Lelaki Muda

Okay....Enough said....I know...people might be wondering...why am I going to blog about lelaki muda right??Sabar ok...I will explain it in details....

Owhh...by the way, I have been in a long silence since I just got back from KK!!Will be blog about KK in my next post okies....

LELAKI MUDA??

Well, of course I am not that old...I'm going to be 26 next month and according to most of my friends & colleagues...26 IS NOT OLD ya people...FINE...I admit...I am still young eventho yes, I do feel old sometimes.....*stress* (itulah tanda2 manusia tua)

Okay...enough ramblings....back to the main topic please....

Lately, I have been approached by lots of lelaki muda....I know, it is not a sin to be with a much younger guys..even our prophet also have been married to a much older woman "Khadijah".

But....seriously people, I am not ready to commit myself with a younger guy...I mean if a guy is a year younger than me, I am still okay with it...but if he happens to be more than 2 years younger than me, well....I am definitely not okay with it!!

Okay fine, perhaps I am a bit bias....org ckp, if we keep on against it, mayb nanti mmg itulah yg kita dpt kn??Well, if we were to talk about jodoh...seriously...I have no says...I mean, JODOH/PERTEMUAN is in god's hand...I believe in faith as I believe in JODOH...saya hanya mampu berdoa supaya ditemukan dgn lelaki yg mampu menjadi IMAM ku~

Actually, I do have my own views when it comes to lelaki muda....

No, I am not saying that I don't like lelaki muda...I am okay with them..I mean, we can't simply define guys base on their age right??I mean..it is true..most guys lambat menunjukkan their maturity but hey..there are men out there yg mature at their young age..I mean when it comes to maturity, we need to see things in all aspects...life environment, peers, etc...

But, sorry to say..most men in Malaysia..they tend to be lambat sedikit when it comes to maturity...They tend to take things easy and they are not serious..sbb itu I don't really trust those guys below 25years old when they came to me and said, " I really2 liked you.."...I've been there..and look where I end up??ALONE again....LOL~

Am I stress with lelaki muda??Not really...but I am quite frustrated in them....^_~

Tapi....like I said, this is only my humble opinions....I do not mean any harm by blogging this topic ya...

Actually, I am inspired to talk about this since I saw lots of women out there tend to be with someone younger than them...well, it is not a sin and tak salah pun...we always said that love is blind right??So, what the heck??But....for the sake of all women...I hope...all of us should think carefully and choose wisely...manusia in our era..they tend to be deceitful and lelaki nowadays...they will do almost anything for their own benefits...

Be careful Women~

Budget 2012

*ehem*

Bercakap tentang Budget 2012, I bet most people already know the outcomes kan??Wow..our goverment indeed generous...There are no school fees for next year, minumum incerement for gov servant is increase...
WAHHHHH....
baik hati sungguh ya Goverment??( I am being sarcastic here) But, what about us in Private sector huh??What do we earn from 2012 BUDGET??

Let me be bold here, seriously...budget 2012 give nothing back to us who work in private sector.
Correct me if I'm wrong but kindly list out any benefits to us in private sector...ada ke???

Is this a country who called themselves as 1 Malaysia??All I can see here is 1 Goverment or perhaps I should be more straightforward like someone said is this a 1 Pocket Country?? Pocket Sape??LU PK LA SENDIRI....all the moneys always goes to whose pocket??Lagi mau tanya....LOL~

Years by years....all I can see, all the incentives gives more benefits to the police forces/army/teachers/those who works in Putrajaya BUT what about us who works in private sector??WE are those who work our ass off to give the GOVERMENT all the benefits but at the end of the days...we got nothing......Owhh...yes, it is us who paid all the goverment's salaries/penchant...(just so you know)

It is sad you know, to see how shallow people nowadays...goverment tend to take everything from their citizen for their own benefits but still lots of manusia out there still have faith in our goverment. Seriously, I love our country but days by days my trust and faith to our goverment is fading slowly....

Lately, all they do is keep on blaming the opposition and keep on memburukkan the opposition...and not to mention our goverment is critically use all the media to bad mouthing the opposition....come on laaa......we use to slam americans for being too dictator, for being selfish, for being sekular, for being manipulative....well, the thing is....we are no different from them...WE ARE JUST LIKE THE AMERICAN'S.....

Seriously dude, I despise politics....but I do know...in life, politics is a must...I don't know...lately...all I can see is bad politics everywhere....there are no such things as POLITIK ITU BERSIH...it is clear to me that our goverment is indeed corrupted..but hey, who am I to judge??I'm still green in this world...Ya, I do not have a wide knowledge when it comes to politics but I can read and I can see...perhaps my mouth can't say what I want to say...what to do??this is MALAYSIA...if you are against the goverment, then you won't get any priviledge...Yup..as simple as that...

I know, people might say...waaa...how come you are being so bold??You should not condemn the goverment.....Well, I believe in human rights, Malaysia claim to be a democratic country...jadi tak salah kan if I were to have my says??

Anyone who feels offended in any way, maaf ku pinta dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki....If anda tidak berpuas hati, feel free to drop any comments...I am cool to accept any criticsm and to those who knows me, I don't really take matters to heart...CHILL suda....

TAKE CARE RAKYAT MALAYSIA!!

Offshore Works 10 Million Manhours without LTI

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Lately I am a bit lazy to write, so I let all the pictures do all the talking okay...Actually, I do have few draft to be upload but I am too lazy to continue.....

By the way, we had so much fun during the 10 million man hours without LTI event since all employee do give their full supports and we did have our Jamuan Raya with "Kambing Golek" which is memang terbaek!!!

I wish you all the best in future undertaking OFFSHOREWORKS!!

May ALLAH bless us always~

Get It Right

I watched Glee last nite and I found myself relate to this below songs…Ya, I love to relate my feelings to songs…therefore kindly enjoy this below lyrics..It really mean a lot to me…I just want to get it right!!



What have I done? I wish I could run.
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth, that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
Oh my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight.

One day Insyaallah.............

Current obsession - MUAY THAI

I love sport eventho yes, I am an indoor person..I don't really play sport except for swimming. I use to be a good swimmer, now...I do think I can swim but perhaps I am not as good as before...come on laa....I never swim for the past 2-3 years...I guess my muscles are numb now.....
When it comes to sport, I am a big football fan!!Those who know me..they won't be surprise on my knowledge on football as I am not like other typical "women" yg suka bola just because of their looks...To those yg suka bola sbb nk tgk manusia handsome, my suggestion is, go find other sports to entertain yourself...one should really understand a sport to love it okay??

*ehem*

Currently I am obsess with MUAY THAI..I know, this sport is not suitable for women eyes...but somehow, I find myself really into it. Please don't get me wrong...I will never enter or participate in this kind of sport but I tend to enjoy this sport. There is something about this sport that can bring out the beast in man. I know, it may sound cliche but being me, I am an observer...While watching their match I somehow feel that a man can actually potray or bring out all their anger through those fights...It is fun okay, looking at their high kicks, their jabs and their elbow use...Man, how I wish I am a man, then I definitely have reasons to learn MUAY THAI....(and to have a sexy abs like those muay thai fighters) -_-

Actually, this obsession came from both my dad and my brothers..they did influent me to watch it and I tend to love it eventually....I do wonder, is there any woman out there who share the same interest as mine??

To those yg suka layan MUAY THAI or BOXING match, you guys can watch it at AXN - THE CHALLENGER MUAYTHAI....one of the contestant is Malaysian ok....Trust me, you will definitely feel all the adrenaline rush while watching them fights....how I WISH I COULD SEE THEM FIGHT secara langsung!!!



Mohd Faizal Bin Ramli
"Golden Elbow"

Nationality: Malaysian
Age: 21
Birthdate: 24 / 10 / 1989
Height: 177cm
Weight: 69 kg
Fights: 38 Wins: 35 Loss: 0 KO: 0 Draw: 3 Titles: 3

Latest Titles:
•Malaysian WMC Champion
•Winner - Challenger WMC Asian Challenge
•WMC - MAD Champion

Meet our hometown hero from Malaysia, Faizal Bin Ramli, also known as "Golden Elbow". Faizal comes from a relatively less privileged background. He grew up in a remote village with a religious family amongst ten other siblings - giving him all the more reason to put up a good fight for the 100,000 US Dollars!

