awesome as you guys PUNYA paprik but to be honest, I am happy with mine!! Mine as always...is pedas as it looks. 

How to make Paprik? Err....frankly...I google my own recipe...LOL~

ok bye!

Cooking is not my passion

Yes, cooking is never my passion so does cleaning, washing and all. Yes, How lah to be woman yg sejati when you don't even like to house chores kan??I bet people would say I am pemalas kan??It is okay...simply to say, I do my own thing at my own time. Yes, I do not like to do house chores buy still I am doing it. Because as a malay woman, you don't have to choice,malay minded kan...betapa tinggi pun seorang wanita itu belajar, she still have to masuk dapur kan.

Since I am fasting today,,,typical me....I was thinking about foods as always. I know it is not good to be thinking of foods when you are fasting but I can't help it but to think plus I was thinking to cook myself paprik ayam today. Dapnyaaaa....

Ya, I can cook but only simple dish. Do not ask me to cook such foods yg susah because I am happy to say, I do not know how. LOL~

By the way, the other day I cook one of my favourite dish which is daging masak merah. Mine is always the hottest and the spiciest. I love spicy foods!!

This is my creation of daging masak merah.

Terliur tak??sedap nyaaa....but I bet my today ayam paprik are going to be lagi awesome!

Okay time to google recipe!!Yes, I do google recipe because I love variety!!

My god byk IDC....ok bye....

Susah??

Sometimes I do wonder why lah it is always seems susah for me but yet it seems so easy for other people....

I ask mama, She said, "The best things is always the hardest to get". Okay maybe betul. Tapi tapi tapi...I can't help but to envy.

Fine....sifat envy itu is not good kan...But I guess it is okay to envy and maybe by being envy it can actually motivate yourself to be better kot??Hurrmm...am I change into a better person??I try to be one, though cakap itu mudah.Bukan senang hendak jadi baik...setiap hari pun perlu strive to be better than yesterday.

Kenapalah susah sgt?Kenapa perlu bersusah payah?Kenapalah perlu begitu bekerja keras?

Hati is very sedih and air mata has been a good friend of mine for quite a while. **sigh

Heard a very good news last week, yes I was happy but deep down I was pitying myself even more.

Maybe saya judge book by its cover cause sometimes apa yg kita nampak tidak semestinya betul. To know something is to learn about it not to simply judge it. Tuhan kan maha adil, He gives you this but He takes something from you. Life are never fair kot but it is balance.Let us sama-sama accept that we can't have it all.

:)

p/s: Sungguh active saya update blog today, well I was simply not busy and sedang malas.

Terlalu...

Terlalu bubly.....Terlalu peramah....Terlalu gelabah....

Terlalu dan Terlalu dan Terlalu.....

Sometimes I hate this side of me...

Sabar ya Fatihah

:)

Sudah Lama

Hello Blog saya yg terpinggir....

Sudah lama saya tidak menulis. Saya rindu menulis..Saya hendak mencuba untuk menulis dalam bahasa melayu sepenuhnya but seriously I can’t..maybe sebab on daily basis, I am using bahasa rojak which is a combination of both Malay and English and it becomes “Manglish”.

To be honest, sekarang my life is a bit serene. Finally…segala isu Carigali & Exxon telah berjaya ku atasi…Err…tapi tidak semua, still have those small2 issues yg pending tapi life is a bit relax sedikit. Akhirnya saya sudah boleh berhenti menangis…hehe!! Yes, I did cry a lot okay sebab terlampau stress…bila ingat balik, I do feel stupid. LOL~

Disebabkan stress, my blood pressure go up and I was even diagnosed on nearly having a hypertension…hahaha…Ini sgt funny….Err…I know it is not suppose to be funny but for me, it is funny sebab normally saya selalu low blood…maybe sebab saya kecil dan kurus kot..tetapi saya always think yg saya gemuk…Why??Because I am self conscious always..HAHA~Yes, I do diet sometimes…Eventhough people keep telling me that saya terlalu kecil or kurus sgt…Seriously dear friend, I don’t care…I have to diet okay!! Sebab…sebab…sebab..SAYA KETOT!!!