What might be surprising to some is that Faizal, though a fighter, is actually by nature a peace-loving person. In fact, many would say he doesn't have a bad bone in his body. Why? Faizal dislikes fights without reason and is a gregarious social butterfly who desires a life surrounded by friends and loved ones. He is without a doubt, one of the most endearing characters on the show but in turn, also one of the most naive.

That doesn't mean he's not a force to be reckoned with. Faizal began his path in fighting at the young age of 12 and went on to become a full-time Muaythai fighter when he turned 18. Coming from a religious family, Faizal always prays before a fight and makes it a priority along with hours of tough work and training.

Adding to that, his "train hard and play smart" mentality paid off when he won a gold medal in the Arafura Games in Australia. With powerful elbows, Faizal's fights are always an exciting spectacle to watch as he often causes his opponents to bleed.

Apart from his elbows, Faizal will also be remembered for his charm and for always referring to himself in third person. "Faizal happy" is sure to become a Challenger catchphrase!


Owhh..lupa, the show air on every Thursday at 10pm!!!

Wordless Wednesday

next wedding in KK!!

Kisah HATI

Ya, it has been quite a long time since I talk about heart…my heart to be precise la…No, this is not lagu ALYAH..

Berbicara tentang hati, lately my heart is okay…my heart seems quite okay eventho it is a bit sentap nowadays since most of my close girlfriends are married or going to get married. Ya, I am a bit down when I come to think about it…serious, I tak tipu….

But, still...the thought of being part of their happiness make me happier!! I mean, I love to share other people’s happiness….I love to see other people smile and laugh…that is why, I despise sadness…Because I tend to cry when I saw other people crying…my eyes just can’t take it…like my mum use to said, I am a cry baby…*haihs*

When it comes to LOVE, I guess..I have nothing to talk about or to share…This past few months, my life is lack of love life…I haven’t going out with any guys for quite some time now…

No, I am not giving up on LOVE, but I merely saving myself for the best I guess…or so I think..
Am I feeling bored? Ya, I do but lucky me, I do have lots of other things that keep me company so I am bored when I am alone…so to overcome bored, I need to get busy!!

Some say, I should go on a date but like I said in my previous post, I am less passionate lately and I don’t feel like going out on a date with anyone right now. For now, I leave it to ALLAH, HE knows what’s best for us right…I pray, one day hati ini terbuka laaa……

Well, tentang hati….I found that, I ‘m actually have such a penyakit yg dipanggil penyakit keras hati. Ya, I admit, hati ini sungguh keras…an ego heart perhaps…

Ya, I tend to cry pretty easy but somehow, my heart is keras rupanya….

Actually, there is this incident involving me and my parent last 2 weeks where both of them said that I am not responsible enough when it comes to managing my own finance…WELL, being me of course..I am on denial la kan…excuse me, I do my own budget every month so basically, I am capable on managing my money..But being a parent, of course la they don’t agree with me….okay fine….I give up!! That day, I end up crying and merajuks…I even melancarkan mogok makan..LOL~

Punya la keras betul hati ni…I don’t even bother when they force me to eat ok…but in the end….since my dad keep on pujuk2…finally, I feel okay…SEE..keras kan hati ni, it really make me realizes that I do have such a tough heart…I don’t simply bend to other people..I guess I am such an ego woman kan??

Ya, I hate to admit…but one should be able to accept who she is in order to have a good life right??

Therefore, my current mission is to find a cure of an ego heart…seriously, I need a cure….

Me and my heart, we always have issues kan??

But, I’m with you dear heart…till the day you stop beating…(perghh….macam lirik lagu)

Okay, time envy me as usual...

Chow manusia Beautiful...........

How Wardina teach her daughter to SOLAT

Ini antara artikel yang ditulis from our noted celebrity, Wardina in her Facebook dengan tajuk “BERBALOI PENAT LELAH KU…”

Dear Mama, Ummi, Mum, Ibu, Bonda…

I have to share this with you… because i feel so happy and i feel that all my penat lelah paid off…I started to make my Amna to solat 5 times a day when she was 7, on her 7th birthday…we had a talk…(check note lama) tapi preparation since 6 la…
tapi dari kecik memang selalu ikut2 la kami solat….she hasnt missed her solat since. Walaupun lambat, tetap solat. I made sure of that – because the key is SOLAT ni kalau tak tanam dari kecik memang LIAT nanti….But it is very important to keep this in mind:-

1) kalau kita bagi dia tinggal WALAUPUN sekali nanti we are sending the wrong signal – kena make sure – every waktu without fail, walaupun penat, ataupun lambat

2) l Selalu kalau boleh solat together..mula2 memang kena solat together….kalau tak ada rumah make sure an adult in the house pastikan anak kita solat. (hari tu Amna pergi her reading class, i asked her teacher to take her to the surau) -lepas solat time tu lah peluk cium, senyum – i always kiss her at the head and say “Barakallahufiha” Ya Allah make my Amna a good Muslim Ya Allah….make her never miss her solat Ya Allah…..kuat2 bagi dia dengar….
ps:- kalau kena amik cuti ambillah – bukan waktu exam je amik cuti – buatlah STEP ini, yakni melangkah ke alam 7 thaun dan tidak meninggalkan solat A BIG Thing! “mama amik cuti hari ni sebab nak pastikan yang adik solat 5 waktu sehari!”

3) Selalu cerita how IMPORATANT it is to solat..how Allah is watching us… how we are good Muslims when we solat, how Allah loves us, Solat tu, untuk kita, bukan untuk Allah…..TAPI selalu jugak cerita yang akan ada orang TAK solat…acknowledge the fact that sometimes we feel lazy to solat….itu semua kerja SETAN! Fight them off….! I tell Amna that even some grown ups tak solat! I tell Amna that….we have to be strong.. we have to tell ourselves we will NEVER miss our solat…..

4) Awal2 subuh ni memang tak bangunkan, tapi as soon as dia bangun pagi, ill ask her to solat straight away.(yes memang leceh..but we have to, and we have to do it with LOVE diselang seli dgn strictness)

5) kalau dia tinggal – DENGAN sengaja, i take the rotan and hit her on her tapak tangan slowly, just as a reminder. After that i hug her and tell her i love her, and i just want her to remember – and guess what?? memang dia ingat!!! (3 kali baru, i think not bad, sampai satu hari dia terlambat solat, sebab keluar dan memang tak ingat, dia yang suruh rotan) But i tell her kalau TERLUPA atau TERTIDUR its ok…but kena solat terus bila bangun.

Macam ni ceritanya, i told Amna, kalau Ummi ambik Amna dari sekolah lambat, Amna solat dulu Asar kat sekolah….tadi memang datang lambat…i was loking for her..and guess what????
She was actually praying her Asar prayers…sorang je kat dalam surau tu….i wanted to pengsan and cry…she did all by herself…. i pun told her how happy and how proud i was of her…i tanya dia kenapa? dia kata “Amna ingat apa Ummi cakap”…..cair nya hatiku ini.
Apa lagi, Ummi ni peluk cium dia….and called nenek at Australia…now im sharing with all of you!!! Because i want us to raise generation of good Muslims that are disciplined, smart, intelligent -that remembers Allah because the world so BADLY needs good QUALITY Muslims like this!!!

And the foundation is – to start them off right – solat at SEVEN! Yes just as how Rasulullah asked us!!

See, touching isn’t it, most of us tend to take solat for granted right??Ya, including me nonetheless..am not going to lie, there are times where I felt so lazy to solat, and seriously by reading this short story, it make me feel a bit ashamed of myself…me going to be 26, but still need guidance when it comes to solat…malu kan??

Let us reform our self dear Muslim & Muslimah..May ALLAH give us guidance…

Insyaallah~

Amin~

Wordless Wednesday

is looking forward to this on 1st October

p/s: I am less passionate lately..I wonder why??

Javier Colon - The Voice

I love..love...love....his performance!!

Ya, I love Casey Abrams still

I love mad talent when it comes to musics

It is indeed true, kindly judge artist by their voice not by their face

I'm glad he won "THE VOICE"

BLess

I feel bless

I feel good

I feel happy

Alhamdulillah

My Gedz got Married!!!

“Love is not a habit, a commitment, or a debt. It isn't what romantic songs tell us it is - love simply is.”
― Paulo Coelho

Me had a blast weekend…A very eventful weekend!!

Ya, I’m tired (it feels like working) but I’m happy!!

Happy coz my gedz sudah selamat bergelar isteri orang…Alhamdulillah, sekali lafaz sahaja..both of them is officially someone else wife okay..Well Done to Sam and Rico..you guys ROCK bebeh…LOL~

Wedding itself is such a tiresome but you will feel such joy by looking at their happy faces and furthermore, I got to spent time with all the gedz…..it is hard nowadays to actually assemble us all. Especially me, seriously dude….24/7 is not enough…or perhaps I simply fail in managing time…*wink*

I malas nak story byk2 about their wedding since there will be few weddings I have to attend to in October. I guess let the pictures do the talking.

By the way, all the pictures were stolen form the Gedz FB..LOL~
Overall, I had so much fun and I love you Gedz sampai mati!!

To the newly Weds!!
My pray is always with you, may ALLAH bless you guys, Marriage is not the end it is merely a beginning of a new life. Do cherish every moment and all the best in your future undertaking.

Love,
Fatihah

Tentang Sayang

They said, LOVE never dies...I said, my love will be dead once I’m dead..LOL~ *just joking*

A friend of mine once asked me, how come it is hard for us women to let go of LOVE but it seems easy though for men??Men, they can get us replace just like that.

Men, they broke up with you today and trust me, by next month they got their eyes on a new chick. Ya, sound typical or cliché kan??Well, welcome to earth...This is how it is with men on earth. I know, I may sound a bit harsh…of course not all men a bitch but most of them are..LOL~Pardon my language ya….

Okay, people might think that I had enough with men….Seriously dude, No…I still adore men, I still need a man to complete me. I am not giving up on love even though love always giving up on me...LOL~

Me and love, we always have issues. I try to understand love but by the end of the day, I was left clueless. What went wrong I asked?? I use to blame myself….I always thought that I am not good enough to love, or perhaps I don’t deserve to be love kot? Ya, to that extend…I tend to be negative sometimes especially on myself. *laughing*

Me and love, we are okay, we cool!! But currently we are not talking to each other as I need a major break from love. Sorry love…….

I do wonder though, what is LOVE for men??We women, tend to be too emotional, too physco, too overbearing, or perhaps we tend to be too much when it come to love. But, what about men??It seems that most men do take love for granted. It seems easy for them to be in love and to be out of love as well.
I wonder???

Okay fine, perhaps I should not put all the blame on men when it comes to love. There are lots of good men out there….even though I am yet to have one..LOL~Sorry men, I didn’t mean to hurt your ego ….*wink*

Some say, in order to have love, you need to find love…Is that true??

I use to have my own stand when it comes to love, I believe, a woman should wait for her love to come. Well, it does work actually but looking at my love track record, I wouldn’t recommend it anyway…look at me, all my love end up in vain. Okay, maybe I am being a bit over rated there, takde lah in vain but what I mean is, I do not have a good happy ending…Poor me..LOL~

I tell myself that in love, you must have faith and believe. I believe and I have faith …when will love come?? I have no bloody idea…what I know is, I will keep on praying for him to come.

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Insyallah, he will come one day…

Past & Regrets

It is Monday again and I definitely had a Monday blues today. No…I don’t hate Monday but I simply don’t like Monday. Sorry Monday…weekend seems short lately…*stress*

Talking about past, we always heard a phrases said, “What past is past”. I use to agree with it, I mean...Come on...Life is all about looking forward, past is past..Keep your head high and realize that there are lots of uncertainties waiting for you upfront. Betul tak??

Somehow, this past few days make me think…what if my past got something to do with my future??What if my past does relate with my future??Ya…I have been filling my head with lots of “what if”.Typical me, I love to think too much…or perhaps maybe women do think too much..br lah cool kan??

I do not know why, but lately I have been thinking about a guy. He is a guy whom I never had a chance to meet. Seriously, we never met...But we do talk with each other through phone though. But it all happened in past…I knew him through a friend actually. She is the one who pass my number to this guy. I do not even know his full name nor do I know how he looks like. Ya, its intrigue me…..I mean, according to my friend he is this amazing guy who had a great career, a good life...Someone a woman could always rely on…but being me, I guess I was too young 3 years ago to realize all this things. Or perhaps I was too stupid and blindly in love with my ex and I can’t even see how good he is.

I know, I use to say..no regrets...and I know I do sound like I am regretting it….well, perhaps I do regret but I do think, setiap apa yang berlaku, pasti ada hikmah nya…Senang cakap, maybe kami tidak ada jodoh…Ya, the most common way to see it la..LOL~

Being me, I do believe in jodoh as I believe in fate. Some say, we cannot solely depend on fate…we live this life so we can or we must choose our own fate. It is true indeed, a person cannot solely depend on fate…..Allah created us to be HIS khalifah so it is up to us to design our life.

They said, life is a big canvas..So kindly use your paint brush and design it accordingly. I guess mine is so abstract and no one could actually understand it. Only you know what lies beneath all those design..Only You know your own self right?Eventhough yes, sometimes most of us do feel clueless on life…Itu perkara biasa, no one is bloody perfect and there will be a time where we need to figure out our self.

My mum said something to me that make me think while I’m having my shower yesterday. I told her about that particular guy I knew 3 years ago. I even told her that we never meet and somehow I feel a twinge of regret for not taking the opportunity to know him..I mean, who knows he might be the one right??

My mum said, “Obviously ALLAH has greater plan for you. HE has reasons for that. What ever happened we shall embrace it and move on. We are a human, it is a norm to have regrets, they said, regret is meaningless unless you plan to do something about it. We can’t undo time but we can always redeem our self. Maybe it is time for you to step up your life and do something about those regrets.”

Ya, my mum memang bijak!!Manusia..We keep on talking about regrets but we never do something about it.

Actually, I have been pondering myself about it for quite some time. Ya, I am afraid of doing it, because I simply do not want to hurt myself. I tend to get hurt pretty easy nowadays..It is due to my age..I guess..Pardon me~

Someone use to say, the best way to overcome fear is to face it. So, yes…I am going to face it, if I failed or perhaps things are not run accordingly, I still keep my head high…

Maybe past is not always a past and regrets will never be regrets..We should determine our life with HIS guidance not simply depending on fate.

p salam s: taking chances instead of losing hope lebih bagus kan??

Suatu Hari di Hari Raya 2011

Okay fine, I had enough of seeing other people blogging about raya kan..now I'm going to blog about my raya. Kenapa??Because my raya is awesome too!!!