Terlalu banyak yg I wish I could say in my blog but I do think my blog is not that private anymore. Orang cakap tidak elok memendam rasa…but hey, sometimes by being silent itu lebih mudah…

Kerja??I love my current job but is there are any opportunities out there yg worth a try, why not kan??But maybe bukan sekarang kot..I still have a lot to learn…Thank you Alex, you groomed me a lot!!

Ohh…So Alex dikatakan my scandal and saya dikatakan sentiasa mengampu Alex??Suka hati lahh..I know myself more than anyone else. Orang jealous memang begitu kan..LOL~

Till next time perhaps...May Allah bless us always….

Mari Mengundi!

See...even my title actually try to persuade each of Malaysian to vote! It is time for us to choose so kindly choose wisely.

Politics??In Malaysia...it might not as dirty as other asian Country. But still, it is filthy dear friends. Political is all about having an agenda. Each parties shall have their own agenda and manifesto. If you ask me on whom I support the most? Well, I shall give my cryptic answers, you know sort of like not directly answering the question but sort of like explaining the question..hehe!!

let me just say...we need a wind of change. I think it is time to change and not afraid of changes.

Yes, changes can be good or it can be bad. However, we won't know the outcomes unless we try. That is why, most people always said, "Belum cuba, belum tahu". But I notice, being Malaysian and malay, most of us are afraid of changes. Malay mmg begini...dari dulu lagi, malay is always the hardest. That is why it is hard for us to compete with other race. I am not here to critic my own race but lets face the fact that we are weak. The close example, let us take a good look of chinese people. They are always known as the hardworking people and if you watch the movie 2012, they even recognize the chinese and said that only China can make things possible. Of course...even nowadays, they can even clone the Iphone and other gadgets. Us malay??hurmmm...even bangsa sendiri pun we are willing to tipu hidup-hidup kan??

Some people might say that I am anti goverment. Well, trust me...I am not actually. I am just sick seeing how people nowadays are simply being fooled by goverment agenda. Our goverment are not entirely corrupted. I know some of them are still good people and try their best to be the best. However, there are plenty of them whom actually does not even care about our country. All they care is to gain more money and be more rich. Yes, money is important...hey..I love money too. But how could someone having more money without even think about other people??Well, that is what happened to most political people nowadays. We are blinded by money to even think about other people kan??

Sebab duit, one of the best person in PETRONAS was been asked to leave. Why??Because he won't allowed the use of PETRONAS money to simply bail out other company and other unnecessary things. Yes, PETRONAS is a GLC (goverment link company) but there are limits on bailing out other company or even to use PETRONAS money for unnecessary cause. We have the advantage on having such person in Malaysia, but yet we push him away. Currently he works as an advisor for Chevron (US company) See....even outsider recognize his talent but us Malaysian??What Malaysia need is someone who can say "YES" always to a leader with no question ask. Poor PETRONAS...I pity you...

I do not know how other people minds work but I clearly know how mine does. That is why, when it comes to politics, I choose to stay silent and not to argue with anyone. I mean, people have their own opinions. I won't blame other people for their belief as I have mine as well. Cuma I pity some people yg bila anda berpolitik, anda tend to attack his/her personal life. Politics is about explaining your manifesto and not to attack his/her personal life. And please bear in mind, things that you accused might not be true. Fitnah itu lebih teruk dari membunuh. State your agenda and do it wisely.

To seorang wanita yg bernama Julia di twitter, I understand your belief in BN. You even stated it very clear that you shall support them always. However, do not simply said things you have no proves of it. By knowing fact does not mean that it is right. Fact always meant to be challenged that is why we have lawyers to do that.

May the best party win and may ALLAH bless us Malaysian always.

Hana's Big Day!

Alhamdulillah!


My darling Hana got married last week!! I know it have been the toughest two years for you darling Hana…therefore I am truly HAPPY that your big day turns out to be a successful event!! Congratulation to both of you!! Semoga bahagia hingga ke syurga!!

The solemnization took part in the morning session at 10am. Amazingly, Syib’s and family arrived on time if I am not mistaken…sgt on time!! Very good Syib!! Syukur sgt, dengan sekali lafaz, Hana dearie is now officially a wife of Syibli. And, knowing me…I cried always at most wedding especially my close friends wedding. It turn out, I am the one yg sobbing lebih especially after saw Hana cried while hugging her dad. Yes, I am that sensitive!! My dad is my hero and my only soul mate so when it comes to daddy, I shall cry mercifully!! LOL

The solemnization itself was simple and does not consume so much time pun, the best part is as always…to be able to spent time with my lovely gedz!! We miss you darling Sue though!!

After solemnization, we took off to One Utama to do some shopping. I am literally proud of myself for being able not to shop!! Awesome kan? LOL

And yes, the reception took place during the night where it was quite a formal event since Pemangku Sultan Kedah was there as well to celebrate the beloved couple. It was an amazing night where I got to be crazy with the girls!! After reception, instead of going back to sleep...We went to Starbucks to chill until about 2am in the morning. It seems like ages since I had such a long night with them. I miss those days in UTM Skudai where we are so carelessly and free to spent time together. I still remember those nights where we even have to sleep in front of MCD just because of the curfew hours..I sincerely miss those days…..Sobssss

So now, me, Nad & Cy are the ones who are yet to be married….ya..it is us the three stooges..the last three standing…Bila??I have no idea…Only HE knows….:)

Ok pictures time!!

with Darling Ctot!

My Gedz!!!!!

with lovely Hana!!!!

with The Couple!

Update

It is near to 8pm and I am still in the office to blog. It has been quite sometimes since I last blog kan. Many things happened but most of it I prefer to kept it to myself. They say, we shall have no regrets, perhaps it is true..what ever happened it is actually a lesson learnt to us right? Perhaps, tuhan mengajar saya to learn the hardships first before HE grant me things that I want. As a muslim, we can only pray.


There are things yes, we have to work hard for it. However, there are things we can only pray and have faith with HIM. Cause we know we can’t do anything about it except to pray. I set myself a target eventually. I pray and pray that I can meet the so called target. Though it seems hard to do so, but orang cakap, “Belum cuba, belum tahu”. We will see, insyaallah if panjang umur and murah rezeki target itu shall be met. One thing I learnt from life actually, “change yourself first before you change your life”. Nothing comes easy in this world, if you want something there are thousand ways of it but you have to take a good look at yourself first then you can change your path. It is not easy my friend.

I take myself for example, I want to be good and I want to do good deeds. To do good deeds is easy but only HIM knows your heart within, are you actually sincere about it or you simply wanted to look good by doing it. I sincerely said, my heart belum cukup baik. Bukan senang to have such a good and pure heart like our prophet. It is my hardest hurdles indeed to have a good heart okay. That is why I am always ramblings in my twitter about “Penyakit hati”. Susah kan nak jadi baik…

Slow and steady I would say, hopefully I can change and be a better person. Ya, I keep on talking about to be a better person, hopefully I don’t make anyone of you who read this annoyed by it.

My mum said, to be good you have to keep telling yourself “be good!!”. Let us be good shall we?

Okay jum pulang!!

  p/s: is currently addicted to this guy above...awak sangat comel Oezil!

Better

Being Positive is a must

Have a good weekend beautiful people!

On Kerja & Life

When I thought things are going to be better….eventually all hope seems to die in vain. Maybe I was hoping too much. They say expectation lead to disappointment. It is true I think, but how can I not to put such hope because I do think at the end of the day, it is hope that keep us driven and strong. Yes, hope do give us such faith kan?