First, let us talk about raya preparation. Well, mine was a bit modest at first since I only tempah 2 pairs of baju raya. By the way, am not into raya mood pun this year..I don't know why, but I find myself not as excited as before. I guess it is due to my age...you know la..when you are getting older (but maintain comel), your "fun enzyme" tu dah reduce...poor me..life is full of excitement but I am being bored....*stress*

But lucky me, when it is near raya..suddenly I felt over excited. Sebab I dapat lots of baju raya from my mum and my aunties!!!! A big thank you to mama..YOU COMPLETE ME~

Mama bought me a yellow/gold caftan yg sgt pretty so I decided to wear in on 1st raya. Owh..she also bought me another pario to match my caftan top which I haven't had the chance to wear it yet..well, I am going to wear it during one of my gedz's wedding I guees~

Malam Raya

Our night before raya was super happening where all family members were here in KL. Owhh..yes, we celebrated our raya in KL..I know it sounds bored, but hey..we had so much fun though. Basically, we have already settled all the cooking and pasang langsir kind a thing on the evening, so malam raya is the time for us to mingling.chiling, main game, gossiping and makan dan makan dan makan sampai tidak ingat dunia..Ya, we ate a lot on the eve of raya~Baru la cool~

1st Raya

We woke up quite early..since after subuh semua pun dah busy. Ya, I am busy as well..busy helping my one and only nenek memanaskan semua rendang,kuah kacang and rebus nasi impit. And yes, I have to gosok my dad and my brother's baju melayu..dang~After everything settled and all the male population in our house dah gerak to Masjid, barulah I can go mandi and be pretty. The best part of pagi raya is to be able to wear a new cloth..betul tak??We are indeed lucky kn, they are thousands people out there who can't actually afford to have new clothes..Syukur sgt2~

After pretty session, then we move to our next very important session which is the highlights of the day, "sesi duit raya" I love this particular session because at my age I still got duit raya okay!!Cool kan family I, they still gave me duit raya!!!

Just like our previous year, it is a must to have a family potrait. I feel so cantik on that day, so I would say that, I am thoroughly satisfied with our group photo..LOL~

Then we head on to Sepang to visit my mum's side of relatives...and macam biasa we all beraya sampai malam.....

Enough on 1st raya.......

2nd Raya

On 2nd day of syawal, my family and I went to Raub, Pahang to visit my dad's side of family. The thing is, my dad lost both of his parent so basically in Raub, we only visited those "wajib" house only. What I like the most when it comes to Raub is their foods. I am deeply enamored with ikan sungai. I know certain people hate ikan sungai cause it tend to taste a bit hanyir right??But, lucky me, I love ikan sungai more than ikan laut. Sape orang pahang, dia tahu la...ikan patin sana terbaik!!!!

Nothing much in Pahang though, but I get to meet up with my favourite cousin, Amir. Love you baby boy~

And owhh...I seldom got the opportunity to meet my cousins on my father side, so..it is indeed a surprise to see how grown ups they are. One of my cousin turn up to be a male model..say what???Ya, he is that gorgeous okay, unbelievable......ada jugak cousin I yg handsome....

Okay, I am officially tak larat nak story pasal raya dah....all I can say is, I had so much fun during my raya and I am still in the mood of raya. It was totally awesome....I guess, raya is an event where we can actually tighten up our family bonding. I mean, yes..we have to spent lots of money during raya but look at the bright side..it is worth every penny...family is much more important than anything..Ya, no money no talk but no family no love...Money can come and go, but LOVE stays.....

Okay, kindly view all the pictures below....

Fyi, I love all my baju raya...LOL~

So, How was your raya??

The Perfect Couple

I am an observer..No, am not a stalker...please...I have standards okay...apa kelas stalk orang??

Owhh..lupa...I use to stalk my ex...LOL~ To make sure you don't stalk your ex, kindly delete him/her from your FB..trust me, it works baby~

Okay, talking about perfect couple...have you ever seen a perfect couple??Owhh...by perfect, I mean physically perfect...am not talking about saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain because only the couple it self know whether they complete each other or not kan??

Well, normally we always saw a couple yg opposite with each other right??I mean come on...we live in a real world where no one is bloody perfect...and a couple should be able to complete each other kan...so it is a norm if we saw seorang lelaki gorgeous berpacaran with gadis comot begitu juga sebaliknya. We have to accept, in love..physically appearance means nothing..pokok pangkal nya hati..ye dak??

One of my weakness is gadis cantik. Ya, I really do admire gadis-gadis cantik and kindly bear in mind...I love to watch or perhaps bahasa typical nya..I love to usha gadis cantik..LOL~

I know, I sound gay..but believe me...I am straight baby...I love men!!!

I memang pantang nampak gadis cantik....once I saw them, I would start to ogling them and I can simply dress them up with my eyes..Err...do I sound scary??Don't be scared...when it comes to pretty girls, I love to see what they wear, what kind of shoes they had on and you know...typical woman, we love to judge other women and making perception..pardon me~(maybe I sorang jer kot yg suka judge women that way..sorry ya women out there)

So happened, adalah this one day...I went to my mum's boutique in Ampang Park, as usual..I was waiting for my mum since we plan to had our dinner. While waiting for her, datang lah this one pretty girl..she was there to buy my mum's beauty products and according to my mum, she is a regular customer. She is so damn cantik okay..her skin is super flawless and I love the way she dress up..so vogue gitu. While I was busy with myself ogling her, tiba2 datanglah seorang mamat ni, OMG!!!!seriously dude...I rasa macam nak pengsan okay..sebab mamat itu tersangat lah handsome!!!Memang sebijik muka Robert Pattinson version melayu...Serius, he was beyond handsome kot....this is my 1st time to actually teruja nampak lelaki...pardon me, he is boyfriend orang..tapi I memang speechless when I saw him..LOL~

Owh, I can't take my eyes off this couple okay. Both are super sweet and it seems that the boyfriend are very into her drop dead gorgeous girlfriend. Tiba-tiba...macam I pulak yg terlebih excited for them..LOL~

Once they left my mum's boutique, both me and mama terus start talking about them..sebab they are such beautiful people...suka sangat..Owh...rupa-rupanya my mum pun suka tgk orang cantik..LOL~

Seeing a perfect physically couple seriously make me realized, such beautiful couple do exist kan. Ya, it is true that we cannot simply judge other people by its cover but when I saw them I saw perfection...But hey, we live in a world where nothing is perfect so get real please....*wink*

By the way, am not looking for perfection.

p/s: Owhh...I am still on holiday esok.....

Real Madrid di hati

*ehem*

Tiba2 cam inspired to talk about football in my blog...maybe sbb I tgk most of the girls are not afraid to show their obsession towards football kot??LOL~

Well, I bukan penakut but I am afraid of people's opinions kot??Typical la kan...manusia mmg afraid of kritikan..I am one of them..but I guess, I had to do it...come on la...kritikan itu ada for us to be a better person kot..one should just accept other people opinions or critics la kan??baru la cool..I kan cool~*wink*

Ya, seperti in my previous post..Ya..saya mmg big fan Real Madrid...Owh..no worries...I do follow EPL..since I mmg suka Man utd....but..nowadays I don't really watch EPL....most of the times, I follow LA Liga...blame it on my age..I guess getting older make me a different kind a person..even my taste on music pun dah tukar tau..Owhh...saya suka lagu Justin Bieber~

Currently, it is a routine for me to actually check on Real Madrid official website. I am critically obsessed...eventhough those typical updates pun I suka...suka nak tahu sapa yg injured...nak tahu if Maurinho planning to ada new signing ker....I know..sounds gila kan??Sorry...I mmg tergila-gilakan Real Madrid...LOL~

Owh..this new article in their website betul2 menambat hati ku...Kindly refer to this below link~

Real Madrid Official Website

Serius, those two combination mmg superb..sometime I wish I could be there to see their game live...If and only if la kan....One day insyallah...(so I can visit Granada as well) weee~

Tadi petang I watched their replay game with Real Zaragoza. The game was okay..not that exciting enough like El-Classico..but overall it was good since Real beat Zaragoza 6-0 kan...haruslah I happy...kena pulak Abg Ronaldo hatrick...Perghhh~I love your legs Ronaldo.... even though goal yg you masukkan itu kurang amazing but still...you score..LOL~Owh..yg paling penting sekali...it is Ozil yg assist you kan...I suka~And yes, like the commentator said, Marcelo deserve to be the man of the match..sbb he was doing great...perhaps he could be just like Dani Alves of Barcelona...He is good in controlling his ball and I think he did have this chemistry with Ronaldo..they just know how to connect while playing football..betul..I tak tipu...ce tengok nanti okay~

Errr..mama dah bising..ok bye~

p tendang s: looking forward to see their game against Getafe this weekend~

Because of YOU

Last April, I had an amazing journey to the holy land...