They say, to be happy is to be content. I am and I do feel content. However, I do not have anyone or to be exact a love partner to share my happiness with. Yes, I do have family and friends but deep down I do need someone to actually complete me. Not that I am incomplete or feeling inadequate or something, I just need someone to share everything about life is. It is funny that I am actually talking about this in writing rather than to talk about it like a normal human being with anyone. LOL~

Funny is, I don’t really think I can share such thoughts about love with anyone now. It is too painful for me to even talk about love nowadays. I am being sensitive lately. A close friend of mine once told me that I should let myself out more if I want to meet a right person. To be honest, I don’t think that by going out frequently would actually make me find this so called guy. Entah lah…Frankly, I am tired of being all positive about this love thing. Sometimes, I do wonder…why lah am I so worried about this love or marriage business??I do question myself sometimes…The only thing that I can come up with now is due to lots of my girlfriend are getting married, married, getting baby and getting lots of babies are actually the reasons why I am so obsessed of getting myself a husband too kot and perhaps due to persuasion by family yg so anxious to see me walking down the aisle. Seriously mama, I pray and pray every day that one day HE will grant me a husband. Masa itu belum tiba lagi…bersabar ya fatihah. Sibuk sangat nak share life with someone kan…but sharing a life with someone itu bukan senang ya fatihah. Hurmmm…ya…I have a lot to improve actually…with my kind of attitudes, I bet I am not an easy person to live with. Yes, I have lots of issues but apparently so does other people too. Pitch can be perfect but no one can be perfect.

On work itself…I am so ready to be busy since I have just received a new project by MURPHY. Can’t wait to get started. I love being busy at least it keep me on my toes and I do not have waste my time on thinking things that I am not suppose to think. Well, typical me…I am a woman..I think a lot and usually I think too much of those things yg ridiculous. That is one of the reasons why I like to keep myself busy like yesterday.

Owhh…I did go to an interview though last week. Am not really into that company actually but I just give myself a try. Tak salah kan if mahu mencuba. So far, I am happy here, I truly learn so much here and I like to work with those people especially my favourite project manager. He is truly a garang person and super strict but I like working with him. He is a very good project manager and he teaches me a lot. With him, kerja memang banyak but he knows how to make things easy for his projects. I have received lots of bad feedback about him though, yes..he is not an easy person to work with and yes he yells a lot if you don’t do things right but trust me, if you know how to work with him..you sure will get lots of benefits from it.

Keep on learning ya Fatihah…about love, I leave it to yg MAHA ESA. HE knows best. Hanya tuhan sahaja yg tahu what I want the most.

Peace.

I need holiday

I am seriously in need of holiday!!


Works are not as hectic as the previous weeks ago where I have lots of things on my plate. Currently masa itu lebih flexible and I manage to focus on one thing at a time. Rasa lebih free…suka2!!

My last holiday was on last year when we went to Vietnam. I really need to get myself a plane ticket out from Malaysia. Yes I love vacationing!! Especially if I get to spent it oversea. Hehe!! But well, vacation outside Malaysia means I will be using lots and lots of money. Maybe I should get myself a vacation somewhere remote in Malaysia but still have internet connection. Boleh?? Chinese New year is coming right up but still I have no plans. My cousin soon shall be leaving to Adelaide, Australia…thought of having a last vacation with him..but macam tak sempat…hurmmm…

Maybe I should check on the next flight to Sarawak?? Tidak tahu kenapa….tahun ni, I have no plan at all on vacation….life is bored…Maybe I need something to spice up my life kot…tapi apa??

Okay google…..

I love my family!! <3>

Before I go home...

I do not know when and why..lately I am not into blogging...I blame it on my age..again...LOL~

Ya, nowadays if I found myself not into those things yg I use to be so keen at..I put the blame on my age. You know...makin tua...makin lazy to do such things like hanging out with friends. Lately I am such a family person. Sorry dear friends..I love you guys and girls so much but my sense of friendliness are quite modest these days. Again...it is age factor!! HAHA

I am so into IG now...Ya, sifat camwhore itu is always there. Thank you Iphone for being such a good bf nowadays.

Talking about Iphone. I love my Iphone to death but one thing about it, sometimes it can go loco as well. Kadang2 bila dtg gila, suddenly it hang...that is the time where rasa nak baling je phone but knowing that it cost me quite a fortune so of course la I won't throw away my phone kan...like a friend said, smartphones is like our second life kot sekarang. Without them, we are literally die by boredom. LOL~
Those yg cakap dia benci smartphones itu please jgn hipokrit yer...I use to say that I can live without phone dulu, ya..those are the days before I get myself a smartphone, but one you have a smartphone...you just can't live without them. Even my mum own a S3 kot..she is now addicted to social networks...HAHA

I am such a twitterholic, bukan setakat gila but I do think I am obsess with it. I think it is good for me cause I am a person who thinks spontaneously so normally I tweet whatever things yg I felt. However, you can't always be honest in twitter. I try to but I fail in vain cause deep down I know...I can't simply say things yg I know that might hurt those people who are close to me. But it is simply annoying when some people simply reply your tweets sarcastically when they don't even have any idea about it...Pelik kan??If you want to say things, please use ur brain wisely. If not, kindly make a general tweets and let those people terasa sendiri..LOL~

I know...I can be a bitch sometimes...bukan apa, to be honest..manusia hipokrit are terlalu ramai in twitter. There are lots of ustaz and ustazah express in twitter. LOL~ If you were to retweet those islamic quotes or ustaz azhar idrus's tweets ke...it should be okay but when you are trying to give such advises in tweets...I found it funny and frankly, rasa nak muntah...pardon my languange. Come on la...nak bagi nasihat itu boleh but please do cermin diri anda terlebih dahulu ya. Sebab itu, I only tweet motivational quotes to boost up my life and to motivate myself. Saya sangat tidak berani to give advise about religion because I know, saya memang tidak layak. Kenapa??Sebab ilmu agama dlm diri pun belum cukup sempurna..how to advise people??

So please manusia twitter...kindly be yourself and tweet things about you instead of trying to be someone yg religious kononnya.Please do grow up!! And yes, if nak bergurau pun, sila la kena pada tempatnya...:)

I wish I could list out names yg I am literally menyampah di twitter...LOL!

Be yourself itu penting...Don't be such an angel just for the sake nak gain followers. Nyampah aku!!

And owhh...if ada yg terasa maaf dipinta ya...I mean no harm..peace!!

It has been quite awhile

Wahhh..times flies us by so quickly nowadays..It is now the 17th days of 2013. Pejam celik..soon it shall be the end of 2013.


Life has been okay not that super marvelous anyway.

It was not a good start of 2013 for me but I am optimist. We can’t always have the good days right?? I take this so called little misery as a test. Ini baru sedikit….they are people out there yg lagi miserable than I am. Maybe I sound a bit too positive but hey…this is how it works I guess, happiness is a choice so I choose to be happy so I have to be positive!!

Hati??My heart so far so good…I think I found something yg enlighten me deep within. Well, to be honest..I am not quite sure how to put it in words but serius..hati lebih tenang lately. I always thought myself as a lonely person until one day, I read a quote..it says, “ Loneliness is when you forget that Allah is with you”. Quote ini serius berkesan dalam hati. Sometimes kita mudah lupa yg people are not going to be around us always but tuhan itu always ada. Remember Fatihah!!

Lately though macam mana susah hati pun, I am done talking to other people about it. Bukan isu tidak percaya, but I think I had enough of telling people about my problems. Most of the people sometimes don’t really even bother pun about our problems because everybody got their own issues and problems. Let’s face it, they either really care or pretend to care. Yes, it sounds harsh but hey…this is what life is..you have to expect the worse in life in order to prepare for worse. Apa susah, if tak tahan sgt rasa hati ini, I do have a mother who is willing to put up with my crappy life. *wink*

Silence itu lebih bagus…I heard lots of talking about this and that, yg ini tidak puas hati with this and that…and guess what?? Suka hati lah nak cakap apa pun, I heard but I am not listening to it….people can talk and thrash whatever you want and I am not going to judge. As long as he/she is being nice to me so I am going to be nice. If you have problems with me on being nice to a person you dislike, then it is your problem..suka hati lah…menjaga hati orang ini is such a tiresome.