It is such a wonderful journey and if someone ask me, I would say...it is beyond my imagination..some say, only the selected people are invited to HIS holy land..and I say, I am extremely honored to be there and to be HIS guest~

Throughout the journey, I believe I have met quite a numbers of wonderful people...Ya, who thought I could actually making friends over there.

There is a girl actually whom I really adore. At first, I am not that attached with her. I mean, we talked but it was just those few moment where we just being civilized towards each other you know. Her mother is quite friendly though since there were few occasion that she actually talked with my mum and my grandmother. The thing is, I am always with my family..never once I do things alone not even when I perform my 'tawaf' or 'sa'ie'...I will always be either with my dad or with my mum..well..most of the time, I am always with my mum...So does Nadia, owhh,her name is Nadia...such a beautiful name right??

Like I said, we were not close during our UMRAH journey...since both of us do attached with our own family and everytime I saw her, I will always smile at her since we were in the same group and she seems nice so I should be nice to her right??LOL~

Until the very last day, when we were actually waiting for our flight to Malaysia..there she comes approached me and we start to talked. Well, being me...I love to make a new friend and I adore sweet girls...LOL~

As I mentioned earlier, her name is Nadia...she just finished her SPM and guess what her SPM result is mind blowing yoo...she got straight A1's...say WHAT???

Hurmm.....well, am not that surprise...WHY??Well, let just say..she walk the talk...she definitely not like other girl at her age. Very matured. With such a good result, apparently she is so down to earth person.

Up to now, she always keep me connected with her...Sometimes we do text each other and being her, she always keep on turn to me for advises. Seriously??am not such a good person to turn to when it comes to advises...since I am not perfect...I have many flaws...and kindly bear in mind, I am the one who need to take other people advises...LOL~Knowing that she has a sister, I asked her, " why did you always asking me for advises, you have a sister..you can ask her.." Then she said, " Because you are a good person with a good soul and you make me feel good.." And I was like.......*speechless*

First, I don't consider myself as a good person, but knowing that someone like her is look up on me...it really do make me think...am I actually capable to give other people advises??Like I said, I am far from perfect...I need guidance...so, what make she thinks that I am good??

I definitely have no answer for that...I am still searching for answers though....as I really2 want to be a good person with a good soul...and I need to seek HIS guidance for me to do so.

Late this evening, Nadia send me a 'Hari Raya' wish...she claims that it is a late wish, but hey..who cares...at least she did remember to wish it....unlike me..whom actually too lazy to wish her friends...LOL~ Well, one of her text really get into me...and it's really make my day..

Her last text said, "Love you kakak because of ALLAH, may your life have HIS bless and love."

Such a sweet and nice person kan??never thought that someone could actually said that to me..... "Love me because of ALLAH"WOW...you really blew me away Nadia...you make me realized that when it comes to LOVE, you have to love because of ALLAH...what is LOVE without ALLAH??as a human, I tend to forget that we live because of HIM, therefore we shall love because of HIM too right??

The truth is, my believe in love is in tatters lately...am not saying that I don't believe in love, I do..but sometimes love make human goes blind and love tend to make us human to forget..and I feel lost in love....which is definitely not good.

Therefore, for now..I tend to love because of ALLAH, what ever happen in near future, I leave it in god's hand. HE who knows everything.

I thank you Nadia...because of you...

Salam~

I keep playing this song in my head...STRESS!!!

Kindly be informed, I won't love a guy like a Love Song okay...

Thank you~

p/s: my head keep repeating this bloody song...STRESSSSSSnyaaaaa...Maher Zain songs pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Now I know...

Whoaaa......

My heart is racing wild...

Because I'm hurt??Ya, it does hurt..but I do feel blessed...finally...ALLAH do send me the answers...and HE saved me....betul2 on the eve of Aidilfitri...I am blessed indeed...*wink*

I felt betrayed??Ya...it does feel like someone rip your heart out and actually feed it to a giant white shark...Ya, that is how I felt..am not going to deny it...come on!!!be realistic...he hurt me...he lied to me to be precise..why can't a guy just be true to their self and just let it all out??why do they have to pretend things are okay??WHY??

Am I okay??

Ya...I am absolutely okay..I feel good actually, because finally I do have some answers..thanks to Mr/Miss Anonymous...seriously dude...YOU make my day...No, I am definitely not mad...but I felt relieved instead...it is good when someone actually show you the truth about other person...it is hard to find that kind of people nowadays since most of manusia prefer to mind their own business right??Yerp..including me...I don't mind other people business...but hey...I am glad someone did~

What ever it is, I am cool with it...he makes his choices and I respect him for that...Ya, I forgive..but I don't forget...but still, being me...I cherished all those memories...it will always remain back in my head..

To En Fugro,

All the best in your future undertaking..may ALLAH bless you always~

Nite and Assalammualaikum~

On Fat

*ehem*

I believe when it comes to ramadhan (the end of ramadhan dah pun ok) most of us especially women la..we tend to take this opportunity to get skinny kan??

Well, if you ask me...To hell with skinny yooo...I need some extra lemaks please...LOL~

Actually I do know most of my close friends are very2 looking forward to get skinny..hehe~pardon me...I know why...you girls are going to get married in less than a month..for sure la mau look gorgeous and meletups..I am not blaming korang ok...go ahead and get skinny as long as after korang kahwin...kindly enjoy foods okay!!!

The thing is, we did went for iftar the other day, and I was surprised when most of my girls are actually too cautious when it comes to foods....while being me, when it comes to "buka puasa" it means I need lots and lots of foods...huhu~Ya..me love foods..especially those with high carbo baby!!But during our iftar session, they only served so little nasi okay....urgghhh...not enough.......(Ya...I did ask for nasi tambah)

By the way, currently I am in the midst of weight problem...no I am definitely not overweight but I am actually underweight. It is funny you know..since I do eat a lot but still I lost weight. My pants are a bit longgar these days...and my butt looks leper...stress you know~

What am I suppose to do??

At the same time, I was quite worried with my cholestrol level since I heard lots of people said, eventho that you are kurus you might have high cholestrol...I risau okay...high cholestrol means the high chances you nak kena heart attack..bahaya~Owhh...I memang takut mati..sbb tak cukup ilmu lg...jadi sesiapa yg rasa dah mati boleh senang..fikir2 lah yer...if mati dalam iman takpe la...ooppss..sorry I merapu~

What I did now is just keep on eating macam biasa kot..I mean, tak kan I nak reduce foods kot..nanti I jadi mcm cicak man nanti...Owhh...I do drink lots of water and take lots of fruits & vegetables...because by hook by crook...I need to have a good level of cholestrol and need to maintain my sugar level.

I know, mesti ramai piss off kan...dah kurus tuh sudah la...duk diam2 suda....Yer, Saya content...but as a human being, I need to have a healthy figure...I am happy with my figure...tapi maybe I nak tambah sedikit fats la..so I can look healthy instead of other people asyik ckp I ni kurus kan...^_^

p/s: seronok nya berblogging kt office today..sbb boss dah cuti..weeee~

I have faith in HIM

Seeing all my close friends getting married surely make me sad...No, it is not because I envy them..I am happy for them...but like I always said, I pity myself..LOL~

I think in my previous post I did mentioned about a guy whom I fall onto but unfortunately faith does not bring us to be an item or to be together..but I'm cool with it...I mean, I know ALLAH must have a better plan for me..*faith*

Sometimes I do ask myself, what actually went wrong with me and him...I mean, we have this very close & tight relationship and he did treat me nicely..I could say, he is one of the best man I ever knew (well..my dad is the best among them all) but still all of sudden our relationship went from hero to zero (not exactly zero actually)

So, what's the problem??

I have no idea....lately, he did call...I guess he is trying his best to make amends but seriously, I don't see a reason why we should be close anymore...I mean...I am not going to bare my heart & soul to him once again and get rejected by the end of the day...come on la...shame on him if he fools me once, but shame on me if he fools me twice..right??

So happened, yesterday..I came across this amazing blog since she always seems to know what to say when it comes to our feeling as a woman...She told such an inspirational story about her close friend whom actually in such a similar situation as I am...and may god bless her, she did share this amazing DOA..I believe it is such a wonderful DOA...It's inspire me and it's make me cry..Somehow, I do realised that I am not putting much faith on HIM as I thought I should...I know..shame on me right...to actually belittle the power faith and DOA...