Okay…enough for today…will keep on updating life as it is…

Eva Romina

This post has been due for quite sometimes…sorry darling Eva…been busy and my house PC is not working well…(Ok kan alasan saya??) LOL~


Meet Eva…one of my beautiful friends on earth. She is so Heliza look alike.. Tak percaya??Please refer below picture. Heee~

Sama kan??Cantik kan??heeee~
To be honest, I am literally speechless to actually blog about our date. Maybe it is because I am currently blogging at work which is so not cool because I have to keep it low in order not to let my other colleagues think that I am currently drafting a resign letter. LOL~

Therefore, kindly view below pictures and let the pictures do the talk.

I know...most of you guys must be jealous of me now cuz I got to spent time with gadis cantik kan??Don't be...she is one of the friendly people in blogging world, so please do visit her page at www.evaromina.com ok??

Banyak nak cerita about our date actually...

We start our day in KLCC, we had our brunch at one of my favorite restaurant, Ben's. The foods itself mmg super awesome but maybe sebab our perut dah masuk angin kot so we end up not to finish our dishes. And yg xbestnya, I am not able to let Eva taste their desert yg awesome juga. My bad...next time ya darling Eva...

Then we later went to Pavvy to watch Pitch Perfect. It is funny tho, because Pitch Perfect was not even screening in TGV, KLCC...weird kan??Cerita itu sgt best okay...sgt GLEE and yet so much more real. Saya sgt recommend to those yg tak tengok lagi to watch Pitch Perfect. Tak percaya tanya Eva, we laugh out loud macam nak pecah panggung. But yes, I do admit..the first time I laugh is not because of the movie but I was quite shocked hearing you laugh actually dear...hehe!!But not to worry, I am cool...I love someone who does not pretend to conceal their laugh. Let face it, awak suka ketawa kuat2 and saya sgtlah byk cakap kan??LOL~

After habis movie, ingat nak bwk Eva jalan2 lagi but unlucky me to have such parent yg sgt lah over controlling especially my mum so we end up going back afterwards. Sorry dear Eva...maybe next time biar saya visit awak in Kuching k...*wink

Being me, I am so buta jalan in KL though I was born and raised here. Kenapa??Because I rarely got a chance to simply drive own my own except when I went to work. Yes, it is true...

Nasib baiklah dgn adanya application Waze, I am able to sent Eva back home safely and me going back home safely without any sesat2...To be honest, I was quite scared but alhamduillah sgt I manage not to panic.

Overall, I wish I could entertain you better darling...Sorry if it is not up to your liking but I am happy to say, I had so much fun with you the other day. I am so relieved to be able to say "things" or "stuffs" that I was afraid too tell you when we first met. hehe! Saya tahu awak tahu apa kan...LOL~

Hope to see you soon darling!! Perhaps next year I might go there and visit you..Insyallah..

Ohh..me miss you already....

xoxo

Sesaja...

Haihsss...

Lately I am too lazy to write though I have a lot of thing going on inside my head. I wish I could simply write using my phone but unfortunately, I can't...my mum would literally kill me if she saw me ogling infront of my phone too long. Currently she is not happy that I am having a relationship with my phone instead of having a relationship with a real man...LOL~

Currently hati makin sentap since I start to be active in facebook again. Why??Because I found out that most of my friends are either getting married, happily married, having babies and producing more babies. All of sudden I felt such a loser. Yes, obviously I am happy for them and I always pray for their happiness. However, by seeing their happiness, it makes me wonder....Am I going to have such happiness like them??To be honest, deep down...I do envy..not in bad kind a way but you know...the feeling when you think that you wish you could feel it too.

Talking about love??Sumpah....I am tired of feeling in love. Not that I am against love..I always believe in the power of love but somehow it seems that it is hard for me though to actually have that particular honest love from someone. Seriously by talking this, instead of feeling better I tend to pity myself more. Goshhh...rasa loser nya life ini!!

I always told myself not to worry but frankly...I am sgt2 risau that by the end of the day I will end up alone. Sedih okayyyy....I never quite understand love actually. Ya, love was never meant to be understood but how I wish I could. To understand man??I will never ever try to understand the male species. I would rather done a research on aliens instead of men. If men thought that women is complicated, I would say the same about them too.

What am I suppose to do to ensure that I won't be thinking about love and men?? Hurrmmmm....I can't even avoid myself by being asking such question like " Bila nak kahwin?" nowadays...

Makin banyak ditanya...makin stress kepala ini....I try not to think much about it but truth is, that question does hurt my feeling...bukan nk being dramatical but if you were me then you will understand.

Okay bye...nak enjoy weekend!!

Have a good weekend dear bloggers!!

In less than 24hours...

She is getting old.....

^_~

Time envy us

Wow…2012 are about to come to an end. Time did flies so fast nowadays. When I first watch the 2012 movie, I was so scared to even enter 2012..Ya, I am one of those people whom actually believe on such things. That movie is surreal and I can’t even imagine myself to actually face 2012. But, I am grateful to Allah S.W.T to been given a chance to live in this world and to be able to breathe and face the world. Life has not been easy but hey no one suppose to have an easy life. I guess, I am indeed blessed to be able to face all the consequences. Pain teaches us that life is indeed meaningful. No one can actually experience life without pain. Trust me on this.


I face a lot this year, I am even a different person this year. To be honest, I think I am a boring person this year. Seriously, the word ‘fun’ means nothing lately. I am no longer this person who likes to spent time with her friends. Ya, I have turn into this secluded person whom prefer to spent time with her parent rather than her friends. Blame it on my age. Owh..perhaps it is not my age but I truly feel old this year.

However, throughout this year I am happy indeed with the birth of our junior gedz!! I love babies..I always pray that one day I could at least have one. But yes, I have to be married first. To whom??That is the biggest question mark ever. To say that I don’t even think about marriage is truly lie because I have to think about it almost everyday. Ya, what to do..I have a very persistent parent whom would love to see me walk down the aisle. For now, I guess I leave it to qada’ & qadar. Yes, I may look like I have it all but guess what, love and me, we always have issues. Big issues to be precise!!

Owhh…I was supposed to share few pictures of us with baby Aariq since we did visit eika’s family last Sunday. Pictures….

  I miss you baby Riq!!Till next time okay!!

Doodles

Owhhh..I pity you my blog. I have been abandoning you lately kan….


Bukan malas but memang malas pun to update anything about life. Thanks to Instagram whom made my life perfect lately. *hee*

Truth is, I have lots of pictures but am too lazy to share in blog due to not enough time to endure myself in front of the pc. Ini pun, I am blogging in the office due to kemalasan membuat kerja. Currently my mind is not at work. Sangat looking forward to go on a holiday next week. *Tak sabar*

Current life status is happy. Though yes, I have a lots of things to be sad of but hey..life does not promise us to have a good life. I am still not okay in certain aspect of my life. I am still not a patience person. Susahnya nak jadi orang sabar kan??Honestly, I am literally mencarut every single day while I was driving you know!! I try not to curse but I end up cursing a lot later. Haihhhhsss…

Yes, I do curse…people normally saw me as a person yg lemah lembut but sorry to disappoint all of you. I am practically not a soft spoken person though I do speak softly. *hehe* Sebab itulah, “don’t judge book by its cover”. What you see with your eyes can be deceitful. Ya, I may look as a very demure and a polite person, Well, I can be demure and polite BUT it depends on who am I dealing with. If a person is being nice to me, then I am being nice to her or him. But if you are being mean, then I am being mean as well. I know, some people tend to be hypocrite about their life. I think it is all up to you. You should define yourself and your life. If you are happy living a double life, so be it. But you best remember that, one should not simply lose his or her true identity just for the sake of pleasing the world. We can’t always please them all honey. *wink*

Talking about pleasing other people, hurrrmmm….been there but I end up being the one who hurt the most. Therefore, lesson learnt..”Don’t try to please anyone in life except your family”. Yes, people….ada ramai manusia out there yg lebih suka untuk take advantage of your goodness. Moral of the story, stop being nice just be yourself.