To women,
I know, we have lots of confusion in our life....we are complicated but yet a very interesting creature..we think a lot and love too much but that is who we are..I believe things happened for many reasons..we might not know what the reasons is..but HE knows..HE knows what's best for us...For that, we should have faith and DOA.

I stole this DOA from your blog dear~


Ya Allah yang Maha Pemurah.. terima kasih Engkau telah menciptakan dia dan mempertemukan ku dengannya.
Terima kasih untuk saat-saat yang indah yang boleh kami nikmati bersama,
Terima kasih untuk setiap pertemuan yang boleh kami lalui bersama,
Terima kasih untuk setiap saat-saat yang lalu,
Aku datang bersujud di hadapan-Mu,
Sucikan hatiku Ya Allah, sehingga dapat melaksanakan kehendak dan rencana-Mu dalam hidupku.

Ya Allah, jika aku bukan pemilik tulang rusuknya,
Janganlah biarkan aku merindukan kehadirannya,
Janganlah biarkan aku melabuhkan hatiku di hatinya,
Kikislah pesonanya dari pelupuk mataku dan usirlah dia dari relung hatiku,
Gantikan damba kerinduan dan cinta yang bersemayam di dada ini dengan kasih dari dan pada-Mu yang tulus dan murni.
Tolonglah agar aku dapat mengasihinya sebagai sahabat.

Tetapi jika Kau ciptakan dia untukku, Ya Allah..
Tolonglah satukan hati kami,
Bantulah aku untuk mencintai, mengerti dan menerimanya seutuhnya,
Berikanku kesabaran, ketekunan dan kesungguhan untuk memenangi hatinya.
Urapilah dia agar dia juga mencintai, mengerti dan mahu menerimaku dengan segala kelebihan dan kekuranganku sebagaimana aku telah Engkau ciptakan.
Yakinkanlah dia bahawa aku sungguh-sungguh mencintai dan rela membagi suka dan dukaku dengannya.

Ya Allah yang Maha Pengasih, dengarlah doaku ini.
Lepaskanlah aku dari keraguan ini menurut kasih dan kehendak-Mu

Allah yang Maha Kekal, aku tahu Engkau sentiasa memberikan yang terbaik buatku.
Luka dan keraguan yang aku alami pasti ada hikmahnya.
Pergumulan ini mengajar aku untuk hidup makin dekat pada-Mu, untuk lebih peka terhadap suara-Mu yang membimbing aku menuju terang-Mu.
Ajarlah aku untuk tetap setia dan sabar menanti tibanya waktu yang telah Engkau tentukan.

Jadilah kehendak-Mu dan bukan kehendakku yang jadi dalam setiap bagian hidupku, Ya Allah..
Amin..

I-pad

Before ada I-pad:

• Sering kali jealous apabila melihat org membawa i-pad kemana-mana..


• Cukup stress bila tgk org main i-pad kt airport/star bucks


• almost every nite asek dok termimpi2 kn i-pad


• selalu merayu my dad, suh dia belikan....


• Dtg klcc jer pegi masuk kedai Apple...lepas tuh berangan depan i-pad

After dah beli I-pad:

• Terus ke rumah pakcik ku utk meng 'upload' semua application yg available..


• Sanggup beli cover I-pad yg mahal....


• Terlalu obsess dgn photo booth..10x sekejap asek amik picture yg weird...


• Lepas tuh ketagih main angry bird and tennis (I da hebat okay..byk kali beat Aki Toyama)


• Pantang ada wifi, seharusnya gua online...bukan open FB/Twitter..tapi nk upload application yg ntah hape2....

After more than 2 month ada I-pad:

• Da lama xjenguk I-pad...apa khabar kamu??


• I-pad duk terbiar jer kt dpn tv...


• Salu terfikir cam nk godek2 I-pad..tapi bila alek uma, salu terlupa....


• Sekarang dah bosan tgk I-pad....cam tade perasaan....

Moral of the story is, jgn terlalu mengikut kn nafsu ya...see....lately perasaan teruja untuk bermain I-pad sudah pun hilang....nk ngadap photo booth pun mls...bila tgk org ada I-pad...I was like...tade perasaan....

Actually, I do think it is due to my age, since lately I have no interest to actually play with gadget...kasihan I-pad kan....no worries, I play with you tonite okay...

p sengat s: tiba2 cam nk ada I-phone la....cane??

Forgive & Forget

It is as easy as ABC to spell and to pronounce forgive & forget.

But, does it really easy to forgive and forget???

Have you heard of "I'm not ready to make nice" by Dixie Chicks??

To those who knows this song you might be so familiar to this clause,

"Forgive sounds good, forget I don't think I could.."

Ya, it is indeed so easy for us to forgive right??but to forget.....I don't think so....

It takes guts to forgive other people but to forget??

If and only if we caught on amnesia or perhaps even worse if we caught Alzheimer disease then..for sure we can forget..LOL~

If you ask me, I am a forgiver. I am not those kind a person who actually hold grudges to anyone but sorry to say, I don't forget~

I believe in karma and I believe in faith. "Buat baik dibalas baik, buat jahat dibalas jahat"

In life, as a human being, we tend to be hurt and to hurt other people right??

If I were to be hurt, it is quite easy for me to actually mend my own cuts...or frankly speaking, I am good at mending my broken/scratch heart..LOL~

When it comes to forget, I try too..but I can't...I guess, as a person we should just embrace it and let bygone be gone...let just keep those hurt memories intact in our brain~

I was actually inspired to talk about this due to a question by someone,
He asked me, "How come you actualy always being nice/good to me eventhough I keep hurting you and never once you complaint..."

I answered him by telling him:
"Because I love you and I care for you, but I never forget...maybe I am actually building up all those hurt feelings and one day, who knows...I will definitely hate you for good."

Ya, deep down..I will always forgive him because like I said, I love him...but I don't forget all those hurt feelings.....to me,once I love someone..the love will always remain back in my heart..ya..it will never change...come on la...why should we delete all those feeling??past love is always in memories....
betul tak??

Since we are near to the month of Syawal, let us forgive.....maybe not forget...

Dear ALL,

If I were to hurt anyone, from the bottom of my heart..I seek your forgiveness. Sorry for any wrong doings..kindly halalkan makan dan minum ya~Owhh...If I do owe anyone's money, kindly let me know..am not going to ask you guys to halalkan..LOL~

Happy Monday!!

BOLA

I love bola...sbb bola itu bulat..errkk~

I love football...I know..when a woman love football, people out there would be so judgemental.....yela..typical what..women love football sebab ramai player football yg handsome, lg gorgeous, plus they have a good bods (come on women, admit it...we adore guys with six pex right??)LOL~

Yes, I am one of them....that is why, I am in love with Cristiano Ronaldo....not solely due to his abs..but due to his amazing legs...I can't take my eyes of his legs when he played football..haihs~

But please, am not just into football because of all those players..I just love football eventhough yes, I am a kaki bangku but that don't stop me to be a football fan!!!Please ya....I do walk the talk...am not like other women yg pura2 minat bola because of their bf...hee~

My passion towards football started when I was just 13 years old...My dad is my biggest influence when it comes to football...He always taught me on how the game works....lucky me, I have my 2 brothers whom actually love football, so basically...they taught me everything about BOLA...

Ya, I am proud to say that I can even identify all kesebelasan utama for any top teams...you name it, Man utd??Ars??Liverpool??Real Madrid??Barcelona??Ya..to that extend ok...am not going to brag or what but I just love football...that is why I keep it in the look~

If you ask me, what is my favourite past time apart from reading, I would say...watching football...

I guess, what's make things interesting when it comes to football is when you actually understand the game. That is why, I am so against those women who simply like football baecause of their bf...come on la...why must you pretend to like something you don't like??Don't be a fake person please~I've been there...and it is such a waste of time....you end up sakit hati ok~

Football is an interesting game when you actually really know how to play..but being me, I am all about playing football tapi my mum is so against it okay!!She said, "Kindly be a proper woman instead of lari2 tendang bola...so jantans~"LOL~
Ya, my mum want me to be very the gadis2 you know...huhu~Luckily she does not mind me watching football..so..I was okay la...as long as I got to watch my favourite team yooo...

Owh...my fav would be REAL MADRID...why I love them??To start with, I love Jose Maurinho...he is the mad genius when it come to coaching...he does not even played ok..but he takes a coaching course and now, he is "THE SPECIAL ONE"...but I do hate his style of play when it comes to BARCELONA...bukan benci but I sakit hati okay!!

Owh...I am in love with Ronaldo and Ozil...*cair*

Actually, when I start to talk about bola, I can't stop talking about it ok...mcm tiba2 nak jadi football commentator pulak...huu~

Ok bye~

Sexy

Sexy...

Base on Thesaurus, SEXY means - marked by or tending to arouse sexual desire or interest; "feeling sexy"; "sexy clothes"; "sexy poses"; "a sexy book"; "sexy jokes"

When it comes to sexy, I would say...people would surely imagine a naked woman/man, sexy is when someone is topless (euuwww), sexy is when a person wear a "kain xcukup" clothes..Ya, it is true..that is definitely sexy...BUT..those things I mentioned are basically a physically sexy. I am all about for physically sexy but I do define it in much more subjective kind a way~

I do think all of us do have our own definition when it comes to sexy. Ya, male definition of sexy is way more complicated than women I guess...because they tend to see sexy in much more creative kind a way..betul x??

My definition of sexy is more than just physically sexy. Physically sexy can be subject to "menggelikan" sometimes...I tak tipu...because I believe physically sexy is too over rated and makes other people rasa nak puke~hee..mind my language will ya~
Sexy to me is more to the way he/she acts. It can be subtle or it can be alluring. Actions means like, the way he/she talks can be define as sexy, eyes can make he/she looks sexy, the way he/she moves his/her body can look sexy, etc....
To me, those simple action that you make, that is SEXY~

Sebab itulah org cakap, sexy itu subjectives....we never know how other people actually define you. You may think yourself as a plain kind a person but others might find you hot...*wink*

Like Thesaurus said, sexy is marked as a sexual desire yg arouse...*ehem* Seriously, I know how it felt....can you imagined when you actually sedang window shopping and suddenly you saw a sexy handbag...how am I going to react??Yes, the sexual desire towards the sexy handbag is definitely aroused....*sumpah I tak tipu*(same things occured when I saw clothes/shoes/foods/etc) *sigh*

What else about sexy??

Kindly define it your self okay...I know sexy when I see one...what about you??

Branded??

When it comes to 'branded' issues, I believe all of us have differents kind of opinions...

If someone ask me, Am I a brand Concious??

I would say, YES & NO.

WHY??

Well, I do think when it comes to shop...women are more perceptive than men.

Men, they bought expensive stuff to show people out there on how manly they are...I mean they definitely want people out there to recgonize them by the way they look. (it's my opinion..feel free to argue ya)

while, we women...we tend to buy things for many reasons...

Let me list it out,

• To look beautiful/gorgeous/hotness/pretty



• To make other ppl look at them (typical..I also love when ppl actually looking at my bag/my clothes/etc...it's true...am not going to deny it)



• To make other ppl actually recgonize them



• etc

Actually there are too many things to be list out but I guess I shall put a stop before other women come to murder me..LOL~(am not going to tell the world our women little secrets)sikit2 suda~

In my point of view, if you have all the luxuries in the world...please..go ahead and buy all the ridiculously expensive stuff!!WHY??if you can afford it...why the hell not??betul tak??

I take myself for example, I love branded items...serius..tak tipu..but I love cheap stuffs as well...I mean if you see something nice and it is cheap..why not??beli suda....

I am not saying that I care less about branded stuffs..NO...like I said, if I can afford it, I buy it...no regrets!!(Kindly ask my close girlfriends...they do know that I love to shop & I don't care if it cost me dearly) but......I have change lately...I still buy those expensive stuffs but I am more prone to save my money and buy those cheap stuffs..hohoho~

What make me change??

To tell you the truth, I do think it is due to my age kot...*hurmmm*

That is why, I don't really like when other ppl actually judging others by looking at what kind of brand he/she wear/has..you know...those manusia yg rasa they are much better than others....

To me, one cannot define a person by brand.....

Talking about branded, I am going to actually say things that might make other ppl terasa...but I guess it is my opinions right??So...please don't feel offended ok~

In my opinion, if someone want to buy a branded stuff...they should buy those original branded stuffs...I know....some of us can't afford to have the original items...therefore, you don't have to have them..I mean, what's the point of having a branded item yg fake??I tahu....some say, it look just the same....why not buy the fake one yg much more cheaper right??

Betul.....but, I do think...we are not being fair to the owner of the brand...come on laa....they spent a fortune to get to where they are now...and tiba2 we as a buyer...instead of supporting them...we actually turn to manusia yg jual fake items...Kasihan mereka tau....

Macam I, if I can afford the brand..I buy, if I can't then I don't have to have it...If I want to buy a cheap bag for example, I go and buy those no brand bag...Senang jer kn??Same goes to clothes/shoes/etc....My life is simple...I don't have to pretend to have a branded stuffs when it is fake...I am not being honest to myself kot...better no brand daripada fake items..KAN SENANG??

I know, what ever it is...it is you who decide right??So, pardon me if I hurt anyone's feeling....I ni mmg quite straight forward orang nya...SORRY NA~

P pukul S: Each person have their own taste, feel free to indulge yourself on your preference...Don't let other ppl let you down, feel free to be yourself...*wink*

Kuah Kacang for PECAL

*ehem*


I know, lately my post were basically about food. PARDON me, blame it on me. It is ramadhan, and I do think most people (including me) will be actually thinking of food & food & food & food......Yes, people..we love food..ehh...I mean, I love food, therefore please don't judge me by size okay...me love to eat!!


Okay enough...I just want to share a bit of recipe today. Last Sunday, me and mama we did PECAL. I love PECAL since I am a veggie LOVER (eventhough I despise cucumber).


Making pecal is not that hard but I guess. the most important element of PECAL is.......*drumroll* kuah kacang for PECAL.



Kindly refer this below recipe ya....



Ingredient:


Kacang tanah
ikan bilis
cili kering (dried chili)
bawang besar
bawang putih
belacan (OOhh..man..this one important you~)
cili padi (if you love spicy)



How:

1. 1st and foremost, the usual....panaskan kuali, tuang minyak and let it hot for a few minutes.


2. Then, kindly put in all the kacang tanah and stir it until it betul2 masak. (you agak2 je la yer)


3. Once kacang dah msk, put in your ikan bilis pulak..just fried it until it turn crispy veveh~(use the same minyak ok..sila jgn membazir)


4. Then, you masukkan pulak cili kering..just make sure dia masak jer....lepas tu, u masuk pulak bawang besar & bawang putih ok...you don't have to goreng sampai garing but just make sure bau dia naik and color dia nampak garing2 sikit jer..


5. Last but not least, silalah fry your belacan...it does not have to be so rentung...but you just agak2 la...ok?


6. After that, it is time to grind...mula2..you have to grind all the kacang dulu. Make sure you jgn lah grind sampai halus sangat ok.


7. Then, you can just mix other ingredient yg telah digoreng tadi and grind it.(time ni sape nak pedas, just add in cili padi ok.)


8. Bila semua dah siap grind, kindly mix it accordingly.


9. Lastly, sila ambil hot water and pour it into our mix kacang+cili+ikan bilis+belacan itu tadi. Stir it sampai you tgk dia dah macam sebati with the hot water. And then siap!!!