Okay enough ramblings, I should head home now and sleep or probably I should watch my dear Mesut Oezil..

Okay bye!!

Me and my baby girl Izzah during her birhtday present hunting!!

Love you baby!!

Latest post

It has been almost a month since I last update anything in blog. I am not only too lazy to update but my current work load and life does not allow me too much freedom.


Yes, currently we are using Unifi at home and I am proud to say our internet surfing progressed a lot!! Everything are super laju these days. Watching Youtube with no buffering okay!! I am indeed in seventh heaven with such internet connection. LOL~

And yes, not to forget…my beloved gedz Eika darling just got a bouncing baby boy!!Yeayyyyy!! We are now proud to present our new gedz family addition!!

Seeing my darling eika with her baby boy really brought tears into my eyes. Life does changing a lot with a newborn baby. Seronoknya hanya tuhan sahaja yg tahu. I wish I cud have that feeling too one day insyaallah.

Well, am not going to talk anything about my life. Life have been good to me lately. But I am yet to become the person I want to be the most. Maybe belum cukup kuat I think. Perlu perbanyakkan usaha to be a person I want to be!! Amin Insyaallah.

Owhh…some pictures of our darling boy Aariq Iman!! ( some of my pictures with hana & aunty too)

Technology Ohh techno

Lately semakin malas to blog…so much to say yet too little time to spend in front of PC. Weekend, I don’t even touch PC. Life sentiasa dengan phone sahaja. Ya, nowadays, people are conveniently using their Smartphone wherever they go. And yes, including me.


Like a friend said, sekarang the moment we sat in a restaurant, masing2 akan fetch out their phone and the art of conversation are no longer applied. It is true though..sebab itu my parent sgt forbid us to actually use our phones during family gathering. Sometimes, it is pretty annoying kot when people are trying to have a conversation but you were actually occupied with ur phone. Bukan sahaja annoying but it is rude as well. However, life without phones is unacceptable nowadays. Bukan apa, it is a mean of communication yg mmg wajib ada to all types of ages. Those days, yes it seems illogical for a primary school student to own a phone but now, it is a norm. Even a baby nowadays pun own an Ipad okay!!

Me and phone??I use to say that I can live without phone. That is before I get myself a Smartphone of course. But frankly today, I am sad to say….I am stuck with my phone. Blame it on having twitter…Ya, saya seorang twitterholic. I think twitter is an application yg quite reasonable to have in your Smartphone. I mean, people can easily label you a crazy person if you constantly update your status in FB but in twitter you can simply say anything you want in every single second and they won’t call you crazy because that is what people do in twitter. Kindly rambling your ass off and no one care.

Unfortunately, everything in this world mesti ada pro’s & con’s. Unfortunately, smartphones is a good device but still they do have numbers of weakness. Smartphones is good to us those working people where we can easily access our emails and we can simply know updates about our old friends but for teenagers, ia merupakan satu kelalaian because they can’t control themselves and they tend to misuse the technology itself. Technology ini ada baiknya but most of the time ia lebih banyak mendatangkan keburukan. Sebab technology, macam-macam perkara pelik berlaku.

Makin maju makin banyak problems though technology suppose to help us but sometimes it tend to condemn our life. To me, this is where parent should play their role wisely in order to ensure that their children are not being condemned by the technologies itself. Parent is advisable not to simply trust their children because kids nowdays memang sgt cunning..trust me….

And because of technology, now saya seorang instagrammer yg tegar….

Hee~

Okay bye!!