10. Ape lagi..makan laa...ehh..blum lg..tunggu berbuka ok~

p sayang s: this one is kuah kacang for pecal tau, yg kuah kacang satay or kuah kacang ketupat tuh lain okay~

Spagetti Goreng"melayu version"

I learned this recipe from bebeh..but her version is the Aglio Olio which is super healthy but mine..you know la...typical lidah melayu...kindly refer this below recipe okies~

Ingredients:

Spagetti (haruslah ada..kalau boleh buy yg angel hair...sodappp~)

capsicum

carrot

mixed veggie

(those vegetables is not a must, since my household suka veggie that's why ada..if tamau..toksah letak k)

Olive oil

Red onion

Garlic

Chily (cili kampung/cili padi/cili kering)

Blackpepper

Oregano

Prawn

Chicken/meat

How to cook:

Mula2, rebus spagetti anda di atas dapur. Untuk memastikan sapgetti terebut ada sedikit rasa, masukkan secubit garam dlm air rebusan and to make sure spagetti tuh tak lekat2..put a bit of oilve oil inside the air rebusan.

1. 1st of all, kindly prepare all the stuff for tumisan like red onion,garlic, chillies and black pepper.





2. Then, kindly use your grinder machine to grind all the tumisan stuff. Since I ni org melayu, I only use lesung batu jer...tumbuk jer bahan2 di atas sampai semua bahan dah mix up.





3. Sambil2 tu, prepare la rencah apa yg patut, mcm saya...I'm using a bit of prawn and daging. Sila potong both daging and prawn kecil2 but if takmo potong pun tkpe..but saya ni nk jimat daging and prawn kan...(layan kn aje)





4. Now, we are preparing to masak, 1st...put a 2 table spoon of olive oil dalam kuali yg dah tersedia panas. (tak nak use olive oil pun takpe..tp olive oil ni kn elok untuk kesihatan)





5. Lepas itu, masukkan segala bahan tumisan yg telah siap ditumbuk termasuk lah dried chily(cili kering).





6. Masak bahan tersebut selama 3-4 min then kemudian sila masuk daging dan udang yg telah disediakan. Lepas tu, you can also campak your vegetables tau.





7. If you nampak tumisan you a bit kering just pour a bit of water inside ok...





8. For a time being kita biar bahan tumisan kita masak sekejap and bila kita tgk dia cam dah agak2 ada color sket tu, silalah masukkan spagetti yg telah siap direbus.





9. Okay..time ni, sambil2 anda menggaul sapgetti tersebut, put a bit of oregano/salt & pepper. (if nak pedas lagi put some chili powder/black pepper lg)





10. For now, you just have to keep on gaul the spagetti sampai everything dah sebati. Senang citer, you gaul lah dalam 2-3 minutes top then sila lah hidang!!





11. For any extra hiasan ke, itu you pandai2 lah sendiri. Cam saya, tak yah hiasan nya derr..benda tu msk perut kot...huu~

Okay, dah siap Spagetti goreng melayu....

p makan s: eventho sume org complaint pedas, tapi spagetti I habis ok..maybe tahun depan bole join bazar ramadhan~

1st time....

This is my very first time getting involved in Uptown Bazaar. Usually I am one of the pengungjung, but currently I am one of the penjual (both me & Sumi)..excited?? A bit but I am more nervous I guess…nervous sbb this is my very first time to actually put myself out there and try to actually becoming a business lady..hurmmmm~

Fuhhh~the outcomes are not as what as me n Sumi expected..but we are optimistic about it and we believe pintu rezeki itu ada dimana-mana right??you just have to work hard in order to gain it.

1st time berniaga, 1st time juga I learn about penat lelah,susah nya untuk menjadi peniaga yg berjaya. Ya..it is not easy to be a successful businesslady…one does not only need to work hard but one should have the determination to make it work. I guess, I don’t really had it in me but I’m getting there okay!!

Those 3days definitely taught me how to be patient and not to give up..Ya, I am a quitter sometimes..and hey…I am not going to quit now…I just have to keep going and try to make it works~

Kindly be inform that we are still in business dear People…..so please do support us!!

I hope….things will be in place accordingly and things are going to be well for us…

Do pray for us ya….

Owhh..my gerai below~wink*

I am having a SALE!!!

Dear ALL,

I will be having a SALE!!!

Kindly refer to this below AD ya Sayangs~

Sesiapa yg mempunyai kesempatan(after perform solat terawih of course), sila lah singgah ke booth kami di Uptown Kajang!!

We'll be having some pre-love item, and lots of new item which is on SALE!!!

For any further info, kindly visit my FB!!

Lots of Love!!

Muahhhxxx~

Wordless Wednesday : Lemonade

Ingredients
1 cup white sugar, or to taste
4 lemons, juiced
4 limes, juiced
4 oranges, juiced
3 quarts cold water
1 lime, sliced into rounds (optional)
12 cups ice cubes

Directions
1.Pour the sugar, lemon juice, lime juice, and orange juice into a gallon-sized container; stir until the sugar has dissolved. Serve over ice with a slice of lime if desired.

p/s: this is for buka puasa okay!!!

Luahan hati seorang pemandu kereta

*ehem*

Terus terang, I am not a pemandu yg berhemah but I try my best to be the one yg abide all the road rules. Senang citer, I do wear my seat belt and I do gave signal when I want to belok2 my car...and..I even give signal if I nak cilok dpn org tau..(sape2 yg mrh sbb wa penah cilok dpn lu org sorry eh..hee~)

All and all, am not such a bad driver eventhough yes, sometimes I do drive a bit fast..bukan sbb I nak ter 'beri' or ter 'kench'..tapi sbb I mmg anti sket bila org drive kereta mcm siput. Mind my language ya...yes,there are manusia yg suka drive slow melow..bukan xboleh wahai pemandu sekalian, tapi silalah bertolenransi dgn pemandu yg lain ya....Kami ini agak terseksa jiwa dan raga bila anda memandu dlm kadar 20-40 km/j.....SAKIT JANTUNG OKAY!!!

Lagi satu, I am so freaking menyampah, to those manusia yg drive tapi xreti bagi signal!!! Wahai sekalian manusia, ada sebab kenapa signal tuh ada okay..supaya kita semua tahu arah yg ingin dituju...sila lah guna signal jika ingin membelok. Tolong jgn selfish...tade patah nya tangan kalau kasi signal okay!!!

Dear manusia merempits atau penunggang motosikal, tahu kah anda bahawa sa nya...ramai pemandu kereta membenci anda. Nak tahu kenapa? Sebab anda semua seakan-akan tidak takut mati...suka sgt menyelit...tahu la anda kecil, tapi anda kena ingat...sekali kena langgar melambung...yg mati korang jugak...at least...kami yg drive kereta ni adalah jgk besi yg protect. Lepas tuh, silalah ingat...bila ada petak kuning, maksudnya..anda perlulah berhenti...jgn pakai lejun je yop....sila lah merempits guna otak please...

Yang I tension sekali is para penunggang motosikal yg guna AKLEH (Ampang-KL-Expressway), meh sini mokcik nak bagi tahu....lane kt AKLEH tuh ada dua jer...jadi memandangkan anda yg bwk motor ni kecik, sila2 lah ke tepi ya...tolong jgn conquer satu jalan seolah-olah anda sorg jer yg bayar road tax. Kalau I yg bwk kete ni, if nmpk lori yg bsr xhengat pun tahu ketepi, ni yg bwk motor ciput tuh..ada hati pulak suruh kete ketepi siap hon2 lg...korg lupa ke korg kecik??korg lupa ke korg byr road tax ciput??korg lupa ke minyak motor korg ciput??

Oleh yg demikian wahai penunggang motosikal, sila lah ada sifat toleransi...bukan anda sorg yg nk balik uma cpt2..semua pun nak balik cepat...tolonglah jgn nk bunuh diri time org lain tgh nk balik umah yer...

Ya, I memang tension...tension dgn manusia yg rasa dia hebat di jalan raya. Saya ni pun bukan lah seorabg pemandu yg baik, but saya cuba untuk jadi yg terbaik supaya saya selamat sampai di rumah. MARILAH KITA MENJADI PEMANDU YG PRIHATIN.

Yg benar,

pemandu yg pissed off